It's already 1 PM. I went to get a new frame for my spectacles this morning. 126 RMB. It's so expensive!

I was busy cooking in the afternoon. I fried lotus root and steamed sweet meat. It's disgusting!

I don't like it, but I still ate it!

I'm a man who doesn't care about anything!

I'm going to sing. I've thought of a low-key, yet popular pen name. It doesn't have any lethality, and there's nothing wrong with it. It's easy to read, easy to remember, yet difficult to remember. I might keep using this pen name in the future!

I wonder if anyone has registered this pen name. Let's give it a try!

I want to go to a place where you are!

I have a car. I want to sing. As the saying goes, a writer who can't sing is not a good writer!

Impossible

impossible

I don't love you!

Sigh, I'm sleepy again.

I want to sleep!

In the past, when I had a relapse, I felt like someone was monitoring me. They planted a high-tech bug in my stomach and installed a signal chip and a player in my head. A few bad guys were talking in my head!

They said some unbearable things. They wanted me to kill someone. They said that if I killed someone, everything that belonged to them would be mine.

If I didn't kill someone, they would find someone to kill me.

They said that I was a blockhead. They said that without their orders, I wouldn't do anything!

I'm a robot.

I couldn't stand it, so I ran away. They said that I was the last human with consciousness. The others were all robots and were being controlled by others. I had a chance to break free from their control. They said that I invented the time machine. I'm the one who invented the time machine!

I can travel through time because I did something that I would regret for the rest of my life!

So I invented the time machine. The invention of the time machine cannot be known by others. Otherwise, they will feed me drugs and control me. That way, all living things will die out. They're all robots!

They're all controlled!

They said that they were always messing around, controlling me, killing me. I heard that someone had been hacked to death and thrown on the road. I heard that they were being controlled every day to go out and kill people!

They don't have classes. They control me. Actually, I'm the only one in class. They're all out, hacking people, messing around!

Everything about me is just an illusion.

I'm not number one. I'm just a machine being controlled by others!

And because I'm the inventor of the time machine, history is like this. I can change everything. I can travel through time and change the extinction of living things. I can't control history!

Morbid language

Maybe I've been completely controlled and I don't know how to resist. What time machine? It's all a lie.

In the end, I wasn't able to change history. In the end, I was going to be controlled. I couldn't stop the extinction of all living things.

My head hurts a little. Writing novels can relieve my headache and discomfort!

Who said that mental patients can't use their brains? If the brain doesn't work, what's the point? The drugs in my body are too strong. I don't think I'll be able to live for long. I've also lost my reproductive ability. I've really turned into a wooden person. Girls who eat Sulpiride will go through menopause. Guys aren't any better. Their secondary sexual characteristics develop slowly. I haven't even grown a beard yet!

However, his desire was very strong.

I don't know if it's because of the drugs, but my delusions are so bad that I have to come almost once a day!

But I don't know how to write, so I'm done for!

When I was writing my novel, I had serious delusions and delusions. I thought that I would become popular. Of course, this was only one side of the story. There was another side to it. I wanted to write my novel properly to relieve the pressure.

After all, I have schizophrenia, so of course my personality is split!

There was a fool and a genius in the brain at the same time!

Morbid language

My feet are so cold. It's a little cold after leaving the blanket. It's noon!

So uncomfortable. I'm afraid I'll starve to death. I'm so scared!

It's impossible that I'm not afraid of death. I can't die. I still want to write my novel!

I want to sleep for a while before writing!

I'm tired again. I want to do it again!

Woman, I hate you to the core!

I'm so uncomfortable!

Can you not be like this? After this, I'll feel very guilty!

Alright, sleep.

Alright, I'm awake.

Continue. Now the computer is on the table. I'm seriously writing something again!

What I wrote just now was morbid language.

Don't take it seriously!

Hehe, I'm not happy. If only there was a beauty sitting beside me. We could write together!

I want to dance in the square!

Chunhua died of exhaustion. I heard it just now!

There's no song that will make you think of me!

Today's weather is so hot. I'm going to be serialized soon.

There's still three days left. I'm so happy!

Birds chirp like insects.?

Leaves and flowers are beautiful.

Every day I type, flowers and colors come again.

Tomorrow Spring

I'm pretending to be a poet again. I'm not pretending. I just want to be a sorrowful poet!

You don't understand my sorrows!

I just ate some garlic moss. It's delicious!

If there's a tomorrow, I won't forget yesterday.

I want to dance in the square!

So happy!

I'll solemnly explain that some of the words just now are my personal opinion!

I'm a writer. I'm typing for myself!

I'll work hard. Huhu, so sad.

If I don't listen to songs, I can't write a novel!

I'm pretending to be high and mighty again. Don't play deep!

I can't afford to play!

The white light appeared and you went further and further away!

I drew a big circle in your palm!

Hehe, Hu Aitong, big circle!

Your voice is too pleasant to listen to. There's no depth.

One look and you can tell you're a love-struck fool.

So depressed. So much nonsense. The doctor said that if I talk more, it'll help alleviate my illness. So I won't stop writing!

Baked Fish also said that I need to communicate more so that I can find a girlfriend.

You, I need to buy a bucket of water. I can't write anymore.

Writing novels is like an antidote. It can relieve pain and numb myself. Just like many drugs, it has side effects. It allows me to live on while at death's door. There's no such thing as a tomorrow!

Don't look at how detached I am at times. Most of the time, I'm muddle-headed. I can't get past women and fame. I'm very distressed. Maybe I'm a hypocrite by nature. I'm too good at pretending!

I'm not a good person. I'm guilty!

My legs hurt. My neck hurts. I'm living a difficult life. I'm too pretentious!

What should I do? I'm a bad person. I'm not the people.

So sad. Why did it become like this? I can't accept it.

I lack someone to support me from behind. I fantasize that you support me. I muster my courage. I force myself to be spirited.

I hope to be with you. I fantasize about the days with you. But I'm lying to myself. I really can't bear to expose this lie!

I want to punish you.

But I can't do it. I know it's impossible, but I still have hope. This is me. I'm the one who deceives myself!

If I say too much, it's just shamelessness and tears. So what? Can shamelessness solve the problem?

Will my dreams come true if I cry too much?

I remember my former leader saying that there are things that we can't do. There are things that we can do.

There are things that we can do but we don't do them. This also becomes something that we can't do!

There are things that we can't do in this lifetime if we don't do them. Sigh. I regret it so much. There are too many things that I regret. I can't do it. I don't miss you.

I think it's just like what Xiao Yao said. I think too much. If I don't think too much, how can I write a novel? Isn't there one less tragedy in this world?

I think, therefore I am!

Many girls call me crazy. I'm so sad. I'm so sad. It's not that I'm not good enough. It's that you don't know how to appreciate me!

So arrogant!

Maybe I'm really not good enough!

I'm guilty. I'm so distressed. Sing. The person who was once in my backpack, accompanied me through every part of the journey across the sea.

I only wish for one person's heart.

We'll grow old together.

You're not really happy!

What's the use of this? I'm tired!

Your figure often appears in my mind!

So blurry, so clear. But I can't grasp it.

Tears fall unconsciously, blurring the lens of my glasses. I unconsciously wipe them away with my hands!

Tears can be wiped away, but what about my sad heart?

Sigh.

My leg hurts. I bend my leg and place the computer on my thigh. I use the light from the screen to illuminate the keyboard. This way, it's easier to type. My leg hurts. It hurts. Now I'm going to stack the blanket and place it on the computer!

Okay, I'm going to lie on the bed and type. I'm so lazy.

My leg hurts too much!

So lonely. So lonely. I want to be with you. Counting the stars!

Let's write a short story!

My Goddess High School Student. There's nothing to write. Clickbait headlines.

F * ck the lazy bastard! I placed the laptop on my pillow again and kneeled on the floor to type. My sleeping position is only this high, so I can't meditate. I changed my posture again. I'm so tired. My legs hurt so much. I have to complete the quota tomorrow morning, so I'm too tired to write at night. I'll be fine after the house is repaired!

I plan to upload 20,000 words for the first time. I might not be able to sign a contract. No one will sign me!

I only need around 300 a month and 3000 a day. Sigh. Money is too hard to earn!

I want to lie on the bed comfortably and sleep. I don't think about anything. Even if I think, it's very blissful. I think, therefore I am!

Mengmeng Mengmeng, where are you!

So sad!

I miss you so much!

So sad. I don't know if I'm a pretentious person.

I used to study hard, but I didn't know how to cherish it. Maybe this is fate. Otherwise, I won't talk about it.

If it's not like this, will I write?

I have to cherish what I have. That's enough. If I feel that I'm not popular enough, I'll write. Maybe that can numb myself.

I feel that my singing is very good. It's very emotional!

If there's a chance, I'll upload it!

I'm good at it. The plot is finished. I can do it. Are you the person I love the most?

I'm tired. Serialization is very tiring. I used to serialize for three months. Later on, I couldn't take it anymore and gave up.

Now that I've put on some weight, I can serialize for a long time. Now, I realize that being able to lie on the bed and sleep peacefully is a very blissful thing. I really don't know how lucky I am. Just like what a pharmacist said!

I like to eat chili and sweet and sour!

I used to live like a young master. I could eat whatever I wanted!

I loved fried chicken, glutinous rice, and fried rice cakes.

I still can't forget the taste. It's too delicious!

I spent my best days in Wenzhou. Of course, I believe that there will be better days!

Don't think that I'm crazy. I can work too!

Although I'm always criticized!

Can't you give me another chance?

I need to speak my mind. Only then can I feel better.

Sigh, so tired. I took a nap. It's so comfortable. Writing novels is too tiring!

I want to sing!

It's too tiring. I can't do it!

What's going on? I have no words. How should I face it? I can't extricate myself. I'm sinking deeper and deeper. It's as if I'm possessed by an evil spirit. My soul doesn't belong to me anymore!

My soul is being devoured by the evil spirit bit by bit. I can't do anything to stop it. I'm scared of ghosts. I'm so scared. I might have done something bad!

I'm scared of ghosts. I'm so scared. I'm weak and timid.

I'm scared.

This feeling of being devoured by the demon of illness!

It's so uncomfortable!

I've taken medicine today!

It's so painful. Life is a long river, but I don't know how to swim!

You said it so well. I'm speechless!

It's so uncomfortable!

I'll take a nap and listen to the song. I have to persevere. I won't stop writing!

I'll write a few words even if I'm lying on my side.

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I'm starting to hate myself. I feel that I'm disgusting. What's the use!

Staying up all night writing won't last long. I'll write until 22: 30!

I'm so sad.

I don't have any depth. I have to wake up early tomorrow!

Wake up at 6!

Work hard. Get some chicken blood.

Chicken blood is good stuff!

I like to eat pig's blood!

Sigh, you'll never be able to keep up with the times because you're creating your own era!

This won't last. Even if it doesn't last, it has to last.

It has to.

Roasted Fish, I like you. Teacher Yaoyao, I like you. Teacher Pingping, I miss you!

I'm very willful when doing things. I don't know when to stop!

Even if I know it's impossible, I'll still do it!

There are some things that we know are impossible, but we'll still do it without hesitation. Maybe this is a dream!

Well, I'll sleep in three minutes.

I hope I can find a partner soon.

I hope all the lovers in the world can find their way together!

It's a cliché, but it's an eternal topic.

Sleep.

To prevent an illness.

Today's weather is bright and the air is good. It's so comfortable. Today, I'm writing on the bench. My computer is on the table!

It's so comfortable. I'm just like a writer.

I wonder when I'll be able to sign the contract. I'm looking forward to marrying a Ms. Perfect and becoming a CEO. From then on, I'll reach the peak of my life and career!

Thinking about it makes me happy. I'm a boring person. Otherwise, I wouldn't be writing. It's definitely not a coincidence that I'm writing. It's a combination of many factors!

I've studied in high school. I'm a student in Gua Le High School's first grade class. I'm ranked seventh on the KO leaderboard. I'm the only one who doesn't have any attack power. I'm in the top ten of the KO leaderboard.

Did I say anything wrong?

Shouldn't this paragraph be deleted!?

I believe that I'm a mongrel!

I'll eventually become a lapdog!

I wonder who came up with the name Chinese Pastoral Dog. It's so funny!

Then I'll be a Chinese Pastoral Dog!

I'm turning 28 today. I have to speed up. Otherwise, I won't be able to meet the target!

There are mosquitoes now. The sun is out and it's bright!