Suddenly, I felt that I!

Was really silly!

Did some boring things!

Sigh, it's uncomfortable!

The feeling of being doubted by myself!

It's not that easy to bear!

Today's creation!

Just like that, it began with a bumpy start!

First, I have to get past myself!

This is a must!

I can't get past myself!

Quietly feeling it!

The heartbeat of the world!

Today!

It's 617th!

What day is this!

This is a wasted day!

To me!

Every day is a festival!

A wasted day!

My condition isn't very good!

And I keep typing wrong words!

This is the situation!

Sigh, I'm very bored!

I like it a lot!

How is it!

I don't know if it's because I didn't sleep well!

I'm already asleep at 7!

I even have to get up to play games for a while!

It's really sweet to sleep like this!

I've forgotten everything in my sleep!

I've forgotten everything!

I'm thinking of a problem!

When will it be!

I can live without worrying about food and clothing!

To me!

Not at all!

My ability is limited!

It's already good enough to have food to eat!

What I want to do is just beginning!

It's just like this!

How should I put it!

I'm just an ordinary person!

But I want to be the richest person in China!

Isn't this very inspirational?

Even a fool can become the richest person in China!

This is inspirational!

It's educational!

It's more important than anything else!

I don't have any specialty!

If I do!

Then I don't have it!

So sleepy!

I don't know why!

I really want to sleep!

I played last night!

Not long after!

I fell asleep!

I fell asleep!

It was really sweet!

If you say that again!

I'll let you act up!

Under my manly body!

With a heart as soft as a girl's!

Well, tell me about it!

What's good about it!

Today's plan is to write until 9: 20!

80 minutes!

Write!

3,300 words!

That's still possible!

I want to go!

The world of the heart!

I don't want to go out for a walk!

Actually, it's the same everywhere!

The scenery isn't important!

The most important thing is the mentality!

I haven't gone out to play!

It's just that!

There's also a large group!

That's a pity!

Actually, this is the mentality!

Play!

It's a mentality!

A good mentality!

Everywhere was fun!

That's it!

Well, how should I put it!

Press the keyboard!

Press it should be pressed!

Otherwise, it'll be rotten!

That's it

I'm not pressing it!

I don't have much strength!

But I'm still afraid the computer!

Half a year's salary

I can only afford to buy a computer!

I'll be spending my retirement money!

I don't count on it!

Who will take care of me!

Because that's impossible!

Those years!

I bought a cell phone!

It's too expensive to buy one!

More than 200!

I even secretly went to buy it!

I really wanted to play games!

That's also the time of passion!

That's when I had a relapse!

Damn!

That's 2011!

I still had money!

I secretly went online!

I watched all kinds of dancing videos!

Actually, it's boring!

It'll never be mine!

Human imagination!

That's how scary it is!

I've also watched it!

The scariest thing about humans is their imagination!

At that time!

I took money for my dishes!

I went online!

I had a lot of fun!

That's it!

I don't feel good!

Damn!

I've had enough of going online!

2 yuan per hour at the internet cafe!

How many people!

You're just as lost as me!

And the result!

I'm the only one who's so silly!

I'm too obsessed!

Every time I go to the internet cafe!

It's always full of people!

It doesn't feel good!

I won't go to the internet cafe for the rest of my life!

Of course, it's because you have a computer!

Damn!

Can you not say that!

Internet cafe!

Feeling!

And bar!

More or less!

I don't think I've been there before!

It was crazy at that time!

Even if I don't eat, I still have to go online!

The money was saved by me!

Just thinking about it makes me regret it!

If I didn't have such an experience!

Where would I get the courage to write a novel!

How to say it!

My problem!

I have a lot of responsibility!

I can't find an excuse!

It can only be because of the pressure!

I feel that someone is using me!

I won't learn if that's the case!

Actually, no matter how much I learn!

It's all for myself!

If only I could think that way!

But I didn't think that way!

That's why not every student can get first place!

I'm human!

I can write things!

It's because I have a stomach full of bitterness!

I have no place to complain!

I don't have any friends!

I don't have any friends in real life!

There are online!

Well, in 2012, I'm in my first year of high school again!

And my high school classmates are taking their college entrance exams!

How do I feel!

I can't figure it out!

I'm under a lot of pressure!

I have to face all kinds of things!

There are rumors about me!

There's a lot!

What!

I went to university!

It's really too much!

I can't even keep a low profile!

I don't know if it's intentional!

I'm not that influential!

I'm from other classes!

I don't know them!

It's just like that!

Sigh, I'm also considered a popular figure in school!

High school is!

It's my business!

There are actually people who know about it!

How can this be!

This makes me facepalm!

It's all in the past!

No one can target me!

It's just like that!

I don't have that kind of ability!

It's just my imagination!

That's my university entrance!

Why do so many people know about it!

Damn!

Enough!

University student!

I don't count!

I'm still studying!

I'm a university student!

It's embarrassing!

I'm not qualified to be a university student!

Damn it!

That's enough!

You definitely don't think that way in your heart!

I know that!

Go!

Go away!

En, I'm a contradictory person!

It's better not to be like this!

I was busy for a while just now!

I have a feeling that I'm old!

22 years old!

For writing a novel!

It's a big age!

However!

How should I put it!

There are also benefits!

There's more strength!

There's also autonomy!

The burden won't be too heavy!

There's no need to go to school!

Go to work!

After that!

I can write!

Although it's still a little tough!

Writing a novel when I'm too young!

It's not too good!

I don't have enough experience!

I still need more experience!

If I don't have enough experience, I can't write anything!

Now!

What I want to do is!

Increase the number of chapters!

I'm thinking!

I'll still write like this!

Why!

Because!

I like it!

Things like novels!

First, I have to like it!

I hate what I write!

Then I don't have to write anymore!

Of course!

It's useless!

No matter how I write, I'll still write!

Why can't I just write casually!

I'll be famous!

I'll still be scolded and face all kinds of pressure!

I can't take it!

I might as well write like this!

No one will read it!

It's also impossible!

My girlfriend!

I must let her read it!

That's great!

Actually, readers don't need too many!

It's good that there's sincerity!

Not the kind that's just for fun!

Of course, whether I can find a girlfriend or not!

That's a problem!

I don't think so!

I definitely can't find one!

I'm not ready!

I don't have such experience!

I can't help but feel afraid!

I want more!

Girls to be more proactive!

Forget it!

I can't find a partner for work!

I already have such an experience!

They all belong to someone!

I'm delusional again!

This is good too!

My novel!

Because of this!

It's more exciting!

I have a girlfriend!

I'm not writing!

I'm already accompanying my girlfriend!

I still have to write!

Just kidding!

How should I put it!

It's just wishful thinking again!

There's still 2,000 words!

50 minutes left!

I don't know if I can finish it!

Yes, a girlfriend!

It has to be slightly better!

An average ability will do!

Actually, I'm still working!

I haven't met a suitable one!

It's just like this!

Sigh!

I've left the school!

I don't know where the girls are!

Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

My brain isn't working well!

It's almost useless!

But my attitude is still good!

It's just like this!

There's no other way!

My ability isn't good enough!

I can only depend on my attitude!

I'm not impressed!

I'm aware of my own shortcomings!

This isn't good!

How can I correct it!

It's so uncomfortable!

Damn it!

You have the heart of a wolf and lungs of a dog!

Actually, it's nothing!

My awareness isn't high enough!

How can it be!

People are the same everywhere!

Actually, I'm no different from some people!

I'm just more bored!

In my imagination!

I'm actually no different from others!

I'm not happy about this!

It's so uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

It doesn't feel good!

It's so uncomfortable!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

Why am I like others!

It's the same!

As I say!

What others have said!

Doing what others have done!

There are so many people like me!

Why is it like this!

I have to write more!

Maybe this will be different!

Actually, it's still the same!

There are still people!

Commonality!

On me!

Maybe there's nothing unique about me!

Why is it like this!

Actually, there's nothing wrong with this!

At least it's clear!

I can still live on!

I'm the majority!

There are so many people like me who write novels!

But can I do it a little differently!

Even if I have to write a few more words!

Write more!

A few years!

Actually, my personality!

It's the same as the majority!

It's just that every point of mine is infinitely magnified!

My laziness cancer!

My!

Brainless!

That's enough!

Don't use a magnifying glass to look at people!

Because when you're looking at others!

Others are also looking at you!

I'm not doing well!

So!

I!

I'm a patient!

I still can't find the cause!

It's actually very simple!

I just can't take the blow!

My heart is too weak!

It's that simple!

I go crazy if I can't get a girlfriend!

I don't feel good!

Maybe it's because of me!

It's because of my indulgence!

There are all kinds of reasons!

But most importantly!

I'm too weak!

I can't take the blow!

I can't take it easy!

I'm too rigid!

I have to be a great person!

Actually, humans are a very great existence!

My thoughts can't work!

It's like playing games!

I always want to be better than others!

That's my fault!

This point will be taken advantage of by others!

That's how it is!

It's very uncomfortable!

How should I put it!

I'm not a good person either!

I'm a freeloader!

Of course, it's not that I don't pay for my meals!

It's that I don't contribute enough!

I should work harder!

Write more novels!

Do more work!

I have to be like this!

I have to make a contribution!

How should I put it!

There's only one person in the world!

You still have to work!

So I've thought it through!

Even if there aren't so many people!

There's only me!

I have to work too!

There's no exploitation!

Think through it!

Laziness cancer!

There's no hope!

What should I do!

Alright!

The final sprint!

1000 words!

Can I end the battle early!

Just one move!

I have to ensure the quality!

There's true feelings!

Mm!

Now!

There's not much time left!

There's a lot less!

This is the feeling!

Mm!

This can't work!

I really want to find a girlfriend!

This is from the bottom of my heart!

I've been bewitched by a woman!

This can't work!

But I still like it!

This is the situation!

My girlfriend!

I don't know what she's like!

It's been a long wait!

I've already confessed to many people!

But it's not true love!

The result is naturally very bleak!

I'm about to cry!

Want to give!

Myself!

Punch!

Actually, I can't cry anymore!

I cried in a dream yesterday!

I dreamed that my family died!

I cried very sadly!

Just like that!

I woke up from crying!

It's so sad!

It's the type that cries loudly!

How should I put it!

This isn't good!

It's really not good!

This can't work!

How can this work!

Haha!

Let's dance together!

This isn't good!

I'm not your girlfriend!

Didn't you say that you don't like me?

I want to find someone more ordinary!

Someone too legendary!

The best!

Someone who can be considerate!

I don't have much money!

I'm vain!

Don't look for me!

I can't give it to you!

You're vain!

It's not like that!

Actually, I'm such a person too!

It's just that I don't have the ability to be vain!

I'm a vain person in my bones!

How should I put it!

It's just like that!

Grandma is old!

I'm not young anymore!

It's time for me to be the head of the family!

I'm not ready yet!

Mm, I thought that I won't grow up!

I always feel that time passes too quickly!

It's just like that!

How can this work!

I'll lie to myself too!

I'll lie to myself too!

This is human instinct!

Everything will go according to what I think!

Of course, I'm no exception!

Although I'm mentally ill!

But!

The main thing is that I lack high-level emotions!

I feel that everything is fine!

It's only right!

Sigh!

I'm not young anymore!

I'm already an uncle!

It's not more than five years!

I'm already a father!

It feels so fast!

How can this be!

Not getting married for three years!

Getting married and having children!

That's enough!

I don't want to have children!

I don't have that kind of mindset!