The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 99

It was 2 in the afternoon!

Afternoon nap!

Woke up very early!

There were a lot of problems to face!

It was just like this!

This singing!

It was really nice!

Full of it!

Moving!

The bones of the listener!

They were all soft!

That was the feeling!

Loving excuses!

That was it!

It was still random!

That was casual!

Bullshit random!

The songs were all downloaded by you!

No matter how you listened, it was just those few songs!

Write the plan!

3: 40!

Now!

It was already 2: 20!

Using 80 minutes!

Finishing one chapter!

It looked like it was totally possible!

That was not good at writing!

How could I still be a writer!

What a joke!

You spoke the truth!

It was just a joke!

You couldn't even do that!

Don't even talk about being a writer!

Even getting on the bed was difficult!

There would be a lot of typos!

They were basically homophones!

How could that be!

Today was 616!

There was nothing special about it!

And my career of picking up girls!

I had taken a great step forward!

I had started to go shopping with people!

This was a qualitative leap!

Although I didn't dare to!

I was just saying it!

I was just teasing myself!

Was I happy?

It seemed so!

Bullshit leap!

This was still the same me!

What leap!

I was just comforting myself!

It wasn't good to say that!

But that was the reality!

Xiao Qian!

She was destined to be the mark of my life!

This was undeniable!

I loved her!

She didn't love me!

So conflicted!

How could it be like this!

Let's see how you end this!

I don't want to find a girlfriend!

Within three years!

I really don't want to find a girlfriend!

How could it be like this!

I like the feeling of being free!

For this, I still want to write a novel!

This one!

The second one!

Of course, it would end quickly!

It would take a year and a half!

There would be a continuation!

The feeling might be different!

Of course, I wouldn't write it!

That was a problem!

How could I criticize you!

This was still a problem!

Really!

I don't even know my work!

How many words was there!

No matter what, it would definitely be a million words in a year!

That was a must!

Yes!

There was too much to write!

I don't know if I could keep it up!

How could it be like this!

This couldn't be done!

I was still far from it!

How could I survive!

Forget about the money!

I didn't even dare to think about it!

The main thing was not to be scolded?

Scolding?

I hate you!

This wasn't good!

If I could move the world!

Could I exchange it for a lifetime of fate!

Wake up!

That's impossible!

How could it be like this!

You can't move the world!

I can move myself!

But I can't move you!

This was my sorrow!

Don't think of stories anymore!

You can't do it!

How could I say this!

I want to write in vernacular again!

This was the feeling!

How was it!

The feeling of not being able to write!

I was still far from it!

The roar of the machine!

It was especially ear-piercing!

It could make me!

Feel a sense of peace!

But I couldn't feel that restless heart!

I was just a normal person!

I didn't have any specialty!

I did!

I ate faster!

Normal people definitely didn't have my speed!

Hehe!

This was also considered a specialty!

This wasn't good!

How could it be like this!

I was very anxious!

I suddenly lost all my senses!

What was going on!

I didn't feel anything!

Could it be that I was really numb!

Too much love!

That was equivalent to not loving!

What he said was absolutely correct!

The best way to forget someone!

Was to fall deeply in love with her!

That's right!

I suddenly lost it!

All my emotions!

I only knew how to write novels!

I lost it!

The feeling of seven emotions and six desires!

Of course, the main thing was love!

I still didn't understand the so-called seven emotions and six desires!

This wasn't important!

The important thing was!

I wanted to live on!

Sleep, sleep!

It was also good!

Teeth were uncomfortable!

Teeth were aching!

How should I say this!

I wanted to live on!

But I also wanted to die!

The feeling of hovering between life and death!

This was life!

A life of being alone!

This was great pressure!

No choice!

Sometimes!

No choice but to be optimistic!

Being pessimistic was for myself!

Optimism could affect others!

It had a positive meaning!

How could it be like this!

Let's talk about my work experience!

Working alone was my plan!

The expenses might be very high!

Rent, water, and electricity 500!

And this was the normal expenses!

20 yuan a day for breakfast and dinner!

10 yuan for lunch!

I had to find a job that cost more than 1,400 yuan!

Otherwise, I could only wait for death!

This was just an optimistic calculation!

10 yuan!

It was just a bowl of noodles!

No choice!

If I ate a dish!

15 yuan or so!

A month!

I would use 150 yuan more!

There were many things that could be done with 150 yuan!

Install broadband!

50 yuan a month!

Cell phone!

10 yuan!

I wouldn't be able to finish spending it!

If I had a salary!

2000!

I could save 600 yuan a month!

600 yuan was not simple!

It was my money for meals in the future!

Retirement money!

I definitely couldn't spend it recklessly!

Actually, finding a girlfriend to form a team!

Seeking development!

It was still very good!

Rent, utilities, 550 yuan!

30 yuan for breakfast and dinner!

20 yuan for lunch!

2,000 yuan a month!

Although it looked like a lot!

But there was also a lot of money!

I could save 2,000 yuan!

Forming a team was indeed a bonus!

No wonder so many people got married!

So there was this problem!

Ten years!

I could pay for it!

I could build a house for a child!

Ten years of salary!

I could raise a child!

Just like that, 20 years had passed!

This was not very meaningful!

I had paid too much!

In return!

I didn't want to think about it anymore!

From me!

I could see this point!

It was already good enough that they didn't cheat their elders!

From now on, I would have to plan my life!

I now had 7,000 yuan in liquid funds!

It was stored in my card!

It could be used to find a job!

I would need to use up a lot!

Buy gas!

Buy!

Pot!

Buy rice!

Buy all kinds of things!

I would need 2,000 yuan!

2,000 yuan!

I wouldn't include it in my assets!

I would treat it as doing it for the national economy!

I had made investments!

I had fixed assets!

5,000 yuan!

I had assets!

I could build a house myself!

One house!

One electric scooter!

One wooden bed!

This was my main asset!

One month!

An income of around 500 yuan!

Now I had no income!

I had to make a good plan!

The poor had their own way of living!

This 500 yuan!

This was my retirement money!

My salary would still need to be around 2,200 yuan a month!

Hard work was a must!

Just thinking about it was enough!

All kinds of expenses!

Possible!

I wouldn't install broadband!

Because I was a prodigal!

That was it!

I hadn't thought about where to work!

My dream was to be the richest man in China!

But I had done it now!

The poorest man in China!

I couldn't even reach the basic salary!

I didn't even have half of the average salary!

In all honesty!

My income was in the tens of thousands!

And me!

Don't mention it!

Half was already giving face!

I was guilty!

I dragged down socialism!

I was a hindrance!

I wanted to be shot!

I didn't want to live anymore!

I was an ugly person!

People would talk about it!

So-and-so healthy!

My salary was 2,000 yuan a month!

I was also married!

Yes, harming others!

F * * k!

I didn't say that!

I heard it from a b * tch!

Just hearing it made me f * * king unhappy!

I wanted a high salary!

What couldn't I do!

Who was I!

But I couldn't do that!

It was you bastards!

You took over my land!

If I didn't care too much!

I wouldn't be grateful!

I would have already fenced off the land!

Actually, I knew about fencing off the land!

Others knew about it too!

I still had to fight!

Don't think that you could think of it!

Others couldn't think of it!

It was only a matter of time!

You weren't that great!

People who wrote books!

Wouldn't be great!

Even if they were great, they wouldn't know how to write books!

They were all scoundrels!

I continued to pass on my legacy!

This spirit!

Only knew!

Bitches!

Me and those bitches!

There was no difference!

I couldn't tell where you were!

More awesome than me!

Being really awesome was very low-key!

Flaunting wealth!

That was the behavior of the poor!

This was flaunting wealth!

Their wealth couldn't be that great!

If you don't believe me, let's wait and see!

I also wanted to witness history!

Then I would have something to say!

As a public figure!

I should have been mentally prepared for this!

How should I put it!

I had to thank all the way!

I didn't stray!

I didn't become a!

What an unpardonable evil person!

Just a little bad!

Of course!

This didn't hurt the big picture!

Actually, the crime was heavy!

I still had to work hard!

High salary!

There were plenty of ways!

I majored in economics!

How could I earn money so quickly!

Don't I know?

You're looking down on people too much!

Take it easy!

Don't let your millions in assets!

Turn into toilet paper!

Being rich was heartless!

It wasn't right!

It couldn't be like this!

This was how people were!

I was alive!

I could sell my life to the rich!

Why did they want to kill me!

This wasn't right!

I lived to sell my life to the rich!

There was nothing else!

Bastard!

This wasn't good!

This was how people were!

They still had to fight!

It only showed that you were bad without any inner meaning!

This was being cultured!

The difference between that and being uncultured!

They wouldn't let you die!

They had to reform through labor!

They had to make contributions!

It would be too easy for them to die!

Someone like me!

There was no hope!

They could only wait to be shot!

Or be tortured to death!

It wasn't that I was bad!

I was innocent!

I was like this!

It was all given to me by this world!

I definitely didn't ask for it!

I came to this world!

I had no choice!

Of course, you might be scared to tears!

This was just a negative thought!

If most people!

Think like me!

Society would be in chaos!

I wouldn't punish you!

I'd give you to time!

Let time!

This guy!

Get rid of you!

Hit you!

Dirty my hands!

Hit me and you'll go to jail!

One day, you'll capsize!

Time!

Time was a good thing!

It could prove everything!

Myself!

I would also be tortured to death!

I wouldn't care if you lived or died!

I wouldn't care if I lived or died!

It wasn't important!

It was just like this!

How should I put it!

Let time!

Torture people!

Compare!

It was much better to kill people!

It had more inner meaning!

I didn't have to do anything!

Naturally, I couldn't!

I still had to fight!

Maybe what I said was scarier!

These were my true thoughts!

I was also very conflicted!

This was life!

My everything!

It was given to me by others!

None of it belonged to me!

I was just passing by!

I would eventually!

Disappear in this time!

Although I had thoughts!

It was a little different!

Of course, this was from the big picture!

It was useless to kill people!

I still had to make some contributions!

Confiscation of property!

What was that!

It was mainly for reform through labor!

That money!

It didn't belong to some people in the first place!

This would instead benefit them!

It would encourage them!

Arrogant and arrogant!

Must be reformed through labor!

Not sentenced to death!

Hit if you want to!

Most like me!

Like this!

Take some medicine!

Can't die even if you want to!

Can't live even if you want to!

Best would be reform through labor!

That's not right!

I'm better than those reform through labor!

Actually, there's no difference!

No political rights!

I'm in despair!

Why is it like this!

I can't take it easy!

Take some medicine!

That's good!

Medicine is good stuff!

Must take it!

Did you not take your medicine in the afternoon!

I took my medicine early this afternoon!

You're hopeless!

Time will deal with you!

No one needs to do anything!

People like me won't accept reform through labor!

Arrest me!

I'll only be shot!

Even if I die, I'll drag them down with me!

That's not right!

Why arrest me!

You're making reactionary remarks!

But I'm speaking from the bottom of my heart!

What did I say!

I'm better than those!

Underworld novels!

So much better!

Arrest those!

Don't arrest me!

Arrest me!

I'll fight it out with you!

You only know how to bully honest people!