The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 98
I have to be 120% alert!
Let's start today's composition!
Xiao Qian!
Don't treat me like this!
Actually, she definitely has a boyfriend!
Just think about it!
Such a beautiful girl!
How can she not have a boyfriend!
I'm just daydreaming!
I can only blame myself!
I'm a playboy!
My willpower is weak!
I'm easily influenced!
But her job!
I don't like it!
Well!
How should I put it!
This is a problem!
I can't take it easy!
I feel terrible!
Now!
The situation is really chaotic!
Now!
What I have to do is to adjust my mentality!
And then find a job!
A man shouldn't be picky about his job!
Because it's all the same!
It's all the same!
Memories kept surging into my mind!
I can't go back!
I'm 21 years old!
I can't go back to Ningbo!
When I was a minute!
While I was still lamenting!
This minute!
It passed just like that!
Time is still precious!
It can prove everything!
Time is definitely a good thing!
I've always been like that!
I have to work hard!
It's time to live independently!
I can't live my whole life!
I have to be by my parents' side!
There's only one Ningbo!
Similarly!
22 years old!
There's only one!
The city won't change!
It will only change as a human!
I remember yesterday!
I was still a security guard!
I jumped out to write a novel today!
This world passes too quickly!
A few days ago!
I was still busy with the middle school exams!
Sometimes!
Actually, I realized!
I'm just like the average person!
There's no difference!
Students are everywhere!
They have similar experiences as me!
There will also be!
Think about it!
Among them!
I'm actually no different from others!
I don't like this feeling!
But this is the reality!
There's nothing to say!
Now I'm typing instinctively!
I don't even need to look at the keyboard!
I just type it out of habit!
My reaction is so fast!
I don't even need to think about it!
My thinking is actually so fast!
Could it be that I'm really possessed!
This way!
My skills!
It's not something that can be mastered in a day or two!
I can still correct my mistakes!
I can even realize that I'm typing wrong!
This is amazing!
Practice really makes perfect!
What's wrong with this!
My current typing speed!
I can't believe it myself!
It even has an error correction function!
I've really done it!
I'm a writing machine!
My reaction speed is getting faster!
I can't even react!
This kind of brainless writing isn't good!
I still need to use my brain more!
My typing speed now!
I can't believe it myself!
I'm scared!
How can it be so fast!
Of course, it's a joke!
I can't even feel my own thinking!
I can react immediately just like that!
This feeling is amazing!
This isn't good!
I did it just like that!
It's just writing!
Tell me about it!
11 years!
The year I fell ill!
I didn't feel any pressure!
If I were like now!
I definitely wouldn't have fallen ill!
At that time!
I went to walk around!
From school!
To the south of the city!
Very happy!
I thought a lot!
I really feel that I'm very handsome!
Is it useful?
It's not like I haven't been in love before!
Hehe!
At the Shanghai train station!
I sold the wrong ticket!
I took the bullet train!
On me!
It was only about 10 yuan!
And the bullet train didn't stop at Shanghai station!
I could only refund the ticket!
I bought a normal ticket!
It was my first time taking the subway!
Shanghai South Station!
My first time!
I gave it away just like that!
Without consciousness!
The second time!
Taking the subway!
It was this year!
Two yuan!
I sat at Tianfu Square!
I was very happy!
Actually, I couldn't sit for long!
I went to look at the school records!
Now, I still need three years to graduate!
Due to various reasons!
This book of mine!
It needs to be written for three years!
My autobiography needs to be long!
Why didn't I have money back then!
I used all my money to buy it!
Top-Up cards!
Playing games!
I don't know how to play!
That's it!
I've been scammed!
So sad!
How can this be!
How can this be!
This is the saddest thing for me!
This game is going to shut down sooner or later!
It'll be fine if it's shut down!
But my money!
It's long gone!
My money!
It's all gone down the drain!
This isn't good!
Not now!
The online gaming market!
Just like what is written in online gaming novels!
I think it'll never be possible!
Absolutely!
Sigh, there's a typo!
Good thing I found out!
I changed it!
I still have 2,500 words!
I have to finish it within 50 minutes!
Otherwise, I won't be able to play anymore!
So sad!
So sad!
How can this be!
It can't be!
Haha!
What are you laughing at!
I'm laughing at myself!
Can't I?
Kid, you only know how to be like this!
I've had enough!
Wait!
I'll beat you to death!
How can this be!
Mm!
Time passed day by day!
20 more days and the house will be fixed!
Mm, that's it!
I'm going out to look for a job!
That's it!
I don't want to go to Ningbo anymore!
What's the use!
For a person like me who doesn't know anything!
It's the same everywhere!
It's all tears!
I'll live independently in the future!
I'll eat alone!
I'll sleep alone!
I'll sell vegetables alone!
I'll go to work alone!
I'll play games alone!
And then I'll play alone!
I'll slowly become a pervert!
Hehe, that's it!
Being a pervert is also very good!
That's it!
How can this be!
I can't!
Mm!
How can I say this!
I'm still far from it!
Haha!
How can I not be happy!
Who am I unhappy for!
It's just torturing myself!
We're all good kids!
What a simple child!
I want to be bad, but I can't be bad!
I can tell at a glance that you're an honest person!
Disgusting!
You're the worst!
You think I don't know!
You rascal!
The things you do!
I can't finish writing them!
Really?!
Then write them!
I have dreams!
Please don't say that about me!
I want to find a free wife!
Of course, it's definitely not free!
Food and clothes are free!
Who knows!
For a lifetime!
It's over!
For a lifetime!
I'll spend it in regret!
The one suffering is the child!
And I'm just a child!
My mental state!
Not suitable to start a family!
Suitable to write novels for a lifetime!
My mental state!
You can tell at a glance that I'm a retard!
You're already hopeless!
Act a little!
Others might not be able to tell!
It's like this now!
Can you not be like this!
Now!
There's enough time every day!
I can write 10,000 words!
That's not much!
But I'm just too lazy!
No one can rush me!
Update!
7,000 words a day!
It shouldn't be considered little!
For us, the ninth-rate writers!
But there's no challenge!
There's no improvement!
But I can't rush it!
I have to take it slow!
Fatty definitely isn't like that!
It's done in one bite!
It's done one bite at a time!
I was busy for a while just now!
There's nothing like that yet!
30 minutes left!
1,800!
It feels impossible!
It's just like that!
60 in a minute!
I don't have that ability yet!
But I still have to give it a try!
I'll do this for an hour!
I can write one chapter!
Speed!
I have to speed up!
But thinking!
It can't be avoided!
Mm!
I miss you!
I miss you!
What!
I don't see it!
I feel that I have no feelings!
I'm a heartless person!
It's just like that!
I'm controlled by myself!
Cowardly!
Dominated!
It's just like that!
How should I put it!
It can't be!
It can't be like this!
It can't be like this!
You're still far from it!
You rascal!
It can't be like this!
It can't be like this!
Only!
Only what!
I love you!
I'm lousy!
How can it be like this!
It feels like this!
It's not good!
It's too lousy!
There's no depth!
It's really not good!
Alright!
Except for this!
I don't have anything to write!
I don't feel confident!
I'm still afraid!
It's just like this!
How can it be like this!
It can't be like this!
I'm still far from it!
I'll go!
Originally!
I wanted to be a game designer!
I have the ability in this area!
But I didn't do it after thinking about it!
She said so!
I've been there before!
Luckily, I didn't go!
It's a black chain!
It's this feeling!
In the game!
There are no girls at all!
I've never seen them before!
They're all just some!
Internal players!
Those who are paid!
Otherwise, they're just lousy!
High school girls!
How can they appear!
Games!
They don't have that much charm!
There must be an inside story!
It's very easy!
I can get them!
Contact numbers!
It's dark enough!
Money harms people!
Just like a dating website!
Just like that!
In minutes!
Ten messages!
This is not an exaggeration!
Once I registered!
People came!
A dating website!
Compared to online games!
It's also lousy!
It's also so fast!
This is too lousy!
Once I registered!
It's all kinds of pretty girls greeting me!
And the replies all cost money!
This is a trap!
Bullshit dating website!
It's a pyramid scheme!
Malicious money laundering!
This kind of website!
It can even be on TV!
That's enough!
It's too dark just thinking about it!
You can try it out if you don't believe me!
I'm definitely not making this up!
You'll know when you register!
Don't say I'm baseless!
Say I'm making this up!
I've had enough of this!
There's no such thing as a free lunch in this world!
And no woman is free!
It's impossible not to spend money!
It's impossible not to put in effort!
Speed up!
Progress!
It's enough just thinking about it!
People are here to suffer!
Perhaps!
This is just a shameless way of saying it!
It's an evil life!
There are few benefits!
There are many disadvantages!
That's how it is!
How can it be like this!
No way!
En, that's not good!
That's how it is!
No way!
En, that's how it is!
To write 1,000 words in 10 minutes!
Impossible!
It's wrong!
It's 15!
Work hard and sprint!
Xiao Qian, I'm coming!
I love Xiao Qian's soul!
It's not hers!
That's how it is!
It's impossible that I don't like pretty girls!
I'll still like them!
That's how it is!
It's impossible that I don't like them!
En, in the afternoon!
A few days ago!
I washed the clothes!
That's how it is!
En!
The clothes are worn!
After a while!
I'm going to wash them!
Sigh, the more I read, the more I can't finish writing!
But I still have to ensure the quality!
I feel terrible!
How should I continue on my path!
I've thought of giving up!
But I have to persevere!
Life is meaningless to begin with!
Why don't I find something to do!
En!
In the future or now!
I have to work hard to live on!
No matter who wants me dead!
I have to live on!
Don't tell me you're doing very well?
I only admire the Savior!
But that doesn't exist at all!
I feel like I'm still very foreign!
You're the ugliest!
That's how it is!
Extremely uncomfortable!
Now I have a strong body odor!
There's a sweaty smell!
This smell!
I'm already used to it!
There's still 700 words!
But there's still 10 minutes!
Why are my sentences so contradictory!
I don't care about the details!
I've already explained what needs to be explained!
I like to write as I wish!
I won't be restricted too much!
I'll write whatever comes to mind!
I like this feeling!
I have the right!
To do so!
This is my freedom!
Although there might not be any development!
There are already many restrictions in reality!
Why is it a novel!
Can't I have a little more freedom!
It's good that I've thought it through!
I have to speed up!
My life has just begun!
That's how life is!
It's full of unknowns and challenges!
The only thing I can do is to accept the challenge!
I can't run away!
Otherwise, I'll starve to death!
I don't want to die yet!
I still want to live on!
Live on!
Although it's meaningless!
I'll be laughed at!
I want to ask back!
Then what's the point of living on!
What's the point!
You can live on!
Why!
Can't!
That won't do!
That's not right!
That's too negative!
Others are still others!
I have to be worthy of myself!
I want to be a great person!
How can I be like the average person!
My work is very serious!
As I write, I write!
That's hilarious!
I can't write!
It's too profound!
There's only!
It's more common!
Simple and honest sentences!
That's it!
I like the feeling of writing a novel!
I still want to win an award!
Hehe!
Panda Web!
Best Newcomer of the Year!
Brother Jian!
Popularity!
First place!
Panda Web!
Subscription!
Over a million!
That's enough of you!
Your ability to fantasize!
That's enough!
Aren't you afraid!
I actually have no scruples!
Why!
I feel that people!
Should be more realistic!
That's the best!
But I don't have money!
I don't have capital!
No one will like me!
No one likes me in school!
Let alone in society!
I also know that!
The cruelty of reality!
The so-called love is just a feeling!
That's just wishful thinking!
It's definitely a lie!
No money!
No ability!
Even ghosts won't talk to you!
That's the reality!
Furthermore, you're mentally ill!
There's no hope!
I feel that!
There are many people in love in school!
Why don't you count me in!
There's no bitterness!
How can I write a novel!
I have a stomach full of bitterness!
That's it!
Sigh!
I can't think straight!
It's mainly because I don't have a background!
I don't have any ability!
A few generations!
Not a single one of them could be considered as outstanding!
So!
That's not right!
It's fine as long as I have food to eat!
It's good to have a sense of crisis!
My sense of crisis is not enough!
It's not comprehensive enough!
I still have to work hard!
I have to find a job!
My work attitude is very good!
Although!
There's a problem with my ability!
My attitude is good!
Although I'm very bad!
But I don't have the ability to be bad!
Although!
Very silly!
But I don't need to use my brain!
That's it!
That's it!
There are so many!
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