The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 97
Bad news!
I can only write 7,000 words today!
I slept for a while!
My limbs felt weak!
This was extremely uncomfortable!
How can it be said!
How can it be like this!
Where's the promised 10,000 words!
Actually, it's forever!
It's only useful!
It's a must!
10,000 words a day is nothing!
The important thing is to maintain a good state!
The plot progressed very quickly!
I asked her again if she had a boyfriend!
She said she had!
I asked her how far it had progressed!
She didn't answer me!
That's not a problem!
No matter how far it had progressed!
Some things can't be changed!
That's right, I love her!
No matter what, love will never change!
It's not that I don't care about your past!
But in the future!
You only belong to me!
That's enough!
But that's just my wishful thinking!
I always like wishful thinking!
My personality is still very rich!
All kinds of personalities!
It's just to make up for my empty soul!
These are tears!
I actually cried because of what I said!
That's not the point!
What are you lamenting about!
You still scared yourself to tears!
What are you trying to express!
I can write until I cry!
Actually, I want to cry!
It's just that I didn't sleep well!
I hate myself so much!
I'm crying again!
Sad!
Why can't I be with Xiao Qian!
Live a happy life together!
I hate it so much!
I'm too powerless!
I was wrong!
Why?!
What did I do wrong?!
God wants this!
To punish me!
I can't accept it!
How can this be!
I have to be with Xiao Qian!
Be together!
I'm such a rascal!
I love her so much!
Why can't I be with her!
Why!
It can only mean that this is a problem of ability!
I can't even solve my own problems!
What's the use of crying!
What's the use of crying!
It can't solve the problem!
If crying can solve the problem!
That's impossible!
It can only mean that this is a problem of ability!
I have to work hard with Xiao Qian!
Be together!
No matter what obstacles there are!
We have to be together!
No way!
We have to be together forever and ever!
Just because I love her!
You're too good at confessing your feelings!
I'm full of admiration!
How can that be!
How dare you say it!
You haven't been in a relationship!
I really haven't been in a relationship!
That's superfluous!
Love is really tiring!
But it's also very easy!
I just can't stand her job!
What shitty WeChat business!
That's enough!
There are so many problems!
What WeChat business business
My heart is cold Half!
I'd rather be the trash picker!
What godly soap!
That's the problem!
It's better to be down-to-earth!
It looks like down-to-earth!
That also requires capital!
Then what capital do I have!
Naive!
Silly!
Young!
That's capital!
Not everyone!
You're all so silly!
So naive!
That's a problem!
I have to prepare for a sprint!
I have to fight tonight!
Of course, it's in the game!
I'm ready!
Let's see that guy who likes to bully newbies!
Is he coming or not!
Otherwise, I'll definitely be first!
Gold brick!
I'll get it!
Just thinking about it makes me excited!
But the number of people playing the game is decreasing!
I'm thinking that there are too many people!
I don't know how to play it either!
I won't have any advantage!
I won't be able to earn gold bricks!
But it might close at any time!
I like it when it's not too hot!
It's a little crowded!
A game that can be played!
What's the point of having so many people!
On the contrary!
There are too many people pretending!
I've had enough of being cheated!
There are all kinds of cheats!
I've also been cheated of ten yuan!
But I've cheated people too!
I'm selling materials!
It's all because of my chicken crime!
The money I spent on the game!
Quite a lot!
I always like to top up!
Find a sense of superiority!
That fully explains it!
I'm really not a good person!
I like the feeling of having an advantage!
People are all like that!
I have nothing to blame!
That's just adding to my sadness!
That's it!
Look at this world!
What can you blame me for!
Isn't it just making me more miserable?
That's the only way!
This sentence!
It's definitely what I said!
I have too many worries!
Can I not handle it well!
Let me go down in history in infamy!
That's the problem!
Why do I say that!
If I don't handle it well!
At any time!
It's all possible!
Embark on the path of crime!
That won't do!
I still want to write novels!
The future is full of possibilities!
There are too many unknowns!
That's it!
No one knows!
Who's next!
Reform-Through-Labor prisoners!
How should I put it!
That's a lot of problems!
Who isn't corrupt!
Every day there's corruption!
Isn't there still someone who's corrupt!
What's the point of this!
That's the problem!
Every day there's discipline!
Isn't it still the same!
Is this acting in a TV show?
This world!
It has nothing to do with me!
What does it have to do with me!
I can't even control myself!
The world has nothing to do with me!
Alright, let's continue writing!
I can't do it!
I have to go!
I have to go happily!
This voice is really nice!
Why is it like this!
That's it!
That won't do!
This is a historical problem!
The winner is king!
The loser is in the wrong!
That's it!
It has to be like this!
The footsteps of history!
And the rules are just like this!
No one can change it!
Humans are humans!
Not gods!
Why do I have to say that!
Humans have their own characteristics!
That's not the case!
This kind of judgment is not based on one's reality!
It's definitely wrong!
Actually, I just want to have a relaxing meal!
There are still bad people in this society!
Some people were completely bad people!
I'm even worse!
I still don't admit that I'm a bad person!
I'm still here as a writer!
What's there to pretend for!
High and mighty!
If I can, I want to beat myself to death!
You're guilty, kid!
But what if I die!
A world without trolls!
Not a wonderful world!
Another fighter was down!
This fighter!
It's still very difficult to cultivate!
Not everyone dares to speak the truth!
For this point!
I have to live on!
Not for anything else!
I still want to be a writer!
I still want to win awards!
There are bad people in this world!
There are all kinds of people!
I've never been scheming!
I won't do anything bad!
I have my own beliefs!
Why!
This has to do with the education I received!
It's different!
Go!
What are you pretending for!
You said you're afraid of going to jail!
Who doesn't know you!
You're capable of doing anything, kid!
You have food to eat!
You have a wife!
Who has nothing to do!
Jumping around blindly!
I don't want to be famous that much!
Famous!
It's useless!
Won't people forget about you after a few decades!
Being famous is useless!
How many celebrities are there!
They can be famous for decades!
That's too little!
There's too much hype!
Everything will go back to normal!
Being famous all over the country!
That's just a saying!
Actually, it's useless!
I don't want to be famous all over the country!
There will be more responsibilities!
There will be more restrictions!
I can't do that either!
I can't do that either!
It would be better to just be an ordinary writer!
Of course, that's definitely a lie!
I don't want to be famous!
Is that possible?
I'm very conflicted!
I don't know my true thoughts!
It's actually very simple!
Being famous is good!
Not being famous is not sad!
People still have to live with integrity!
Popularity!
I dare to bet!
Many years later!
The so-called writers these days!
I won't wait for them once they're out of date!
Of course, 10 years later!
I can persevere!
I can also become a little famous!
How should I put it!
I want to do what I think is reasonable!
Harmonious society!
That's it!
I can't cheat!
Some things are too mysterious!
Many are monopolized!
I'm hanging up!
The title of high-tech!
Indeed!
It's also technology!
I won't do any of them!
Maybe in this lifetime!
I won't do any of them!
I know this!
That's it!
I pick up trash!
I can also pick it up with a clear conscience!
Although it's not inevitable!
Picking up trash!
It's possible for anyone!
In the past!
I'll act up!
I'll hide everywhere!
I thought they would let me off!
But they still didn't let me off!
I'm still taking medicine!
This is a cannibalistic society!
Actually, there aren't many changes!
I'll either die!
Or live an easy life!
Damn!
I'm really lazy!
I can't be saved!
Actually, I've thought of jumping off a building!
I've thought of jumping into a river!
I still want to!
Jump into a river!
I'll jump sooner or later!
I'll be dying if I get a serious illness!
They won't give me treatment!
This is the reality of the situation!
I'll live one day at a time!
No one knows about me!
When will I get sick!
If I get a terminal illness!
Let me die a quick death!
This is a mental illness!
It's not making me wish I was dead!
It's making me!
Hovering between life and death!
Before I die!
I want to write something!
I'll die sooner or later!
No one knows when I'll die!
What I have to do now!
I have to do it!
I'm too pessimistic!
But this is the reality of the situation!
I'll write whatever I can!
I can't be too tired!
What if I die from exhaustion!
Then no one will write novels anymore!
They'll write such novels!
I still want to live for a few more years!
That's it!
What kind of mentality is this!
It's not right!
You must live until you're 60!
I'll wait for you to get an award!
Write until you're 60!
If you don't want an award, look for me!
You have to!
Get one!
If not, I'll give myself one!
This isn't a problem!
Can you be any more shameless?
Don't give it to me!
Give me an award!
I'll give it myself!
Hehe!
That's enough!
My dream is to get an award!
Haha!
There's nothing wrong with that!
I'll give myself an award!
Isn't that an award?
I waited!
I wrote for a year!
I'll just give myself an award!
Best Newcomer Award!
Brother Jian!
You hit me!
I just want to give myself an award!
I don't want to get an award!
No one wants to get an award!
This award is useless!
I'm here to set it off!
The importance of an award!
I need to be acknowledged!
I just lack recognition!
You still need to be acknowledged!
You naturally came!
But!
I still need some encouragement!
This is a sign of your inner emptiness!
As long as there's money!
Awards are secondary!
And I'm an economics major!
I know it's useless no matter how much money you have!
Even if you have an uncountable amount of money!
It's useless!
Do you think I'm an economics major to feed dogs?
Do you think I don't know this?
There are too many restrictions!
Economics!
It's not that simple!
There's a lot of problems!
Every 50 people!
There's only one official!
How did I calculate it!
We're from the same village!
More than a hundred people!
Various official numbers!
That's how I roughly came to this conclusion!
There's another typo!
That's enough!
Why are there so many typos!
I didn't notice!
En!
This won't do!
I have few worries!
I'm still quite carefree!
I feel like I don't have any worries!
I'm crying again!
It's all tears if I say too much!
I have a headache every day!
I've really forgotten the pain after the scar has healed!
I'm indulging myself again!
I can't take it anymore!
My self-control!
It's too weak!
I can't control my emotions!
How can I write a novel like this!
I must be able to control it freely!
Otherwise, I won't be able to write a novel!
That's it!
Haha!
You brat!
Not enough!
I'm crying again!
Sad!
How many times do I cry in a day!
I'm just!
I'm just yawning!
I can't hold back my tears!
They just flow out!
You're crying in the wind!
It feels like a long time has passed!
This chapter is too sonorous!
That's it!
I'm crying!
How can this be!
This can't be!
I'm stressed!
And not small!
It can be big or small!
Stress!
I'm still able to accept it!
I'm running out of medicine!
That's it!
When!
I still have to get medicine!
If not for the fact that this medicine is more affordable!
A few yuan!
A bottle!
Otherwise, I would have stopped taking medicine long ago!
Eat your sister!
What right do you have to say that I'm mentally ill!
I didn't do anything illegal!
No one can say that I'm mentally ill!
No one can force me to take medicine!
As long as I'm in a normal state!
Hehe!
I'm not mentally ill!
I don't even believe it myself!
I still have to take my medicine properly!
This is even less important!
Mentally ill people are also human!
I'm just not mature enough!
I'm just not experienced enough!
I'm just lacking in practice!
My theoretical knowledge!
I'm still learning very well!
Although my learning is limited!
But my learning is still alright!
Although it's not very mainstream!
I lack a sense of responsibility!
I think having a child!
There's no need!
What's the point of having a child!
That's my mental illness!
I lack social functions!
I even need to guard against old age!
I don't count on it!
I don't know that I've always been like this!
And it's because of my illness!
In short!
I don't really want a child!
What's the point of having a child!
And I also feel that!
There's no need to get married!
You damn pervert!
You were involved in the Xiao Qian!
That's exciting!
What I said!
I really thought about it!
Those are my true thoughts!
And I also have a lot of thoughts!
Might as well change my mindset!
Follow my own thoughts!
I'm just doing it for!
For the survival of mankind!
I don't want a child at all!
What's the point of getting married!
I might have taken too much medicine!
I eat without emotions!
This feeling is still there!
I'm sometimes passionate!
Sometimes cold!
Maybe that's schizophrenia!
I'm not just me!
I don't know myself well enough!
I'm not as weak as I thought!
That's it!
Just what!
I care too much about how others treat me!
Their views!
I'll go crazy if I can't take it!
Maybe it's also retribution!
I've done a lot of bad things!
Of course!
I can't be optimistic and have to wait!
All bad people have retribution!
Must!
How!
I can't say for sure!
This world!
I've been blinded!
I can't see it clearly!
Who will do it!
Lead the way for me!
It's actually very simple!
Or it's the best explanation!
I fell seriously ill after I turned 40!
I won't treat it!
So if!
I have a descendant!
I still have to nurture it well!
Let him or her be independent earlier!
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