The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 96
Xiao Qian!
I love you!
How could it be like this!
I love you, Xiao Qian!
Her name!
Read a novel with me!
The name of the female lead is the same!
Due to various reasons!
Reasons!
I'll call her Xiao Qian!
I couldn't sleep the whole night!
The excitement of hate!
This love came too quickly!
I can't get used to such a fast pace!
She's near me!
I'm so happy!
I want to be good!
I'm working hard!
My whole person!
It's like I'm on steroids!
Very restless!
She's my type!
That's the situation!
I like the feeling of her!
But I'm leaving!
I'm going out to work!
I still want to be Xiao Qian!
Boyfriend!
How can I do that!
But working hard is a must!
Otherwise, a beauty will really drop!
I can't take care of her!
It's just a matter of time!
There's no other way!
My ability is limited!
I'm just too far away!
But Xiao Qian and I!
There's still a chance!
As long as we work hard, there's still a possibility!
But I have to be calm!
I'm afraid I'll go crazy!
Xiao Qian!
I think she's a very good person!
I like the feeling of her!
Although!
My chances are too small!
There are very few people who will fancy me!
Although I'm!
I'm more handsome!
You're just bragging about this!
But I don't have money!
And I'm a pervert!
So!
I don't have a girlfriend!
Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable!
Why am I like this!
I want to find a girlfriend!
I don't know about Xiao Qian and I!
Is there a possibility!
Actually, in my heart!
I'm not sure!
Work hard is a must!
Just for myself, I have to work hard!
I can't say!
No woman!
I don't want to live anymore!
That kind of thinking isn't good!
Although!
I have that kind of feeling!
I like girls very much!
Xiao Qian!
It's with me!
The most fated one!
I don't know!
I don't have a share!
I'm thinking too much!
I'm not thinking too much!
I can't write!
A novel!
But a woman will be with me for most of my life!
How can I not take it seriously?
Impossible!
This concerns whether I can continue writing or not!
I have to live from now on!
If I find someone who's not good!
I'll be in pain for the rest of my life!
I have to be careful!
I still have a certain degree of choice!
That's it!
En, in one month!
I'll go out to work!
I'll leave this place!
I really have a family!
I can't go back!
This feeling is really uncomfortable!
This isn't good!
I miss you very much!
I can only find you in my memories!
And I will find a place to return to in the end!
But you will definitely wish me happiness!
That's it!
I still have to work hard!
What if!
I meet a good one!
Maybe I'll give up!
I'm a typical heartless man!
But Xiao Qian!
She didn't agree to me!
Be my boyfriend and girlfriend!
You can't blame me!
Your excuse is too lousy!
No matter what!
I'm very conflicted!
Very conflicted!
I can only take one step at a time!
Xiao Qian!
I'll definitely like her!
But whether we can be together!
I still have to work hard!
That's it!
Definitely not!
I'm still quite a playboy!
I'm a person!
I have this kind of willpower!
I'm not very determined!
I can't take it!
How should I put it!
I still have to go through hardships!
Only then can I see the rainbow!
Happiness isn't that easy!
Everyone knows how to cherish it!
These are the lyrics!
I didn't say it!
Why did I say it!
It's all someone else's!
Can't I be more original!
The influence of others on me is too great!
Sigh!
I can't be like this!
I still have to work hard!
Why do I feel like all of this!
I've experienced it before!
This is sick!
This is a problematic mentality!
Actually, I have such a mentality!
Writing a novel!
It's also possible!
If I don't write a novel!
It can't be done by itself!
There are things!
I still have to do it!
It's not something that will happen naturally!
How can it be so easy!
Otherwise, there won't be anyone!
Sleeping on the streets!
Eating garbage!
Everyone is human!
It's not like this!
How can it be like this!
These people!
I'm definitely not making it up!
I've seen it with my own eyes!
I might have such a day too!
Actually, there's nothing bad about this!
I'm living a carefree life!
It's fine if I'm dead!
Dead!
There's no need for that!
Condemned by others!
And my soul!
Will continue to rot!
So, I still stood up!
Wrote a novel!
I just want to let me!
My soul!
Be able to!
Rest in peace!
I don't want to leave behind an infamy!
Just one sentence!
Can!
Summarize my life!
People at that time!
Lived in an abyss of suffering!
Among them!
Their minds have been enslaved!
They don't know how to resist!
I've been summed up by these few simple sentences!
This is my life and many others'!
It's extremely uncomfortable!
Why did this happen!
Actually, there's nothing bad about it!
I was busy just now!
Yes, that's it!
Just now!
I went to pee!
What was I going to say!
Xiao Qian!
I really miss Xiao Qian!
I want to love her with all my heart!
But I can't do it!
I still want to write a novel!
I'm working so hard!
I'm not worthy of her!
But I still went to say it!
This is where I'm despicable!
I don't have the ability to give her the so-called good life!
I can at most write a novel for her!
I'll write one for her!
I've thought of a title!
I'm an evil title clicker!
I'm still very good at titles!
Let's write one year!
This is the plan!
It's mainly my plan!
It's already full!
Otherwise, I won't be able to finish it!
How should I put it!
Maybe it's because of the conditions!
I'm at most!
Writing!
In my early thirties!
There's still ten years!
And there's still three years!
I'm here to write this novel!
There's still seven years!
Two damn novels!
One for the others!
One for the Xiao Qian!
One for the ideal life!
I'll write five novels for seven years!
That's about it!
It won't be a long story!
I still have a lot to write!
Of course, this is just my plan!
Plans can't keep up with changes!
That's it!
My ability!
It still needs to be trained!
Today is ten thousand words!
How should I put it!
Ten thousand words!
I finished it in the afternoon!
I won't take an afternoon nap!
Mainly in the afternoon!
This afternoon!
I want to play for a while!
Of course, I still want to cook!
In the afternoon!
That's enough!
That's it!
It has to be like this!
I have things to do!
I want to live!
It's impossible to be a full-time writer!
My temper!
And my personality!
I can only be an amateur!
That's good too!
I'm also a writer!
That's it!
There's still half a month!
The students will be on summer vacation!
That's it!
Maybe at that time!
The house will be repaired!
That's it!
That's it!
But the electricity hasn't been switched on!
It hasn't been switched on!
It seems like this electricity!
And it's hard to get through!
Don't tell me it won't get through!
I still want to live independently!
There's no second life!
Twenty-two years old!
That's it!
I have to work hard!
Absolutely!
I can't be soft-hearted!
What's the use!
You've given me life!
But you can't give me everything!
I still need to create it myself!
I can't not have a family!
I can't have a career!
I'm already a cripple!
If I don't work hard!
I want to go!
Sleep on the streets!
Pick up garbage and eat it!
That's it!
I don't feel good!
I still want to be independent!
I have to!
If I don't change!
My path is hard to walk!
I can't live forever!
I have to live by my parents' side!
That's it!
I should be independent!
I can do it!
I have to do it!
Maybe I'll work alone!
One month!
I can only save!
About 500!
Other than rent!
Living expenses!
Maybe that's all I have left!
It's good enough that I don't have to use my savings!
I can't take it easy!
That's it!
A test!
It's just beginning!
This is a test!
I finally typed it out!
I spelled it wrong!
I keep typing wrong words!
What's there to be afraid of!
I still have to work hard!
I still have to look for a house!
A house!
That's 500 a month!
Where's my money!
I took a look at it online!
But it's still okay!
The one in Ningbo!
Only 150!
When did it become like this!
I can't figure it out!
There's still a lot to do!
It's getting closer!
A real challenge!
It's just beginning!
I have to work hard!
Only then can I and Xiao Qian!
Be together!
Otherwise, it's not just a dream!
I'm just thinking about it!
I have to work hard!
I can't do it!
I'm too far away!
I don't know where to go!
Work!
I'm excited just thinking about it!
I can finally live independently!
How did I die!
I don't even know!
Damn it!
I'm pissing myself laughing!
Can it be any funnier!
It can't be like this!
Speaking of this!
I don't have the experience of living independently!
This can't be done!
How can it be done!
This is not enough!
Alright!
I'm still afraid!
I want to look for a job!
I want to look for a rental house!
What if I meet a beautiful tenant!
I'm still excited!
Is that possible?
Who do you think you are!
Beautiful women won't be ours!
Just thinking about it!
It's just that my head hurts!
Of course, it's not really a headache!
This is a psychological state!
I'm stuck in it and can't get out!
I want to escape!
I wish I could die immediately!
This is the feeling!
Actually, I asked for it!
I'm torturing myself!
Mental patients are also scoundrels!
This was a failure in real life!
I'm one of them!
Only a few succeed!
But I can't do it!
I only want to succeed!
I don't want to put in the effort!
That's just a daydream!
This isn't good!
I still have 1,000 words!
Write more!
A little more!
I'll write for another 20 minutes!
I probably can't write more than 1,000 words!
But I still have to work hard!
I'm not drooling!
I can't write that much either!
Brother Drooling!
Sigh, I'm still far from it!
Today has just begun!
I suddenly don't know what to say!
I'm still lacking!
Yeah!
How should I put it!
This can't do!
I'm actually writing until I'm speechless!
My mind is blank!
I don't want to express it!
Am I not going to be a writer like this!
What should I do!
I have to think of a way!
No matter what, I have to be a writer!
A swallow flew past!
It was like it was in slow motion!
It can even fly like that!
This can't do!
I don't have the firewood!
This can't do!
I still have to try!
I'll think about it if I can't do it!
This can't be right!
How can this be!
This can't do!
I'm still far from it!
Haha!
Go away!
How can this be!
I can't write anymore!
What should I do!
From now on, I can't be with Xiao Qian!
My Xiao Qian!
My lover!
What should I do!
This can't end like this!
I still want to be with Xiao Qian!
Xiao Qian!
Wait for me!
I'll come and find you!
That's it!
I'm thinking too much!
Apart from having a problem with your brain!
Everything else is fine!
Well said!
That's it!
It has to be like this!
This can't do!
How can this be!
This is not right!
Who says this can't do!
I'm starting to write again just like this!
It seems like!
I've encountered a difficult problem!
I have to face myself first!
It has to be like this!
Yes, that's it!
I'm still far from it!
Kid!
You can't do it!
Haha!
Ga Wai die!
This is a Wenzhou dialect!
I don't understand!
It seems to be a scolding!
This feeling!
Great!
I'm in a daze!
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