The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 95

Today's weather!

Yes, it's hot!

I have a feeling!

The feeling of wanting to take off my clothes!

Grandson!

What are you doing!

What you're doing is wrong!

I've already taken it off!

It's really too hot!

That's how it is!

I'm just so weak!

Relying on this!

Relying on where!

Scolding when things aren't going well?

You're human!

So annoying!

To be human to such an extent!

You also need artistic cells!

Being despicable has become a form of art!

What bad things can I do!

I want to do it!

I can't do it!

I'm starting to fear!

So many words!

How do I write!

When I write!

I'm afraid!

There's actually more than 3,000 words!

This is just the beginning!

I can't be afraid of anything anymore!

Enough!

I'm not afraid, not afraid!

Cowardly!

It'll only make me more haggard!

That's how it is!

How can it be like this!

It's already good enough that I didn't use my real name!

Looks like I've learned my lesson!

That's how it is!

Actually, there's no need!

It doesn't matter!

I'm afraid of shifting!

Attention!

The people I mentioned!

They're all young people!

They're all here!

Fight!

Don't fight!

How can it be!

I can't compromise like this!

Based on what!

I'm the toiling masses!

I have to fight!

Of course!

I also like the feeling of the toiling masses!

To write a novel!

I have to be the toiling masses!

Otherwise, I can't write at all!

We're the toiling masses!

We can better experience life!

We live at the lowest level!

There's a story to be told!

Thinking about it, it's true!

But people still have to be motivated!

Can't have no goals!

My dream is to become a writer!

To win a literary award!

That's my dream!

You brat!

Here comes the water again!

People like you!

You can't have dreams!

You're positive and negative!

You'll have dreams!

I don't think so!

Why not!

Why!

You know it in your heart!

This is a problem!

A problem in life!

There's a lot more!

A lot of things!

There's still a need to fight!

I want to die and be done with it!

I don't want to live anymore!

But there are still people coming to fight me!

I can't take it easy!

Are you sent by the organization?

That's the problem!

Die!

You won't let me die easily!

Forced to fight!

I have no choice!

If I don't fight!

I want to!

It's very tragic!

The organization won't let you suffer too much!

They won't let you have it easy either!

I have a feeling!

The fear of being fought!

Why!

It's a long story!

It's mainly like this!

There's a saying!

Come out and make a living!

You have to pay for it!

This saying!

It's a classic!

That's the beginning of my tragedy!

Look for me if you want to sacrifice yourself!

I really don't want to live anymore!

I'm alive!

There's no use at all!

And I feel terrible!

My life is too aggrieved!

Those who want to die!

Are not dead!

And those who don't want to die are dead!

That's the contradiction!

A new generation!

Can't be like me!

The country needs you!

I'm here to be a negative example!

Construction!

Beautiful rivers and mountains!

Maintenance!

Our homeland!

Our responsibility!

I'll replace it with a song!

The world is yours!

No one can take it!

I keep feeling that!

Our generation!

Is too weak!

Post 90s!

No longer young!

Dads are dads!

Mothers are dads!

And I!

Am writing a novel!

Who says I can't choose!

I feel that you!

You're hopeless!

That's enough!

I hate this feeling of aging!

I can only say that time passes too quickly!

I haven't realized it yet!

A pile of responsibilities!

That's it!

Of course!

First, I have to be myself!

What war!

It's all about internal conflicts!

It's only about internal conflicts!

This is!

A failure!

Isn't it!

Fighting for territory!

Don't paint one side too badly!

There are no winners in war!

And no good!

War is heartless!

There are things!

Those that should be destroyed will be destroyed!

This kind of bullying the good and fearing the evil!

There are plenty of people!

Why!

They only know how to bully honest people!

It's a sin to be honest!

I don't want to play anymore!

I don't want to live anymore!

Dead!

I don't have to look at this world anymore!

Always!

Internal conflicts!

Fighting back and forth!

Actually, it's just for food!

It's just a little easier to eat!

Nothing else!

I have to write these!

Write them!

I don't have any worries!

If I can say it, I'll say it!

At most!

It's just death!

Death!

It's a relief for me!

That's it!

I don't want to live that much!

I can't stand it!

There are too many things!

Why is it like this!

It's a sin to be human!

And I can't be sinful!

Probably!

I've offended!

I can't finish writing!

I'm a sinner!

I'm anti-human!

I'm not like this!

I just feel that!

I should do better!

I'm in despair!

I've seen through it!

This world!

It's the same no matter who comes!

I'm the same!

There's no one who isn't selfish!

Humans are humans!

I have to recognize this!

I have to maintain a high level of clarity!

I have to be aware of this problem!

Maybe what I said is a little too much!

Exaggerated!

But it's about the same!

What are we doing this for!

Why do I have to do this!

It can only mean!

I have nothing to do!

This feeling!

It's uncomfortable!

What am I living for!

What am I living for?!

These are all things worth thinking about!

I don't want to live!

I don't want to live!

I want euthanasia!

If I could die!

I would have died long ago!

It's like this!

It's been a long time!

Since I got sick!

It's like this!

The current policies!

There's a problem!

They discriminate against us!

But I!

I don't know how to resist!

This can only mean!

My weakness!

My ignorance!

I'm clearly oppressed!

No human rights!

Why!

Why is it like this!

We don't have it like this!

Political rights!

I'm already weak enough!

This is me!

That's why I'm a sinner!

I can't do it!

I!

Put it bluntly!

I want to live a better life!

This meal!

Can I still eat it?

I'm a split-second fighter!

I'm not afraid of death!

But I'm here!

I'm compromising again and again!

There's no choice. Reality is a rascal!

The situation!

It's not allowed!

We have no power!

Mental illness!

It's really shameless!

No sovereignty!

It's useless no matter what we do!

It's like this!

Mental illness!

We also need to be able to participate in politics!

You normal people are very fierce!

I don't see it!

I'm just growing!

I still want to participate in politics!

It's just like that!

There's nothing to say!

Participate in politics!

I'm not as good as you!

I don't participate in politics!

It's for your own good!

I can only say that you!

You don't understand thoroughly enough!

I'm still far from it!

No matter how the world changes!

There are things!

It will never change!

People are high-level!

And I!

Lack high-level emotions!

I really don't understand!

How can I like girls!

I actually lack high-level emotions!

I even want to date!

I can even write novels!

I don't know high-level emotions!

How high-level are they!

I don't have them!

If I don't have them!

I'll go early!

Mess around!

This world!

There's more!

A reform-through-labor prisoner!

There's less!

A writer!

A reform-through-labor prisoner!

You can't be like me!

I've chosen to be a writer!

That's my choice!

There's no turning back!

That's how it is!

That's how it is!

Me too!

I have concerns!

I don't dare to go overboard!

What can I do!

What can others do!

Some things are indeed mutual!

I don't like to fight!

I like to live a peaceful life!

Although I once wanted to be number one in the country!

But!

My personality has changed!

So what if I'm number one in the country!

I'm like this!

Forever!

I can't be number one in the country!

That's a danger to society!

I still need to be aware of my thoughts!

You think I'm an undergraduate student!

What a useless person!

My work!

Someone actually pirated it!

What!

But the author is still me!

It might be a collaboration website!

What should I say!

There's a pirated version!

I'm still very happy!

The pirated version is for me!

It's a great encouragement!

Although there might not be anyone reading it!

There's value in pirated versions!

Actually, my novel!

It's free!

Why should I read a pirated version!

It's just a little traffic fee!

I don't believe it!

Even someone like me can sign a contract!

No one is reading it!

I'm writing it for myself!

How should I put it!

Seeing a pirated version!

I'm still very excited!

In my heart!

There's one!

My heart is beating wildly!

I can see a pirated version!

That looks like a software!

It's not a human doing it!

What's there to be happy about!

But there are no reviews!

There's nothing!

Where to put the clicks!

I'm also crying!

That's very telling!

I hope to see it!

People who read my work!

Leave a comment for me!

Who knows!

I've become popular just like that!

It's actually a pirated version!

It's always been there!

It's made by a software!

Grabbing the entry!

I think that!

My work!

No one is reading it!

Isn't that very noble?

You don't even read it!

You're only lying to yourself!

It's still not working!

I'm going to wash my clothes later!

That's it!

5: 30!

I'm not writing anymore!

I don't know if I can finish it!

There's still 800 words left!

It's only 3000 words!

How can you do that!

That's it!

Dance together!

Just dance!

How should I put it!

I still can't get over it!

Sigh!

Dazed!

My mind suddenly went blank!

The inspiration of the toiling masses!

Is limitless!

Let me!

How should I write!

I can't finish it!

I'm full of bitterness!

In the past!

There's a song!

Calling me brother is just a legend!

Don't be obsessed with brother!

Brother is just a legend!

This song is very classic!

What are you trying to express!

You can listen to it!

The sun is out now!

It's dark!

The weather is cool!

And I'm taking off my clothes!

I don't feel cold!

Yes, I have thick skin!

I have a good physique!

I can take cold showers in winter!

That's what makes me stand out!

But that's cold!

It can't be explained with words!

Especially when I'm washing my hair!

That's cool!

Not everyone dares to experience it!

I'm also someone with experience!

Don't be so narcissistic!

You've had enough!

There's still 700 words left!

I've decided to write another 700 words!

I've been writing for so long!

I haven't written it with confidence!

I've had enough!

Still!

It's soft!

I've lost in terms of momentum!

How can it be like this!

Xiao Qian!

It's gone!

I've never felt it before!

The feeling of my heart beating so fast!

And I'm lacking in high-level emotions!

I can't fall in love with someone!

This is it!

A mental illness!

In the future, I might not even call myself a mental patient!

Because it's useless!

I'm already a pervert!

Damn pervert!

I've also started to pretend!

How can it be like this!

I'm so sad!

I've changed!

So inhumane!

Can you feel it?

It's so uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

Looks like I'm really old!

This can't be!

I suddenly can't feel anything!

I've lost my ability!

No!

Could it be that my ability has leveled up!

I can even assign attributes!

That's enough!

I've played too many games!

That's it!

How can it be like this!

This can't be!

This can't be!

I won't take an afternoon nap tomorrow!

I've started to aim for 10,000 words!

400 more!

How can it be like this!

I'm a soldier!

I'm going to war today!

I'm going to a faraway place to serve my country!

Mother standing at the village entrance with tears in her eyes!

Send me away!

Hammer!

Go in peace!

I'm Wang Dachui!

I'm a soldier!

War is always tough!

Otherwise, everyone would be serving the country!

I don't have the experience of killing!

A soldier walked towards me!

Take it!

A huge kitchen knife!

Run towards me!

I can't do anything!

I can only resist!

What to do!

I don't have a weapon!

I take it!

A fire-burning stick!

I use it!

The ultimate move I've seen in wuxia novels!

The Dog Beating Stick Technique!

In the end!

That's it!

I've achieved military merit!

From now on, I'm a great general!

I'm the emperor's son-in-law!

From now on!

A happy life!

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