The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 94

It was a brand new day!

It had begun!

Today was Sunday!

There was no special day!

Today, I had to do laundry!

That was it!

The main task!

I had to do the laundry!

That was it!

You could say that!

Not long ago!

I did it!

In a dream!

I had a bad taste of my own medicine!

That was it!

How could it be like that!

No way!

Let's talk about punctuation!

It was very important!

How should I put it!

It wasn't too important!

These were just details!

Is that true?

I don't think so!

You can't do it!

Let's talk about something happy!

I was so scared!

We met yesterday!

It was a girl who lived near us!

Of course, we met online!

That was it!

We all knew the same person!

But I walked the path of the hardworking masses!

I walked the path of the elite!

So we weren't compatible!

I just realized!

She was really close to me!

I hoped that something would happen!

But that never happened!

That was a tragedy!

She was really beautiful!

I suddenly felt it!

Fear!

A beauty fell from the sky!

Let's see if you hide or not!

This feeling!

It wasn't like winning the lottery!

I felt that we weren't compatible!

I didn't have the ability to find a girlfriend!

She was Xiao Qian!

But it was good to have hope!

I had never felt such pressure before!

Damn it!

You would still feel pressure!

That was impossible!

One look and I could tell that you were a heartless person!

How should I put it!

I couldn't be hot-headed!

I had to think about it!

I didn't have the ability now!

The main thing was!

My ability!

I was considered weak among my peers!

I didn't want to admit that!

But that was the reality!

Pain couldn't solve the problem!

The main thing was a psychological problem!

How should I put it!

The main thing was!

I was lacking!

Too far!

Too muddle-headed!

That was why I could write novels!

Write novels!

Inwardly!

I had to accumulate a lot of emotions!

How should I put it!

This wasn't something that could be done in a day or two!

Novel writers were usually very introverted!

I was the same!

Although!

I was a diary writer!

This was a diary!

I really liked Xiao Qian!

The main thing was that she was very beautiful!

I didn't think it was a good idea!

I really had to!

Find a girlfriend!

When I was so close to a girlfriend!

I had a lot of concerns!

I didn't have the ability!

I was too brainless!

Be my girlfriend!

It was a kind of suffering!

I didn't have the ability to be considerate!

I hadn't had a girlfriend yet!

I couldn't help but feel a little flustered!

You can't!

Be a little love-struck!

I wanted to be friends with her!

Reality told me!

We couldn't be!

We didn't live in the same world!

I wanted to be independent!

The kind that needed to rely on me!

We needed to rely on each other!

I could survive!

Why did I get married!

I didn't think it was necessary!

It was a waste of other people's time!

Although!

I really liked it!

Xiao Qian!

We were really not compatible!

I was poor!

I had no backbone!

I was brainless!

Who liked me!

Who was unlucky!

So far!

No one liked me!

This feeling didn't feel good!

Actually, some things were hard to say!

I suddenly felt that I didn't know where to start!

What should I do!

Only then would I be able to meet her in real life!

This was a problem!

Another month!

I had already gone to work!

What should I do!

How could I get her!

So!

My opportunity was good enough!

Many years later, I could still talk about this!

I took a look!

Her space!

She didn't lack admirers!

She didn't lack me!

I wasn't that outstanding!

I was just a diary writer!

A writer!

First, I had to recognize my own shortcomings!

How should I put it!

Xiao Qian and I!

I might not have a chance in this lifetime!

It could only be considered as fate!

But so what!

It was just my novel!

I had more things to talk about!

I felt even sadder!

And desolate!

I wanted to find someone who was more proactive!

But I wasn't that outstanding!

I could only go on blind dates!

No choice!

I could only say so!

People like me!

I couldn't fall in love!

I wasn't in a good mental state!

How should I put it!

I couldn't do this!

I still had things to do!

Although I was useless!

Incompetent and brainless!

What was this!

As a fool!

I had the right to speak!

That was it!

I was disgusted with myself!

I kept talking about myself!

It wasn't illegal to talk about myself!

Talk about others!

How could I!

Talk about what I wanted to say!

How should I say it!

Talk about myself!

I wouldn't attract hatred!

Actually, I always liked to talk about myself!

Sometimes!

I couldn't stand myself!

I was so shameless!

Sometimes!

I really didn't want to live!

I couldn't think straight!

I just wanted to die!

This was psychological fragility!

My performance!

Otherwise!

How could no one like me!

I was just that uncourageous!

I typed a lot of wrong words!

I'll just put up with it!

I didn't have time to correct the wrong words!

What was wrong with me!

It was my own thing!

I didn't even look at it!

I wrote it myself!

Do I still need to look at it?

How could it be like this!

No way!

It had to be like this!

Before my eyes!

Just looking for a job!

Don't think about dying!

I was thinking too much one-sidedly!

Positive negativity!

Far from it!

This was the feeling!

It had to be like this!

It was very uncomfortable!

How could it be like this!

I couldn't always look at a problem comprehensively!

It was all subjective!

That was my problem!

I was also

Not alone!

I'm the brainchild of everyone!

Let's talk about the game!

I was almost there!

It was a pretty good account!

I was such a chicken!

I wanted an account if I liked it!

Like a beggar!

Client-side games!

I didn't like to play!

I preferred text!

It saved traffic!

I played it!

It was not bad!

I didn't have a specialty!

My only specialty!

I was just stupid!

I had principles!

Of course!

Never right!

Pretty girls had principles!

I couldn't control myself!

I still had principles in reality!

And I was a bad person!

I was online!

Nothing much!

Too many good things!

Playing games!

Just asking for an account!

Just like this!

What games!

I didn't know if there were more!

Legend of Heaven and Earth!

That kind of game!

It was really fun!

How should I put it!

I couldn't do it!

I was still far from it!

But I found something to do!

I'll go later!

Find Xiao Qian to chat!

I was a retard!

I knew it was impossible, but I still did it!

That's my fault!

It was fine to be friends, right?

It was no big deal!

I just didn't have the right mindset!

I was the only one suffering!

My dad!

He couldn't wait to!

Beat him up!

Force!

My mom was fine!

I didn't like others controlling me!

My and my dad's personalities!

There was a big difference!

I rarely got angry!

No matter how loud I was, how could I be naughty!

You really were!

Naughty enough!

I didn't have the right to be naughty!

Do you want to die!

That was it!

How should I put it!

I felt that I couldn't do it!

I just wanted to live a more relaxed life!

Why did others!

What kind of high-class job was it!

And I was just a small security guard!

I was a security guard!

I hated this feeling!

How should I put it!

I didn't even do a good job as a security guard!

I had to sleep on the night shift!

I was so sleepy that I was annoyed!

It was winter at that time!

It was so cold!

And the duty room had air-conditioning!

I was really sleepy!

How should I put it!

I couldn't do it!

Well, it was hard to say!

Would I be a security guard again?!

Would I be a supermarket?!

I didn't think it was possible!

Why?!

Supermarket!

Our Sichuan supermarket!

They didn't sell fish!

Of course, it was only the supermarket in the city!

They might sell it!

But definitely not that much!

There wouldn't be seafood!

I knew a lot of seafood!

All kinds of shellfish!

I knew most of the common ones!

Fish too!

What!

I knew most of the common ones!

I had accumulated some experience!

I learned quite a lot!

Although I didn't look too introverted!

But my heart is introverted!

I wasn't afraid of noise!

Actually, I was afraid!

I was used to it!

When I was selling fish!

I had to deal with customers every day!

How should I put it!

Actually, it wasn't like that!

I was still too young!

I was very bad at it!

I wasn't suitable!

Doing seafood!

That was it!

I had a casual and lazy personality!

I was suitable!

I did some miscellaneous work!

I couldn't do much!

I didn't want to be controlled!

I had no choice!

But I never!

Never with anyone!

So-called leaders!

Scolded and fought before!

I was also a shrimp!

My face changed when I was stirred up!

How should I put it!

This couldn't do!

Think about it!

What kind of work should I do!

I still want to be the richest man in China!

Hehe!

It was just a thought!

You're catching entries again!

You have the ability to catch entries!

It's very obvious!

I'm serious!

I really want to be the richest man in China!

What's there that can't be said!

Who has it!

Everyone!

The people are the richest!

Because their value is about the same!

You can't say that!

I'm very impressed!

A frontline worker!

Although I've done it before!

If you can't bear the hardships, you can't do it!

Alright!

Let's talk about other things!

I also had a romantic encounter!

When I was selling fish!

I met a girl who came for an internship!

I sold fish with her!

She was doing tests!

She was a key nurturing target!

And I didn't look like I was raised by anyone!

Why didn't anyone nurture me!

I really couldn't!

I chatted with her very excitedly!

We got along very well!

I wanted to ask for her contact details!

But I didn't want it!

Could it be that we're even friends!

I couldn't do it!

It's impossible between her and me!

She's from Ningbo!

A house!

Money!

I can't earn that much in my lifetime!

You're thinking too much!

The main thing is that I'm not satisfied with the girl!

She's not very pretty!

But she can!

No pressure!

There's a sense of intimacy!

I can talk to her about anything!

That's the kind!

You freak!

Although I'm very suitable for her!

But at the critical moment!

My brain has a problem!

Just like that, I missed it again!

She's a good girl!

Uncomfortable!

Feels very suitable!

It's just that she's a little short!

I want to find someone prettier!

Damn it!

Forgive me for being so superficial!

I can't be with you for life!

I want to write more!

Although I've only interacted with her for a few hours!

I want to find someone who's approachable like her!

This is the first time I've met her!

And also the last time!

I might never see her again!

That's life!

It's full of regrets!

I do get along very well with her!

I've made up almost everything!

How should I say it!

Uncomfortable!

I'm very naughty online!

It's different from how I do things in real life!

You brat, you're talking about your love history again!

How should I say it!

There's a lot more!

I can't finish writing one or two chapters!

All kinds of morons!

Plus my illness!

I'm invincible!

I liked her before!

At least I liked her before!

I rode my bike!

I could go to Ningbo Art Gallery!

I could even go to Tianyi Square!

Listen to her!

Ningbo Art Gallery is free!

I'm such a guy!

That's enough!

At the critical moment!

My brain always has a problem!

I couldn't control it!

The girl ran away!

We had a very good chat!

How should I say it!

I've also studied science before!

Some things can still be talked about!

I understand!

I really don't understand computers!

What configuration!

I don't understand!

I'm fine with it!

I don't play games!

As long as I can type!

The quality is good enough!

That's right!

That kind of computer can't type!

Tablet!

No keyboard!

Handwriting!

Absolutely no!

Keyboard typing is fast!

Then write a chapter!

It can tire me to death!

In my life!

I don't know how to play online games!

Of course, I might know how to play!

My monthly phone bill!

I can pretend!

Broadband!

I still have to pretend when I'm stable!

It's more practical!

Forget it, I don't really want to pretend!

I'll pretend!

I'll watch adult movies!

I'll do that!

It's not suitable!

That's it!

Write novels!

Help!

Recover!

Of course!

Only I think so!

Actually, it might get worse!

If others scold me!

I'll jump off a building at any moment!

Is that possible?

Can you not talk about this?

This novel of mine!

It's definitely not just for me!

I want to show it to my girlfriend!

I have memories even when I'm old!

I pressed the wrong button again just now!

I peed my pants!

Today!

I might be able to write 15000!

But!

I said I'll rest today!

I still have to do laundry today!

Then today!

It's still 7,000 words!

I can't take afternoon naps anymore!

I'm always indulging myself!

This isn't good!

It's time for work!

I didn't sleep!

I can't get used to it!

You're too troublesome!

I have all kinds of problems!

I have to deal with them!

Only then can I write novels!

Wake up early!

Can write a lot!

Go to work!

Might not be able to write!

So much!

Sigh, life is like this!

Full of regrets!

And the unknown!

I can't keep talking about myself like this!

But talking about myself is also a great pleasure!

You're hopeless!

I still have to look for Xiao Qian later!

It's destined for me and Xiao Qian!

To no avail!

This isn't the era where all the girls in the novel are a flop!

I can only think about it!

Such an era!

Never existed before!

I thought writers!

Will be very popular!

Actually, it's not that exaggerated!

Not as good as actors!

How should I put it!

Actors!

Are more vivid!

And!

Writers!

Often, they write according to their own wishes!

I'm the same!

Writing for others!

It's really tiring!

And I have to write for myself!

This time last year!

My novel!

It's already stopped updating!

At work!

Salary: 2,000 a month!

Including bonus!

That's it!

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