It was afternoon!

The hallucinations were getting worse!

This was it!

It was unbearable!

How could this be!

My identity as a writer!

Someone knew about it!

It might be a hallucination!

How could this be!

I'm a storyteller!

How could I write!

Novels!

This action!

It's very enjoyable!

You definitely can't do it!

This is for beauties!

I want to dance!

I just want to dance to my heart's content!

Alright!

I won't spout in the afternoon!

I've been completely captivated by a game!

I'm addicted to the game!

I'm powerless to write novels!

As the saying goes, trifling saps the will!

Probably!

It's referring to people like me!

I've indulged myself more than once!

It's unbearable!

How could this be!

It can't be!

This is …

It can't be!

Have you had enough water!

It's nothing!

This can't be!

I still have to continue writing novels!

When I'm playing games!

I'm happy!

Although!

I'm always getting beaten up!

I like to play games!

I'm relaxed and carefree!

I feel like I've forgotten myself!

This is different from writing novels!

There's a big difference!

Writing novels!

I have to focus my brain!

Actually, it's about the same!

Writing novels!

It's about the same as playing games!

There's still a difference!

Playing games!

It's not that tiring!

Writing novels!

I have to type on the keyboard!

I don't need to play games!

My cell phone!

It's a smartphone!

How should I put it!

Previous poster!

It's leaking!

Maybe someone put it there!

The weather is too hot!

It's still alright!

I'm more relaxed!

I don't feel too hot!

It's not hot in the first place!

Still have a good mentality!

You're lying to yourself!

What a joke!

You're thinking!

Just fooling around like this!

Just writing one chapter!

That's a happy life!

I feel happiness!

Writing novels!

There has to be one!

The way I write novels!

How should I put it!

This can't be!

It's fine as long as I express my feelings!

Yesterday afternoon!

I saw a beauty!

She passed by on a bike!

She looked really good!

That's it!

That's enough!

I'll eventually leave the stage!

When have you ever been on it!

I don't have an audience!

I want to be my own audience!

I want to shout for myself!

Although my voice was soft!

There's hope!

It's always good!

I have to say

Life!

I can't!

Despair isn't a good thing!

I can't write novels!

Despair!

That's it!

I'll go crazy!

I can tease myself like that!

It's mainly because I've taken medicine!

But medicine isn't that magical!

It's only slightly effective!

Otherwise, the streets would be filled with writers!

Why didn't I see it!

Those ward mates!

Writing novels!

Maybe they're secretly writing!

I don't want to be too ostentatious now!

It doesn't feel good!

As a writer!

Concentrating on writing is a must!

How should I put it!

That's hard to say!

I'm not good with words!

I'm not good with words!

Don't think I'm full of nonsense!

Actually, I'm very bad with words!

I'm too direct with my words!

That's my problem!

Writing like this!

It doesn't hurt or itch!

That's absolutely impossible!

I've secretly indulged myself time and time again!

This feeling!

Just like!

Doing it!

Bad things!

I'm a sinner for all eternity!

I can't even!

My bones stink!

This can't do!

Come on!

Write!

I have to finish it in one go!

It's all about being fast, accurate, and ruthless!

That's it!

How can it be like this!

You exist!

In my memories!

I can only find you in my memories!

How can this be!

I still want to spend my youth with you!

I want to be with you!

Be lovers for a lifetime!

Just thinking about this makes me excited!

That's it!

How should I put it!

This can't be!

I have to pick up the pace!

I want to play games!

I have to complete the mission first!

This is the organization's mission!

I have to complete it!

Of course, I'm definitely making this up!

Stop for a moment!

Drink some water!

Alright, continue!

Finished writing!

Upload it!

That's it!

How can this be!

It can't be!

How can this be!

What are you trying to express!

I just want to express this!

How can this be!

It can't be!

There's a lot more!

Sprint!

Dance together!

Together!

Calm the heart!

Use it!

Calm the heart!

This is a high-level martial arts cultivation technique!

Of course, it's also from my X-ray vision!

But it's called Calm the heart!

It's very well written!

I want to break through Calm the heart!

One level!

Once you comprehend it, you'll succeed!

Calm the heart!

I've just seen it!

This is a book!

A wondrous book!

It's definitely made up!

I'm getting more and more impetuous!

I have to stay calm!

Otherwise, sooner or later!

It's going to break!

I hate flopping!

Flopping!

I have to flop with a good accent!

How can I!

I can't do this!

I keep typing wrong words!

This is called not being able to concentrate!

I hate this feeling!

It's possible!

I can't just type blindly!

This is my limit!

I've invented one!

A typing voice software!

I can even type and write novels!

I can directly record my voice!

Once it's recorded, there will be a voice!

This software!

It should be there!

I can't be so fast!

Thinking is always faster than speech!

Thinking fast!

Speaking fast!

Easy to brainwash!

My thinking isn't that fast!

Not speaking!

Just not speaking fast!

My thinking isn't fast enough!

If I want to!

It's still faster!

This book!

It's already over 300,000 words!

Excited!

It's already uploaded!

200,000!

It's definitely 300,000!

I'll write for another month!

I can't write anymore!

I can write for half a month!

That's 400,000 words!

How should I put it!

A chance to write!

It's getting lesser and lesser!

That's it!

I'll go to Ningbo!

There's no development at all!

I don't have any skills!

I can only muddle along and wait for death!

I'm not either!

I don't want to go to Ningbo!

I even installed broadband!

But!

Life!

No!

The second!

22 years old!

I should go!

I have to go!

2,000 more words!

Before 4: 30!

Finish!

Finish!

I have to do this!

50 minutes!

2,000 words!

Definitely not a lot!

This is the average speed!

For a writer!

This is the average speed!

I have to pick up the pace!

Come on!

I believe in you!

I like myself a lot!

I'm cheering myself on!

I like talking to myself!

After taking the medicine!

I'm starting to like the feeling of talking to myself!

Which is to write novels!

I need to do this!

Otherwise, I won't have any inspiration!

That's it!

The conversation is still going on!

As my condition is stable!

I can't write about many people!

Maybe I'm just a little silly!

I can't write about many people!

I can only monologue!

That's it!

How should I put it!

I still have to try hard!

Don't you think so, sister?

Where's the girl?

Brother is right!

I'm hallucinating!

Not a lot!

Only a few people!

I can't write!

A few people's long conversations!

I can only monologue to myself!

I'm just too weak!

That's enough!

It all starts with a monologue!

I'm definitely!

A verbal work!

In the future!

They might spread rumors about me!

If I can persevere and continue writing!

Just thinking about it makes me excited!

Do you think I really care!

Ha!

I'm very low-key!

You're pretending!

I'm not!

Actually, I don't understand myself!

Really!

My emotions!

They're changeable!

How should I put it!

It's hard to say!

I'm on one side!

I want to be!

A legendary writer!

But I don't want to!

I'll be old by then!

What's the use!

Even more legendary!

I can't understand it!

This is a contradiction!

How should I put it!

I'm still far from it!

My goal isn't clear yet!

But writing is a must!

I'm not simple!

I've never been simple!

Maybe I just like it!

The feeling of writing a novel!

Expressing my feelings!

Why think too much!

I'm not invested enough!

I'm not selfless enough!

I'm still far from it!

What needs to be done!

Be fully invested!

Of course!

I have to withdraw!

Otherwise, how can I be an actor!

That's it!

This air!

Silence!

Even Heaven is laughing at me!

It's laughing at me for being stupid!

I can't not be stupid!

How can I!

That's it!

I can't not be like this!

How should I put it!

To be able to do what I did as a person!

It's not easy!

Even I'm feeling emotional about it!

I've had my opportunities too!

If other people had the same opportunity as me!

I don't know what they can do!

It depends on hard work!

It also depends on opportunities!

That's it!

Opportunities are for the hardworking!

What's a hometown!

That's the beginning of a dream!

My dream!

To become a writer!

You rascal!

Stop pretending!

I know you're very ambitious!

But that's not right!

I really want to be a writer!

Why!

I can't do it!

I still want to sing!

Act in TV!

That's good too!

It has to be like this!

I have to walk in this world!

I have to have a goal!

I'm positive and negative!

Actually!

I blame my parents!

They didn't teach me!

They didn't teach me!

Actually!

They!

They taught me too much!

I saw their experiences!

I knew it!

They're the most ordinary workers!

They worked for more than ten years!

I can't do it anymore!

I'm a person!

I'm too impetuous!

I have my own ideas!

That's it!

How should I put it!

I've been around for a long time!

18 years old!

I started working that year!

My first job!

I was fired!

Now!

And!

I've done it all!

Many jobs!

There were also some that didn't go my way!

I don't want to be tied down!

My dream!

It's to do!

I have slightly more skills!

Writing novels!

That's it!

I'm that kind of person!

I can write everything!

Not only that!

It's limited to one kind!

I don't want to be fixed!

I hate this feeling!

And!

1000 words!

Come on!

How should I put it!

My novel!

Some things won't change!

And that is perseverance!

And emotions!

And a heart!

A passionate heart!

Although it's nothing much!

I'm just an ordinary person!

I'm not good at writing!

But who said!

I'm not good at writing!

I can't write!

How can it be like this!

I can't!

Today!

There's still a lot to do!

I haven't even washed my clothes!

Forget it!

I'll wash them tomorrow!

I'll rest tomorrow!

I'll only write one chapter!

That's it!

Alright!

Can you not be like this!

How should I put it!

This can't be done!

You're still far from it!

I'm actually not working hard enough!

Others!

Wake up at 6 am to go to work!

And me!

At 7: 30 am!

I'm not working hard enough!

I can become a writer like this!

A writer!

It's not worth the price!

I still need to put in more effort!

This little bit!

It's far from enough!

That's it!

How should I put it!

I should live independently!

Although I have fear too!

I'm a patient!

There's no challenge!

How can there be passion!

No headache!

How can there be touched!

I'm afraid it won't solve the problem!

I'm no longer a child!

I need to have the capital to be afraid!

And me!

I don't have the capital to be afraid!

How can it be like this!

I'm still very confused!

I'm still filled with fear!

How should I put it!

If I don't go out and challenge myself!

It's over!

I've lost some social functions!

Because of my illness!

That's it!

I have to face it!

I'm afraid of the root!

I can't solve the problem!

I'm no longer someone who doesn't care about anything!

I have my own responsibilities!

I have my novel to write!

I still need to take a step forward!

This step!

This is!

My choice!

I have no choice!

It's just a matter of time!

I need to train!

I'm still afraid!

I don't know what to be afraid of!

But I'm still afraid!

You have guts!

So big!

And there's something you're afraid of!

The more you're afraid of!

The more you're brave!

My personality is a little split!

You say I have a split personality!

I don't want to live anymore!

You rascal!

You're courting death!

How should I put it!

Go to hell!

I still have to start!

Fear is useless!

I also want to be like this!

Live a lifetime!

But is that possible?

What do I eat!

For this piece!

A glutton's mouth!

I've done a lot of bad things!

That's not right!

How can you say you're a glutton!

That's your fault!

Let's dance together!

200 more words!

The final acceleration!

Sprint!

I'm going to work!

It's not good to think too much!

It's also good!

That's the problem!

I still need to study it slowly!

That's it!

How can it be like this!

It can't be!

I haven't thought about it enough!

It's not comprehensive enough!

I can only say that!

That's it!

It has to be like this!

It can't be like this!

I'm still far from it!

My thoughts!

It's more wishful thinking!

Otherwise, I can't write it!

This kind of novel!

I'll give you the time for a song!

End the battle!

That's it!

Others can do it!

Why can't I do it!

I'm an undergraduate student!

And a one in a million mental illness!

That's it!

How can it be like this!

This song is really nice!

Today!

Lengthen it a little!

Otherwise, the word count might not be enough!

How can it be like this!

I have things I want to do!

That's it!

Alright!

Write a little more!

Talk about your writing plan!

There's going to be a blackout!

It might be difficult to write!

I have to work hard!

I should be independent!

I'm already 22 years old!

I'm doing well!

I even have a child!

This is brainwashing!

What do you think!

Is this good?

Alright, I won't say anymore!

You're always right!

I'm purple!

Not black!

That's it!

Alright!