The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 102

I almost forgot about it yesterday!

Uploading the novel!

So sad!

How can it be like this!

It can't be done!

It definitely can't be done!

But I still uploaded it!

As usual!

The dismal popularity!

Fortunately!

But there's nothing bad about it!

It's all about writing!

It's actually easier this way!

What I did wasn't enough!

I had a relapse yesterday!

I thought I wouldn't write anymore!

The next morning, I started writing after washing my face!

This isn't good!

How should I put it!

After work!

I definitely don't have that much time!

It's not good!

Maybe even 3000 words a day is a problem!

If I don't indulge myself, I will still have a relapse!

That's it!

Maybe it's because I can't be aroused!

The feeling of having a relapse!

It's really uncomfortable!

I want to cry, but I can't!

Maybe it's because I'm too depressed!

Even writing novels!

Confiding!

It can't be done!

There's no effect!

I really like pretty girls!

That's for sure!

But there's a price to pay for everything!

It can't be like this!

It can't be done!

Yep!

Today is the 18th!

Tomorrow is the Dragon Boat Festival!

What do I want to eat!

Food!

I have a sense of panic!

I can't take it!

The pressure is too great!

How can it be like this!

I feel terrible!

I'm worried about food and clothes!

There's nothing!

I don't have to worry!

Although I don't have as many worries as I think!

But it's not a small amount!

Remember I love you!

Such mushy words!

They're used as a catchphrase by me!

How many people are you going to scare to death!

My ability is limited!

Selfishness!

My age!

Too late!

Why didn't I grow up!

Because I don't think for myself!

And I don't care about other people's feelings!

This isn't good!

There's still a struggle!

There's nothing to say!

Life is full of challenges!

But I'm destined not to be challenged!

I want to live a peaceful life!

You're still writing novels when you're peaceful!

That's enough!

Damn!

I don't understand!

Writing novels with all my heart!

It can purify my soul!

Of course not!

That's an exception!

I'm very conflicted!

The current WeChat business!

It's frightening!

It's everywhere!

How should I put it!

This is society!

We can't change the world!

All We can do is not be changed by the world!

Just this point!

I'm not doing well!

I'm being changed!

Don't take everything for granted!

I used to think too!

This isn't good!

It can't always be like this!

Nothing is!

What should be done!

What shouldn't be done!

I took it for granted!

This way!

It's done!

The current me!

Nothing is taken for granted!

I didn't take it for granted!

This isn't good!

How should I put it!

I can't do it now!

My mindset!

There's a difference!

Maybe it has something to do with my cowardly personality!

I don't like to target anyone!

Because there's no need to!

That's your own business!

It has nothing to do with me!

The current parent-child relationship!

It's very frustrating!

It's not good to ignore it!

It's easy to go astray!

I'm afraid I'll go overboard!

I'm the law!

I'm not good enough!

I don't have a good grasp of reality!

I'm really a dabbler!

How should I put it!

Not everyone!

They can be very knowledgeable!

I definitely can't do it!

I know everything!

I know everything!

That's the way of the king!

Of course!

I can't do it!

I've been muddling along!

How can I care!

So much!

Now it's retribution!

It's finally here!

I finally understand!

What's not working hard when you're young!

Being sad when you're old!

I only want to live for myself!

I don't care about other things!

Don't affect my emotions!

Growing up!

Is enough!

Selfishness!

Enough tolerance!

This is growing up!

This is the book in my heart!

I can understand it!

Why!

It's related to my experience!

I have to look further!

I can't be short-sighted!

That way!

It's not good!

Mentality is also very important!

I want to be the richest man in China!

Can you be more greedy?

Being the richest man is useless!

It doesn't feel like a country!

It doesn't feel like a home!

I'd rather not be the richest man in China!

I don't want to be like this!

Money isn't that important!

I'm studying economics!

I don't really want money!

Capital can't be yours forever!

History has already told us!

Who knows how it will change in the future!

Although I like capital!

It definitely can't belong to me forever!

That's it!

Don't think you're rich!

You can do whatever you want!

That's harming yourself!

Harming society!

Yesterday's news broadcast!

Released!

A chairman!

Within two years!

Public funds!

Reimbursed!

400,000 yuan!

The worst thing is!

Even publishing 1000 volumes of poetry!

Just for meals!

All reimbursed!

400,000 yuan!

This money harms people!

This is!

Insatiable!

Sigh, how should I put it!

Money is a thing!

There's no good or bad!

It's mainly the people who use it!

Keep a clear head!

It's worthless that day!

Don't you want to jump off a building!

If!

The world!

Chaos!

How chaotic would that be!

It would definitely be scary!

They're all people with thoughts!

They feel like the people in the past!

The education they received!

It's different!

Their views are too conservative!

I said my dream is to be the chairman of so-and-so!

Of course!

It's not like that!

How should I put it!

It's hard to say!

Of course, the things I learn are different!

My views are different!

Of course!

There's definitely something like that!

Of course, I also have a farmer's mindset!

So what if we're farmers!

We farmers can provide for ourselves!

Everyone!

Farmers are a must!

Some people!

Always have a different view!

Look at the farmer's mindset!

It's good enough that I didn't say that!

I didn't go to university!

I studied together!

It's just like that!

Look down on me!

Look down on my farmer's mindset!

Actually, I'm not lacking!

I'm being targeted!

How should I put it!

It's not just anyone who speaks!

I'll listen!

Who are you!

What are you!

How should I put it!

I'm looking down on others!

My thoughts are like that!

Others look down on you!

You still have to respect others!

That's my mindset!

Ideal!

I feel!

I'm too cowardly!

I feel!

I'm not human at all!

I hate to talk about specific people!

They all talk about great people!

Good people!

Why not!

To the masses!

The teaching materials now!

Not comprehensive enough!

How should I put it!

I'm deeply poisoned by this point!

It's so uncomfortable!

I'm hopeless!

I don't even have the courage to hate!

I actually don't hate!

I don't hate anything!

I only hate myself!

Others aren't like this!

Why are you like this!

That's where you're wrong!

But being kind to others!

It's indeed good!

You have to resist when others bully you!

But I'm more pitiful!

I have no sovereignty!

I'm a punching bag!

I'm no longer independent!

I've been bullied!

That's even more!

I've had enough!

It's really uncomfortable!

What do I want to say!

But I'm also afraid of having misgivings!

I'm also the kind that depends on others!

I'm still very pitiful!

I don't even dare to raise my head when I walk!

I don't have confidence!

I'm a person with low self-esteem!

Of course, that's also the case!

I have a kind of confidence that comes from my bones!

This is also because I can write novels!

The reason!

How should I put it!

Although I'm not good at writing!

I've also thought of giving up!

Not only do I want to write novels!

I also have to face my own inferiority!

Inferiority also requires capital!

I just want to live well!

I have no reason to feel inferior!

I have to be strong and live on!

My life!

I can't do it!

How should I put it!

I'm not enough!

How should I put it!

This isn't good!

I can't do it!

How can you do it!

This kind of thing!

You've had enough!

It's not that I'm kind to others!

It's that I can't be bad at all!

I've already lost the ability to be bad!

This bad person!

I'll have to give him medicine!

Not everyone is willing to take medicine!

Of course, I'll go in!

Most people can't get out!

According to my experience!

But there's no need to worry!

Mental illness!

It's nothing!

As long as I know myself!

There's no problem!

I just feel that I'm very ugly!

I'm mentally ill!

I must be a pervert!

Some horror movies nowadays!

The ending is always like this!

Some people turn into lunatics!

This is against us!

Extremely disrespectful!

Using us as an example again!

Any minute!

I'll beat you up!

Yes, it's a crime to be human!

You use me as an example!

I also use you as an example!

Based on what!

You can vilify us!

We can't resist!

There's no such logic!

Normal people!

I don't understand!

If you don't go crazy, you won't survive!

Normal people!

Have a good mentality!

Won't be like me!

Can't take things easy!

I'm not independent!

Can't do it!

To start a family, I have to be independent!

Even independence!

Can't do it!

That's completely hopeless!

I hope it's not a fantasy!

I can't be infatuated with myself all day!

There's nothing wrong with acting up every day!

At least I know myself!

It's useless!

At least I can realize it!

That's it!

The main thing is that I'm too stupid!

Of course, I'm a simpler person!

Everything is simple!

I don't even want to hold a wedding!

It's useless!

It's all suffering and tiring!

It's not pleasing!

Life isn't as happy as you think!

I can't be so heartless anymore!

My family will leave me!

I'll also become an old person!

I'll bid farewell to the world!

It's quite sad to think about it!

No matter who it is, it's the same!

Life isn't necessarily fair!

That was what some people thought!

If I can have my experience!

You can also write novels!

I'm no different!

How should I put it!

It's hard to say!

Actually!

Life!

That's it!

But people have to die!

I'm very happy about this!

No matter how capable you are!

Rich!

You still have to die!

At least one person dies every day!

Of course!

I don't want to be human anymore!

If I can keep my memories!

I can still consider it!

Of course, that's impossible!

If I can start my life over again!

I might not be able to write novels!

Many things are acquired!

What genius!

It's useless!

I don't have these experiences!

Maybe I still have problems!

I'm still afraid!

I feel that all of this!

I don't deserve it!

I feel uneasy!

My ability,

Doesn't belong to me!

If!

I can start over, I might not be able to write!

There are too many opportunities!

I feel that I'm very lucky!

That's it!

Although I'm also a little unlucky!

How should I put it!

My ability!

It came!

Not so good!

I'm thinking about how to make my ability!

Continue!

That's what I think!

Of course, it's impossible to have the same experience as me!

It's impossible to have the same mentality!

Everyone is unique!

But why is my luck so good!

I can still write novels!

I can even go to university!

This point!

There are too many coincidences!

Nothing is taken for granted!

That's it!

I'm crazy!

I feel that my current life!

I can't adapt!

How should I put it!

I have an inexplicable sense of panic!

I feel that all of this isn't mine!

Hehe!

How should I put it!

My ability doesn't belong to me!

I actually have the ability to write novels!

I'm afraid that I'll lose this ability!

In my heart!

Uneasiness!

It came too early!

Coincidences!

Nothing is inevitable!

My everything!

It's all someone else's!

My thoughts are learned from Marxism!

Although!

I've never joined the Communist Youth League!

But!

Due to various reasons!

I didn't join!

I still wanted to join at first!

I didn't know anything at that time!

Later, I felt that I didn't deserve it!

I didn't join!

Actually, this is just a formality!

We have human rights!

Human rights law!

It must be promulgated!

This is the most basic!

Of course, I can think of it!

Others can definitely think of it!

The so-called human rights!

Of course, this is part of it!

But how should I put it!

Society is still in a transition period!

It's in a transition period!

Wait for me!

I'm old!

It's about time!

My father's generation!

They have different views!

Their views aren't unified enough!

Wait for me!

I'm old!

Maybe society!

It's better!

What's good about it!

It's still eating and sleeping!

Some things are just a formality!

It can't just be a formality!

And I!

I'm also making the same mistake!

I can't wait!

Tomorrow, I'll be in Touching China!

China's good people!

I'm also famous!

The next second, I'll be so-and-so chairman!

Sigh!

This kind of formality!

It's also my specialty!

My thoughts are the same as well!

How should I put it!

Actually, everyone has a side that's worth singing about!

I don't emphasize individualism!

It's good as long as it's done well!

Some people can't do it!

They're eliminated!

I have such thoughts!

It's not good!

This kind of thinking is harmful!

Luckily, I don't have many useful abilities!

Otherwise, I'll be harming myself!

I don't know anything!

No one will target me!

I only know some things that aren't very useful!

It's hard to say!

My sense of value!

It's also a little good!

At least I can recognize my mistakes!

But this kind of formality!

It's not desirable!

Society now!

It should be promoted!

A more upright view!

Of course, it's too idealistic!

If!

No one cares!

I'd have already gone to claim land!

I'm not a good person either!

It's that sentence!

The road to revolution is still long!

The economy every day!

What's the use!

Capital is always limited!

It's relatively limited!

The form is always good!

Every year is a bumper harvest!

I don't think this is good!

What recycling!

Why don't I see it!

It's just a facade!

It's enough just thinking about it!

Of course, I'm a little extreme!

I definitely don't have it here!

Official thinking is a cancer in society!

And I have it too!

Of course!

This is a concept that's been around for many years!

It can't be changed in a day or two!

This kind of thinking is just a formality!

It should be kept!

But don't mind the details!

I also have this kind of feeling!

I can't do it!

I'm still far from it!

How should I put it!

I'm still far from it!