It began!

It began just like that!

I didn't have a good rest!

My head is still dizzy!

It's this feeling!

How should I put it!

This isn't good!

It's just like that!

Come on!

Dance!

No matter what, I have to dance!

Of course, I don't know how to dance!

Alright!

Let's begin!

It's 3 PM!

Toothache!

How can this do!

Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable!

It's hard to say!

I like to eat it the most!

Stir-fried noodles!

Stir-fried noodles!

It's really delicious!

I like it a lot!

Those simple greenhouses!

It's Wenzhou!

A big part of it!

They all sell stir-fried noodles!

The name is wrong!

It's actually stir-fried noodles!

Stir-fried noodles aren't delicious!

Speaking of stir-fried noodles!

Stir-fried noodles!

It's still very delicious!

Eating it brings back memories!

Eating it brings back feelings!

I have a lot of stories with this stir-fried noodles!

I can't stop talking about it!

It's just like that!

Stir-fried noodles that are filled with memories!

I can't eat it anymore!

I don't know how it feels to eat it again!

And the school from back then!

Glutinous rice!

And stir-fried rice cakes!

There are also a lot of memories!

I hate being questioned the most!

My name!

I've been questioned like that once!

It's also a dog's luck!

How should I put it!

I still have feelings for the memories!

It's all a storm!

That's not good!

Why!

I'm not as outstanding as I thought!

Hehe!

That's enough!

How should I put it!

My memories!

Are limitless!

All kinds of experiences!

I actually peed my pants once!

I didn't dare to pee randomly!

Just like that!

I peed my pants!

And it happened in junior high!

The situation was very special!

Girls were all taken by ability users!

They were taken away!

And I'm in my twenties!

That's what an ability user is!

This isn't good!

Hehe!

This can be said again!

The so-called ability user!

It's the stream of consciousness!

I have the stream of consciousness!

It's very late!

I'm so outstanding!

No one likes me!

This isn't my loss!

Well, how should I put it!

How should I put it!

I'm not good enough!

Other than not having the ability!

I have all the requirements!

Find a partner!

Sometimes, I feel sorry for myself!

Injustice!

If I have a choice!

I don't want it!

You're only 22!

You have the ability to write novels!

Isn't good?

22 years of age!!

Grasp it!!!!

As an ability user!

There's a price to pay!

My ability is to write novels!

It's the same as not having it!

Ability user!

I stole it and used it!

That's it!

What kind of ability is this!

Ability user!

It feels more vivid!

You're a bullshit ability user!

I'm not good enough!

That's it!

I'm often cheated!

I don't have it!

Attack power!

Combat power!

Almost zero!

Of course, that's under normal circumstances!

Self-destruction!

The combat power brought!

It's also reached an average level!

Your sister's level!

You dare to come out and write!

I'm not that stupid!

Now, there's someone to take care of the beating!

I might end up in jail!

If it's self-defense!

That's still legitimate self-defense!

If someone hits me!

I'll beat him to death!

What if he finds trouble with me!

Evil must be eradicated!

That's it!

Of course, I won't do that!

There are too many bad people!

I saw the news a few days ago!

A woman!

She sued a man for violating her!

This man!

He has a strong background!

His family paid hundreds of thousands!

To the woman!

The woman withdrew the lawsuit!

How can that be!

Is it that bad?

I've had enough!

My existence is to fight this kind of people to the death!

Wherever there's trouble, I'll be there!

Of course there's such a thing!

The news won't be broadcasted!

I'm disgusted!

Why is it like this!

This is the sin of being human!

Money has no attributes!

It's people who are corrupt!

I can't help it!

Don't let me encounter such a thing!

Actually, there are people!

I can't fight against them!

A person's hot-bloodedness!

Solved!

Not a problem!

Actually, in such a world!

I don't have anything to miss!

This is human nature!

It's the same no matter who comes!

I made people out to be evil!

Uncomfortable!

Such things happen every day!

I can't do anything about it!

I can't do anything about it!

I can't see the truth!

So, it's better not to deal with rich people!

Rich people!

Must be hateful people!

That's right!

This is the true face of exploiters!

I'm not spouting nonsense!

Society is in chaos!

It's not good for me!

It's not good for anyone!

But some people!

Want to commit evil!

Are you still human!

And that 'my dad is Li Gang' also left a deep impression!

There are such people!

This is power!

It's just a formality!

The so-called law!

It's too far apart!

People like me!

No one will target me!

I'm not afraid of anything!

I'm afraid that some things won't see the light of day!

Of course, I definitely want society to be better!

Some people have enough!

I'm the only one like this!

It's not enough to talk about it!

Those in power!

Have to act like those in power!

Improve their ideological awareness!

That's a must!

Of course, there must be strict punishment!

I'm not putting these!

People who don't have ideological awareness are bullying the good and fearing the evil!

Actually, it doesn't matter if it's a country!

Everyone is the same!

This is the essence of being human!

This is human instinct!

It's just like this!

Some things can't be changed!

I feel!

I'm too extreme!

But some things do exist!

I've received a good teacher's education!

That's enough!

I've been greatly affected!

If so!

I can't do anything!

But I will also resist!

Don't go overboard!

At most!

I'll just write a novel!

Curse for a lifetime!

I feel great!

What have you done!

Why don't you take a look!

Enough!

I don't want to live anymore!

This world!

It's really nothing!

But I still have hope!

A good teacher's education!

It's moved me!

It will affect my life!

How should I put it!

There's nothing I can't do!

That's what I want to say!

Don't forget that I'm mentally ill!

I don't want to live anymore!

My existence is to fight!

That kind of person who does evil!

You seem to be doing evil yourself!

There's a good side to society!

Why don't you say it!

I'm not calm!

I'm too angry!

Sigh!

I'm anti-human again!

How should I put it!

This isn't good!

How can it be!

I can't think of it!

I'll do it!

Rush forward!

Such a sinner should be exposed!

Let history spurn him!

That's how it is!

Although I'm not a good person!

So I have to let myself be spurned first!

I've done a lot of bad things!

I want to do bad things but I don't have the ability!

I'm guilty!

I'm sinful!

In short!

I'm to be spurned!

I'm lazy!

Just based on this point, I'm to be criticized!

How can I!

I can't!

One chapter!

I have to write!

90 minutes!

It's not fast enough!

Alright, let's not talk about this anymore!

There's injustice!

I should stand out!

Just based on this point, my tuition fees!

It's not for nothing!

I'm still an undergraduate!

I still have a little bit of awareness!

Women are good things!

I can't stand the temptation!

Sooner or later, there'll be trouble!

I really want to find a girlfriend!

I remember someone saying!

A girl who sings!

Not deeply moving!

Just cute and understanding!

How can it be!

How can it be!

Of course, actually!

I don't really understand a girl!

I haven't done any comprehensive research!

Actually, a girl's personality!

I'm very observant!

But I just look at the face!

In school, the personality doesn't show!

Actually, people are similar!

You can think of it!

Others might not think of it!

This is what I'm confused about!

I'm not that unique!

Of course, the facts have proven it!

It's indeed so!

A hot-blooded radical youth!

I'm not the only one!

It's just that there are fewer of them now!

There are fewer and fewer people like me!

It's rare to see such a thing!

Until one day!

I saw his!

A certain author!

Before my eyes!

A flash!

Actually!

My style!

It's very similar to him!

Actually, before!

Writing!

Before my first novel!

I haven't seen this novel!

I only saw it later!

Why does it feel so similar to what I wrote!

That's why!

I'm not that unique!

Of course, I want to become someone like him!

I want to work hard!

I want to be big!

Of course, I'm me!

I'm Huang Yajian!

I won't be anyone!

I'm just myself!

Actually, my writing skills are too weak!

My observation isn't deep enough!

Inner content!

It's all superficial!

It's just a formality!

If I don't change!

It's hard for me to write a good novel!

I need to use my life!

To write a novel!

What am I doing!

Not using my life!

Can I succeed?

This is just a way of saying it!

First, I need to understand myself!

First!

I need beautiful women!

Whether it's mentally!

Or physically!

I need both!

Next is capital!

Of course, I have more capital!

It's not good!

As the saying goes, too much money burns!

That's it!

Actually, there's nothing I don't want!

En!

I can't do it!

How should I put it!

I'm a greedy person!

Of course, my observation skills!

It's not enough!

You don't have a deeper understanding!

Uncomfortable!

That's it!

What is this!

What should I use to explain it!

I can't explain it clearly!

No one can pass this!

I'm crazy!

No one can pass it!

Women!

Fame and fortune!

No one can pass it!

Because I want to live!

My dream is to become a writer!

To gain some recognition!

Actually, no one recognizes me!

I'm already a writer!

No one can give me the title of a writer!

I still need to fight for it!

I feel like I'm too weak!

I'm an author!

Also considered!

Although I'm not a famous author!

I'll work hard for it!

Actually!

I'm just too much like that!

This was a mere formality!

Do I need anyone to recognize me as a writer?

Actually, I'm already one!

Because I have my own works!

I feel like I'm leaving behind a formality!

I'm a cancer!

Harming others and myself!

I still need to do it well!

This is also for myself!

I can write novels!

I'm very happy!

This is a simple joy!

Why don't I write anymore!

It's not a formality!

I don't care if anyone reads it!

It's not my loss if they don't read it!

You're wrong to say that!

En, how should I put it!

I still need to work hard to improve my writing standards!

The most important thing is to experience life!

I believe in good works!

It's definitely related to our lives!

It's related!

I won't doubt this!

No one taught me how to write novels!

I came into contact with novels later!

I just!

I just need to find inspiration!

Of course, I won't deliberately look for inspiration!

My perception!

It's still possible!

My life is also tragic enough!

I got to know a lot of people by writing novels!

I don't know if that armor writer still knows how to write!

He hasn't finished writing!

I'll know how the plot will develop!

Of course, I think he's not ordinary either!

Ability!

He's stronger than me!

Weaker than me!

That's too little!

Any one of them could write better than me!

And there's also that underworld writer!

I'm reading it too!

Let's see if he writes more later!

I want to advance and retreat with him!

He's already written more than 600,000 words!

I've only written it!

Half of it!

That's it!

How should I put it!

One chapter!

90 minutes!

It's still too slow!

How should I put it!

This kind of writing!

It's too tiring!

My thinking needs to be trained too!

Only then can I keep up!

This is much better than me in the past!

What would those people who used to type faster than me think!

My speed can leave you a few blocks behind without a problem!

I just lack training!

I'm not much worse than you!

Who told you to write novels!

You'll cry!

You're not as fast as me!

I'm not someone who can be easily imitated!

I'm a success in one stroke!

I don't know how to write a draft!

Something like an outline!

I definitely know how to write it!

But I don't want to!

How should I put it!

Today's novel still needs to be uploaded!

Many people look down on me!

They ignore me!

They say I write essays!

You write essays!

Do they have the skills that I do?

They're definitely not as fast as me!

All talk and no action!

Fake skills!

Everything!

Bragging is just a paper tiger!

That's something to hide the fear in your heart!

I'm terrified just by looking at it!

I'm afraid that others will write the same as me!

About the same style!

I don't like it!

How should I put it!

This isn't good!

I'm not imitating anyone!

Which writer!

It's after I've written it!

I've just seen his work!

This has something to do with my illness!

Mental illness!

Writing!

It's messy!

I'm afraid of others looking down on me!

I'm also afraid of pressure!

I don't want others to think too highly of me!

Just treat me as an ordinary person!