The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 104

Mm!

It's starting today!

Yesterday was really sad!

I can't take it!

This feeling!

It's really uncomfortable!

I've done a lot!

Of course, only I think so!

I like Xiao Qian!

I love her!

But I'm also a rascal!

We can't be together!

This feeling sucks!

Why is it that the person I like!

I can't be together with her!

Why is this!

I feel like I'm a little obsessed!

It's already 8 PM!

Not long later!

I'm going to get busy!

I might write until 9: 30 PM!

I like you!

You're so wonderful!

But I'm like this!

I can't accept it!

Due to various reasons!

We still can't be together!

I'm crying!

Why is it like this!

I don't understand!

Why are you doing this to me!

Alright!

Let's begin!

Tomorrow is the Dragon Boat Festival!

Actually, I don't like festivals!

As for festivals!

I don't have many feelings!

It's just like that!

The environment is changing very quickly now!

I can't accept such a change!

My cell phone sent another message!

It's not a very good message!

It doesn't feel right!

There's a fixed three messages every day!

One is a cell phone report!

Two days!

What is it again!

I can't remember at the moment!

This is my message!

Actually, it's been so many years!

No one has sent me a message!

Call me!

Really, there are no strangers!

I know all of them!

Occasionally, there will be a few pyramid schemes!

Mm, how should I put it!

This doesn't feel good!

Yesterday, I was doubting myself again!

Actually, how should I put it!

I feel that I'm right!

By myself!

Destroyed!

This feeling!

It's not something an ordinary person can endure!

Of course, I'm still writing!

I'll continue writing when I'm recovered!

I'm afraid that I'll be like this at work too!

That's not good!

It'll affect my work!

I feel pressure!

Not the heartless kind!

I've already experienced it!

The heartless age!

I can't afford to play!

Of course, I'm still playing!

Don't find excuses!

Playing is playing!

You're guilty!

You're just lazy!

There's no need to explain!

I understand!

How should I describe you!

It's hard to say!

Playing games!

It's not comfortable at all!

At least write novels!

Relative freedom!

How I want to write!

How I want to write!

There's no restrictions!

The fate of the protagonist!

It's in my hands!

I want to write it!

It's my freedom!

It's also my right

I want to speed!

The battle began just like that!

This is a protracted battle!

It will consume a lot of energy!

Mm!

That's not good!

The keyboard clicked!

Mm!

There's a lot to do today!

But fear is useless!

Fear can't solve any problems!

That's it!

I don't understand why no girls like me!

I don't understand!

I'm indeed not good enough!

But there's no need to treat me this way!

Child, you have to write novels!

You can't get a girlfriend!

You haven't completed your mission!

You can't get married for at least three years!

I don't have the ability!

I can still get a girlfriend!

No one will talk to me!

I have a flaw in my character!

Of course, otherwise, why would no one like me!

That's the feeling!

Mm, what I need to do now is to find a job!

The house is almost done!

It might be completed by July 1st!

Because now!

Electricity is a problem!

It might take that long!

That's it!

Plan # 715: Get out!

Mm, of course, not to Ningbo!

I still need to train more!

I won't go to Ningbo!

If I really can't make it!

I still have to go!

No way!

How can I!

I can't do it alone!

I have to be independent sooner or later!

I can't be with my parents forever!

My parents can't take care of me forever!

I have to work hard!

Mm, that's it!

How should I put it!

I still don't know what job to look for!

Although I'm lazy!

There's something wrong with my brain!

I can't learn a lot of things!

How should I put it!

I really don't know what job to look for!

See!

If there's something suitable, I'll do it!

I'm about to set off!

I'll start working hard!

Mm!

That's it!

No choice, I have to endure it!

I don't have anyone to take care of me!

I still need someone to take care of me!

I have to!

I'm sick!

I don't want to live at all!

Mm!

I have so many years of experience!

They've already told me!

I still need to be independent!

Independence is a psychological barrier for a person!

I have to socialize!

For a person with a flaw!

It's still not easy!

I have something to say!

Although!

I have!

In the supermarket!

Work experience!

But I'm sick!

It's not something I can control!

It's too uncomfortable!

I'm not completely cured yet!

Abstinence!

That's a must!

I can't watch some videos!

Otherwise, it'll be terrible!

Mm, it's best to empty my mind!

How should I put it!

I don't know how to install broadband!

I'll upload it on my cell phone!

I'll write it on my computer!

Then I'll upload the document!

Get it!

On my cell phone!

That'll do!

I'll upload it slowly!

But there's something I have to clarify!

It's going to be TXT!

I can't save it!

Default mode!

Otherwise, it'll be like a cell phone!

I can't open it!

There's still a lot to write!

I have a lot to do!

There's no other 22-year-old!

I have a lot of worries too!

The main thing is that I have a psychological problem!

There's a flaw in my social skills!

There's an inexplicable sense of fear!

Such a sense of fear!

It's a great help to my writing!

It allows me to persevere!

I keep writing!

But I don't feel good at all!

I'm very upset!

This feeling!

It's a denial of myself!

It's a self-destructive blow!

I can't take it!

Such a huge pressure!

Actually, it's just that I can't guarantee my survival!

That's why I'm so fearful!

It doesn't feel good to be sick!

Myself!

There's a flaw in my personality!

It's similar to!

A two-faced person's personality!

No wonder I have schizophrenia!

Those are two extremes!

Actually, those are all my excuses!

I'm just conflicted with myself!

I'm not a two-faced person!

A two-faced person!

That's just a saying!

A two-faced person!

I'm also considered one!

When I was in junior high school!

I've written an essay!

It's about myself!

Actually, I was writing an essay!

At that time, I was almost writing like that!

At that time, I was in junior high school!

Later on, I even retained a grade!

It's not just once!

I retained a grade!

The most exaggerated one!

I dropped a grade three!

This is!

When I was in vocational high school!

I also went through normal high school!

I also studied science!

This doesn't feel good!

I went crazy from studying!

How should I put it!

I don't feel good about going crazy!

As for myself!

I went crazy just like that!

But I'm not completely crazy!

I still have too many concerns!

How should I put it!

I'm an incompetent lunatic!

Why do I say that!

I still have it!

Some normal people's stuff!

Moreover!

I can persevere!

Of course, there are many people who persevere more than me!

I'm just writing novels!

Compared to these people!

I'm not shit!

Writing novels!

I don't feel very tired!

Because I'm writing nonsense!

Of course, how to write!

It's all about writing!

This is my freedom!

I don't want to contribute!

I just don't want to contribute!

I don't want to contribute!

I won't accomplish anything!

Then what have you become!

You feel that you're very amazing!

Of course, this is wrong!

People should be good and kind!

I can't be like that!

How can this be!

It can't be!

I'm an only child!

I'm mentally ill!

It's unfortunate!

It's lucky!

I'm sick!

I can go to school!

It's also good!

Moreover!

How should I put it!

But unfortunately, it's here!

The pressure is too great!

There's no support!

Actually, there's no support!

It's not good!

But there are also good things!

No one fights with me!

My personality is not right!

I don't acknowledge anyone!

Yes, that's it!

How should I put it now!

I can't be too particular!

I still have a younger sister!

And a younger brother!

A younger brother!

Too violent!

I don't like it!

It's a little violent!

My younger sister is fine!

I don't feel like she's working hard!

She even ignores me!

That's not good!

Someone has guided me well!

According to my personality!

I'm already rich!

Of course, this is wrong!

Now that it's come to this!

It's not good!

I still owe my younger sister a cell phone!

I promised to buy it for her!

My younger sister!

There are a lot of them!

I know!

There are seven of them!

There's only one!

I don't know him at all!

I've never seen him before!

It's this feeling!

Going to school in Shanghai!

If I don't go crazy!

I'm also going to Tsinghua University now!

Of course, this is an exaggeration!

But!

I'm also considered lucky!

There's nothing bad about this!

Fate likes to play tricks on people!

But I don't have so many sad experiences!

I don't have so much saliva that I can't finish!

There's something good about this!

My novel is finally finished!

I've never thought about what I want to do!

I'm very focused in school!

I want to get into Tsinghua University and Peking University!

Actually, how should I put it!

I was also guided by someone!

A person must have dreams!

I thought I could get first place in every exam!

But I didn't succeed in the end!

If only I had the awareness I have now!

With my hard work!

If only I didn't go crazy!

It would be hard to find a match for me!

In the end!

Everywhere!

They can bully me!

Of course, this isn't a good idea!

But I've still gotten first place!

My years!

It's full of legends!

But I don't want to mess around anymore!

It's good enough to be able to write a novel!

If that day I've seen through it!

I might not be able to write it!

What should I do!

This isn't something that can be written!

It's written!

Without any bitterness!

Without any experience!

Without awareness!

Writing a few thousand words!

I'll cry!

I've never accepted it!

Any form of training!

Starting serialization for the first time!

I can write a few thousand words!

I'm still very talented in writing!

Although!

It's all written by water!

I can write!

Why don't I write!

How should I put it!

If others don't write well!

I'll do it myself!

Don't make a fuss!

Do it if you have the ability!

Some people just can't stand other people writing novels!

They can't do it!

They don't want others to do it!

There are definitely such people!

Actually, I'm such a person too!

Why do I know it so well!

Because I'm also like that when I play games!

But games!

It definitely can't be compared to writing novels!

Games are nothing more than!

Just fighting monsters!

Some!

Controls!

It feels like I'm writing novels!

It's similar to playing games!

It's all formatted!

This isn't good either!

Some things can be seen as written by me!

But it can also be imitated!

The jokes on the Internet now!

It feels similar!

It's just like a person writing it!

How can you say that!

Tomorrow, I'll be specially approved to write novels and listen to songs!

Just like that!

How can I do that!

I was busy for a while just now!

I don't know what to say!

Actually, this can be imitated!