En, it's starting!

Today is the Dragon Boat Festival!

I realized that I really feel terrible!

So the person I love!

Doesn't love me!

It's so painful!

This feeling!

It's so uncomfortable!

I finally understand!

I should work harder!

I hate this feeling of being a rascal!

I hate myself!

Why won't you love me!

The person I love!

Doesn't love me!

This is such a painful thing!

This feeling goes deep into my brain!

So falling in love with someone!

It's so uncomfortable!

I only understand now!

When you really fall in love with someone!

Then you've grown up!

I don't want to grow up!

Because I'll lose her when I grow up!

Never get her!

Where did it come from!

Losing her!

I'm thinking too much!

I shouldn't have said it!

Now!

I should!

Work hard to create!

You only have one life!

I can't indulge in it anymore!

Sigh!

I'm always like this!

Infatuated!

Always too silly!

Only those who have loved will be serious about their past!

I realized that I do love her!

I really want to find her!

But I can't find her!

The world is so big!

How would I know where you are!

In the past, I always felt that!

This kind of work!

It's not good!

It's not good!

Actually, I still don't understand!

It's just that there's no one!

Faint sadness!

Now I finally understand!

I'm deeply in love!

I'm hurt!

Why is it like this!

Only people like me!

Can write novels!

I can't write about a reunion!

Because I don't have one!

Reunion!

Writing like that!

I'll feel terrible!

I'll cry!

But why can't I give myself hope!

Maybe at the corner of life!

I'll see her!

We'll get to know each other!

Love each other!

But!

This is definitely a lie to me!

This kind of love was just so profound!

When I feel love!

I'm mentally ill!

I've already recovered!

Of course, I can only feel the love between a man and a woman!

I can still feel it!

I'm not good enough!

I'm not worthy!

But!

I just want to be with her!

Don't say anymore!

I don't want to say it either!

I know you well!

So!

I even!

Lied to myself!

It's hard to say!

Really!

How can this be!

It's not good!

When you know more!

Mentally ill!

Naturally, it won't exist!

I feel like I've recovered!

I've finally experienced it!

What is love!

This world is all about love!

How can I love!

It's all about love!

I'm not good enough!

I'm guilty!

I know I'll recover!

How did I become mentally ill!

Where did I fall!

Where did I get up!

It's not that I don't love her!

I want to love you for the rest of my life!

This is all I can do!

In my heart!

Just one of you is enough!

Although!

I'm still a formality!

I'm looking at your face!

But!

I think you haven't recovered!

You're too ugly!

Annoying!

I don't like you anymore!

How can this be!

My life has just begun!

Although I have the ability to love!

But ~ I can't love!

I don't like this!

I'm afraid of being sad!

I'm afraid of being sad!

I'm afraid there won't be a result!

I'm afraid I'm just a passerby!

Love is really great!

I don't understand!

What is unable to love!

That's just being afraid of being hurt!

This kind of heart-wrenching feeling!

I don't want a second time!

Of course, there will definitely be a second time!

My character!

It's just like that!

But!

I'm already unable to extricate myself from love!

Give love to time!

Entanglement!

What's left!

I love you!

This love is very strong!

I love you so much!

What should I say!

What should I say!

Love is always wishful thinking!

And that's how I am!

I hope to find someone who loves me!

Of course, I'm not worthy of being loved!

I have nothing!

There's a problem with my mentality!

It's just like that!

I'm sad!

There's a lot more!

Unwritten!

What I want to do now!

Is to work hard!

I feel terrible!

Why am I so useless!

I'm a very fickle person!

Passionate!

Is mine!

Special!

I like to look at beautiful women!

But fate!

I like to tease people!

And I!

Have nothing!

There's still 2500 words!

Fight for it!

Finish at 5: 30!

Maybe it's not written well!

How should I put it!

It's hard to say!

I'm speechless!

I'm just an ordinary person!

I have nothing!

I can show off!

But I still stood up!

Because!

I'm an ordinary person!

So!

I have to work harder!

Sigh!

I only realized now!

This was the feeling of being a rascal!

I can't!

Actually, this is just a viewpoint!

No matter how I live, I live!

I have my own way of living!

I have no right!

To interfere!

This is the society!

How should I put it!

The world is so big!

How would I know where you are!

Do you love me or not!

My ability doesn't belong to me!

Everything comes too easily!

Even myself!

I have to question myself!

This feeling is terrible!

Only people who have loved before can understand!

Yes!

I am what I am!

It's all here!

It's so easy!

I lack the education of setbacks!

Of course, it's stressful!

I can't stand it either!

Now I can face my bleak life!

It's not too early or too late!

It's just like that!

How should I put it!

It doesn't feel good!

And a lot of people!

Compared to!

I'm considered very lucky!

I have knowledge!

I have culture!

I can even write novels!

Look up!

Even the heavens are looking after me!

Actually!

It's not like that!

Although!

There's also this feeling!

By my side!

A lot of people!

They don't have the chance to go to college!

Those who go to college are only a minority!

I'm not talking about going to college!

That's how powerful they are!

They know a lot!

It's always good!

I still lack the experience of society!

How should I put it!

I have a lot of theories!

I'm an armchair strategist!

It's also a kind of ability!

It's not the so-called brainless!

I'm an armchair strategist!

Will you?

Everything!

Is not destined to be successful!

And I'll go crazy sooner or later!

Because!

My understanding is not good enough!

It's best if I go crazy!

Release!

But I can't go crazy!

There's still a woman!

A family!

Waiting for me to take care of them!

I can't go crazy just like that!

I feel that I can go crazy at any time!

I'll go crazy!

There are at least two thoughts in my heart that are fighting!

I have my own morals!

I look down on myself if I think that way!

I feel that I'm ugly!

I'm a freak!

I hate myself!

Actually!

This is growth!

Even myself!

I dislike myself!

Why!

Because!

I feel that what I'm doing is wrong!

I don't care!

So what!

I have morals!

I'm a clean freak!

I can't tolerate myself doing wrong!

This is also related to my education!

It's very related!

You can treat others like that!

Can't others treat you like that!

Between people, it's mutual!

Sometimes my views are not correct!

In my thoughts!

I always make mistakes!

How can it be like that!

I don't want to be like that!

I want to!

Save the world!

But I can't even save myself!

That's it!

I'm mentally ill!

I still have frequent outbursts!

Mentally ill!

I need capital!

Not everyone can be as lucky as me!

I can still write novels!

That's it!

For everything!

I have to work hard to write novels!

Oh!

I understand!

I'm lazy!

It's useless!

I can't do that!

I can't!

I want to slap myself!

I want to hate myself!

I can't!

Yes, that's it!

How should I put it!

I have a lot of responsibilities!

I'm under too much pressure!

I can't tell that you're under a lot of pressure!

You're quite carefree!

You can even write novels!

Pressure!

It can't solve the problem!

It only adds to the sadness!

That's it!

I just can't do it well!

I have too many worries!

There's a lot to do as a person!

It's not that simple!

My mentality isn't good enough!

That's it!

How should I put it!

This isn't good!

I can't feel any happiness!

Actually, I can write novels!

I'm already very happy!

Not all mentally ill!

I can write novels!

Maybe I don't want to write!

Why can you think of it but others can't!

That's the problem!

I don't think so!

Smart!

Obviously, I'm a fool!

Even the person I love!

We can't be together!

So sad!

How can it be like this!

I can't take it!

Whenever a woman is mentioned!

I feel very sad!

I can't get over it!

How can it be like this!

What am I!

I'm still far from it!

Now, I really understand!

What does it mean when you don't work hard when you're young, you're sad when you're old!

I understand now!

That's the logic!

It's good to know more!

I'm not good!

There's just something wrong with my brain!

If there's nothing wrong with my brain!

I can also be a writer!

But I've already lost it!

But I'll still write!

It'll help my condition!

Brains are meant to be used!

Those who don't are dead!

And a person only has one life!

It's a life no matter what!

But I want to live it well!

I love her very much!

I need her very much!

That's your fault!

That's how you duped that girl!

In the end, none of you succeeded!

That's not good!

If you say that!

It doesn't sound good!

I'm crying!

Can you not be like this!

I feel terrible!

How can it be like this!

That's not good!

Actually, I don't feel good in my heart either!

Fickle!

There's a price to pay!

I don't understand!

But I have to understand!

This is life!

I have to understand!

I hate myself!

How can it be like this!

There's no other 22-year-old in my life!

I have to work hard when I have to!

I can't give up hope just like this!

She definitely wants the best for me!

I have to walk out of this setback!

I have to live on unswervingly!

You're my true love!

But who's your true love?!

The person I love doesn't love me!

It's definitely not that simple!

Feelings are definitely not the same!

There's only one chapter today!

Today!

Went to eat!

Played for a while!

I like beautiful women very much!

I have to find a beautiful wife!

This is my life's dream!

That's not good!

I only want to find someone I like!

It's fine as long as I think she's beautiful!

Wives are for me to see!

Not for others to see!

People like me!

Damn it!

To be so lecherous!

It's also the best!

Looking at beautiful women every day!

Which cat doesn't eat fish!

It's just like that!

And I'm the same!

That's just my excuse!

I don't think this is good!

It shouldn't be like this!

I should do better!

I don't think I can do it!

Because I'm human!

Not God!

Find a job!

Life!

It's getting closer and closer!

First, I have to realize the problem!

Only then will the problem arise!

Only then will it be solved!

I just like to lie to myself!

My problem is to write tens of millions of words!

I can't even finish it!

Seven emotions and six desires!

I have everything!

It seems that I'm not destined to be a cultivator!

Of course, it's also impossible to be a cultivator!

I don't want to lead people into despair!

I only hope that I can!

Live with a clearer mind!

Actually, life is like this!

No matter what, it's my own business!

I have no right to ask!

But it's good to have hope!

And hope!

It will turn into despair!

That's not good!

I'm not enough!

Well, I still need to experience more things!

That's good!

Uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

Haha!

Not good!

Hehe!

I can't be like this!

I'm that unhappy!

How can it be like this!

What should I say!

Bitter water!

I've finished vomiting!

I can't write anymore!

Well, I can't write anymore!

Adjust my state!

Continue!

Come on!

I can't be like this!

Go away!

Do you love me?

I don't love you!

How can I love you!

You are me!

I am you!

You call me!

How can I love you!

Damn!

Today's state!

It's commendable!

The first half!

It's too sad!

It doesn't feel like it's deep in my brain!

I'll finish writing later!

I'll go back!

I'll cook!

I'm not a good person!

I'm just heartbroken!

I can't get over it!

How can it be like this!

It doesn't feel good!

It doesn't feel good!

And I'm just that wretched!

I look down on you!

You rascal!

How can it be like this!

Why!

Somewhere else!

The roads are all fixed!

Only my roads are not fixed!

How can it be like this!

It doesn't feel good!

Haha!

Excessive sadness makes one happy!

I'm still me!

I remember that I loved you!

No one can change me!

That's it!

It's not that I don't love you!

It's just that I'm hurt enough!

I really do love you!

Thinking of you!

My heart hurts!

Sigh, do I have to be like this?

Could this be the heart-wrenching love!

I don't really want it!

The love I want!

What is it!

I'll chase after it again!

But I can't catch it!

How can it be like this!

I feel terrible just thinking about it!

I can't face this bleak life anymore!

How can it be like this!

It doesn't feel good!

I love you!

Remember?

It's not like this!

It can't be like this!

I hate you!

You rascal!

There's still a long way to go!

I want to sing!

I really can't get over it!

My love!

Is it all for naught?!

But!

How can it be like this!

I can't understand!

What do I love about her!

Her profession!

I don't really like it!

It's just like this!