I'm a very ordinary person!

I don't have any special skills!

Next is my past!

Even if I don't say it, it's hard to keep it in my heart!

Well, when I was young!

I didn't like to eat corn paste!

My family's conditions were limited!

I could only eat this!

A few people in my family!

Just eat this!

My dad's character!

I couldn't stand it!

But my character!

I usually don't show it!

I'm just enduring it!

There's no other way!

I'm under the eaves!

How can I not lower my head!

Just like that!

I did it!

I was a coward!

Of course, this was something that happened later!

This was definitely not the beginning!

It started!

I didn't know so much!

When I was young!

I was a very bad person!

I did a lot of bad things!

Actually, I already had the signs of a mental illness!

There was a huge contrast in my character!

How should I put it!

I also went to see it!

Some charlatans!

In the end!

It was useless!

Although!

It's like this!

I was still possessed by a so-called ghost!

But I don't believe in ghosts!

I've learned reverse thinking!

Let me give a simple example!

If a person dies, they will become a ghost!

Some ghosts will harm people!

Then I have to thank my ancestors!

They should also become ghosts!

Then shouldn't they be protecting me!

But I'm still like this now!

Ghosts are things!

They're just fun for themselves!

They definitely don't exist!

I don't believe in science!

It's because I haven't seen it!

There really are ghosts!

Just call them out for me to meet!

Ghosts are just a little ugly!

They will attack people!

This is the description of evil people demonizing!

Ghosts in horror novels are all like this!

Actually, ghosts aren't scary!

For me!

The scariest thing now is!

I don't have money to eat!

This is scarier than anything else!

I originally wanted to write an autobiography!

But I realized that I don't know how to write at all!

What to do!

Bit by bit!

Write like this!

Actually, it's also considered an innovation!

Well, I'm Huang Yajian!

I don't want to say too much about myself!

This isn't good!

Actually, I don't care!

I still have to wait!

My hand hurts today!

I had all kinds of dreams last night!

Too many dreams!

I forgot all about them!

My hand hurts when I think about them!

I woke up at 8 o 'clock at night!

Maybe I wrote it a little later today!

That's it!

Xiao Qian is completely gone!

I definitely won't!

Someone who doesn't like me!!

Wait!

That's a sign of a retard

I thought that every girl's kind!

Everyone's caring!

That's how idealistic I am!

Actually, reality is cruel!

I don't understand others!

I only understand myself a little!

I can't!

Understand others!

This has nothing to do with me!

That should be it!

I'm still far from it!

Well, I'm always too idealistic!

That's not acceptable!

That's a retard!

A product of naivety!

Actually, that's impossible!

Of course, it's possible!

She still needs to receive a better education!

A girl with a similar personality as me!

Naturally, she'll be very popular!

That's a cheat!

I definitely can't!

Some people are like that!

Like to attack people!

You won't live for long!

What are you doing!

Sure enough, there's a struggle!

And I don't have the ability to attack!

I have too many worries!

I'm not kind!

I'm afraid that others will treat me like this!

I can treat others like this!

Others can treat me like this!

It's not that I'm kind!

I just hope that others will treat me kindly!

Then I'll be kind too!

That's it!

How should I put it!

It doesn't feel good!

It can't work!

I don't know anything!

I'm far from it!

That's it!

I have no way out now!

I can only go to the Human Resources Bureau!

Find a job!

No way out!

I have no connections!

How should I put it!

This doesn't feel good!

I feel like I'm always stupid!

Today's chapter!

Before 10 PM!

I might not be able to finish it!

What should I do!

I have to speed up!

That's it!

Hard work is a must!

I was very busy yesterday!

I wrote a chapter when I came back in the afternoon!

I'm really tired!

I didn't play much games last night!

I went straight to bed!

No one in this world can control me!

That's it!

I still have to work hard!

That's not enough!

Well, I have to buy all kinds of things!

Well, just like I said!

I don't know anything in the first place!

If I don't work hard!

I'm done for!

I'll starve to death!

If I just sit around and eat until I run out of money!

That's extremely bad!

Of course, increasing the food production is still a top priority!

There are more and more people!

My mouth is very delicious!

I like to eat meat!

I'm going to find a job!

Not long after!

That's it!

How should I put it!

It doesn't feel good!

That's it!

How can it be!

There's still 2,500 words!

The number of words is also very important!

I wrote it too quickly!

So I wrote it like this!

My emotions are still quite plentiful!

I can only go to the Human Resources and Social Security Bureau!

Go around!

That's it!

Of course, I have to spend money!

I have to contact them!

All kinds of things!

I lack such training!

I'm afraid of hardship!

I'm afraid of tiring!

I'm lazy!

I definitely can't work like this!

I still have to work hard!

I have to work hard!

What kind of work should I do!

I don't know!

I really don't know!

I'm still thinking!

Operation!

I don't have enough stamina!

Sales!

I'm too far behind!

I feel that there's nothing suitable for me to do!

I can only do very ordinary work!

Otherwise, I'll go back to my old job!

Be a security guard!

Or!

Do a supermarket!

I don't want to do it anymore!

This thing!

It's boring!

The salary is low!

And I have to have a good attitude!

How can that be!

Of course, it's also possible!

Why!

That's it!

Anyway, I won't go to the big cities!

My meager salary!

I can't do anything!

That's it!

The situation!

I can only wait for death!

It's not enough to live on!

It's good to have such a job in my hometown!

But there's no such thing!

I don't want to work as a security guard!

It's too lazy!

Writing novels for me!

It's not helpful!

Not at all!

I still have to go!

What to do!

I still don't know!

I'll do whatever there is!

Actually, there are only those few jobs!

There's nothing to choose!

Operation!

And sales!

There's still a main position!

The others are more unpopular!

Operation!

I don't want to do it at all!

If I want to do it, I have to go further away!

I'm an undergraduate student!

Do some work!

Didn't I say that I'm wronged!

What's an undergraduate student!

I still have to work hard!

This is a problem of attitude!

I don't want to be at home!

Work!

That's not good!

There's an acquaintance in the electronics factory!

And it's going to an unfamiliar place!

I have no choice!

I have to wander!

I have to continue to wander!

Otherwise, it'll be hard for me to survive!

How should I put it!

That's it!

I still have to work hard!

Although I'm afraid!

But!

I have to work hard!

Others can do it!

Why can't I!

You're still an undergraduate student!

You're worse than an elementary student!

You're also a disgrace to all undergraduate students!

You still have the face to call yourself an undergraduate student in the future!

I'll beat you up!

You don't even have this ability!

What undergraduate student!

Actually, I'm also a rascal!

You have to know what I want to do!

The richest man in China!

That's it!

Of course!

Reality is always cruel!

I can't even afford to eat!

And the richest man in China!

I'm a disgrace to all undergraduate students!

I still have to say it!

There are also good undergraduates!

And poor ones!

And I'm naturally the poor kind!

I also want to be rich!

But!

There's no way to be rich!

There's nothing!

I don't have anything I want!

I don't blame anyone!

I have to blame myself!

Weak ability!

Although my ability!

It's really weak!

I have to blame myself for not working hard!

I'm too self-indulgent!

How should I put it!

That's it!

It doesn't feel good!

I'm a poor ghost!

I have nothing!

I have to work hard!

How can I not work hard!

I'm also afraid!

I'm also afraid!

I'm also uneasy!

I'm afraid I'll be fired!

I still have a lot of things to do!

I'll check the housing prices later!

I plan to rent a house!

It's all very expensive!

I don't know if I can bargain!

That doesn't feel good!

I haven't lived alone!

My experience!

So I should train even more!

That's a must!

How should I put it!

That's it!

Xiao Qian!

It's completely impossible for me!

Sigh, I feel terrible!

I can't get over it!

Of course, there's always one thing!

It's multi-faceted!

What if there's a better one!

She even called me crazy!

That's not good!

She doesn't love me at all!

That's it!

I thought every girl was a good person!

But in the end!

Sigh!

It's good to have hope!

Reality is cruel!

I thought everyone was a good person!

In the end!

It's cruel!

There's nothing wrong with that!

It's just that my heart can't take it!

I feel terrible!

I just fell out of love!

Even if I fall out of love, I still have to write a novel!

This kind of heart-wrenching feeling!

I've never felt so terrible!

This can't do!

I'm sad!

I miss you, Xiao Qian!

I'll write it once a day!

Of course, that's impossible!

There'll be a change sooner or later!

I have nothing to do with Xiao Qian!

We're not even friends!

Why should I be wishful thinking!

I don't think she's good enough!

Of course, I'm famous for being a playboy!

That's it!

I hate myself!

I just like pretty girls!

These guys!

They're evil!

Of course!

I'm a bad guy!

I'll continue writing like this!

That won't do!

When will my new novel be published!

It might never be possible!

That's it!

If!

Life itself is filled with regrets!

Why can't it be like this!

There are regrets!

Only then will one cherish it!

No regrets!

People won't improve!

Won't suffer losses or be tricked!

They won't learn to be obedient no matter what!

Of course, I'm the same!

I can't do it!

How can it be like this!

It doesn't feel good!

How can it be like this!

Uncomfortable!

It can't be like this!

Life is like this!

Writing a novel can't be rushed!

I'm just too impatient!

That's why I wrote such a novel!

Sure enough, the novel is similar to the person!

I still need to polish my personality!

That's it!

But whether I can succeed or not!

That's still a problem!

That's why I prepared two novels!

The themes are different!

Otherwise, I won't be able to write it!

It'll really be uncomfortable!

I'll be anxious to death!

Actually, that's too much!

I'll write it if I want to!

Why do you care!

It's my freedom!

Of course, I don't think so!

I keep feeling like someone is forcing me to write!

Of course, that person is me!

I still want to be a writer!

I don't have ambition!

How would I dare to say that about myself!

I want to be the richest man in China!

I want to be the richest man in China!

Seems like a lot of people can think of that!

Of course, those who say it out loud are few!

I'm one of them!

Of course, I'm just saying!

I'm saying that I want to be the chairman of so-and-so!

Of course, I can't do that!

I can still think about it!

It's destined that I can't do it!

That's it!

It's good to have dreams!

People can't have no goals!

I can't live so passively!

That's it!

How can it be like this!

I should still work hard!

How can I not work hard!

I'm still far from it!

That's it!

I can't do it!

I'm still far from it!

Yep!

Today's work!

Writing!

What kind of work!

There's money in the work!

And I ate a big egg!

I didn't see a single cent!

Yep, there's still 700 words!

700 words for me!

It's quite easy!

When I was in primary school!

I was taught how to write essays!

I was determined not to write saliva!

In the end!

I wrote it like that!

At that time, I still didn't understand what saliva was!

Of course saliva!

It's popularized language!

I don't know how to pretend!

That's it!

How can I!

That's not good!

That's how it feels!