The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 115
What are the scary days!
There are no days!
And having a good meal!
There is no next meal to compare!
This is the feeling!
Why!
Only mental illness!
Only then do I understand such days!
It is also a meal!
Just a meal!
True love!
It is not a parting of life and death!
But love!
It is powerlessness!
Speaking of this!
It is profound!
I understand this feeling!
Parting of life and death!
Only novels!
Only appear in novels!
There are not many in real life!
There are still many parting of life and death!
It is not that uncomfortable!
Mobile phone data!
There is still 500m left!
And it is nationwide!
How can this be!
No way!
I have to think of a way!
I have to call customer service and ask!
I can't waste it like this!
Yes!
I can't stand it!
How can this be!
I can't complete today's mission!
How can this be!
I have to continue working hard!
Let's go!
Yes, this is how it should be!
I am a mental patient!
I can't do this!
I can't do this!
How can this be!
Yes!
Continue!
Life is like this!
I have to eat and sleep every day!
It can't be anything else!
I have to work hard to come up with a plot!
I have to tell the story of an ideal mental hospital!
But mental illness!
It is impossible to be ideal!
Why!
The main thing is!
Living in a mental hospital!
The price is too high!
Normal people can't afford to live there!
Someone like me!
Might not have money for the rest of my life!
Living in a mental hospital!
I'm quite clear on this point!
This is how it should be!
How should I put it!
This is the feeling!
I can't do this!
Write a mental patient!
Destined to be detached from reality!
Why!
Something a mental patient can do!
Very little!
This is how it should be!
Let's go!
It is almost time now!
10: 30 PM!
Novel!
There is still no news!
I am not too happy!
How can this be!
Today is the 26th!
It is a very unusual day!
This is how it should be!
Because today is Friday!
Passed!
The students today!
Summer vacation is coming!
As for me!
I have to continue writing!
I have to admit that this is how it should be!
I should go to the reform camp!
This kind of precarious life!
It is worse than death!
Death is a moment of pain!
And precarious life and death!
It is a wave of pain!
Continue!
Begin!
This can't do this!
How can this be!
You are far from it!
I am a mental patient!
I have to live on!
I have this illness of mine!
I have the wrong perception!
Some people are not friendly to us!
I have to be mentally prepared!
Anytime!
I have to fight!
Not everyone treats a mental patient as a person!
It is not like that!
Some people just feel that they are high and mighty!
They look down on mental patients!
Of course, this is the minority!
But there are definitely some!
Otherwise, they will scold people!
Why would they scold people as mental patients!
This is not good!
If others say that about you!
What do you think!
If you like someone!
Say you are a mental patient!
What do you think!
People nowadays!
I can't say!
I don't understand!
Maybe!
I only understand myself!
I don't even understand myself!
Actually, there is only one person in this world!
With me and without me!
There is no difference!
I am at any time!
I can die!
But mental patients!
They will definitely not die!
They will come one after another!
Of course, it is still generally good!
But people are people!
Don't think of people as great as God!
I am just like that!
That is why I have a flaw in my character!
That is how I am!
I don't want to think of people too extreme!
What kind of person are you!
Others are similar!
People have the same things!
I always feel that I am different from others!
How should I put it!
This is a sign of not having self-awareness!
This world!
There is still a struggle!
I would rather become a zombie!
I am also not willing to live such a precarious life!
Becoming a zombie!
It will harm society!
Let me be like this!
Just die quietly!
Treat it as if I have never been here!
This world!
But death!
Solve it!
It will not solve the problem!
The mental problem!
It is not a day or two!
I should still work hard to correct some problems!
I hate myself!
I hate myself very much!
Sometimes!
It is like this!
I am also very conflicted!
I am also very conflicted!
How can it be like this!
Actually!
This is a choice problem!
I also want to live well!
But reality does not allow it!
I still want to eat and sleep!
I can't live like this for the rest of my life!
This kind of precarious life is indeed unbearable!
There must be danger in life!
Conscious!
En, continue!
Life!
Will not give in to others!
Will stop!
No matter what!
Life must go on!
I am already past the frivolity of youth!
A carefree life!
Continue writing!
There are still 2222 words!
During this period!
I need to sprint!
I feel very guilty!
I have indulged myself again!
How can I!
I cannot do this!
It is not good for the body!
Walk!
I feel very bad!
I cannot be like this!
I want you to be like this!
Who asked you to not cooperate!
Listen to me and die!
That will do!
I will die alone!
And not die!
More or less!
Why should I die!
Even if I die alone, there will still be so many!
If you think I am dead!
The number of people will be reduced by half!
Then I can go and die!
This is mainly a manifestation of my lack of awareness!
In modern society!
I need to have new ideas!
New awareness!
This old idea!
Harming others and myself!
What does it have to do with you!
Write your own things!
This has nothing to do with me!
I am still growing!
Forgive me!
I'm just not aware of it!
Caused!
Led to such consequences!
That is why!
Thinking is still very important!
I have decided to work hard to correct my mistakes!
I must correct them!
Otherwise, how can I!
This is not possible!
I cannot do this!
There is still left!
How can I use up all 500 meters of data!
It is hard to say!
The main thing is that I have to send 500 meters of data!
Otherwise, it is almost done!
Today is the 26th!
Use it when you need to!
Otherwise, I will not wait!
What a waste!
I cannot do this!
It will be a waste not to use it!
I have paid for it!
My little bit of money!
It is definitely not enough!
If only it was not popularized!
What internet!
Even making a phone call is difficult!
The internet is also an intranet!
But it is the Earth Network!
This internet!
It is also a local area network!
There are many restrictions!
Of course, this is a local area network!
There are many restrictions!
All kinds of restrictions!
Regarding this internet!
I do not understand at all!
I am blind!
I know how to use it!
But I know too little!
I'm completely under someone's control!
Of course!
This internet!
It is very controlling!
It is not essential!
It varies from person to person!
No!
Everyone will be controlled!
There are all kinds of restrictions!
My internet is just a little bit!
I do not know how to use it!
There are too many restrictions!
There is nothing too straightforward!
What are they!
Complicated things!
I do not understand at all!
I am also considered illiterate!
It cannot be like this!
But it may be for my whole life!
I will not do it!
I have this feeling!
This cannot do!
Far from it!
How can it!
This way!
This cannot do!
I have to go back and cook later!
There are still 1,500 words!
For you!
25 minutes!
Sprint!
It is a person!
But!
How can it be!
I want to!
Just like this!
Die!
What happened to saving the world!
Why can't you save the world!
It is because you do not have it!
You have the ability to save the world!
Why do you not have the ability!
You have the ability to save the world!
Why can't others have it!
My thinking is too extreme!
I keep feeling that some people!
Are incurable!
How should I put it!
This is what I think!
It is already incurable!
It cannot be like this!
I am not that special!
That is why I watch cartoons!
I only see!
On the surface!
There is no deeper thing!
Watching TV is also a form of art!
I cannot watch it foolishly!
Just watch!
A beautiful and handsome guy is in love!
How cool!
You need to think while watching TV!
Not everyone can save the world!
Actually!
The world!
This thing!
The power of one person!
It is limited!
How can it!
It must be harmonious!
It must be sustainable!
The problem that needs to be solved now!
There are many!
Improve the thinking!
Stabilize the ratio of men to women!
Of course!
It cannot be like this!
It cannot be like this!
Improve productivity!
This is a must!
This is the main problem!
There is also the problem of the environment!
These must be solved!
I can only say that!
This has nothing to do with me!
The world does not belong to that person!
He wants to die!
He wants to destroy!
So be it!
This does not feel good!
Those!
Saboteurs!
Each ability is more powerful than the other!
I can just grab any one of them!
They are all more powerful than me!
Of course!
But it is also for the sake of!
Benefits!
There is a saying that is very good!
Every man for himself!
Heaven and earth destroy!
It is similar to this!
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