The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 114
Continue!
It turns out that I'm not deep enough!
I was talking about love!
Not love!
I only understand now!
How should I put it!
There are still some things that I don't understand!
I'm not mature enough!
It can't be like this!
I don't have a sense of responsibility!
I'm still far from it!
This is only one aspect!
That's why I said that my character is flawed!
I keep feeling that I'm awesome!
Actually, I'm nothing!
I have no money!
This isn't a matter of money!
With my meager salary!
I can't do anything!
I'm really pitiful!
Selling a car and buying a house!
It's practically a dream!
I can still recognize this point!
I feel like a rascal, but there's no other way!
I can say that I'm useless!
It's already 4: 40!
I plan to write until 6: 00!
Let's go!
It turns out that I was talking about love!
It's not love!
It's just my wishful thinking!
It's just like this!
I keep having all kinds of dreams!
I don't know if it's real or fake!
I can't tell!
I'm already confused!
I'm still scared!
I don't know how to look for a job!
Will I meet an old classmate!
That's not good!
What should I do!
There are times in this world!
It's not that big!
It can't be like this!
How can it be like this!
Now my stomach feels uncomfortable!
I can only force myself to finish writing!
This is just the beginning!
Well, I keep feeling that I'm very strong in a certain aspect!
Actually, I couldn't believe it myself!
Too weak!
This feeling of narcissism!
It was both good and bad!
Well used!
Motivate himself!
If he didn't use it well, he could only wait to die!
They could only starve to death!
Gone!
Sigh, I'll write it later!
I'm always a little unwilling!
He had to endure it!
Damn it!
How could that be!
It can't be like this!
I need to relax!
It wasn't like they were in a hurry!
What was there to be afraid of?
Relax!
He still went!
He even took a cold shower!
So comfortable!
The feeling!
The weather was too hot!
This was stifling heat!
The air was very humid!
This was the hottest!
Air
No circulation!
It was so stuffy!
Xiao Qian!
In the end, it will become my memory!
How could this be?!
What happened to true love?
No way!
Well, I'm still far from it!
It can't be like this!
I can't bear hardships!
Some things were hard to say!
It can't be like this!
It didn't feel good!
It was unbearable!
It's good that he doesn't have the ability!
I'm just a blank piece of paper!
I'm still far from it!
Therefore!
I need to work harder!
That's it!
He suddenly didn't know what to say!
It didn't feel good!
How could it be like this!
My memory!
It's deteriorating!
I can't differentiate between dreams and reality!
This is my tragedy!
There are still many things that I don't want to face!
That's all there is to it!
It's good to be more open-minded!
I feel terrible!
It can't be like this!
Continue!
Brag!
I lack a sense of coldness!
I keep feeling that I'm very passionate!
It's not like this!
How should I put it!
It's this feeling!
It's hard to say!
When the wind blows!
I'll miss you!
When the rain falls!
I'll give you my blessings silently!
Even the air!
Saying that I love you!
It's because of my chicken sin!
Well, let's go!
It's hard to say!
I'm still far from it!
I plan to!
What do you plan to do!
You're a moron!
I'm still far from it!
Feelings are just feelings!
I also had a carefree time in those two years!
Of course, that was the final carefree time!
I feel that from when I started!
It's over!
I'm completely hopeless!
But I still have to work hard now!
I can't just sit and wait for death!
I can't do it!
I feel that I'm still far from it!
How can I!
It can't be like this!
I'm in a mess!
I don't know what to write!
At this time!
It's to train my ability!
It's a good opportunity!
It's just like this!
Well, it can't be like this!
I'm still far from it!
Sigh!
How to start!
How to end it!
Let this faint sadness!
Turn into words!
Flow into the world of the heart!
I feel!
It's very messy!
I can't sort out my thoughts!
There's a kind of fear!
There's a kind of uneasiness!
It's just like this!
How can it be like this!
It can't be like this!
It's just like this!
Well, well, I can't do it!
I'm still far from it!
My head is full of auditory hallucinations!
How can I take it!
It can't be like this!
It can't be like this!
I'm afraid of death!
I'm so confused!
This can't be solved forever!
It's so uncomfortable!
I want to cry!
I want to make a scene!
I want to hang myself!
It's not a solution!
I can only find one girlfriend!
I'll speak my mind!
But no one is interested in me!
This is a contradiction!
I can't get over it!
There are too many words!
No one says anything!
I don't have any friends!
I only need a girlfriend!
Well, I can't find one!
How can I put it!
It's just like this!
It feels bad!
This kind of emotion!
How can it be used to write a novel!
It's not pleasant at all!
I still have to adjust my mentality!
There's a great sense of uneasiness in my heart!
It's probably this feeling!
It's similar to this!
As if I've done something bad!
As if I'm afraid of being discovered!
It's similar to this feeling!
There's also that!
Let me listen to a song!
I can't listen to it!
It's also at this time!
It can also train people!
It's just like this!
It's this feeling!
I can't!
It's really not a good feeling!
Maybe I've reached a writing bottleneck!
It's only been two months!
What's going on!
No matter what!
I have to write it well!
I still have some pressure!
Last year's novel!
It's finished!
This year's novel!
I still have to persevere!
I have to persevere!
There's no motivation to write!
Motivation!
It's given to me!
I write powerlessly!
I don't know!
Why is it!
To write!
It's actually very simple!
For!
All kinds!
For happiness!
For walking towards the world of the heart!
Of course, it's like this!
It's just that I feel uneasy!
It seems that I should calm down!
Alright!
Just relax!
Otherwise, I won't be able to write a novel!
Why!
It's very simple!
Last year!
I was like this!
I stopped updating!
It's so uncomfortable!
How can it be like this!
Continue!
I can't be afraid!
I have to continue bravely!
Mm, so I'm afraid too!
This word count!
Actually, I'm afraid!
I don't have any confidence in writing!
I still have to be good at summarizing my experiences and lessons!
I have to continue writing like this!
I can't do it!
I'm still far from it!
I feel that I can't do it!
It's uncomfortable!
How can it be like this!
It's hard to say!
I'm capable!
Not enough!
And there's something wrong with my brain!
And I feel that I'm super awesome!
This is definitely!
It's like this!
My writing skills are this low!
It's enough!
A primary school student!
Can completely crush me!
So I should work hard to improve!
Of course, it's also good to be defeated!
I feel that I don't know how to improve!
How can it be like this!
I need you!
I can't write it!
I'll use my ultimate move!
I feel that I'm!
Super rascal!
Aiya!
I just like you!
How can you say that!
Let's dance together!
Let's go!
I'm changing into a short skirt!
Actually, I'm not real!
I like short skirts!
I'm just!
What did I say!
I like that feeling!
I can't do it!
The limitations in reality!
A lot!
Just like!
Someone said it!
Life is short!
There are few benefits!
There are many disadvantages!
I have the right to dominate as a person!
I can't do anything else!
It's still good!
This point!
I'm still very happy!
My heart is in a mess!
What do I want to do!
There's a surge of hot blood in my heart!
It's surging!
I want a small universe!
Explode!
It feels wrong!
How can it be!
It can't be like this!
Continue!
This!
Endless!
Endless cultivation!
Alright!
I'll write a novel!
I'll cultivate!
Life is a game!
Cultivation!
It's just like this!
I'm always in a daze!
I always feel that I'm!
Amazing!
That's wrong!
What makes you so amazing!
This is it!
I'm mentally ill!
A flaw in my character!
An inexplicable confidence!
I always feel that I'm not ordinary!
It's so uncomfortable!
How can it be like this!
I'm uncomfortable!
I'm really uncomfortable!
Some people will say that I'm lying!
Say that I'm!
And that I'm writing novels!
Writing novels!
I have to lie!
But I'm not lying too much!
Why do I say that!
What I'm saying is true!
It's not made up!
Let's go!
It has to be like this!
Yes!
There's actually no need to do it!
It's too much to say!
I'm!
Take this novel for example!
It's not important!
More importantly!
Spirit!
Substance!
That's it!
How should I put it!
It's hard to say!
It's still far from it!
I keep typing mistakes!
How can it be like this!
My heart is restless!
It's not calm anymore!
How can I write a good novel!
Write another 1,000 words!
Adjust my state of mind!
Maybe take a shower!
It's too comfortable!
And tiring too!
Only then can I write!
I can't be too energetic!
Of course, that's definitely an excuse!
A writer has to be able to do it under any circumstances!
They can all write!
Yes, it can't be done!
It's still far from it!
How should I put it!
It can't be like this!
Yes!
I'm lacking this kind of energetic writing experience!
It's probably because even my soul!
It's been cleansed once!
That's it!
I'm starting!
I'm getting restless!
I didn't realize my mistake!
I'm still!
Not mature enough!
That's it!
I'm just a kid!
Hehe!
Let's go!
Plan!
Write till!
6: 20!
This shower can't be taken casually!
I've washed away all my inspiration!
How can it be like this!
My mind is empty!
I'm in a daze!
It can't go on like this!
Ahhh!
It can't be like this!
I screamed just now!
It's really roaring!
How can I!
Continue with my writing!
Although it's my writing!
It's not meaningful!
But it's also true!
It's my writing!
I have to write it well!
I feel!
I have to write this novel well!
Otherwise, I'm sorry!
Those who helped me before!
How can you think like this!
As long as you can live well!
They!
Will be happy!
No, no!
What kind of writer is this!
I'll check!
I want to write a novel!
Don't undermine me!
Wear my golden battle suit!
Hehe!
This is a bonus to my writing ability!
If this goes on, I'll stop updating sooner or later!
I don't want it to end like this!
Could it be that I've caught a cold!
I don't know why!
I just can't write well!
It's actually my mental illness!
My specialty!
I haven't used it yet!
I'll use it!
It's amazing!
Because I'm taking medicine!
I can only write like this!
I'm still sober!
I'm writing!
Why is it!
I'll just treat it as entertainment!
Damn it!
You're undermining me again!
I don't want to write at all!
Looks like I'm really tired!
I want to give up!
I can't find the reason why I'm writing!
The reason!
I want to fight with the cancer of laziness!
Fight!
The cancer of laziness is acting up!
I can't!
I can't do this!
How can I!
Sigh!
Come on!
That's it!
Conflict!
This afternoon!
My state!
It's just not right!
My heart!
I'm back!
The state I was in many years ago!
Could it be that I've recovered from my illness!
My head doesn't hurt anymore!
I have to make good use of it!
And I lost it just like that!
My writing ability!
Sigh!
I can't complain anymore!
Of course, I still have to vomit!
I might have recovered from my illness!
My state!
I'm recovering well!
I still have to take medicine!
Take medicine!
Think of medicine!
Then I have inspiration!
Endless tears!!!
I started taking all kinds of medicine!
300 for a week!
It's so expensive!
Then I started taking Sulpiride!
I've been taking it for four years!
Now my bones are very easy!
It will ring!
It will ring when I squeeze it!
Finally!
I've found my inspiration again!
I'll continue to be mentally ill!
Looks like I'm not mentally ill!
I'm not mentally ill!
Is it possible!
Those days!
I remember them all!
It's impossible that I'm not mentally ill!
Yes, that's it!
My state is changing!
I'm too concerned about myself!
I'm mentally ill!
I don't have the right understanding!
That's why I'm not good!
It's that simple!
But there's a flaw in my character!
I can't!
It's not enough!
Let's go!
Yes, continue!
Write!
This isn't good!
How can it be like this!
It feels wrong!
Today's writing!
It's so sonorous!
This is the consequence of taking a shower. It's better not to take a shower!
My inspiration is gone!
This is an excuse!
So!
I have a flaw in my character!
Yes!
I'll have a good rest later!
I'll take an afternoon nap today!
But I slept until 4: 30!
And you're saying you're tired!
You're not human!
What will happen when you go to work in the future!
I'll work hard!
Of course!
My work ability is limited!
So is my passion!
It has to be high!
I meditated for a while!
I want to talk about life with you!
Actually, there's nothing to talk about!
It's just that!
There are many disadvantages!
There are few benefits!
There's a lot of responsibility!
Sigh!
I only want to get the good things!
All the responsibilities are put aside!
I'm not human!
I'm heartless!
I deserve to be mentally ill!
You're not mentally ill!
I don't believe it myself!
You're too irresponsible!
You've lost your social function!
That's the situation!
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