It's 8: 40 now!

I woke up a little late!

I'm lazing in bed!

How can this be!

There's a lot to say now!

Doing this!

It's not right!

It can't be like this!

Of course, I still need to work hard!

That's it!

It has to be like this!

I can't do it!

So it's just wishful thinking!

It's just me messing around!

This isn't true love!

But love is!

It started like this!

All the love!

It's just wishful thinking!

Who do I love!

How can this be!

I'm so confused!

En, today is June 25th!

Let's go!

I can't do it!

Hehe!

How can I do it!

I can't do it!

This is a sin I've committed!

I like little girls!

I can't do it!

I can only like older ones!

I'll find someone around 20 years old!

That's mine!

I'm looking forward to it!

Of course!

Age doesn't mean anything!

Everything depends on fate!

But I still need to work hard!

Depend on fate!

That's lying to myself!

Girls won't fall from the sky!

That's something that will never make me happy!

I have to work hard to fight for it!

There might not be results!

But the spirit is always there!

There's nothing bad about it!

What I need is this feeling of constantly working hard!

That's it!

How should I put it!

It's not good!

I'm also a loner!

But I still need to eat and sleep!

He was all alone!

I still need to work hard!

It's not that easy!

That's it!

I won't listen!

I won't listen!

I feel terrible!

It's really frustrating!

Sigh!

I can't stand it!

Sigh, I feel terrible!

So terrible!

How can this be!

I'm unlucky!

But!

This is life!

That's it!

Sigh, why is my life like this!

Too much!

I can only blame myself for being too weak!

That's why I said my character is flawed!

That's it!

Sigh, I'm not crazy!

Who's crazy!

I don't feel good in my heart!

I'm mainly relying on my thoughts!

I'm completely crippled by others!

That's the feeling!

I don't want to care about these things!

It's also annoying!

I'll just quietly write my novel!

This grandson!

He's not a good person!

Go away!!

How can this be!

I can't!

I hate it!

How can this be!

I feel terrible!

I can't!

This worry!

It's as strong as wine!

Drinking!

It's hurting people!

So!

I just can't take it!

I don't know how to drink!

I still need to vent my emotions!

Otherwise, sooner or later!

My mental illness will act up!

That's it!

I feel terrible!

How can this be!

It's not good!

How can this be!

I can't!

I'm just so sad!

So sad!

Don't hurt me again!

Freedom is so happy!

Together!

Singing!

People like him can only wait for death!

That's the feeling!

Damn, I hate this feeling!

How can this be!

It feels wrong!

Let's go!

The bitterness in my heart!

Who can tell!

This worry!

Makes people!

Unable to speak!

Life is too depressing!

I can't take it!

I have almost no ability!

I don't know!

How much suffering will I have to suffer!

Being raised like a dog!

Myself!

I'm just a coward!

And I have no ability!

My life is over!

I hate it!

I can only hate myself!

It's my character that's flawed!

Too weak!

I can't stand the test of life!

That's why it stopped!

It doesn't feel good!

How can this be!

This won't do!

Let's go!

I still can't have this feeling!

So terrible!

It's this feeling!

How should I put it!

It's just like this!

Terrible!

It can't be like this!

How can this be!

This is enough to explain it!

I still have to work harder!

This definitely won't do!

I'm still far from it!

My thoughts!

I've been limited!

A certain way of thinking!

I haven't had many breakthroughs!

I can't sleep well every day!

I'm being bitten by mosquitoes!

I don't feel good!

I play games occasionally!

I'm not happy!

I'm not happy!

It's just like this!

How can this be!

It feels wrong!

It can't!

I'm crying!

So terrible!

How can this be!

It can't!

Let's go!

Why do I keep typing wrong words!

This is the situation!

I lack the ability to judge!

It's just like this!

How should I put it!

It feels wrong!

My character is flawed!

A lot!

One day, two days!

It can't be changed!

Just thinking about it makes me feel terrible!

It's just like this!

How can this be!

It can't be like this!

I still have to eat!

Let's not talk about eating good food!

I have to work hard to eat and wear!

There's no free meal!

I have too many worries!

This is good!

It's not good!

There are always two sides to a matter!

This is political science!

Two sides of a matter!

Of course!

All the news reports were positive!

It's just like this!

I remember!

Someone once said!

Materialism and idealism!

It's impossible to have both!

Of course, anything is possible!

It's not impossible!

Even though!

Itself!

It's a contradiction!

And me!

Two thoughts exist at the same time!

Now, most people!

Are!

Materialism!

This is just a way of saying!

It's not that their thoughts are great!

It's just that the influence is great!

It's just like this!

What kind of society is this!

It's better!

This is a problem!

I've thought about it for so long and I still can't figure it out!

It's impossible to distribute according to needs!

A few thousand years later!

Not necessarily!

This is too idealistic!

It's never possible!

It doesn't recognize the nature of humans!

Of course!

It's good to have hope!

There are many problems with distributing according to needs!

This is a problem!

It's impossible to have such a day!

At least I won't be able to see it!

Society!

How will it change!

No one knows!

Don't think that you can do whatever you want because you have money and power!

That's not right!

Such people will be spurned by history!

We have to remember this lesson!

There are many bad people!

Not everyone!

We have to remember!

They're actually bad people!

It's not something that can be cultivated in a day or two!

Why can't I be bad!

It's mainly because I have a flaw in my character!

I can't get along with myself!

I don't want to be honest!

I want to be honest!

No choice!

This is life!

This is how it feels!

How should I put it!

It doesn't feel good!

It's uncomfortable!

It's mainly because I don't have enough awareness!

It's necessary to keep a clear head!

Yesterday's Women's World Cup!

It's still okay!

I don't know if China can do it!

Or the US national team!

Which one can win!

I don't know!

I want to play soon!

If!

Win!

There's definitely news!

It's uncomfortable now!

Let's go!

Yes!

There's still a lot to do!

I want to just lie in bed and wait for death!

This won't do!

This is the life I'm living now!

Just waiting for death!

It's not in line with the laws of nature!

It's just like this!

Just waiting for death!

It's also a state!

I have too many worries!

I can't reach it!

Who isn't just waiting for death!

Waiting for death!

Waiting for death!

And waiting for death!

These are two words!

Waiting for death depends on how you're going to survive!

Waiting for death depends on how you're going to die!

Waiting for death!

It's also good!

My dream is to stay in a mental hospital for the rest of my life!

But I don't have money!

I also want to stay in the hospital!

But I don't have money!

It's so uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

Mental illness!

It's not good!

It's actually mental illness!

They're a bunch of old men!

They stand at the window in a daze every day!

I've been like this several times when I went to get medicine!

How should I put it!

It's just like this!

It's just their meals!

It's still okay!

If it's possible!

I still want to go in!

I think it's not bad!

But it's also good to be outside!

What do I want to eat!

What do I want to eat!

I don't want to be beaten by others!

I'd rather die!

For the sake of this glutton's mouth!

We have to make a lot of sacrifices!

Why is everyone else's income in the tens of thousands!

And me!

I don't even have a fraction!

I can't take it easy!

How can it be like this!

It can't be like this!

How can it be like this!

It can't be like this!

However!

The burden is heavy with more money!

It's better to have no money!

No money!

The burden is heavier!

Of course!

This is life!

Life is full of challenges!

I can't help it!

I'm sad!

How can it be like this!

It can't be like this!

I hate this feeling!

It can't be like this!

Continue!

Talk about it!

This money!

I have something to say!

But I don't want to say it!

This is a problem!

It's not something that I'm going to talk about!

If you want to know, learn it yourself!

It seems like I'm the stupid one!

A guy with no future!

You don't have to say anymore!

Look at that person who's weaker than you!

Sigh, I'm the weakest person in the world!

That's enough!

Are you satisfied now?

My soul is rotting!

Don't be like this, okay!

I beg you!

Don't be like this!

It can't be like this!

I don't even care about myself!

I don't recognize anyone!

Tell me, who else should I recognize!

That's hard to say!

I used to like to eat a type of cake!

First, prepare a pot of oil!

Flour paste!

Use a spoon to put a layer of paste!

Then pour it out!

Leave a layer!

Then put it in the pot of oil!

Then I won't say anymore!

This is!

Usually, I use white radish!

I can add eggs!

There are even prawns in it!

It's really delicious!

I can't forget!

The school's fried rice cake!

And glutinous rice!

That's the taste of youth!

And fried noodles!

And fried fine powder!

That taste!

It's ridiculously good!

I still want to eat it after eating it!

From then on!

I've never eaten it again!

Glutinous rice and fried rice cake!

I can't taste that either!

Fried rice cake!

Sha Gao's fried rice cake!

It's also full of memories!

Glutinous rice is also very good!

Ningbo!

There's rice cake!

And fried fine powder!

3 yuan per serving!

I eat it often!

I only buy it for breakfast!

It's a pity that I can't eat it anymore!

Fast food restaurant!

It's not that good!

It's not delicious!

I used to work!

I ate fried noodles!

It's 10 yuan per serving!

It's so expensive!

And my expenses in the future will be even higher!

How should I put it!

To be specific!

It's rare for us to have working meals here!

However!

The expenses in a month are too high!

Hehe!

It can't be like this!

However!

I like to eat in turns!

That's enough!

You're still pretending to be rich when you don't have money!

Eat one meal!

There's no next meal!

No way!

I still have to buy an electric rice cooker!

Induction cooker!

Otherwise, I can't cook for myself!

This can be my monthly living expenses!

Uncomfortable!

The cost is very high!

I won't be independent anymore!

I can only wait for death!

It's hard to even eat shit!

I'm too dependent!

I'm not going to change!

I'm completely done for!

I don't want to be a salesperson anymore!

Damn it!

You dare to call yourself a salesperson!

Fish seller!

You're the same!

Arrogant!

Enough!

Do you want to be like this!

If you say it like this!

Then it's meaningless!

Little security guard!

I still want to be the richest man in China!

Isn't that good?

I'll be the richest man in China!

Or become a writer!

That's very motivating!

Little security guard ~ Brother Fish seller!

I can also be a writer!

Be a writer!

Just thinking about it is very motivating!

So!

I still have to work hard to become a writer!

This is very motivating!

Just thinking about it makes my blood boil!

Wow, I'm so happy!

I'm intoxicated by myself again!

I'm daydreaming!

Be realistic!

I have to take care of my own food and clothing first!

Besides!

I'm not that kind of person!

I don't want to be a mere formality!

I have to go deeper!

Not only do I have to know how to write!

I have to be a good person!

A writer!

It's not about writing!

It's about his spirit!

Who doesn't know how to write!

Seriously!

It's just like writing!

Of course, this is a little different!

I can't do it!

I'm a bad person!

Why do I say that!

Because I'm lazy and gluttonous!

I'm lazy and hate work!

My thinking is rotten!

This is my bad!

I have to admit it!

Of course!

This problem is going deeper!

It's bone marrow!