It began!

My hands hurt!

Like!

Crushing nature!

Broken bones!

Both hands!

Just a squeeze and it will crack!

I must have taken too much medicine!

I don't feel good!

What are your plans!

Of course, I'm talking to myself!

Of course, I'm looking for a job!

And then!

Looking for a girlfriend!

I feel like I'm evil!

I'm indulging myself again!

This isn't good!

How can it be like this!

This can't be!

My mind is still very blank!

It's almost 4 PM!

15 minutes left!

I have to write until 5: 20!

Looks like my writing time is up!

It's still quite long!

I have superpowers too!

My bones will crack!

What a proud feeling!

Of course, this is definitely the effect of the medicine!

Sigh, so this is superpowers!

I have it too!

Daze!

I want to daze!

Write to my heart's content!

Keep writing!

Together!

Dance!

Don't rely on me!

Don't wait!

This is just wishful thinking!

Cruel love!

I'll find out!

In your heart!

I'm just a!

A scarecrow!

You're always talking about me!

Thinking too much!

Thinking about torture!

Thinking about it!

Burning!

Not daring to find out!

Waiting!

You can't give!

My love!

You can only intensify it!

My wishful thinking!

Same!

I'm thinking too much!

Thinking about torture!

Thinking about it!

Great!

You don't have it at all!

You care about me!

Just feeling!

I'm just a patient!

My love is strong!

I won't give up!

Of course, time will defeat me!

My love is deep!

But you're so mean!

Don't treat me like this!

I can't take it!

Can you love me just once!

Even if you're lying to me!

Let me!

Live well!

You know!

I love you!

I'm just like this!

Let go!

My feelings for you!

Being devoured bit by bit!

Being tortured!

Dodging!

Can't escape!

Time has given me relief!

I love you!

Can you!

Don't treat me so heartlessly!

I just want to be with you!

And I don't even have a chance!

I'm so sad!

But!

I can't stand this barrier!

I can't!

I can't love like this!

Pain!

Alright!

Who do you think you are!

I can't stop like this!

I want to leave just like this!

You're in my heart!

There's nothing I can't do!

I don't love you!

That's absolutely impossible!

I'll go slow!

Calm!

Calm!

These thoughts!

Just like this!

Dance together!

High together!

I want to be with you!

Dark!

No way!

I can't help it!

Hehe!

It can't be like this!

We have to be together!

Together!

Together and never separate!

Why does this chapter feel so sad!

It feels wrong!

It can't be like this!

You're so great!

I!

No way!

What does it have to do with you!

Who do you think you are!

It can't be like this!

Everyone does their own thing!

I'm not talking to you!

My writing progress now!

It's full!

It's the feeling of being intoxicated by myself!

It's like I'm drunk!

My mind is completely empty!

It can't be like this!

It doesn't feel good!

It can't be like this!

En, continue!

Tomorrow is the 25th!

If it doesn't rain!

My house!

Even if it's preliminary completion!

There's still no water and electricity!

It'll be fine as long as there's water and electricity!

En, that's it!

Damn!

I've been looking for games to play recently!

Good games now!

They're getting fewer and fewer!

Not good!

Especially the word games are getting fewer and fewer!

I don't know when!

There will be new ones!

I'm looking forward to it!

I don't know how to do it myself!

I don't want to pay for it!

That's the situation!

That's it!

How should I put it!

I can't bear to spend money!

Games are just like that!

There's no point in doing it!

I still like to play!

Of course!

I can't do it!

There's still a long way to go!

That's not good!

It can't be like this!

How can it!

It can't be like this!

Damn!

I don't know too much!

There might be something!

I won't do it for the rest of my life!

That's it!

There's still 2,300 words left!

That's all I've written!

En, all the best!

My feelings for Xiao Qian have finally faded!

This can be considered a release!

Love is poisonous!

I'm not suitable!

Especially when others don't love me!

How can it be like this!

I'm pure!

I feel like I'm retarded!

The world is so big!

How would I know you're there!

I'm just an ordinary person!

That's it!

I'm nothing special!

And I'm!

Lacking a little!

Don't use lacking as a standard!

That's not right!

You have to look up to the good!

En!

That's right!

That's right!

How should I put it!

I know you love me!

I definitely know that!

I love you!

Kid!

I love you!

I'll love you forever!

Hehe!

Can you stop teasing me?

I know you don't exist!

You're trash!

I can see that!

You're a silly dog!

I'm a silly dog!

Hehe!

Sister came out after changing into her dress!

So I came to see you!

The actions I did!

You definitely can't do it!

Let's go!

I feel like there's something wrong with my brain!

I think so too!

'Really?'

I don't think so!

That's right!

You love me so much!

How about it!

I won't let anything happen to your brain!

As long as you treat me well!

Anything is fine!

I feel like I'm not human!

Towards someone who doesn't exist!

Actually, the person I love is myself!

To love others, first!

To love myself!

Why am I crazy!

It's because I don't love myself anymore!

I've given up on myself!

So I have to start loving myself!

I love you!

I love you, Brother Jian!

Hug!

Hehe!

Let's go!

The person who loves you the most is me!

How can you bear to make me sad!

The person I love is you!

When I despise myself!

It's the saddest time!

I feel like my bones are smelly!

I'm being targeted by the whole world!

It's mainly because I'm targeting myself!

Actually, it's not like that at all!

Who has the time to target you!

It can't work!

You're still far from it!

It can't work!

I remember I loved you!

Whoa whoa!

I sing!

Why am I crazy!

It's mainly because I hate myself!

First!

We have to be ourselves!

We have to make ourselves like ourselves!

Of course, when we say that!

I'm a little disgusted with myself!

Of course!

I have the right to say that!

I have the right to speak!

I have to make myself like myself!

Not despise myself!

Crazy!

It'll be much better!

Although sometimes!

When the illness comes, it can't be controlled!

But it'll get better!

What is an illness!

It's when even you hate yourself!

It's an illness that makes you despise yourself!

I always feel that the handwriting is not good!

So I have to keep working hard!

Although my spirit!

The illness may not be cured!

As long as I can eat and sleep!

Start a family!

Everything else doesn't matter!

I even intend to recover from the illness!

To become the richest man in China!

But what's the use of that!

Is it possible?

That's why some things are brainwashing!

I have to be more open-minded!

Crazy!

Naturally, it'll be much better!

The idea that they give us is!

We're ugly!

I'm always doubting myself!

Actually, this is also possible!

It's useless to give up!

It'll only make me uglier!

Might as well live well!

Being alive is beautiful!

Although!

I'm still conflicted!

First!

I have to understand myself!

So!

I always want to understand some principle!

Actually, I don't even understand myself!

This is a problem!

Fundamental thinking has to start from myself!

Although!

I despise myself!

But!

I still have to work hard!

It's like this!

I should know myself!

I always feel that I!

Should be a great person!

Actually, the masses are great!

Labor is glorious!

The more I think about it, the more I feel ugly!

I don't want to live like this!

I hate myself!

Of course, humans die for wealth and birds die for food!

It's like this!

My ability is limited!

I can't be a great person!

And I!

I just can't accept it!

A great person!

Not like me!

A great person!

I should have my own principles!

Actually, everyone is great!

The masses are the truly great ones!

There's something wrong with my thinking!

It can't be like this!

It can't be like this!

I feel!

I lack experience!

I have to adjust my state!

Actually, the person I hate the most is myself!

It's like this!

How can it be like this!

It doesn't feel good!

First, I have to adjust my state!

It's like this!

Start sprinting!

Life is short!

I still have to relax!

Should I be a great person or not!

It's okay!

I don't know anyway!

I'm already dead!

Being a great person is useless!

Of course, my thinking will be criticized!

It'll be flattering!

It's like this!

Who do you think you are!

Feeling!

You can't do it!

Far from it!

Let's go!

There's still a thousand words!

I think about these things every day!

I feel that I'm still stuck in my thinking!

I lack the spirit of doing something!

It's this feeling!

How can it be like this!

I want to find a job!

I feel that jobs are all the same!

Isn't it just making a living!

It's like this!

I'm still far from it!

I'm too negative!

I just want to live well!

I live a simple life!

It's not that complicated!

I just eat and sleep every day!

Of course, it's complicated sometimes!

It's like this!

How should I put it!

Society is very simple!

It's people who are complicated!

Can I be simpler?

Simple and happy!

Of course, it needs to be deep!

I can't do it!

Write another thousand words!

For myself!

25 minutes!

Work hard to write well!

Come on!

It can't be like this!

It's far from it!

How can I do this!

I can't!

I feel terrible!

I have nothing!

What should I do!

Will I starve to death!

I don't know!

There are plenty of people who starve to death!

This world isn't peaceful!

I'll either starve to death!

Or die of poverty!

Or get beaten to death!

It's like this!

I'll die no matter how I die!

I'll die sooner or later!

Think about it!

Yes, let's go!

Let's eat buns together!

I feel like I can't do it!

I'm far from it!

It's this feeling!

I can't do it!

You brat!

Work hard!

Of course!

Otherwise, I'll starve to death!

I have this feeling!

I don't count on it!

Who will save me!

Is this the time!

Something has to happen!

According to the novel!

There should be some fortuitous encounter!

But it's been so many years!

Of course there isn't!

Writing a novel!

It's also considered a fortuitous encounter!

Only then will I feel better!

Otherwise, I really can't take it!

I really have to do it!

I'll scold those who write novels!

I have to work hard!

Haha!

Let's go!

Continue!

There's still 700 words!

I have to write it quickly!

There's nothing wrong with writing this way!

First, I have to like it!

Although there's not much to read!

And it's viewability!

It's actually a novel!

It's just like that!

Make up a different life for you!

Of course, I'm writing a real life story!

There are people who write like that too!

I'll just casually pick one!

They're all better than me!

I've read books all these years!

None of them are worse than me!

I'm only interested in newcomers!

Sigh, how can I do that!

I can't do it!

So I have to work harder!

I just lack writing training!

Of course, there's no training!

It varies from person to person!

Anyway!

Writers can't be mass-produced!

I'm still independent!

I hope someone can help me promote my novel!

Of course, it's good that no one reads it!

It's easy to write!

It's good no matter what!

Writing a novel!

There's no need to show it to others!

I'm doing it for myself!

Of course, it's very contradictory!

I also want to become famous overnight!

But I lack experience!

I have to accumulate more experience!

If I write like that!

It's not good!

I might not be able to write a novel in my lifetime!

Of course, I have no regrets!

It's good that I'm used as a negative example!

I can't write for too long!

There's a limit to motivation!

I heard from others!

Once I get my remuneration!

The nature of it changes!

I'm still afraid!

Of course, money is a thing!

I have such an ability!

I can change a person!

No matter who it is!

I can change them!

And I'm no exception!

Let's go!

Last!

300 words!

I'll upload it later!

I still have to go to reform!

I still have to work!

That's it!

How can I!

I can't!

I can't!

My third novel!

How can I say it!

It's tiring to write!

I can't take it at all!

I lack a lot of inspiration!

Feeling!

I'm almost sucked dry!

Sigh, fortunately, I occasionally have a relapse!

I can find a lot of inspiration!

Yep, that's it!

I'll go!

I'll talk about it tomorrow!

Yep!

This afternoon!

I'll still be busy!

Sigh!

I'm too stupid and naive!

That's it!

I can't!

I can't!

It doesn't feel good!

I can't!

There's still 100 words!