Yes!

I started walking!

Playing games!

I also had my opportunities!

I made many calls!

In the end, there was no result!

Sigh, I feel terrible!

I'm just full!

I have nothing to do!

I've spent my best time!

I've left it all to the game!

What exactly did I get!

It's just a mental illness!

I'm still playing games!

This feeling of being lost and not knowing how to turn back!

It also makes me want to cry!

My fingers hurt!

My right middle finger hurts terribly!

It's raining today!

It's been raining for several days!

That's enough!

This morning!

There's even thunder!

My phone has to be switched off because of this!

Yes!

It's hard to say!

It can't be like this!

I'm still far from it!

Yes, let's continue!

Today is the 27th!

Looks like the house is completed!

It still needs some time!

I can feel it!

Because it's raining!

It can't be completed!

Sigh, this weather!

Seriously!

I bought so many ingredients!

That's it!

It can't work!

It'll definitely spoil!

Xiao Qian!

I saved a picture of her in my phone!

And it's even cached!

It's really beautiful!

I don't know why she's so happy!

I'm just so sad!

I'm expressionless in the picture!

Why is it like this!

It's mainly because there's nothing to be happy about!

I've been smiling the whole time!

It's just taking pictures!

No way!

I've taken pictures!

Phobia!

I haven't taken many pictures yet!

I've taken full-body pictures!

And it was when I was in junior high!

At least seven years!

This time!

Span!

It's enough!

I keep having an illusion!

I keep thinking that!

That a beautiful girl will like me!

But that's just an illusion!

I often fantasize!

With the person I like!

Happy days together!

Looking at it now!

That's impossible!

I thought someone liked me!

In the end, no one did!

I really can't take it!

Actually, it's always like this!

I'm just a little handsome!

There's nothing else!

Of course!

It's just me!

I think I'm handsome!

Well, how should I put it!

No matter what!

No girl has ever liked me!

It's mainly me!

How should I put it!

When it came to relationships!

It's very complicated!

It's definitely not easy to explain in a few words!

I hope I can meet her in the future!

Although the chances are getting fewer and fewer!

But I still have to work!

I can't give up hope!

My love!

!

Of course!

Some people say I'm!

They say I'm naive!

I don't think so!

What I think is my own business!

It has nothing to do with anyone else!

Maybe it's just wishful thinking!

But!

I hope!

I can also meet a wishful person like her!

I can only blame myself!

Immature!

Why!

Put it this way!

Responsibility is also very important!

I have to take responsibility for this!

This is not puppy love!

Of course, I'm already past puppy love!

I'm already 22!

Do you think it's still early?

I haven't experienced any pain!

Haven't I been tortured enough?

The person I love doesn't love me!

What kind of feeling is this!

Only the person I love!

Only then will I understand!

It's very uncomfortable!

I still have to have hope!

Although the hope is very slim!

But work hard!

Persevere!

I still have to have some!

Girls are a scarce resource now!

It can't be like this!

It's easy to get!

I might be destined!

To be single for life!

What did I do wrong!

Sigh!

My little salary!

It's not enough for me!

Don't talk about supporting a family!

But I will cherish whoever marries me!

Maybe it's not someone I like!

That's also possible!

It's not good if it's not someone I like!

What if she's very good to me!

That's a different story!

But!

Such a girl!

Is getting fewer and fewer!

I might not meet her!

Girls these days!

I don't know what they're like!

I don't understand!

The main thing is this!

I feel that I can't do it!

Sigh!

A good girl!

It's my turn!

Just think about it!

I don't have anything I want!

I can say that I have nothing!

And I'm a mental patient!

Girls have to be chosen well!

And me!

Naturally, I'm not good enough!

I can't do it in terms of ability!

But as a person!

I can't do it either!

My character is problematic!

This point!

I know my limits!

I still have it!

I'm like this!

It's destined that no girl will fancy me!

Those who will fancy me!

I'll definitely treat her well!

That's it!

It has to be like this!

At least!

How should I put it!

Of course, this is an ideal thing!

I don't know if I can meet her!

I don't know!

Sigh!

Chance is such a thing!

I don't believe it!

What era is it now!

No!

There are very few girls!

I've lost contact!

Maybe I don't even have a spare tire!

I can't do it!

I'm too honest!

I know my conditions aren't good!

Marriage is also harmful!

Can't I pretend to be rich?

I can't!

I don't want to pretend!

I don't know how to pretend!

I feel bad for myself!

I'm also conflicted!

How should I put it!

My honesty is relative!

In some aspects!

I'm not honest either!

First of all!

I have to recognize my mistakes!

I don't think I can change!

Why do I say that!

I want to change!

It's not just a day or two!

I can't change!

Don't think!

Change!

I'm not me!

You're not you!

How can that be!

Who else!

En, continue!

Let's go!

Girls!

I've said too much!

It's also a headache!

Of course!

I can't say that!

Girls!

Are good!

I feel that I can't take it!

I have a feeling!

That feeling!

Continue!

My relationship history!

It's still blank!

At most, it's wishful thinking!

This is the feeling!

A new version of a certain browser!

It's not good to upload a novel!

It's good to open it!

It's the same as downloading a good book!

The old version can be swiped!

The old version is still better!

This is the feeling!

And!

2,000 words!

After segmenting!

Continue writing!

There's no bitterness!

I can't write a novel!

I can't write if I don't want to express my feelings!

I'm thinking!

A question!

Girls!

What do they like!

What kind of man will they fall in love with!

Who will they marry!

You don't have to think about it!

It won't be me!

I know this!

I can still feel it!

There's still a possibility that they like me!

But!

It's just my illusion!

That might be it!

Since my first novel!

Until now!

My female lead!

I've changed!

A few rounds!

It's not that I'm not loyal!

No one wants to be my girlfriend!

Why can't I look for her!

But!

I've liked the person for the longest time!

She even has a child now!

She's my goddess!

I still remember!

But she's not the first girl I liked!

It's the second!

I met the first one in Wenzhou!

She's a girl who knows how to dance!

Sigh!

Can there be one in life!

So much worry!

So uncomfortable!

This is my first time!

I have the feeling of liking her!

I'm grateful to her for letting me understand what love is!

I like her!

Otherwise, why would I always dance!

I was in third grade then!

I studied for a semester!

I came back!

I studied at Yongtai!

That primary school graduation photo!

It's already been taken by me!

It's been fed to the dogs!

Speaking of graduation photos!

My junior high school graduation photos!

They're also fed to the dogs!

But I still remember!

These people!

They don't have high school graduation photos!

Because I didn't graduate!

Sigh!

Life!

How can it be so tragic!

Primary school!

My girl!

I'll never forget it!

I'll remember it in my heart!

The first girl I liked!

Without any help!

From any literary works!

That's!

Love from the bottom of my heart!

Contact! * * * *!

It's still very early!

It completely changed my life!

It brought destruction!

I don't even know how to hate someone!

This is really not good!

My character flaw!

Maybe at that time!

It deepened!

So!

It's still necessary to crack down on pornography!

Let's talk about my primary school classmates!

Brother Qiang!

Those are the ones who are doing better!

As for me!

I haven't solved my hunger!

I won't talk about the rest!

There are too many memories!

I still remember them!

There's a junior high school classmate named Zhang Jie!

This guy!

And that!

He's called Wang or something!

The one who's taller than me!

I don't think it'll work!

What about it!

This can be glossed over!

These guys are in puppy love!

Inspirational!

I still have to talk about me!

I don't think it'll work!

Compare!

Work hard!

I can't fall in love!

Only Chen Xiaoqing!

I heard that!

She and Brother Rong Fang!

I know her!

I'm the muddle-headed type!

Fortunately!

My consciousness!

It was retained!

It appeared too late!

Otherwise, I would have gone astray!

Actually, I'm just too naive and silly!

If I were to!

Have consciousness!

No one is my match!

In reality, everyone is my opponent!

Brother Fang!

My personality is very similar to his!

I'm most likely imitating him!

However!

Of course, it's impossible to completely imitate him!

This guy!

He's been working for seven years!

Me!

I'm still far from him!

Me!

I've only worked for about a year!

Well!

It's hard to say!

As long as it's a female classmate!

A guy!

I won't talk about it!

Wang Dan's home now!

I can find it!

There!

I have a very deep memory!

Where did I go for remedial classes!

Maybe now!

I don't know what I'm doing!

If I'm good at writing novels!

Maybe!

I can still meet her!

Actually!

I don't like her!

I don't think there's anyone you like!

Liang Yi!

Not bad!

What is she doing now?

Sigh!

Fortunately!

The so-called geniuses are just a few years earlier than others!

This sentence!

I agree with it!

I'm still alright!

Consciousness!

There's plenty of time!

But I'm already past my school days!

I'm also a little annoyed!

If!

I can have consciousness earlier!

That's good!

It's useless to say all these!

In the end!

I'm still an ordinary person!

I've experienced so many regrets!

That's why I'm a writer today!

At that time!

Possible!

I don't have consciousness like that!

That's it!

I've continued on!

Of course, at least this is good!

Consciousness!

It's a good thing!

It doesn't matter if it's sooner or later!

My personality is flawed!

This has something to do with my mental illness!

Learning is IQ!

It won't be of much use!

I still have to learn more!

I can't learn!

I don't know what's going on in my head!

Possible!

That's it!

I don't have consciousness!

It can only mean!

Based on my experience!

Any random person!

They're more conscious than me!

If I'm not mentally ill!

I have this bit of consciousness!

It's very weak!

Compared to normal people!

I'm still far from it!

If it's not like that!

I can't write novels either!

Most of my time!

I'm still muddle-headed!

It's the same now!

It's hard to say!

Junior high school female classmates!

Talk about development!

I can't say!

Someone who can write novels like me!

Definitely not a lot!

I'm a little narcissistic!

I can write well!

But I can't!

My essay!

I've never been able to write better than others!

Novels!

People say that I'm writing an essay style novel!

I feel that!

I'm writing prose!

It's also considered a diary!

If everyone writes about the same!

There's nothing to write about!

Write something different!

Actually, it's nothing!

It's nothing!

In the past!

I even played slot machines!

Now you give me money!

You want me to play!

I don't even play!

I'm really at a disadvantage!

Only then can I learn!

Sigh!

My life is ruined just like that!

I don't have so much experience!

I can't write novels!

Actually!

How to say it!

I feel like I'm writing novels!

There's no technique!

It's just words!

I'm still very talented!

Let's go!

I woke up late today!

I only woke up at 9.30 am!

Well, that's not good!

Continue!

Well!

Continue!

Today!

Talk about it!

I'm very touched by all of these!

Actually, I'm an adult undergraduate student!

It's also considered a good ending!

I've gone through some twists and turns!

I've also gained some awareness!

Although I'm mentally ill!

But!

Awareness!

It's nothing more than!

Worsening my condition!

It's not as good as!

I don't know anything!

I'm a calculator!

A mentally ill person with knowledge!

I have a lot of tasks!

Of course!

I think so!

There's no me!

My ward mates all have the same life!

There's no difference!

Actually!

I'm not doing well either!

I'm writing this novel!

There are many motives!

First, I'm not resigned to it!

I want to stand out!

Of course, I'm also very conflicted!

I'm a very conflicted person!

I want to continue writing my novel!

My first novel!

Actually!

This is the first novel!

This is actually the same as the first novel!

There's not much difference!

It's all the same!

There's too much pressure!

I've given up!

I'm writing under my real name!

There's no first novel!

And the second novel!

It's actually the first novel!

This is just a continuation of the novel a year later!

Time passes very quickly!

I can only write novels!

I'm like this!

Writing!

I can get full attendance!

Of course, it's not easy to earn money!

I have to sign a contract!

Publish it!

My ability!

Almost none!

I'm just talking!

I'm just writing like I'm chatting with someone!

I'll write another 300 words!

I might be writing repetitions!

The first novel!

There's an overlap!

I feel like I've said it before!

Actually, it's nothing!

I'll say it a few more times!

It's also good!

I have an impression!

I've written like this before!

Liang Yi!

It's all tears if I say too much!

Liang Yi!

I still remember her!

I'll give myself ten years!

Actually, I'm already unconscious!

It's over!

Seven years!

I remember!

2019!

At that time!

What will it be like!

Perhaps!

No one will remember a mentally ill person like me!

I'm!

Class 1!

09 or 06!

I don't know the name!

I'm from 09!

I graduated!