The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 118

En, continue!

It's 3: 30 now!

I feel very uncomfortable!

I have nothing!

I'm covered in mud!

I don't feel very good!

Memories are memories after all!

It doesn't mean anything!

I have to admit this!

It's just like this!

I'm still far from it!

I'm just bored!

No one cares about me!

No one will like me!

I can feel it!

I can't do this!

Of course, it's not a big deal!

It's not that I can't get married!

I'll die!

I can live no matter what!

Of course, I'm too negative!

I feel like I'm having a relapse!

Not too good!

I'm very depressed!

I can't do this!

I'm still far from it!

En, continue!

Let's go!

That's how it should be!

En!

Definitely!

En!

I'm still far from it!

Haha!

Continue!

Okay!

Damn!

I could have gotten married to a girl!

In the end, it fell through!

There's a story behind this!

It's a long story!

And now, I don't even know who she is!

Don't you think it's strange?

This is all!

A scandal!

It's not even mine!

There's nothing to say!

I feel that I'm too weak!

I suddenly have a feeling!

I can't continue writing!

My head hurts!

How can this be!

I can't do this!

En, continue!

I feel too far away!

Today is the 27th!

Saturday!

I plan to write until 5 PM!

Write!

So long!

That's enough!

There's still enough time!

I feel like I'm not human!

I'm not human!

I can't do this!

It's so uncomfortable!

En!

Now!

These few days, every day!

It's raining!

The house is still under construction!

Continue!

Maybe!

It's still early!

I have to wait until!

July 5th!

Left and right!

I have a feeling!

As soon as possible!

I have to wait until it stops raining!

The house is very messy!

There's a lot of mud!

I have to clean it when I have the chance!

I'm also quite lazy!

Other than sleeping!

I'm writing novels!

I've had enough!

Life problems!

I have to pay attention!

Now, the house!

It's very messy!

It's done!

It's done!

When it's done!

I'll clean it!

This is the plan!

It's not done yet!

From!

At that time!

I'll write one chapter a day!

It's stable now!

Two chapters a day!

There's still a breakthrough!

It's still worth it!

I'm happy!

Continue!

Now!

When!

A special day!

I have to work hard!

That's it!

I have to work hard!

Otherwise, I'll be far away!

Continue!

Write!

Three more days!

Only two months left!

It's worth it!

I'm happy!

Of course!

That's true!

I have concerns!

I don't know what I can write!

When!

Write novels!

Although it's nothing!

Great ability!

It's still considered an ability!

I can't brag!

I can't brag!

I can't even believe it myself!

At most, I'll say that I'm very handsome!

And then I'll say that I'm a little amazing!

Then what else do you want!

I've had enough!

Time!

This month!

Three more days!

I hope!

I can complete it by the end of the month!

Continue!

I can't do this!

Sigh!

It's so uncomfortable!

This is a form of torture for me!

Xiao Qian!

It's good!

And we!

Can't be together!

How can it be like this!

Of course!

I can't take this lying down!

I can't take this lying down!

I can't do anything about it!

I can't do anything about it!

I can't do anything about it!

I don't even know where her house is!

Why am I doing so poorly!

This means that!

That!

I'm not good at socializing!

I only know!

Her approximate location!

I can't find her even after searching!

So sad!

I don't feel good about it!

Of course, I have to continue writing!

The atmosphere there isn't good!

They're all gamblers!

Yes!

That's it!

It's so uncomfortable!

Continue!

Yes!

Let's go!

I like Xiao Qian!

You're really intermittent!

Flare up!

Xiao Qian again!

Xiao Qian!

It's really good!

I don't want to miss her!

In the end!

I still missed her!

It's the person I love!

She doesn't love me!

It's so uncomfortable!

And I can't give up!

Sigh!

I'm really guilty!

What's the matter!

Why did I have to meet her!

I don't want to transmigrate!

Because I can't change anything!

I'm still a good-for-nothing!

I have nothing!

No matter!

How can I transmigrate!

I'm destined to be poor my whole life!

Why!

Because I hate the rich!

Towards the rich!

Some!

People!

Still have to bow down!

And!

2,500 words!

Continue!

Today!

Yes!

27th!

Maybe it's my birthday soon!

When is my birthday!

I don't know!

There's a story behind it!

It's a long story!

Anyway, it's my birthday!

It's July!

Lunar calendar!

Seems like!

At that time!

It's the middle of July!

In the past!

Not the current name!

The previous one was a smurf!

Xiao Jian!

Later!

I'm called Brother Jian!

Damn!

Me too!

Someone with a story!

My child will be like this in the future!

I'll give him a nickname!

Can't I do it now!

Primary school student!

I need an ID card!

I have two names!

One is Xiao Jian!

The other is Jian!

It feels like it's an upgrade!

Could it be!

Called!

All kinds of Jian!

Finally!

That's it!

My name is still okay!

It's not too much!

I'm used to it!

I'm sorry about the past!

Saying my name!

It's too unpleasant!

What!

Xiao Jian!

But using this name!

Good!

Give me!

My real name!

It's a good cover!

I'm Brother Jian!

My junior high school classmates might not even recognize me!

My name is Xiao Jian!

This Xiao Jian!

My name!

I really can't accept it!

Fortunately!

My name is!

Brother Jian!

This name!

I like it!

It's very useful!

Since then, I've had it!

Pride!

There aren't many people who know me!

I'm of the opposite sex!

Friends!

Not a single one!

They don't really care about me!

Maybe I'm too enthusiastic!

I met her the moment I met her!

Goddess and the like!

I like you!

That's what I often say!

I feel that my head is always hot!

However!

There's nothing bad about it!

Young people are all like that!

Perhaps!

But I still have to be careful!

Otherwise, it's easy!

Mistakes!

It would harm his entire life!

Alright!

I can talk about my memories now!

When I was in junior high school!

I liked it the most!

No!

It's about the same!

Anyway, I liked what I should like!

I liked what I shouldn't like!

I didn't do much in class!

I was mainly thinking!

Girls!

That was also my life's failure!

I remember it clearly!

I was thinking about a certain girl!

That's enough!

Later!

I worked hard in my studies!

Later, I still did it!

I was defeated!

I still couldn't resist the temptation!

I fell in love!

A female teacher!

With a female classmate!

I shouldn't have done that!

How could I do that!

Later, I went crazy!

Crazy!

It's nothing!

It's just a low-level craziness!

It's not deep enough!

I can only blame myself for not grasping it well!

Otherwise!

I can definitely fall in love with someone!

But I didn't!

There's no point in saying more!

I'm not crazy!

I'm crazy!

I don't feel anything!

Yes!

That's the main point of my life!

Speaking of which!

It's very tasteless!

But I think it's very exciting!

I should write it out!

Let everyone share it!

Some girls!

I don't dare to confess!

Damn!

There are also girls you don't dare to confess!

Sigh!

Even!

Xiaoyao!

You dare to confess!

Who else!

You don't dare to!

You rascal!

You're too much of a scumbag!

Fortunately!

My high school career!

Added up!

None!

Three years!

Actually, it's about the same!

It's also considered rich!

I did it once!

During class!

To the math teacher!

Confession!

My original words are pretty girls!

I like you!

Damn!

Just thinking about it is enough!

I really can't control myself!

I can't control my emotions!

This is bound to happen!

It's going to be my most important work!

This is my first confession!

It's very impactful!

Actually!

I thought she was single!

This is obviously a novel!

I've read too much!

I thought we could be together!

But!

In the end!

It's naturally cruel!

Hehe!

What kind of school is this!

There's a weirdo like me!

It's over!

These guys!

They've all graduated!

Very few people know about these things!

They might have already forgotten about me!

Sigh! Life!

That's it!

Damn!

Can it be more tragic?

Terrible!

Why did things turn out like this!

But I'm still quite brave!

Us!

Prodigal!

To woo the goddess!

This little bit of shame!

I still have to have some!

I can only say that!

I'm not brave enough!

In the end!

That's in the long run!

I like the bravery!

I can't just confess so casually!

It's explosive!

Sigh!

How can that be!

It can only mean that I'm not mature enough!

But this spirit!

It's still worth affirming!

I like my previous math teacher!

Is it the previous one?

That's enough!

Kid, you should watch less porn!

Like this!

It's much better!

I feel like I'm the heartless type!

Of course, I have to confess!

I have to pay attention to the timing!

I can only say that!

I'm not enough!

I'm still far from it!

I still have a long way to go!

There are many pretty girls in school!

That's for sure!

But I can't go back anymore!

Damn!

So sad!

If I had known earlier!

I wouldn't have come out!

It's too late to regret!

Sigh!

Terrible!

It's good to be in school too!

Sigh!

I just can't think it through!

In the end, she left!

Sigh!

My younger sister!

But after coming out into society!

Sigh, there are so few girls!

It's no longer an era where I can pick any girl I want!

I can woo whoever I want!

I can woo teachers too!

So terrible!

I came to this realization a little late!

I'm on the right track!

I came to school late!

At that time!

I was focused on my studies!

I didn't have time to think about this!

What I said!

It's too much!

At that time!

The market is sick!

I really can't stand it!

Why did it turn out like this!

Damn!

As long as I work hard!

A good girl!

There's still a chance!

Why do you have to find a good one!

Just find a suitable one!

I'm not that good myself!

Of course, I'm not!

I can't accept it!

I still have to find a good one!

It doesn't matter if I have money or not!

It must be beautiful!

It must be!

Support me!

Of course, this kind of girl!

Only the other me can do it!

My split self!

My own self!

I have to criticize myself!

Let alone others!

Those who say good things about you are other people's wives!

If they say you can't do it!

It's possible!

To be your wife!

Then there are too many people who want to be my wife!

Those who say good things about me!

There's Mengling!

There's Xiaolin!

Let's not talk about the others!

They don't even treat me as a human!

They have no dignity!

Terrible!

Sigh!

Continue!

I don't treat myself as a human either!

I have to keep a low profile!

Besides, I can't be high-profile no matter what!

Continue!

This afternoon!

I indulged myself again!

I hate it!

Why is it like this!

I keep indulging myself!

I don't feel good!

I want to go!

I study hard and improve every day!

I don't have the ability!

My attitude is still okay!

Of course, it can't be helped!

I want to have the ability!

Every minute!

Scolding each other!

I speak very softly!

I'm timid!

But I don't think it's soft!

I think it's okay!

It's just that other people have bad ears!

I never used to speak in Mandarin!

But there's still a long way to go!

I plan to work in my hometown now!

Maybe!

I don't know how long I will work there!

I'm scared!

I'm not scared!

How can I!

I'm still far from it!

I'm a mental patient!

I'm most afraid of having a relapse!

I want to die when I have a relapse!

I can't do anything!

I can't!

I'm already crying!

How can it be like this!

Continue!

What job should I look for!

I don't know yet!

I plan to look for a job in the city!

But I also want to look for a job in the county!

I'm still afraid of meeting someone I know!

Continue!

Sigh!

Continue!

Let's go!

How should I put it!

Fear is useless!

I can only bite the bullet!

I'm still far from it!

I want to go later!

Greetings!

Students!

Ask them!

Get in there!

Of course!

I definitely can't do it!

I'm still far from it!

Continue!