It's already 10 o 'clock!

I woke up too late!

I'm always lazing in bed!

This isn't good!

I have to correct it!

Continue!

I have to wake up at 8 o 'clock tomorrow!

This has already been decided!

Wake up!

I'll be busy with all sorts of things!

I have to do this!

How can I work!

That won't do!

I can't even go to work like this!

That's enough!

I can't do this!

It's going to rain again tonight!

The weather forecast!

It's already sent over early!

And it's going to be a rainstorm!

The house is completed!

Looks like!

I still have to wait for a few more days!

Yup, this is the situation!

My fingers are stiff and painful!

Both my middle fingers are in pain!

When I start typing!

It's also uncomfortable!

Why am I using my middle finger!

The length of my middle finger!

The main reason I'm typing is!

Using my middle finger!

Yup!

Continue!

Today is the 28th!

Sunday!

My original plan!

I'll write a chapter today!

I'll take a break!

This is the excuse I came up with!

Yup, how should I put it!

This is the feeling I have!

Will it kill you not to find an excuse!

It feels wrong!

Yup, I don't have a job!

It's the same even if I don't rest!

I'll have a job in the future!

I'll rest during the holidays!

During the holidays!

It's urgent!

My illness will act up at night!

I don't know when I can write a novel!

When my illness acts up!

I can't write at all!

I'll be lucky if I don't commit suicide!

Perhaps this is a way to adjust my state of mind!

Send people!

Send them to the bottom of the valley!

And then poop out!

Such an adjustment of state!

It's a little unacceptable!

How should I put it!

The price is too high!

Is there a more harmonious way?!

I have to slowly figure it out!

The main reason is that I can't think straight!

This is the feeling!

Reading my own novel!

I don't even know who wrote it!

Why is it like this!

Because there are some things that need to be realized at once!

I suddenly have an inspiration!

But it's more of a reference!

When there's an uproar, there's always a sense of fear and uneasiness in my heart!

The world is so big!

Where should I go!

I'll be waiting alone for a lifetime!

I'll express my feelings!

Now we're matched!

I really can't take it!

Can't I find someone better!?!

Of course!

I'm so sad!

Actually, I'm a person to begin with!

How could they be of equal social status?!

Don't think you're rich!

That's because!

Don't realize your poverty!!!!

Of course, this is my personal opinion!

I hate that kind of thing the most!

If we're talking about matching!

Then I don't mean to work hard!

I'm mentally ill!

My family is poor!

What kind of person do you think I can find?!

Of course, I'm the most indignant!

Seeing someone else's post like this!

I didn't even say a word!

This kind of girl!

Not worthy of my liking!

I've finally understood!

I keep feeling like I'm at a disadvantage!

What do you mean by matching in social status!

I hate that kind of thing the most!

But how should I put it!

I have a hunch!

I can only find an average one!

I still have this bit of awareness!

Alright, it's my turn!

But!

How should I put it!

A person must have hope!

You know why!

Mentally ill!

I've lost hope!

I'm too pessimistic!

Work hard is a must!

How should I put it!

Alright?!

It's also relative!

I'm not very good myself!

Also!

This girl is good!

I don't mean!

Like a goddess!

Fair, rich, and beautiful!

Slightly better attitude!

Slightly better looks!

That's enough!

I said it well!

It's not that I'm very good!

I just need to find someone who can tolerate me!

I can chat!

I can share the money I find!

That's it!

Everything else is easy!

This is still very difficult to do!

It's just a simple sentence!

But I still need to put in a lot of effort!

There's always a hurdle in my heart that I can't get over!

I keep doing it!

My dream of marrying a Fair, rich, and beautiful woman!

A Fair, rich, and beautiful woman!

Not suitable for me at all!

I just need to find someone who can tolerate me!

Someone who can understand me!

It's that simple!

Of course, this is very difficult!

Continue!

It's hard to say!

Your expectations are too high!

You might not find it!

Isn't this very easy to do!

I don't have money!

I might only have 2,000 yuan for the rest of my life!

I've finally realized this point!

Why!

I've also mingled in society!

Don't I know how to observe?

Tens of thousands are still in the minority!

Most of them are still two to three thousand!

This bit of insight!

There are still some!

They might not even be able to eat if they follow me!

They might not even be able to feed themselves!

Being alive!

Is to solve the problem of food and clothing!

This is one of the goals!

Some people think they have a lot of money!

They boast about themselves!

They're the children of some officials!

There's even a counter!

I'm laughing my pants off!

A counter!

It's not worth much!

It's not like I don't have any social experience!

You're awesome!

Long!

You've struck it rich!

If I had money, I wouldn't do this!

This is money!

The money is not earned properly!

It's enough!

This kind of people!

The so-called Ms. Perfect!

The second generation of officials!

The second generation of rich people!

You have to stay away from these people!

These people!

They are the typical representatives of exploiters!

Must!

Keep a distance!

But there's no other way!

Someone is protecting their interests!

You think no one is protecting them!

Value!

Your money can be used!

You're really too naive!

Of course, everyone is doing this for their own good!

Who isn't like this!

People are people!

Don't make yourself sound so great!

I think it's fake!

It will delay the development of society!

Of course!

There's nothing to develop!

It's mainly a struggle!

To maintain!

There are too many people!

Continue!

This is my personal negative point of view!

Well, it's hard to say!

If something goes wrong!

Something is wrong!

Don't let me know!

I'll write it down immediately!

The various things around me!

Things!

The more tragic people!

I'll write all of them!

I'm not being hateful!

Society!

I'm not being anti-human!

I'm just a true record!

If you don't like it!

It's totally okay!

Censor me!

En, let's talk about some of the people and things I see!

Of course, there are very few good people!

In our village!

There are two people who are delirious!

One!

She even gave it to me when I was young!

Candy!

She!

Said something every day!

Strange words!

What!

It's as if she can see things that we can't!

Sigh!

There's another one that I don't understand!

Her behavior is still normal!

She just likes to quarrel!

That's the people in our team!

I can be considered to understand!

Actually!

How should I put it!

The others!

I don't understand!

I'm always concerned about some girl!

Xiao Qian or something like that!

I feel like a Xiao Qian!

She looks like a classmate of mine!

You think!

I would be so stupid!

I would like a picture for so long!

Impossible!

She's a fair version of so-and-so!

And I have a story with so-and-so!

You're finally telling the truth!

What you're doing is wrong!

I'm crying!

That's enough!

Now that I see a picture of Xiao Qian!

I want to cry!

It's too much like her!

Xiao Qian and I are only fated!

There's nothing else!

As for me and so-and-so!

A girl!

And another!

The car ride experience!

Sigh!

It's a long story!

Something!

I won't talk about it!

I'm afraid that lightning will strike me to death!

I feel like I'm at a critical moment!

Brain!

It's not working!

That's it!

It's over!

I don't understand who I like!

It seems like I like Xiao Qian's face!

And my understanding of her!

Enough!

I want to beat you to death!

Sigh, this reminds me of my school days!

That's an era full of memories!

Sigh, feelings are complicated!

The reason why!

I like Xiao Qian!

That's the situation!

Plus!

I like this kind of thing too!

I don't like this kind of thing!

Maybe it's hard for me to write a novel!

I don't know!

Just like!

It's like what someone said!

I'm just relying on certain hormones to write a novel!

If it's gone!

I might not be able to write anymore!

Xiao Qian!

I like her!

But I don't understand her!

I put her personality!

Onto her!

On her!

Just like that!

I fell in love with her one-sidedly!

Xiao Qian!

Actually, Xiao Qian!

I don't understand her at all!

I just like an illusion!

I do admire her character!

But!

Her face!

That's not good!

I know her better!

If only she had Xiao Qian's face!

But they're not the same person!

Damn, they look too similar!

Especially this photo I left behind!

Sigh!

I've been acting pretentious recently!

I can't!

How should I put it!

I messed around!

I feel good about myself!

I keep feeling that it's not appropriate!

How is it inappropriate!

That's it!

Feeling!

Maybe I know her too well!

After all, we were once classmates!

Sigh!

I'm like a snake trying to swallow an elephant!

That's not good!

But I've long lost contact with her!

I don't know who I like!

I just put the feeling of liking someone else!

And gave it to her!

Actually, I like someone!

A combination!

Has her personality!

Has Xiao Qian's looks!

Everything!

The beauty I experienced!

Is!

Her existence!

I can only say!

I'm too idealistic!

Xiao Qian and I!

It's destined to be impossible!

I still like Xiao Qian!

Why!

Feelings are too complicated!

I don't understand!

I thought!

Every beautiful girl!

They're all kind-hearted!

They can understand others!

They're not vain!

Everything is beautiful!

All in one!

But I'm wrong!

That's impossible!

I don't want to say anything!

This can't do!

And what I like is just an illusion!

To put it simply!

I like the Xiao Qian in my heart!

And not the real Xiao Qian!

No wonder I like so many girls!

So!

It's like this!

I just like her in my heart!

And not the real her!

How should I put it!

I can't have it!

I'm in a relationship with myself!

It's too one-sided!

And my observation skills in form!

Whenever I see a slightly better looking girl, I want to spend my life with her!

I'm too self-centered!

I like her in my heart!

The real her!

Maybe!

I can vomit a few times just by looking at her!

The so-called love!

It's just like this!

No, this isn't love!

Love is just one-sided!

I've finally realized!

Seeing a girl!

I like to put all kinds of good elements together!

Add to her!

Continue!

That's it!

Then here's the problem!

Who do I like!

Sigh, so!

I don't know anything!

It's love!

I only realized it now!

I just!

Fell in love with someone who doesn't exist!

An idealized version of her!

How should I put it!

It doesn't feel right!

I thought I was faster!

I've been writing for an hour!

I thought!

It's 38 points!

Sigh!

Sigh!

This is it!

I must have been mistaken!