The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 12

I gave up on some choices!

Because I thought they were unnecessary!

That's it. I don't want to be hurt. I don't want to relapse again. Although I can't leave, I can still stay away!

Today is Youth Day, a day worth celebrating!

I might have entered the ranks of adults!

But I'm afraid I can't!

Just look at me and you'll know!

I can't!

I'm being realistic!

I don't have any experience with girls. Of course, I can still say a few words!

When I was in ordinary high school!

I focused on my studies and never spoke to the person I liked!

After I entered professional high school, I started to be promiscuous!

That's enough. But none of them succeeded!

Thinking about it, it's enough!

The revolution hasn't succeeded yet. Comrades, you still have to work hard!

I feel that I'm quite stupid!

I don't know what a girlfriend is!

Because I haven't been in a relationship. Don't talk about novels. You either flaunt your wealth or flaunt your beauty!

Or flaunt your naivety!

I've seen enough!

I don't like this feeling. Novels are novels after all. They're not as exciting as real life!

No one is an exception!

I'm just me, a brainless me!

I can't live without you. Where are you!

Tell me about my criteria for choosing a partner!

Looks that are slightly passable!

Don't engage in illegal activities!

Be hardworking!

Don't follow the crowd!

I hate online scammers the most. You have to know that I'm studying economics!

Although I'm not good at it, I know how to use extreme value methods!

If everyone in the world scammers, there will be no development in this society!

Can't you understand such a simple principle?

That's enough. Bragging about such high returns. Someone, that's enough. This is a huge trap!

For this, I'll write some novels!

To criticize these phenomena. Of course, there are many rumors online!

But I don't have the ability to distinguish right from wrong. I'm too naive. I'm too stupid. I'm really guilty!

My sins are unforgivable!

I'm a hopeless person. I'm too stupid and too naive!

Of course, I can't just sit there and wait for death. I have to resist. Maybe I can't, but I have to resist!

Extravagance is a crime. Have you committed a crime?

I'm going against humanity again!

I have to get busy. I'll type on the table now!

I can't do it later!

Someone is too awesome!

The world is too big to fit me!

The world has nothing to do with me!

I don't fit in with the world!

I'm a hopeless person, a cripple. I'm so stupid. I can't believe I'm so stupid.

Because I'm stupid, so, I have to work hard!

I'm a fool, I'm a wolf, I'm a wolf Fei, I'm a stupid dog, I'm a stupid dog, I'm living!

Even if I don't want to live, I have a mission

To be honest, my writing style isn't that great. It can't even be considered average. It can only be considered as below average. Someone else's Spring Motion is better than mine!

I really admire the writing of a certain female writer. She seems to be a mental patient, but she writes very well. I can't remember her pen name, but I still remember the story she wrote. It's about a married woman who was abducted to the depths of the mountains to become someone's wife!

Her husband was also looking for her everywhere!

After going through all kinds of inhumane experiences!

They't't...

That was the story!

She wrote it very well. It was set in the year 2000!

If I had her writing skills, coupled with my adrenaline, I dare to say that in a few years' time, even if I don't make it to the list of the richest writers, I'd be able to star in a TV series!

Hehe, the problem is that I don't. I can only write some brainless articles!

My language skills are limited. I can only get 60 points for my style!

I'm not making up an excuse or making up a story. This is the truth. I can even pass the English exam with more than 80 marks!

Of course, we can't judge a hero by his score. That's wrong. As long as he worked hard, everything else is not important. What I care about is the process, not the result!

But I just haven't tried. I just can't understand what the teacher is talking about, especially when it's a professional class!

Now, I don't even read the books I send out!

I don't understand. Some people will say that I'm pretending!

I've already written it, but you still can't understand it!

To be honest, I really don't understand. My thoughts have already spread out!

I'm not suitable for studying, plus I have schizophrenia!

I barely know how to do anything!

I can only wait for death!

In the future, I will rewrite the works of that female writer that I admire. Maybe it will be in this book!

If I have the chance, I will definitely write it!

There's another one written by my goddess called 'The World of Dance'!

I wonder if she changed the title of the book!

It was really well written!

Why was it written so well?

It was written so smoothly ~!

I feel like I'm the only one who's bad at writing. In the writing circle, anyone can write better than me!

That's why I don't dare to look at other people's works!

I lose confidence when I look at it!

How much courage do I have to muster to write a novel?!

It's really scary, but I can still write happily. It's really enough. What's the big deal about it!

Let's talk about my writing plan. You know that I never keep my words!

Why do you have to be so calculative?

I don't even know when I stop updating!

I still have to talk about it. First, I'm still the main character!

There will be many other stories mixed in. There's no limit to the variety!

My writing is called brainless!

I don't even read it myself!

The novel is too scary. I don't dare to read it!

Last night, when I went to sleep at the construction site, I saw a small snake crossing the road. I didn't pay attention and was so scared that I almost stepped on it!

But I didn't step on it in the end. I was so scared that I trembled in fear. I even encountered such a rare occurrence. I have a bad feeling!

I peed my pants!

I have to go to the construction site later!

That's great. I still have an hour to write the novel. Definitely not. I still have to go to the construction site. It's already 10 o 'clock!

I can write 1500 words in an hour. I still need to improve!

I can only write so little saliva. It's enough. Let's go!

I'm having a dream that I shouldn't have again!

It's really enough!

My imagination is very straightforward and rich!

I'll work hard towards my dream!

Maybe it will never be realized, but dreams are too deep!

I agree with this sentence. What is a dream? A dream is something that makes you happy if you persist!

My dreams are more likely to be fantasies. What I do is not a fantasy. What I don't do is a fantasy!

Maybe I'm not destined to succeed, but I really like the joy of writing novels. It's a joy of revealing my heart!

I'm too straightforward and not reserved enough!

I'm super straightforward!

Of course, there are some people that I can't compare to. Some people think that I'm suitable for writing * * * * because I'm straightforward enough. But I'm not tactful enough!

Some need to be tactful. I can't say it directly!

Come on, come on!

I like you ~ Forgive me. I can't do it. Of course, I'm not that straightforward!

That's just an example!

Right now, I need to start practicing writing stories. Otherwise, I won't be able to write even if I want to. I feel that I'm still lacking in life experience. It's not enough!

Your singing is too good. I can't stand it!

There's also a huge 2000 words. When writing stories, I can only write about myself. I can't write about others. I can't make wild guesses.

It's like this for the time being. The first priority of my writing plan is to serialize it. Continuous updating is the most important!

Next is to work hard to improve the quality of my prose!

Next is to write a style!

I can't follow the crowd!

I have so many bumps on my face!

I can't stand it!

In the future, I'll write about my own psychology. I won't write about others. Even if it's someone else's, it's still mine!

That's it. If you have any opinions, you can raise them. If you want to scold me, you can scold me!

Your opinions are my motivation to improve!

I've become saliva. Just like what someone said, I've basically made all the mistakes that a writer can make!

It's not scary to make mistakes. What's scary is not knowing how to correct them!

And I'm that scary!

I write until 10: 30!

Yes!

I have a problem!

Why can't I do it!

I'm too stupid and too naive!

I'm going to read Xi 'er's book. Ning Xi' er, I remember that's the pen name. I'll quickly search for it online!

Forget it, I'm not going to read it. I'm just like that. Without myself, I'm so sad!

I don't even have the writing skills of a storyteller!

It's really enough!

It's not hard for me. There are people who work harder than me. How can I succeed if I don't work hard!

Take someone I know as an example!

Mu Zi, a certain video streamer. Every morning, she streams from 6 AM to 8 AM. She goes to work after the stream. It's too hard. I can't stand it. I'm just a tourist!

Then I only know how to eat, sleep, and watch the streamer. That's enough!

I like to watch pretty girls. But she's the main character. I'm not even a supporting character!

So I want to write a novel to be the main character. I have my dream of being the main character!

I might not be able to complete today's quota. I still have to write in the afternoon. If I finish it now, I can write the day after tomorrow. This is for tomorrow's serialization!

I'm me!

I'm a silly dog!

I can't stand listening to your singing. It's too nice!

It's too moving!

I can't stand it!

Spring is ending, but you're still thinking about spring. How can this be!

How can this be!

I'm a tragic person. I can only rely on writing novels to vent my negative emotions. Haha, they're all my women!

I can't give them to you. This is the rhythm of a relapse!

Xiao Yu's voice is as nice as ever!

I've had enough listening to it!

Yeah, I'm crazy!

I want to hide myself!

That's how it is!

I want to dance in the square. I want to be happy!

No one can be happier than me!

It's a pity there's no square here. I don't know how to dance. I can only dance with music playing!

I think I'm very talented in dancing. There's nothing to say about dancing!

I'm not talented!

You know!

Xiao Man sounds good. It's too nice!

I have many dreams. I want to publish a book, be a singer, act in a movie, and be a boss. These are my fantasies!

Hehe, all of them!

I don't have any. Why can't I do it!

I can't do it!

I'm not some high-ranking person. My generations are all tiles. I'm no exception!

I'm doing really poorly!

I'm not strong. So I have to work hard. Sometimes I feel that my ability is heaven-defying!

There were times when that happened!

I've had enough!

I really don't understand why every writer writes better than me. None of the writers I've read have written worse than me!

It's time to sprint. 25 minutes to 11: 30. Write 1000 words!

I'm a slightly different me. I'm crazy!

I can't accept it. Why is it that everyone writes better than me!

I can't accept it. I have to work hard. I have chicken blood. I need more chicken blood!

I'm broken!

What's there to play with!

I hate people who don't care about bragging. If you're so good at bragging, why don't you write novels? You might even get a contract. I hate you!

I'm broken. Signing a contract is a matter of my next life. But for writing novels, I have my own views!

I'm a stream-of-consciousness writer!

I can't afford to play. I can only play with stream-of-consciousness!

I remember a certain someone once said that he can write 1000 words for 10 yuan!

He's ghostwriting for someone. He writes tens of thousands of words a day. He's still in school. I'm lousy. This kind of person can only be used to write novels!

He's too good at bragging. He's making me blush!

I wrote more than 200,000 words in the past. I don't even have 10 yuan. I'm really miserable!

But it's normal that I don't have money. Money isn't easy to earn!

I'm an honest person. I can't go down the path of fantasy bragging. I can only go down the path of realistic consciousness!

There's no choice. I want to write novels. There's nothing to write. There's only saliva!

There's only 700 words left. All the best.

Xiaoyu's voice is really nice!

I can't take it anymore!

Back to the topic. I don't know who I learned my novels from. If I know, I'll definitely beat him up. Who asked him to mislead people!

He led the youngsters astray!

Of course, my novels are also accumulated. It's not done overnight!

I've been preparing for this novel for at least five years!

I've been preparing for five years!

It's really enough!

I need to improve my writing. I need to write more and practice!

I need to brag more!

I just need to brag. It's hard to improve my writing style. I'm afraid I can't improve it!

It's enough. I still want to be a famous writer!

How can I do that!

I have to change it even if I can't. If anyone doesn't let me change it, I'll beat him up. I have to beat myself up first. I'm the one who's fooling around from the beginning to the end!

There's no need to write. Since the title of the novel is called A Person's Mental Illness!

It's too outrageous if it's not a mental illness. It's always me writing!

It's enough!

I'll have to cook in 7 more minutes!

I think so too!

How can I not eat!

I'll make a move first. I need to cook. I'll write after I eat.

Xiaolin, I love you!

Your voice is really nice. You're beautiful too!

I don't want to talk about it. I'm afraid I'll be scolded. Fortunately, it's an alias!

I'm going to cook!

I shut down the computer. My head is empty. How should I choose!

Forward, left, back, or right!

I was returning to nature just now!

I've had enough. I've broken the wooden plank. She's a superstar. I'm a super-classy writer!

How can I do it or not? There's nothing impossible in the world of novels!

In the world of novels, I'm the main character!

This kind of control is not good!

I still prefer soy sauce. I face it with a peaceful attitude!

It's a competition of attitude!

I'm enlightened. This is my work, A Person's Mental Illness!

I still like the feeling of constantly working hard!

Although I won't succeed, I can't stop working hard. I'm the one who's destined to fail!

Xiaohu's voice is really nice!

It's a pity, Hu Xiaojing. To be honest, I don't know the last word!

I know a woman named Ma Yun. She's in her twenties!

Hehe!