It has begun!

This is a new beginning!

Some people asked me!

What am I writing!

What!

I am writing about a person's mental illness!

I am writing around this!

What should I say today!

I did not expect!

I will say it like this!

Hundreds of thousands of words!

I feel that the pace is too fast!

I have not experienced it properly!

I discussed it with someone yesterday!

The issue of education!

This is a problem!

However!

If I want to develop in a good direction!

One or two days is not enough!

It is not something that anyone can do!

At least!

I can't do it!

Yes!

Regarding the allocation of good classes!

I don't think it will work!

But to put it this way!

There are often two sides to a matter!

It is not that simple!

Education is not that easy to do!

If you can do it, why don't you do it!

Regarding this kind of problem!

I don't understand it either!

In the end!

I actually don't understand it either!

This is not something that I can control!

It is useless to say it!

If I say it!

Actually, I will be creating trouble for myself!

Creating more trouble!

How should I put it!

Fairness, what is fairness!

Others are driving cars!

And me!

Let's not talk about it!

I can't even fill my stomach!

This is what fairness is!

You are too funny!

Sigh, it is useless to say more!

I know that I am already numb!

It is useless to say more!

My thinking is already rotten!

I am a complete failure!

And I am still myself!

Intoxicated!

That's my fault!

It is hard to say!

How should I put it!

Actually!

How should I put it!

I can think of it!

Others can think of it too!

It is not that simple!

You think!

I can think of it!

Others can't think of it!

I am not that godly!

I can think of it!

Others can probably think of it too!

How to do it!

It is your own problem!

Actually, we have no choice!

We are forced to accept it!

Some things!

And the way of thinking!

Of course, I am not saying!

It is not good!

The situation is still chaotic!

I still need to have a sense of crisis!

How should I put it!

To be specific!

There are too many things that I can't understand!

The way the world is now!

It is not as good as I thought!

I can only say that I am too idealistic!

Living in a dream!

Some things have to be experienced by oneself!

This feeling!

It is really uncomfortable!

I just can't take it!

This difference!

I am the crazy one!

What is the world like!

It all depends on you!

Attitude determines everything!

This way!

Obviously!

It is idealistic thinking!

To be more realistic!

You have to walk your own path!

You have to eat by yourself!

It is that simple!

Do it!

It is very difficult!

I am sure!

I have to work hard!

That is it!

I definitely can't do it!

Continue!

It turns out that this is how I wrote hundreds of thousands of words!

I also lack some details in my daily life!

Otherwise, it would be even fuller!

I just have a lot of formality!

The facade is empty!

On this point!

I am not doing well!

It rained this morning!

Sigh, there is a lot of rain!

It doesn't feel good!

How can this be!

It is just a day!

I will have more time to write novels!

This is good too!

But wait!

That is very annoying!

Sigh!

This is it!

It is hard to say!

Today is Monday!

Many students are taking exams!

The holidays are coming!

It is good!

The number of students!

It accounts for the population!

One-third!

How did I calculate it?!

I calculated it using a simplified way of thinking!

An average person!

Over 60 years old!

Their age is 5.22 years old!

They might be students!

Some people say that the distribution might not be balanced!

But it will definitely be balanced!

Why?!

You say that there are many middle-aged people!

Middle-aged people!

They are also grown out!

So the overall ratio is balanced!

It can be calculated that way!

If I don't think so!

I have no choice!

I have nothing to say!

I don't have so many considerations!

Damn!

Today!

It is not ordinary!

Today!

It is number 29!

There is nothing special about it!

It is all my wishful thinking!

Time!

It is time!

Time has no meaning!

It has meaning when there is people!

I feel that I have time!

It is not enough!

There are still many things to write!

It will be a regret if I don't write!

And life!

It is full of regrets!

It is very dark now!

Very gloomy!

It might rain again!

The weather!

It is not good to say it is good!

The river is full!

I have drawn a little more than half!

I have caught a lot of fish!

The fish are not ordinary big!

The taste is really good!

They are all naturally grown!

I can't even see the keyboard clearly!

Writing like this!

It depends entirely on my familiarity!

And memory!

This kind of thing was something that could only be mastered through practice!

I used to type!

About 5 in a minute!

Now!

Typing for a minute!

I can do it!

30!

And this is a conservative estimate!

So practice makes perfect!

It still makes sense!

As long as you want to be fast!

There is nothing that can't be fast!

Speaking of this!

I remember!

The funny things in the past!

I want to crack it!

The top-up card!

It is actually impossible!

Because it is random!

There is no pattern!

I did not have money when I was playing games!

I want to crack the top-up card!

I thought there would be some pattern!

It is all random!

But this shows that I was indeed just a formality back then!

For some people!

This is just a string of numbers!

For most people!

This is still!

Their eyes are shining!

There is such a saying!

Actually!

How should I put it!

The world!

How should it be!

It is all up to you!

Well!

I have indulged myself!

I am too embarrassed to say it!

My next film!

I have had enough!

But I have already deleted it!

What is the use of reading these!

I am mainly curious!

I want to read more!

You have had enough!

You can't be like this!

This afternoon!

Stir-fried garlic moss!

I still want to see it clearly!

How to write the words!

There are so many words now!

I don't know how to write anymore!

I feel like I have forgotten everything!

My past!

How should I put it!

In reality!

I am not that unrestrained!

I am still more decent!

This can explain even more!

My character flaw!

I am too hypocritical!

I am online!

I have restrained myself recently!

I can't find anyone to confess to!

Well!

Actually, there is not much point in confessing!

Because it will not succeed!

The success rate of my confession!

That is very low!

In reality!

I have not confessed to a one-to-one person!

I have not had a good relationship with anyone!

Well!

It is like this!

Uncomfortable!

I like beautiful women!

Of course!

How can I do it!

It is not even my turn!

I have such conditions!

It is not good!

I hold it in!

I don't want to say anything!

I have always been harsh with my words!

These words!

I will talk about it in the future!

I have always been very direct with my words!

I seldom talk to people!

After I laugh!

I talk!

It is still reliable!

Of course!

It is like this!

You want to be like this!

Don't say anything!

It feels wrong!

My computer!

It has become my writing artifact!

I can only write!

It is better that I do not install broadband in the future!

I have no money!

I am afraid of distraction!

This is something that I am deeply aware of!

I can just upload it on my phone!

There is no need to install broadband!

Sigh!

I am also afraid of distraction!

I want to install it quickly!

I want to watch beautiful anchors!

What dancing!

Movies!

I want to watch all kinds of things!

The tragedy is!

I also want to watch dramas!

Red!

I like to watch!

The character of Xu Tian!

The acting is too good!

The ability is too strong!

This is a drama from last year!

I have watched many dramas!

I said I won't watch them!

I still watch them!

Actually, there is nothing wrong with this!

How should I put it!

It is like this!

Some hobbies!

It is also good!

One cannot be too rigid!

Of course!

Too many hobbies!

It is the manifestation of emptiness and loneliness!

That is the heart!

Something is missing!

Sigh, emptiness and loneliness!

It is necessary!

This kind of loneliness!

It is the loneliness that comes from the heart!

It is very difficult to change!

I feel very lonely and lonely!

I always feel that I am missing something!

So!

I can't do it!

The weather!

It will make people cry!

It is raining every day!

It has been raining for a long time!

It has been almost a week!

I don't know when!

The sun can be seen!

I still have to wait patiently!

It has been raining for quite a long time this morning!

Xi 'er has completely disappeared from my world!

How can this be!

I thought we could be together!

But the reality!

It is so cruel!

I!

I still don't know why!

I have been added to the blacklist!

Those who know me!

No, those who I know are very unlucky!

I have to write about them!

Especially the girls!

I feel that it is not good for me to do this!

To express my feelings!

Is it a crime?!

It can't be!

I just like Xiao Qian!

What about Xi 'er!

That's enough!

You rascal!

My dream is to become a very famous writer!

In the end!

What!

I can't even sign a contract!

There is no one to read it!

But I am still writing!

Why!

It is all about writing!

To write or not to write!

It is my own business!

I will write if I want to!

I feel that I am making things difficult for myself!

Although there is such a situation!

But overall, it is harmonious!

Who says no one reads it!

I can't write!

This is a problem!

Writing!

It is about self!

It is a way to express!

It is more self-centered!

Of course!

How to read it!

This is relative!

Recently, I have been thinking about this problem!

What kind of person can write novels!

They are writers!

Can it be mass produced!

Why do I think this way!

I am doubting myself!

If I don't have some opportunities!

It is possible!

I can't write!

If I can start again!

I might not be able to write novels!

I just!

Opportunities are better than some people!

Then I work hard!

I feel that this is my opportunity!

It came too suddenly!

I am not prepared for it!

Bullsh * t opportunity!

I have never!

Writing novels is an opportunity!

This is just a way for me to express my feelings!

But it is also an opportunity!

You know that I am a conflicted person!

Well!

It is hard to say!

I am mentally ill!

Among them!

I am definitely considered lucky!

To be able to write novels!

Although!

Acting up!

There is no difference!

But in the end!

I still have more opportunities!

Although I have nothing to do!

There are a lot of people who are mentally ill!

I am not very good at this point!

This is definitely a personal problem!

I am biased!

I will not go!

What spirit!

Illness!

That place!

I will not go now!

Those people!

How should I put it!

I don't feel that there is any common language!

Chat a little!

It is possible!

I am just too obsessed!

This will affect my writing!

No way!

Hehe!

Those!

Mentally ill!

They are still very good!

Well, how should I put it!

I will go!

How can I!

Continue!

Write another 1000 words!

I will write in the afternoon!

Continue!

These fellow patients!

They are living a good life!

Female patients!

They have never liked people like me!

Sigh!

This is the reality!

I feel that there is no hope!

I will not go!

It will also affect my life!

I do not want to act up!

Mentally ill comments!

It will agitate me!

Sigh!

It is all in the past!

It has been more than a year!

I did not go!

Mentally ill!

In the group!

I am always looking for inspiration!

I want to interview them!

But they are still unjustly implicated under my pen!

They refuse to let me understand them!

They do not want to be a topic for others to talk about!

Why did I say that I am a silly dog!

There is a source for this too!

A certain girl and I!

Said that I want to write about her!

Wanted to understand her!

She said that she is an idiot!

Did not want others to know that she is an idiot!

But is she a girl or not!

I don't know about this!

Sigh!

Everything I write has a source!

Maybe it is an online friend!

It was just a casual sentence!

It will also be expanded by me!

Because it will affect me!

But!

Of course, it is still me!

I have long said that I am a silly dog!

Before I started writing novels!

I said that I am!

But that is to alleviate my illness!

That is why I said that!

Later on, I became one!

Verbally!

When I was in school!

I was still angry!

At that time!

I did not do anything!

I still act up every day!

I did not indulge myself!

Sigh, I feel terrible!

Why is my life so terrible!

But the state came at the right time!

I can't come early!

I have no chance to write!

Perhaps!

I have been writing for so long!

No one knows who I am!

What I wrote is my real name!

Real experience!

Of course, no one will read it!

Let's go!

I might have to write 10,000 words today!

I am so excited!

I have to be more normal!

But the attitude of 10,000 words!

It might be more or less the same!

There will be more hatred in the future!

This is not a typo!

I learned it from others!