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Afternoon!

I feel like I have lazy cancer!

Afternoon!

I feel a little uncomfortable!

Continue!

Sigh!

Sleepy!

Sleep!

I don't have the energy to sleep!

What's going on!

I don't feel too good!

Hmm!

Look at the sky!

Why is it such a color!

Even the sky!

Looks gloomy!

Looks like it's not happy!

Birds are chirping non-stop!

Chirping non-stop!

This is the current situation!

Feeling!

Very difficult!

Ten thousand words a day!

The difficulty is still there!

I might not be able to write a novel for the rest of my life!

I have such a feeling!

But I don't have any regrets!

Things like novels!

Different people have different opinions!

Different people have different opinions!

There's no unified conclusion!

Why can't I write like this!

As long as I can accept it, it's fine!

I'm still having a hard time with this!

I have expectations for myself!

I hope that I can write well!

But the reality is always barely satisfactory!

But writing!

This kind of thing!

It can't be rushed!

Hope!

Don't let it rain tomorrow!

How many days can it be sunny!

Such a house!

It can be completed!

But I can't go out for the time being!

Because I still have some things to do!

I still have to wait for the electricity to be installed!

Why do I have angina!

My heart is itching!

I'm panicking!

Speaking of the college entrance examination!

There's a lot to be said!

I won't talk about it!

I'm someone who isn't even qualified to take part in the college entrance examination!

I still need to be hardworking!

How should I put it!

Today!

I'm sleepy!

About 40 words per minute!

That's the speed!

Drink!

A mouthful of water!

My brain is in a daze!

My head is groggy!

I'm thinking when is this!

My foot!

I'm here!

Transportation is inconvenient!

I don't know when!

The roads can be fixed!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

I don't really want to install broadband!

In view!

My self-control!

It's not enough to resist women!

Creatures!

So!

Broadband!

I don't know how to pretend!

Let's go!

Sigh!

I really don't want to pretend!

I can't do proper work!

Continue!

Today!

Number 29!

I'm going to nag again!

In the past!

I'm very afraid!

Others!

Copied my ideas!

At that time!

I'm not very good at writing!

I'm still afraid!

Against writers!

This industry!

I have misunderstandings!

No matter what ghostwriters!

They all need people to write!

But there are also novels written by machines!

That's not very good!

It's easy to tell if it's written by machines!

It's written by machines!

But!

I'm not a machine!

But I'm better than machines!

I'm just a little bit worse!

Just like my computing ability!

Far from it!

Computers!

Actually!

Computers!

That's how it is!

Of course, it's useful!

The human brain is still useful!

That's a must!

Why do I say that!

First of all!

The human brain is highly intelligent!

It has this characteristic!

It's just a machine!

It's getting more and more powerful!

But consciousness is a machine!

It doesn't exist!

Machines don't get tired!

Machines!

They use electricity!

They can do it with electricity!

Humans can't do that!

Humans!

Have consciousness!

It's different!

Machines!

It hasn't reached that stage yet!

But I've reached it!

That step!

I don't know!

I still have some!

Panic!

But it's useless to be afraid!

Continue!

I don't quite believe it!

What GDP!

gdp！

It seems to be the per capita GDP!

It's useless!

What I'm most concerned about is!

Prices!

My own pockets!

Something like GDP!

I don't pay much attention to it!

It's just numbers!

I like to use my own eyes to see it!

Use my own observation ability!

We're not living our lives on the news!

We're living our lives!

The world is changing every day!

No matter what I say!

Earth is still Earth!

There are things!

It can't be changed!

Of course!

It doesn't matter what it's called!

What I want to say is!

We're still aging faster than the city!

Even without me!

The world is still exciting!

But I've shamelessly survived!

Because!

I just want the world to be a little different!

But my ability is still limited!

Now, my work!

Through the Internet!

It can spread!

It's also very good!

Actually, in the world!

It's one person!

There's only one protagonist!

What the world is like!

Your attitude is very important!

That's how it is!

Continue!

Of course, that's how it is!

It's too personal!

Actually, it's not like that!

Just like what I said!

One person waits for a lifetime!

A lifetime!

For one person!

It's similar to this!

That's how it is!

I forgot the original words!

I can't remember!

My memory isn't that good!

Sometimes!

I look at my own work!

As if I didn't write it myself!

Writing is also random!

Of course!

This is!

A point of view!

You don't have to think so!

This world is free!

How you view the world is your own business!

We!

Have to let go of ourselves!

Let go of our inhibitions!

Bear too many burdens!

It's not good!

The psychological burden can't be too heavy!

It's easy to have problems!

That's how I have problems!

I think I should at least!

Be a good person!

I should be able to do anything!

I should be able to do anything!

But this is also good!

Freedom is relative freedom!

If your freedom is!

It's exploitation of others!

That's not freedom!

There are also certain restrictions on freedom!

No rules!

No way!

That's how it is!

This is Brother Bing!

He taught me!

Why do I feel like it's an illusion!

But I really like it!

That feeling of being unrestrained!

There are many restrictions in this world!

But there are restrictions!

It's good!

Otherwise, I might not be able to live until now!

To be able to live a stable life!

There's nothing wrong with that!

Sigh!

I went to apply for a job yesterday!

Someone who writes!

But I can't!

I don't have so much experience!

I write things!

I still want to make some money!

I don't love money!

I take money!

I need to eat!

Of course, if there's more money!

I might also spend it indiscriminately!

I'm that kind of person!

I know myself!

I have money!

I'll spend it indiscriminately!

I'm well aware of that!

It's about mental illness!

It's hard to say!

If you say you're not mentally ill!

Others will also take you!

No choice!

As long as it's nothing!

Extreme behavior!

Everything is negotiable!

Mental illness!

The one who suffers is still yourself!

The kind who hits people!

It's feeling that you're being persecuted!

So there are laws!

Illness!

During periods!

Mental illness!

Hitting people is not illegal!

But!

My illness!

Definitely!

It's not an illness!

My illness every day!

And a real illness in the true sense!

There's still a difference!

And!

37 minutes of time!

But!

I have this feeling!

It can't be done!

Who knows if I have an illness!

Maybe I don't even know when I have an illness!

I don't think I'm mentally ill!

Alright!

How good will it be!

It's still eating and sleeping!

What's the difference!

Some mental illnesses!

Objecting to my saying!

That's lying to yourself!

And saying that I don't understand!

He understood!

I don't understand!

It's just like that!

Maybe the pain will be less!

However, life was full of hardships!

I still want my mental illness to get better!

But it's fine!

Some abilities!

There won't be any!

Writing ability!

Although it will be retained!

But!

Roasting ability!

It'll definitely drop!

I'm too pretentious!

I can't suffer a little!

Mental illness is nothing!

It's mainly because I'm not strong enough!

I gave up on myself!

It's because I'm too demanding!

Mental patients always had lofty ideals!

I can't even be a great person!

Not only do I want to be a great person!

I want to be famous!

I want to do all kinds of good things!

Coordinate society!

Do all kinds of things!

In short, society can't do without me!

You can't say I'm good!

You can't say I'm bad!

In short!

I'm the most awesome existence!

This is what mental illnesses are!

I have to think!

I think so too!

Mental illness!

Desire!

Very strong!

It's not that easy to satisfy!

But reality is a rascal!

This is the reason for my illness!

It's just like that!

What have I done that goes against all these!

I'll feel terrible!

I can't do bad things!

Do it!

Bad things!

I'll have a headache!

It's just like that!

Continue!

28 minutes to go!

I have to write this chapter well!

Mental illness!

There's also a goal!

And it's very high!

It's not that simple!

This is similar to!

Moral cleanliness!

It can even be self-centered!

Condemnation!

Of course, this is a human adjustment mechanism!

It's also related to learning the day after tomorrow!

Some things can't be done!

It's sinful!

I have such a view!

Many children are like that!

It can only mean that!

I haven't grown up!

I'm very sure!

I'm a good person!

I'm just not mature enough!

What's the use of being mature!

It's still eating and sleeping!

There's no difference!

This is my choice!

Not everyone is a bad person!

Not everyone is a good person!

This is society!

Actually!

I'm also considered a bad person!

I hate myself!

I hate myself!

Why!

I didn't do well enough!

I couldn't reach my goal!

In the end!

I became mentally ill!

Sigh!

How should I put it!

I can't!

At this time!

It's not easy!

When have you ever had it easy!

You're too pretentious!

You can't suffer at all!

Now I can see it!

Weak psychological endurance!

Easy to become mentally ill!

Of course, there's also a requirement for yourself!

There's pressure!

You'll become mentally ill if you dawdle!

It's almost impossible!

And I dawdle!

I'll also become mentally ill!

Of course!

From what I've observed!

Mentally ill!

I can't adapt!

A fast-paced life!

Limited ability!

There's such a trend!

I can still see it for myself!

I also want to dawdle and wait for death!

But I!

Don't have the capital!

Dawdle and wait for death!

I also need the capital!

Just like!

My goddess said so!

I have too many goddesses!

Since we're in the same industry, I won't say anything!

Sigh!

I have to keep my goddess in my heart!

I have to keep a low profile!

Deal with it!

I still want to be with my goddess!

But it's impossible!

The age difference is too big!

Maybe my goddess!

She's already married and has children!

But I don't know about this!

I don't know about these things!

Anyway, I can write novels!

Most likely!

A single dog like me!

A single dog has a fighting spirit!

And a sacrificial spirit!

Of course, I'm not saying!

Those who have a family can't do it!

These people have too much to worry about!

We have less to worry about!

It can be said that one person is full and the whole family is not hungry!

That's it!

But I'm still under a lot of pressure!

I'm young mentally!

But my heart is old!

My mind is young!

My heart is old!

This saying!

It's very complicated!

I won't talk about it!

Because it's hard to say!

Pay more attention!

You can find out!

And!

15 minutes!

Continue!

Wait!

I have to work!

Think!

My head is tense!

How can it be like this!

It can't be like this!

Continue!

Sigh!

I have too many ideals!

I can't complete them!

I'm very troubled!

This feeling!

It's very uncomfortable!

I have mixed feelings!

It's used to describe mentally ill people!

This is very suitable!

Although I don't understand what it means!

I believe!

Overall, it's balanced!

This is the price of being an ability user!

To have ability!

There's a price to pay!

In the world!

There's no free lunch!

Damn!

What ability do I have to write these things!

Aren't you going to say something?

So I can!