I woke up late today!

It's already 9: 14!

I might not be able to write ten thousand words!

How should I put it!

It's this feeling!

Why am I mentally ill!

I understand one thing now!

Being mentally weak is one thing!

It's mainly because I'm too serious!

That's the combined effect!

I've become mentally ill!

How should I put it!

It can only mean that I have a good attitude!

I don't have such an attitude!

I can't write a novel!

I have this feeling!

I had a very strange dream yesterday!

This problem of mine is just a formality!

When did it!

It can be changed!

I feel that it can't be changed!

Well, it's uncomfortable!

How should I put it!

It's hard to say!

It's mainly because I'm serious!

It's too formality!

This kind of seriousness that doesn't go deep!

It's harming me!

It's becoming the main culprit of my mental illness!

It's not like that!

What can it be!

My thoughts!

It's still rather simple!

I'm a simpler person!

It's not complicated!

That's the result of the psychological test at that time!

At that time!

They didn't give me any medicine!

At that time!

My head was already filled with auditory hallucinations!

If I were to!

Take medicine!

My life would be different!

It would develop in a good direction!

Or!

I don't know!

Because I didn't take medicine at that time!

If I had taken medicine!

My life would be different!

It must be!

But my life is like that!

But the ending is still good!

I became a!

Undergraduate student!

Although it's an adult!

It's still an undergraduate student!

But it still depends on ability!

I don't have much ability!

My attitude!

It can help me!

It can also harm me!

Why do I say that!

I'm mentally ill!

It's because!

I have high self-expectations!

But I can't achieve it in reality!

My dream is to marry a fair, rich, and beautiful woman!

Of course!

That's not realistic!

It doesn't mean much!

I can't be held captive by money!

Of course, it's hard to say about my face!

It can only mean!

I'm not self-aware enough!

It's just like that!

How should I put it!

I'm a person!

It's not that I don't like money!

But I don't value money too much!

Why!

There are things!

It's not that simple!

There's still water!

I can only say that!

It's meaningless to say it directly!

I can think of it!

You should be able to think of it!

Of course, there's a certain amount of experience!

How should I say it!

It's like that!

It's a complicated matter!

But that's the reality!

Tomorrow is the summer holiday!

Today was the two-month anniversary of the serialization!

Two months!

It can be commemorated!

Or not commemorated!

It depends on what I think!

I still need encouragement!

There are things!

I still need to give it to myself!

Confidence and encouragement!

These things!

Others can't give it to me!

I have such an understanding!

It's also related to my experience!

Confidence!

I need to give it to myself!

Others can't give it to me!

It's already 9: 30!

This world!

It's passing by really fast!

It's not likely that I can be a full-time writer!

I want to do it!

But I don't want to put myself!

Too early!

That's not good!

It can't be like that!

I can only say!

I still want to torment myself!

Don't torment yourself!

It's useless!

It's still eating and sleeping!

There's more!

What's the difference!

Of course!

This is life!

I used to envy the world in the novel!

But now!

I don't like that kind of world!

So I don't write at all!

I still prefer the life I have now!

Our story!

It's much more than in the novel!

In the novel!

There's no girl who doesn't like the male lead!

But in reality!

There's no girl who likes me!

There's such a huge difference!

I can't accept it!

I thought I was very outstanding!

But I'm nothing!

But I want to live on!

So I have to be confident!

This feeling is very deep!

The person I love doesn't love me back!

It's not that easy to accept!

It's mainly because I can't accept it!

Who can accept it so easily?!

This is the problem!

Xiao Qian!

Where are you!

This is a relationship problem!

It's a big problem!

It's troubled me!

It's been so many years!

It's been since I was 18 years old!

Five years!

When it happened!

I thought there's a girl!

She's always liked me!

Let's not talk about it!

I'll talk about it when there's a chance!

But not now!

Why!

Because!

This is not good!

Of course, I just feel that someone is using me!

Forcing me to do something!

Big shot!

Actually, this is just an illusion!

Big shot!

Actually, everyone is great!

Working is glorious!

It's not just those so-called people!

They're great!

Without us!

They!

I can't do anything about it!

I just have a misconception that it's a formality!

Some things are hard to say!

Society's atmosphere!

It's the same!

What!

Things?

So I still want to write such works!

The news now!

Especially on the Internet!

It's mostly a formality!

I've also suffered greatly from it!

I'm mentally ill now!

It's enough!

It can be said that!

Everything I have is for the world!

Given!

It's just like that!

I hate one person!

I don't even have the courage!

This character flaw!

It's so scary!

Actually, I don't!

I have too many high-level emotions!

Hate!

They're actually low-level emotions!

Why don't I have them!

Love and hate!

Intertwined!

These are high-level emotions!

Of course!

This is a formality!

My thinking is wrong!

It can't work!

So what if I have high-level emotions!

Society is still like that!

I feel that there's a problem!

It's said on the Internet!

The appearance of mental illness!

It's during the first industrial revolution!

It should be the appearance of treatment methods!

It can't be mental illness!

It's so late!

Mental illness!

It's definitely been there all along!

I'm thinking about the mental illness in the past!

There's no medicine for it!

It's still alive!

Of course!

Yes, mental illness!

I only know one Fan Jin!

Of course, Fan Jin and I are local products of this era!

Fan Jin!

Crazy!

I'm crazy too!

Actually!

How should I put it!

From my point of view!

It's actually like this!

The era has a deep influence on us!

Humans are born the same!

Just like what the Three Character Classic says!

Humans are born!

Good by nature!

Other things!

Are given by society!

Of course, self-awareness is too complicated!

It's also related to society!

And experience!

Learning!

It's greatly related!

There's still 2,000 words left!

It's time to sprint!

There's a self-adjustment mechanism!

And mental illness!

Attacks!

It's very rare!

I didn't adjust well last night!

I seem to have forgotten to take my medicine!

I'm still in a bad state!

I'm thinking about all sorts of things!

I feel!

I'm going to have an attack!

I keep feeling like I'm being schemed against!

It's so uncomfortable!

Actually!

How should I put it!

I'll get used to it!

This is life!

I still have to write more!

More practice!

More writing opportunities in the future!

More and more!

The less!

I still have to write more now!

Can it return?

It's still a problem!

I've completely gone astray!

This is at most an essay!

It feels more like a diary!

Of course, I'm mainly writing about the life of a mental illness!

And the journey of one's heart!

Actually, I'm writing these!

I'm writing these!

I can't even discover such a simple thing!

Even that kind of person can learn Chinese well!

That's enough!

How should I put it!

The main thing is that it's too long!

It's not easy to read!

Actually, how should I put it!

I've already written it very clearly!

It's all about my life!

And the journey of one's heart!

Every chapter is like that!

I've read too much!

It's easy to feel uncomfortable reading those kinds of novels!

Reality is so cruel!

In novels!

It can be said that everyone loves them!

Of course, I don't like that kind of difference!

I can't stand that!

That's why I'm a mental illness!

Others are writers!

Others can tolerate it!

But I can't!

Why can't I write something different!

I'm not a writer!

I won't die!

Am I supposed to cry!

It's my business whether I write or not!

I don't believe it!

I can't be a writer!

And I can't write!

It's not good!

It feels wrong!

And!

Not long!

I'm almost done!

More!

Half an hour!

One chapter every 80 minutes!

That's still considered fast!

To me!

Continue!

Full improvement!

Every minute and every second!

I still!

I want to be a writer!

I don't want to be a writer!

That's impossible!

I'm such a person!

Delusional!

Let's go!

Continue!

No way!

This problem has come to an end for now!

We'll talk about it in the future!

The main thing now is!

Work problems!

And writing problems!

It's none of your business!

Go away!

This is not a good feeling!

I didn't act up at night!

I didn't feel well during the day!

I didn't adjust my condition well!

It's this feeling!

It's hard to say!

I feel terrible!

Continue!

Yes!

Today is the two-month anniversary!

It's worth remembering!

Actually, I need to break through myself every day!

It can be said that!

Every day!

Anniversary!

That day can't be missed!

Continue!

That's it!

My life!

What a tragedy!

Why!

Why is it like this!

I can't see any hope!

And ahead!

That's when night falls!

I also want to live on!

Dark night!

It's terrifying!

It's so deep that it's hard to penetrate!

There are still bugs buzzing!

That's it!

It's already past 10 o 'clock!

The bugs are still buzzing!

The sun is still not out!

The weather!

It's too dark!

I can't see clearly!

The weather now!

It makes me want to cry!

I feel so weak!

Damn!

My illness also acts up during the day!

I shrink back!

Apathy!

I'm scared!

I can't adapt to life from now on!

I have this fear!

It's useless to think about this!

Why!

The matter is there!

I can only say that!

I'm really weak!

I don't dare to face anything!

This is not good!

Sigh!

Why is it like this!

My cowardice!

It's causing me to suffer!

I can't take it!

I keep dreaming!

I have all kinds of strange dreams!

I'm not thinking about the plot!

Actually, this plot!

It's purely superfluous!

It still depends on the face!

It depends on the figure!

This is not good!

Actually!

This is not good!

Continue!

I'm complaining now!

I want to say something!

I'd better not say it!

What if I incite public anger!

That's not good!

I'd better restrain myself!

Life is meaningless to begin with!

It's just that!

I have to live on!

What is the greatness of life!

Those!

Are all lies!

Should be!

Exploiters are great!

This is not good!

How should I put it!

That's why!

These things that I learned!

It's good!

It's also not good!

These guys!

They're targeting me!

I, they're mentally ill!

What mental illness!

I can't take the bus!

I have the right to refuse!

I've finally realized!

The situation of mental illness!

This is real!

I'm too naive!

I've lost my ability to fight!

Otherwise!

I'll definitely not sit back and do nothing!

I'm already completely!

I'm hopeless!

I want to die anyway!

Other mental illnesses!

It has nothing to do with me!

I can't even take care of myself!

I have no choice!

Even though I feel bad in my heart!

This is the reality!

I have a flaw in my character!

It might also be due to the drug's effect!

I have this feeling!

Sigh, it's uncomfortable!

This is the reality of the situation!

I want to do it!

Savior!

I can't do it!

I don't have the ability!

Reality is still somewhat cruel!

There's nothing to say!

I can't do it!

I'm not going to do it anymore!

It has nothing to do with me!

I've already completely decayed!

It's not that I don't want to care!

It's that I can't care!

Damn!

This is a problem!

This is a mess!

Whoever accepts it will be unlucky!

Although!

There are benefits!

There are also many disadvantages!

It's not that easy!

This is a problem!

Yes!

A permanent problem!

This is what we need to face!

Of course, I'm on drugs!

I can't move no matter what!

I'm already miserable enough!

I can write novels!

It's not easy to write!

I'll just have to make do with it!

That's what I said!

Sigh!

No one will target me!

I'm facing the world!

I've already lost it!

Confidence!

It's the same no matter who comes!

This is the reality of the situation!

I have nothing to look forward to!

I hate this kind of life!

And life!

It's just like this!

It's not like this!

How can it be!

I'm mentally ill!

It's mainly because I'm too serious!

My attitude is good!

There's also a problem!

I'm too honest!

I'm too serious!

In the end!

I'm mentally ill!

It's just like this!

I'm also very hypocritical!

I like to compete with others!

Learning is my own business!

There's no need to compete with others!

That's wrong!

You think your results are good!

Others want to give you the Ms. Perfect?

Stop dreaming!

I used to think this way!

I thought!

That way, girls will like me!

Girls!

Which type do they like!

I'm really conflicted!

Women's hearts indeed!

Needle at the bottom of the sea!

My experience and lessons are right!

I can't figure it out anymore!

What kind of guys do girls like!

I don't think it's someone like me!

I'm from 1993!

I can find a girlfriend!

There's not much left!

There's hope!

There's someone who saw it!

Those who are interested can do it!

Give it to me!

Leave a message!

I want it in 17k!

I might not be able to keep it!

Contact information!

Communication group!

I haven't been able to form one!

Because there aren't enough people!

Plus cell phones!

There's a problem!

I don't think it's good!

But my problem!

It might be very difficult to solve!

I feel it!

Sigh!

I have to cook again!

It's like clearing a dungeon!

I have to do it a few times a day!

Clear dungeons!

Increase my experience!

I can even drop equipment!

In short, dungeons are all good!