Eight more minutes!

Five o 'clock!

I've been teased by someone today!

And I!

Am just angry!

Xiao Qian, I miss you!

Say something!

That's okay too!

Want!

Who!

Is my right!

That's how it is!

I have this feeling!

I just like Xiao Qian!

Today is 7. 1. Forgive me!

I'm too naive!

I can't be with you for life!

That's not too good!

No matter what!

I have to eat!

I have to continue creating!

I'm a little sad!

I can't take things easy!

Are there no good people in this world!

I can't take things easy!

It can't be like this!

Continue!

This is creating!

I have nothing!

It can be said that I have nothing!

I feel terrible!

How can it be like this!

Yes!

I've adjusted my state!

A new challenge is waiting for me!

I have to continue creating like this!

I'm very unhappy!

I'm a little distracted!

I just have this feeling!

It doesn't feel good!

Yes, it's not like this!

I feel that my speed!

I can't keep up!

It's this feeling!

Continue!

Say something!

Be happy!

I want to learn from others!

Create!

I don't know how to write!

I have to admit this!

I've seen it!

Forget it!

I'll talk about my memories!

I'll talk about it from now on!

Of course, I don't know for a long time!

How does it feel to meet a girl!

It's so uncomfortable!

I want a girl!

Damn!

That was the first time I was moved!

It was when I was in the third grade!

I liked that girl who could dance!

Of course, I didn't even talk to her!

We didn't even talk!

That's the reality!

I'm more introverted!

The girl I talked to!

Not many!

Later on, I was liberated!

That girl!

I can't forget!

I can't forget!

That feeling of being moved to tears!

I want to cry whenever I see her!

She's so beautiful and touching!

When I was young!

My thoughts were just a formality!

Sigh, I remember once!

My mom came to pick me up from school!

She called me!

She said she was going to buy me barbecue!

I felt that we were poor and couldn't afford barbecue!

That was the first time my mom came to pick me up!

School!

I had an impact!

The second time!

It was when I was in high school!

My mental illness!

She came to kill me once!

At that time!

I didn't think too much!

That can only mean!

My thinking has improved after so many years!

Actually, that's not the case!

At that time!

I wasn't diagnosed with a mental illness!

A mental illness!

I only went for counseling!

I was just bragging to these people like I'm doing now!

I was being very honest!

I was even moved by what I said!

In the end!

I didn't have a mental illness!

Of course, at that time!

I already had one!

It was a misdiagnosis!

I remember my mental state at that time!

So!

Many details can change my fate!

Mental illness!

There were some!

I saw a lot of girls!

I didn't lie about that!

They were all in high school!

I went to the hospital to get medicine!

I saw them!

I saw them!

It was quite a few years!

At the beginning!

I didn't dare to see them myself!

Then gradually!

I mustered my courage!

I started to face it!

In the past, I was even afraid of registering!

Now, I'm not afraid!

That's why I've improved!

I can still talk to people!

The mental patients in my hometown!

There weren't as many as in Ningbo!

It wasn't like that either!

Anyway, I registered casually!

I didn't know the hospital's rules!

Someone saw me!

He didn't!

That's how it is!

There's a lot of knowledge in this!

Why do I know!

That's because I just casually registered!

Not in Ningbo!

But I feel!

Doctor Gao and I!

There's no fate!

Maybe I won't go to Ningbo anymore!

I'll go again!

The new mental hospital will prescribe medicine!

It's always good for me to take some!

I'm still a bit different!

Do I want to take it or not!

I still don't understand this!

Actually, it's my own business whether I take the medicine or not!

No one can force me!

I'll!

I won't harm society!

They won't force me to take the medicine!

Of course!

This is still good!

I digress!

My mom picked me up for the third time!

I left Dagua High School!

From then on, I started to mingle with society!

If I didn't come out!

Maybe I would have taken the university entrance exam!

Of course!

I didn't expect that I still came out!

I also had opportunities!

How should I put it!

Every step I took!

They were all changing my fate!

This is the feeling!

I like Xiao Qian!

I don't know if there's a chance!

To meet Xiao Qian!

The first girl I fell in love with!

There was no communication!

Distance is indeed beautiful!

I won't talk about it in the future!

There's nothing to talk about!

There's no result!

Xiao Hu!

I know two Xiao Hus!

One is from junior high school!

The other is from high school!

Actually, there are two people!

I even remember what they look like!

What a pity!

I don't have a story!

Sigh!

I can't take it easy!

How can it be like this!

I was the type of fool in junior high school!

As the saying goes, fortune favors fools!

I can be less miserable than others for a few years!

I was mainly scared when I grew up!

Otherwise, I wouldn't have become mentally ill!

Sigh!

The one from high school!

And the Xiao Hu from junior high school!

They're both very beautiful!

They deserve to be one!

What's their name again!

I can't remember anymore!

I still remember!

Yan Linlin!

Sha Gao!

And!

Xiao Ruan!

Ruan Jingjing!

And!

Zhou Lemin!

Speaking of these girls!

I'm crying!

I like them the most!

Yan Linlin!

But!

In the end!

It won't do!

Damn!

It can't be like this!

Fortunately, my consciousness was preserved!

And that history class representative!

She's also a beauty!

Of course, these people!

They're destined to have no fate with me!

It's good that there's something wrong with their brains!

It gives me a different talent!

So!

Genius and lunatic!

There's only a fine line between them!

Grasp it well!

It's a genius!

And my talent is also considered abnormal!

I don't know if it's a typo!

It feels like it!

That's what it means!

Once it comes up!

I can write!

Of course, this needs to be accumulated!

I have the creative experience of my first novel!

I've accumulated quite a lot!

My consciousness!

I didn't use it on my studies!

I didn't use it much!

Although!

I'm not good enough!

Damn!

I'm still far from it!

My Sha Gao career!

It ended very calmly!

It ended with me quitting school!

I'm busy!

I'll continue later!

Done!

I'm done!

It's so hot!

How can it be like this!

I still lack practice!

There's still 1,900 words!

This is originally!

I'm not willing!

Mentioning the past!

It's this feeling!

It's so uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

Continue with my creation!

Sigh!

Xiao Qian, I like you!

Of course, Xiao Qian and I!

It's impossible!

She has no feelings for me!

This is the situation!

It's too tiring!

I'm covered in sweat!

I don't know what to write!

I'm exhausted!

Continue!

I still have to write!

After the exercise!

There's no thinking!

No, it can't be like this!

But the typing speed!

I feel it's faster!

My fingering is easier!

It's like playing a game!

Proficient!

Mm!

Continue walking!

I miss you!

Xiao Qian!

Xiao Qian!

It can't be like this!

I miss you so much!

I love you so much!

Just like this!

Continue!

It can't be like this!

Continue walking!

It's so hot!

Sigh, it's cool when the heart is calm!

Also!

1,700 words!

It's time to sprint!

This is the time!

Damn it!

Half of it is also sprinting!

It still needs to be sprinted!

Enough momentum!

Of course, it's useless!

Mm!

If it doesn't rain tomorrow!

The house will be completed!

If it's not for the electricity!

It should be like this!

Continue!

It should be like this!

It can't be like this!

What can't be like this!

My mind is blank!

It can't be like this!

It can't be like this!

It's completely blank!

What to write!

It's boring!

I can't write!

Sigh!

Remember!

My main goal now is to!

Find a job!

Maintain my livelihood!

Just like this!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

It can't be like this!

Continue my writing!

It looks like!

Very difficult!

There's this feeling!

I don't know what will happen in the future!

Can I continue writing!

Time can't go back!

You don't have to miss anything!

You're just lying to yourself!

Just like this!

This is life!

Regret is also a kind of beauty!

Just like this!

Of course, it depends on how you look at it!

It's useless to regret!

It won't be of any use!

Time will pass bit by bit!

I have to realize this!

So what if I can travel through time!

Isn't it just eating and sleeping!

This afternoon!

I watched a zombie movie!

The fighting power of zombies!

It's indeed powerful!

It's very good!

I like it!

But I can't eat after watching it!

Of course, there's something more terrifying than this!

I don't have money to live!

I might as well become a zombie!

The pain of a zombie!

Just for a short while!

And living!

However, it continued to come!

I still want to become a zombie!

Actually, I don't want to change!

The acting is so scary!

I can't accept it!

Zombies are just too ugly!

Can't you be gentler after becoming a zombie!

Just like becoming a psychopath!

Hehe!

Psychopath!

It's not that exaggerated!

With that!

With that!

You're starting to be disgusting again!

Zombie movie!

It's still good!

In general!

Good!

Becoming a zombie!

That look!

It's really too scary!

But I don't want this day to come!

But destruction is a matter of time!

I still have to realize this!

Who knows about Earth!

That day!

I won't spin anymore!

There's still 1000 words!

I'll give myself 23 minutes!

Sigh, I envy those fair, rich, and beautiful women!

Classy!

Why can't I have such a life!

Because this isn't what I want!

I just want to live more deeply!

My thinking is just a formality!

Being classy!

Is still impossible!

En!

My thinking can be said to be extremely wrong!

Official thinking!

Harming!

I'm being poisoned!

That's the so-called!

Only studying is good!

Everything is low-grade!

That's the feeling!

Of course, I don't think so!

This is studying!

It's just that there are more opportunities in school!

Studying!

There's no limit!

I have an illusion!

Why is it like this!

So tiring!

I have to go again!

Get ready!

Dinner time!

Today's chapter!

Remember to upload it!

Can't forget!

Today should be 8.3!

Seems like it!

If I remember correctly!

I'll upload it in the future!

It might be in the wee hours!

It won't be in the afternoon!

It might be changed!

En, continue!

Sigh!

Alright!

Let's agree on this!

In the future!

I'll upload it around 6 PM!

Can I write it in the future!

That's a problem!

I have to work for 8 hours a day!

That's it!

How can I do that!

I might not have time!

Start writing!

How can I be so uncomfortable!

I like it because I don't understand it!

I just think it's good!

And not really good!

That's it!

En, continue!

Write!

650 words to go!

15 minutes!

I don't know!

Can I complete it?

I think there's a problem!

Possible!

It's still possible!

I need to hurry!

Continue!

I'll upload it later!

But my memory is bad!

I'm not sure when I'll upload it!

I'm used to uploading it in the afternoon!

That's it!

I'll upload it in the future!

I'll see!

I don't think I can do it!

I feel uncomfortable!

Why do I say that!

That's it!

Sigh!

Can't do it!

I don't know if I can continue writing!

This is a huge problem!

It should be very tiring!

I have this feeling!

I don't know what kind of work to do!

But operations are still mainstream!

That's it!

Sigh, society is not easy!

I'm still far from it!

Actually, I might already have 3,000 words!

I want to write 3,500 words!

En!

Continue!

Sigh, I'm still afraid!

I'm afraid I can't adapt!

Work!

I still have such concerns!

Damn!

I'm mentally ill!

I might not be able to adapt well to life!

This is a mental illness!

If I'm!

That's it!

That's not good!

Maybe there's a problem with my values!

That's the feeling!

Can't do it!

Continue this simple yet difficult creation!

The main thing is that I can't make a living!

So I still have to go to work!

Maybe I won't go to Ningbo anymore!

There's only one Ningbo!

And I'm only 22 years old!

I should cherish it!

I don't have a sense of time!

Can't do it!

Continue!

This kind of creation!

Doesn't feel good!

Let's go!

8 more minutes!

The countdown has begun!

Continue!

200 more words!

Well, there are some conditions to writing!

It's impossible to write for a lifetime without any worries!

There are still some things to experience!

It's not something that just anyone can write!

Writing also needs opportunities!

Now I have to think about what job to look for!

I have to go to the Human Resources and Social Security Bureau!

I have to make a trip there!

No choice!

I definitely won't get a good job!

The main thing is to make a living!

To work hard!

I don't like this!

A fast-paced life!

And I don't have a choice!

Sigh, rascal!

Continue!

Let's go!

Should work hard!

Must work hard to adapt!

Let's do it together!

Sing a song, okay!