It began!

This afternoon's composition!

Such emotions!

I can't speak!

The weather is too hot!

I can't get used to it!

I'm still very sleepy!

I know I have to go to work!

It's more tiring than this!

Young people!

Are young people!

No choice!

Continue!

I'm too pretentious!

I can't get hot-blooded!

I can't say it like that!

Uncomfortable!

What I want to do!

It's actually very simple!

I just want to live on properly!

The world is a rascal!

And I'm too unbearable!

I can't figure out why it's like this!

Listening to sad songs!

I have a feeling of wanting to cry!

What exactly is love!

I don't understand!

I still don't understand!

This plaything!

It's too complicated!

I better not understand!

I only know how to like!

And liking!

It's also not very good!

Although it's very beautiful!

But thinking about it, it's also very regretful!

I've missed out on so many beautiful girls!

I can't take it easy!

Why are there always so many regrets in life!

I want to talk about a kind!

Love!

It's called forever!

But forever is not far away!

I can't wait!

The seas run dry and the rocks crumble!

I'm waiting for the flowers to wilt and bloom!

And just like that!

It fills me with sadness!

The main thing is that I can't accept it!

I don't want to miss out on such beautiful girls!

Sometimes!

I just don't know them well enough!

To be able to meet them!

To know each other!

To know each other!

How much fate does this require!

It's not that easy!

I've been through this before!

I also understand the rascality of studying abroad!

Sigh!

My life!

I don't want to say anything!

It's very simple!

I can't face myself!

Really!

Why is it like this!

I'm!

I feel like I've traveled all over the world!

I've been to quite a few places!

There's nothing worth mentioning!

I need someone to take care of me!

And my story!

It hasn't started yet!

But it's just like that!

I want it to be exciting!

I feel like I'm too weak!

How should I put it!

It's not like that!

How should I put it!

Speaking of which!

It's difficult!

I don't really understand myself!

I've never noticed!

I don't even know myself!

What's the point of testing myself!

It's enough!

But I have a kind of confidence!

This kind of confidence!

I can't speak!

I just believe!

I can do it!

I can only say I'm still young!

Actually!

Most of them!

I'm not looking!

I feel dispirited!

I just hope that I can reflect!

Find more problems!

I'm not doing very well!

This isn't my world alone!

But in my eyes!

This was a person's world!

I just want to be willful my whole life!

Even if!

Fall!

Hell!

I won't go to hell!

Who goes to hell!

But it's a matter of principle!

I won't either!

Commit!

If I can do this!

Others can also do this to me!

This is also for my own good!

This is the simplest legal principle!

Actually, I don't know much about the law!

Brother Bing said before!

Uphold the law!

Is to protect your own rights!

Of course, I think so too!

But!

There are things!

I can't see it!

There are things!

It's not my turn yet!

There are so many people in the world!

I'm not special!

If!

I don't have such opportunities!

It's not necessarily me who writes novels!

This point still needs to be said!

This is a characteristic of my era!

It's a specialty of that era!

Of course, that era!

They all have such works!

Continue!

Mm!

Begin!

I'm a writer like me!

I don't understand much!

But!

Similar to my tone!

That's a lot!

This is a!

Author!

Unique!

A feeling!

I was busy for a while just now!

It's so hot!

I can only say!

I'm still relatively lucky!

Actually, I haven't experienced much!

No matter how much experience I have!

It's just like that!

Or naive!

Silly!

This is my label!

This novel!

I'm going to switch!

I'm going to switch to a female channel!

It's mainly for!

Girls read it!

Damn!

Your thoughts are already expressed without a doubt!

Boys!

Won't like to read my kind!

My position is not right!

Need to find a new website!

Continue to publish!

Where will it be!

I don't know!

Of course!

It's not as good as I thought!

My emotions!

It's still very delicate!

Maybe boys!

Won't like to read my kind!

My kind is suitable for girls!

That's it!

I rarely read female channel articles!

Male channel!

Also rarely!

I'm paying attention!

An armor one!

He stopped updating for a month!

Don't know if there are any updates!

And that one!

Has more words than me!

That one that no one reads!

I think it's written very well!

Although!

It's too fake!

But it's still interesting!

Although it's very traditional and old-fashioned!

Right!

Using online novels!

I write like this!

It's similar to some people's journals!

Actually, I'm not as good as those journals!

What I want is a deep feeling!

Good!

But I also want to express something!

What I want to express!

Too much!

Most importantly!

I want to lie in bed!

Eat and wait for death!

Hug beauties left and right!

I just want to live such a life!

But this is absolutely impossible!

I should still be aware of it!

So!

My ability isn't strong!

I'm a legendary ability user!

A guy with a score of 5!

This ability!

A score of 5!

I might as well not have it!

I might as well not be an ability user!

My ability!

How did I get it!

I still can't figure it out!

Perseverance!

Belief!

Seriousness!

These seem to come and go sometimes!

Why did I!

Get it!

Saliva ability!

This is also a type of ability!

Although it's an ability!

It's very low!

But it's still good!

Increasing ability!

That's impossible!

I don't believe in IQ or EQ!

My IQ is low!

I know that!

Low IQ!

What does that mean!

I'm going to be looked down upon!

That's not right!

Why should I be looked down upon!

Imbecile!

And I'm definitely an imbecile!

You're doing evil!

But moderate suppression!

Towards imbeciles!

It's helpful!

Although!

I can become an ability user!

But ability!

A score of 5!

Actually!

How should I put it!

I feel like writing it this way!

It's very easy!

Difficulty!

No!

I still like to challenge myself!

So what if I'm an imbecile!

This can only mean that!

You're not a good person!

You're not a good person!

You don't deserve a good ending!

But my ending!

Is also not good!

Actually, in this world!

No one can control it!

This is the trend!

I don't know how the world will develop in the future!

Do well!

Ideological education!

Develop productivity!

It's good!

I'm a failure!

I admit!

I'm not saying this for no reason!

My mindset of thinking that I'm superior is rotten!

However!

Everyone should maintain their independence!

But!

How should I put it!

I still can't do bad things!

Bad people!

There might not be bad karma!

But!

How should I put it!

After taking the medicine!

After receiving education!

And combining it with my own life experience!

It's very hard to be bad!

I'm not an ordinary person who has opportunities!

You can see me writing novels!

There are a lot of opportunities!

Perhaps in some aspects!

I'm even a primary school student!

I can't compare!

But my ability!

In some aspects!

It's far!

Higher than!

For some people!

I feel like I'm blowing my own trumpet!

People should be more confident!

It's like this!

The air!

It's all still!

It makes me unable to let go!

I just like the silence of the air!

This feeling of stillness can make me focus!

This is strange!

Spirit Concentration!

You're writing!

Fantasy novels?

But writing these!

I'm still far from it!

I'll read it for myself!

I'm suitable for writing about emotions!

My emotions!

It's still considered meticulous!

I've been through it!

Special training for inspiration!

I've accumulated a lot of inspiration!

Of course, inspiration is a thing!

It's hard to say!

But I'm still very confident!

I'll write this work well!

I can feel it!

My improvement!

My ability!

Although it didn't improve much!

But!

I still like my own work!

At least it's more realistic!

Even if I can cultivate!

So what!

So what if I can be unrivaled in the world!

I don't have these!

But these novels!

They have deeply influenced me!

But it's no use!

I've also become!

A writer!

It's still very emotional!

My dream is to write these good things!

I didn't know how to write in the past!

I didn't train enough!

Now I still have a chance!

I can't say that I don't have a chance at all!

As long as I work hard!

I have no regrets!

It's like this!

I still can't accept it!

I still want to succeed!

Actually!

How should I put it!

It's just like this!

I just have an illusion!

I just want to!

Live on easily!

If only I could read such a work back then!

I might not have gone crazy!

Such a book!

It's still not enough!

Although I'm not the first!

I'm writing with my mental illness!

I've seen at least one!

It's just like this!

Continue!

I'm so sleepy!

Finish writing!

Just rest for a while!

So tired!

I still like to write novels!

Of course, I have my reasons!

I don't understand myself!

Actually, I don't understand myself!

I want to sleep!

I'm afraid of an attack!

I'm afraid of a headache!

I can't take it!

The state of an attack!

I should still work hard to adapt!

It's just like this!

I can only say that I'm not strong enough!

Because I indulge myself!

It's impossible!

Humans have a self-regulating mechanism!

However!

The emotions of a mental illness!

It's extreme!

I'm very happy!

I'm very sad!

I have such a feeling!

I'm controlling my emotions!

I can do it!

I'm a writer!

It's best if I can lose control!

Let my emotions!

Bring it into the work!

It might not be exciting!

It's enough to move me!

Of course, I'm moved!

Maybe I just like to be intoxicated by myself!

How should I put it!

Damn, it's complicated!

I still don't understand it!

It's just like what someone said!

I'm also relying on my hormones!

Adrenaline!

To write!

There's such an explosive feeling!

Maybe it's because I'm old!

I can't write!

This is a meal of youth!

The feeling!

Uncomfortable!

Continue!

How can it be like this!

It turns out that I'm just eating youth!

Meal!

I'm just a writer!

A youth novel writer!

Of course, I won't write!

A youth novel writer!

I might not be able to write in the future!

I can't understand!

How can it be like this!

I'm still afraid of not updating!

Very silly and naive!

Writing a novel!

It's very easy!

Writing a novel!

It's mainly wishful thinking!

Expressing my point of view!

Publishing it!

Of course, it's not that simple!

Yes, a writer!

I can't do it yet!

I have to work hard to become a writer!

I still have to think more!

This is just the beginning!

My main goal is to record!

The life of a mental patient!

And thoughts!

Don't not know what I'm writing!

Actually, my thoughts are very clear!

I'm writing it myself!

I even know what to write!

However!

Most of them are like this!

The whole!

The structure of the story is the same!

Actually, novels are all about the same!

It's just those few types!

Things!

Reflecting thoughts!

Talking about life!

This is the essence of things!

I'm not good at writing!

Of course, I like my own work very much!

Why do I like it!

At least I found it!

A place to talk!

In the past, I was very high profile!

One heart!

To become!

A writer like so and so!

I'm me!

I'm me!

And I can't be replicated!

I'm thinking!

My ability!

It came by chance!

Feel my ability!

It doesn't belong to me!

Alright!

Today is the plan!

7,000 words!

That's it!

I don't want to write too much!

I want to sleep for a while!

Lazy cancer!

Enough!

How should I put it!

I can't be like this!

I only want to!

Don't cry so badly!

I only want to live well!

Find a mutual!

Take care of someone!

I'm destined not to fall in love!

I have this feeling!

Why do you say that!

You're spouting nonsense!

My feelings are too deep!

Sigh!

How can it be like this!

The one I love is not you!

The one I love is the whole world!

Hehe!

I can only say that!

I just like!

The one I like is you!

And not the real you!

Forgive my wishful thinking!

I can't really love you!

Who do I love!

I love this world!

That's all I can say!

I fell in love with an illusion!

Sigh!

Why!

My fate!

That's it!

Continue!

Wait!

There will be exciting relaxation!

Luckily, I don't memorize much!

My past!

I remember more or less!

Yep!

Continue!

Wait, tomorrow!

This chapter is coming to an end!

I don't know if I can write in the future!

This is a problem!

I'm still very worried!

I want to write like this for the rest of my life!

But that's impossible!

I just lack a kind of spirit!

Lack!

A kind!

Spirit!

I don't know!

I'm just an ordinary person!

I can't take it easy!

How can it be like this!

I should continue writing!

There's still a lot to write!

There's too much to write!

Yep!

This kind of thing can't be finished!

I've finally succeeded!

Become black!

Become an ability user!

Luckily, my ability is only 5!

This is the feeling ~!

It's too unbearable!

I have to say!

I'm being unreasonable!

This afternoon!

Cutting vegetables!

I cut my hand again!

I cut a layer of skin!

Cutting bitter gourd!

I was too careless!

The bitter gourd rolled!

Luckily, it didn't bleed much!

Continue!

Sigh!

This is writing!

I should continue!

Write a little more!

This is hard to vent!

This emotion!

It makes me unable to continue!

I still want to be a writer!

It's best if I can go on TV!

Damn!

That's enough!

You can't!

You're still not enough!

You can't be saved!

I have this feeling!

It's hard to continue!

I fantasize about going on TV every day!

It's actually useless!

It's just meddlesome!

I still lack!

Training!