A new day had begun just like that!

And it was raining today!

It was really raining too much!

At this moment!

That was the feeling!

It was so uncomfortable!

How could it be like this!

Sigh, life!

How could it be like this!

It felt like there was nothing to write about!

No matter how good the memories were!

They were still memories after all!

There were thoughts of retreating!

The mentality!

That was it!

Continue!

This was a difficult creation!

It was still alright!

Sigh, it was uncomfortable!

How could it be like this!

Today was Friday!

It was another extraordinary day!

That was it!

So happy!

I might have to wait for at least half a month or so!

Only then could I go out to work!

That was it!

It might be about the same!

Make all kinds of preparations!

Yes!

That was it!

I still have to look for a job!

I'm almost done with my medicine!

I've been taking the medicine for quite a long time!

Wait for another three months!

Just four years!

I feel like I can't get better!

I haven't taken my medicine!

That's not very possible!

How could it be like this!

Uncomfortable!

It can't be!

It can't be like this!

I'm very disgusted with myself!

How could it be like this!

I'm too lost!

My mind isn't clear!

It's this feeling!

Well, how should I put it!

My life is just the beginning!

Next!

What should I do!

I'm still a little confused!

It felt more or less the same!

Isn't it just making a living!

It's not that high and mighty!

It's just like this!

Feeling!

Hehe!

It can't be like this!

Anyway, this guy!

He cares about his face!

I feel like I need to embarrass him!

What does it have to do with me!

It's not nice!

I'll just not look!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

That was the feeling!

Today was July 3rd!

Time passed too quickly!

A few days ago, I was still here!

Writing for two months!

Now it's already the 3rd!

Continue!

I'm lying to myself!

It's enough!

I'm also such a person!

Sigh, this is a psychological flaw!

It can't be like this!

It can't be like this!

My language is lacking coherence!

I can't stand it!

It's not that nice!

But I can make do with it!

It can't be like this!

Continue!

Well, life's long!

Sigh, how can it end!

These people are too much!

I'm a bad person!

I want to kill myself!

I have lazy cancer!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

Life was full of drama!

The first half of my life!

I'm!

Happy!

I still feel like I don't have to worry about food and clothing!

After a few years!

It's changed!

Life!

It's the best drama!

I don't like it!

Why should I follow TV series!

Because it's not nice!

It's just another life!

It's just like this!

There's nothing else!

Sigh!

I might have to write it today!

11: 30!

I have to write faster!

Only then can I finish it!

Otherwise, I won't be able to write well!

How should I put it!

It's just like this!

Continue!

Uncomfortable!

I still have a lot of things to do!

I don't know what kind of person I am!

How can I start a family!

I can't bear to look at it!

I don't even dare to think about it!

I can only say!

I haven't experienced enough!

I'm too naive!

I'm too silly!

I can't take it lying down!

I'll just continue like this!

I'll find all kinds of excuses!

Uncomfortable!

Why is this painful!

It's hard to say!

During this period!

It's raining a lot!

This is a sad season!

It's raining just like that!

It's very heavy!

It's always raining!

Uncomfortable!

Just like that!

Sigh!

I'm really guilty as a person!

Extremely uncomfortable!

These guys!

They've done some things!

Things!

Sigh!

How should I put it!

Time will change!

It's hard to say!

Continue!

How can it be like this!

Continue!

Continue!

Sigh!

This life!

It's changeable!

I have to maintain a good attitude!

Just like that!

Why should I say that!

How should I put it!

Just like that!

No one knows what will happen in the future!

This is a problem!

This is a problem!

Just like that!

Sigh!

What should I do with my life!

I'm too unbearable!

The difference is too great!

So I can't do it!

I can't do this!

How should I put it!

Acting strange!

These guys!

That's enough!

I can't do this!

Continue!

Uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

Continue!

I can't do this!

I can't do this!

Life is so uncomfortable!

And dramatic!

But it's impossible for me!

To live without worrying about food and clothing!

That's lying to myself!

Soon!

2,600 words!

Have a long sprint!

Just like that!

I can't do this!

This isn't very important!

Continue!

This is a difficult creation!

There's less work today!

Not much!

I can relax a little!

Continue!

Just like that!

Uncomfortable!

This life!

Extremely uncomfortable!

Sigh!

How can it be like this!

It can't be like this!

This dialogue!

It's hard to accept!

It can't be like this!

It's impossible that I don't know all these!

En, I'm lying to myself!

Sigh!

The situation is critical!

I need to have a different attitude!

And my attitude!

I haven't adjusted well!

There's such a problem!

I don't know anything now!

It can be said that I have nothing!

Just like that!

Uncomfortable!

It can't be like this!

Life should continue!

Sigh!

How can it be like this!

Actually, I'm no different from others!

I just feel that I'm different!

This is enough!

Harming others!

This person!

This matter!

Is enough!

Uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

The house is more or less ready!

I can also go out to work!

This is the situation!

I know!

Just like that!

Sigh!

I still have to continue!

I don't know why!

I don't write well!

I don't write fast enough!

I don't think fast enough!

Damn!

Today will pass just like that!

Tomorrow!

I don't know!

No one knows!

This is a problem!

How can it be like this!

I want to develop well!

Continue!

Life!

It's not like that!

I have seven younger sisters!

But I've interacted with more!

Less!

Not a lot!

Of course!

Younger sisters have always been unreliable!

Not to mention younger brothers!

So in the future!

I still have to walk on my own!

Life isn't as easy as you think!

If only I could realize this!

Maybe I wouldn't have gone crazy!

But I still went crazy!

I still don't know what illness I have!

What did I get?!

Look at the medicine bottle!

I should have schizophrenia!

Simple!

I don't feel anything!

My condition is changing!

It's not just a day!

So!

Schizophrenia!

Schizophrenia!

It looks very complicated!

It must have been there long ago!

But its treatment!

It's still rather late!

Taking medicine for life!

It's also a recent trend!

For me!

Taking medicine or not!

It doesn't matter!

Why!

Even if I get better, I'll eat and sleep!

Even if I don't, I'll eat and sleep!

This makes sense!

I still understand it!

It's that simple!

So what if I get better!

Don't think you'll be different!

How many ordinary people are there in reality!

This can only mean that!

You live too self-centered!

You don't see the world!

I'm thinking!

Why!

I can go to work!

Others want to buy breakfast!

Look up!

I have the ability!

I'm not as good as selling breakfast!

That's it!

How can I say that!

That's it!

Don't think!

Everything is what you deserve!

What's it!

What's the use!

You might not be able to do what others do in your lifetime!

That's why I say!

People are ordinary and great!

Every single one of them!

Is worthy of affirmation!

Of course, except for the exploiters!

How can I say this!

That's not good either!

Society needs to operate!

High-level people!

It can be said that!

They're dispensable!

Not as good as!

On the streets!

The old man who sells vegetables!

Not as valuable as the old man!

The development of society!

Is that what we want?!

What exactly do we want?!

I can't pass it now!

A life isolated from the world!

Isolated from the world!

It's a state!

Who would care about my feelings?!

I should at least understand this kind of reality!

I know this very well!

Just like how I don't pay attention to others!

Others occasionally mention it!

But it's just something to talk about!

It can really affect your life!

You're still yourself!

People live for themselves!

Just like what I saw yesterday!

A very classic sentence!

Life is cruel!

A small part of it is for survival!

But more of it is for comparison!

This sentence!

It's very useful!

I'm also such a person!

But comparison!

It's nothing!

Even if I win, there's a so-called medal!

And honor!

So what!

But it will eventually follow!

Time passes!

Nothing is eternal!

Views and theories!

They can be rewritten at any time!

Of course, don't think that some views will always be like this!

It will change!

That's it!

How can I say this!

It's very uncomfortable!

It can't be like this!

This!

It's a problem!

It's uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

Continue!

Life is like this!

It's full of problems!

But the outcome is set!

People mainly want to survive!

In my opinion!

My view is still like this!

Comparison!

It can't be eaten!

I've won!

So what if there's an award!

That's the way society is!

The whole world is like this!

Everyone hopes for a good development!

Of course!

I don't think it will develop much!

It's just eating and sleeping!

It's that simple!

Is this something that can be changed?

I don't know!

If it's changed!

I'm not human anymore!

Of course, this has nothing to do with me!

It doesn't have much to do with me!

I'm just a bystander!

To me!

Eating or not eating!

It doesn't matter!

It's uncomfortable!

It's just like this!

I'm waiting to die!

I feel like I can't not eat!

I feel uncomfortable!

I'm hungry!

Damn!

I really want to starve to death!

Sigh!

How can it be like this!

This isn't good!

Continue!

This is a difficult life!

How can it be like this!

What's the situation!

It's making people speechless!

It's just that uncomfortable!

It can't be like this!

Continue!

Life is just that uncomfortable!

It's unacceptable!

Yes, continue!

This is the feeling!

Continue!

Sigh!

This is my life!

I have the right to decide what it is!

Continue!

It can't be like this!

Continue!

I pressed the wrong button just now!

It's scary!

I can't live in the mouths of others!

So there are some things that I won't do!

It's okay if it's ugly!

It's just like this!

Continue!

This is difficult!

And it's a tragic life!

I have nothing to say!

I have no choice!

I'm destined!

I can only be an ordinary person!

But I!

I can't accept it!

Continue!

My own creation!

Of course!

I don't really want to be famous!

The burden is heavy!

I might as well write like this!

It's easier!

Although I don't have money!

But the pressure isn't great!

Writing a novel!

I can write it for myself!

Who says I can't!

This is a problem!

This is my freedom!

I have a kind of!

Preconceived notions!

I can't do this!

I can't do this!

This isn't good!

It's just like this!

Continue!

I don't have much money left!

This grandson!

It's enough!

I feel uncomfortable!

It's actually like this!

They all know how to pretend to be a god!

No one will be a stupid dog!

But this isn't good!

They all think they're awesome!

It's actually not like that!

They don't admit it even though it's useless!

This is a problem!

But it's not like this!

Life is very simple!

It's people who are complicated!

How should I put it!

Mentality is very important!

I'm completely hopeless!

700 words left!

Make the final push!

It's not good for me to say!

How should I say it!

I have no choice!

This is life!

I'd rather not have consciousness!

Be an ordinary person!

I don't want to feel so uncomfortable!

It can't be like this!

But I have no choice!

I have consciousness!

Walk the path of an ability user!

This path!

There's no turning back!

Who can turn back!

That's enough!

You're still far from it!

You're spouting nonsense again!

Life is such a thing!

There's no choice!

The ending is the same!

Just thinking about it makes me happy!

Die early and be free!

Die late!

Take a few more looks at the world!

Die neither too early nor too late!

I want to die!

I have too many worries!

What's there to worry about when I'm dead!

There's nothing left!

There are still people who are suffering!

For myself, I have to take a few more looks at the world!

How should I put it!

The feelings that ordinary people have!

I don't have any!

I'm a person without any feelings!

There are some things that I don't value!

Especially the next generation!

I don't value them at all!

I'm only talking about the older generation!

Fortunately!

I haven't reached that stage yet!

I'm just not mature enough!

Having the ability is also harming people!

This is also a good thing!

Having no ability!

It's not necessarily a bad thing!

This is also good!

Harming people less!

That's it!

I'm just so positive and negative!

I can't stand some things at all!

Why is it like this!

This can't be!

This can't be!

I feel uncomfortable!

I feel like I'm going to have a relapse again!

I have to adjust my state!

That's it!

But I have to adjust well!

This can't be!

Continue!

Go!

Continue!

Life is so difficult!

Take a few more looks at the world!

There's nothing bad about it!

No matter how you live, it's still a lifetime!

You have to be more open-minded!

Taking things too hard!

It's torturing yourself!

You're not the one suffering!

Hating others is the same!

The one being hated!

It's not uncomfortable!

You're the one suffering!