The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 145

Today's training!

I don't know what's inside!

How deep the water is!

This is a problem!

A quiet encounter!

A quiet wait!

The world is so big!

And I'm so small!

I'm always sad!

What do you mean I like to be sad!

To continue this loneliness and melancholy!

My writing!

There's always a faint sadness in my heart!

You know how much I miss you!

Maybe I'm just that sentimental!

I love whoever I see!

I'm not serious!

I've been in love!

No one gave me a chance!

This is also a pity!

This is also a result!

My novel today!

Work is tough!

Of course there are challenges!

Only then will there be breakthroughs!

The days of work in the future!

There will be a lot!

In order to survive!

In order to see more of the world!

I still have to work hard!

That's it!

En!

Maybe the days of writing novels in the future!

Will be less!

I have a feeling!

But this feeling!

It's still empty!

This is not a typo!

This is a state!

My inspiration can't keep up!

This is a problem!

It's so uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

You should know!

I'm just an ordinary person!

My personal impact on this world!

The influence!

Very small!

Alright, calm down!

When I woke up this morning!

My hands hurt!

It's much better now!

That's it!

I can still write one day at a time!

I don't know my novel!

When will it stop updating!

Maybe it's just a matter of time!

I can't adapt to such a life!

I just want to compose in peace!

But life doesn't allow it!

My ability is limited!

This is a problem!

How should I put it!

I still need to work hard!

I'm a very low-key person!

I'm afraid I'll have a relapse!

That's it!

Uncomfortable!

My learning ability!

It's not as strong as the average person!

Although I've been educated!

The so-called higher education!

But ability!

There's still a problem!

Sigh!

Life is full of regrets!

I don't think so!

I can't stop being awesome!

I can't buy it anymore!

I'm not enough!

This world!

I'm still far from it!

This is nothing!

Sigh!

I've fallen in love!

A certain girl!

I like!

A few of them!

So I'm just a brute!

I can see it!

There's a good saying!

But in fact!

I'm not a fool!

Don't think I'll save it!

What happened!

This world is so prosperous!

And I'm very lonely!

I'm just a writer who writes autobiographies!

Me and those!

Compared to the lecturers!

Far from it!

My mouth!

I'm not that good at talking!

It doesn't feel good!

But my writing ability!

It's still incomparable!

How long have they practiced!

How long have I practiced!

Writing!

I can brace myself!

I'll do it!

Although it's not much!

It's a one-in-a-million ability!

But it's still considered an ability!

Writing!

Mainly to express!

That's enough!

Everything else is easy!

Of course, I'm like that!

It's impossible to be famous!

I wanted to say!

It's impossible to be famous!

But I'm imitating it!

Just like what many people say!

I don't feel good all over!

It's this feeling!

I'll be facing a new challenge tomorrow!

No one should be eliminated!

That's what I think!

This is a problem!

Where I'm staying now!

A big suite!

The lowest level employee!

Maybe my promotion is limited!

I'm not worried!

Because it's useless!

Although the ability is very strong!

But the ability still needs to be cultivated!

Even if I'm eliminated!

There's nothing bad about it!

I'll be eliminated sooner or later!

As a mental patient!

I'll live my life however I want!

I'm not afraid of death!

But I'm afraid!

To live in pain!

Maybe suffering is also a kind of cultivation!

I still don't understand!

I can only say!

I still need to grow!

The plan is still there!

I'll finish this chapter at 7: 30!

Well, how should I put it!

Recently, I've fallen in love with a pretty girl!

I'm so happy!

That's it!

I just can't be together!

Just thinking about it makes me sad!

What's my dream?!

I want to find a gentle and pleasant college student!

Her temperament!

It's different!

But a college student girl!

Why would it be my turn!

It's useless to think about it!

It's useless!

Actually, it's nothing!

Continue!

Sigh!

I just can't accept it!

I'm mentally unbalanced!

Well, alright!

The plan is soon!

What to do!

Well!

Continue!

Ten more days!

Only two months left!

Time really passed very quickly!

Beat me up!

I can sleep with my eyes open!

That's why I'm good at it!

Ordinary people definitely can't do it!

Just daydreaming can be treated as sleeping!

This reminds me of my school days!

I have nothing to say!

There's a problem with my ability!

I need more nurturing!

That's it!

Continue!

Today is 720!

Monday!

Today is the first day and I feel a little tired!

But I still need to write the novel well!

That's it!

Just thinking about it makes me sad!

I'm thinking about life!

Just thinking about it makes me sad!

How can it be like this!

That's a problem!

My ability is limited!

Sigh, I feel bad!

I have to go to work tomorrow!

I have to sign a contract!

200 more words!

Half an hour!

I can't finish it!

That's the problem!

I can't just rely on the word count!

There should be some plot!

But that's something I don't know how to do!

I'm eating noodles today!

Dinner!

That's it!

The chili isn't spicy at all!

It's boring!

It looked like it was very spicy!

That way!

It looks delicious!

But I really can't finish it!

I can only do one contract at most!

My ambition!

Not here!

I want to be an actor!

I want to be a singer!

I want to be a writer!

Actually, time is nothing!

There's a problem!

It's a problem!

There are a lot of restrictions!

It's an unacceptable feeling!

My goal is to become a talent!

Of course!

I have to be a person first!

There's a serious problem with my character!

My writing now!

Lack of inspiration!

I'm just typing stiffly!

Talking!

That's it!

Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

Actually, it's nothing!

I can't take it easy!

Sigh, it's uncomfortable!

My goal is to become an indomitable person!

I don't want to live a difficult life!

I just want to live a simple life!

But I need to make a deal and start a career!

At least I have to give myself happiness!

That's a must!

I have to give myself an answer!

There's still someone for me!

I'm fine!

So sad!

I can only say that I'm like this!

Alive!

A little tired!

But that's life!

I should do it well!

But I just can't!

Let's talk about feelings!

I'm a rather fickle person!

I've never fallen in love with anyone!

I've always fallen in love with whoever I see!

That's the problem!

Fried potato intestines is really delicious!

It's unforgettable!

That's it!

I have to work hard!

Work hard to live!

I have to do it for myself!

First and foremost for myself!

Work hard for my happiness!

Happiness is actually very simple!

Happiness is a feeling!

Maybe I've always been very happy!

It's just that I don't know!

Although I don't have much money!

But I still have to work hard!

That's it!

My life!

There are twists and turns!

It's unacceptable!

If I can meet the challenge!

It's a habit!

There's nothing bad about it!

But I can't do it!

My condition isn't good!

I haven't adjusted my mentality!

I always want to be overnight!

Get rich overnight!

I want to be famous overnight!

I can't wait!

My work!

I can get an award right away!

But that's impossible!

Because it requires accumulation!

It's a process!

Actually, some things don't end up like that!

That's it!

I've been assigned to be an employee!

I still can't accept it!

I can only say that it's good and bad!

How should I put it!

I'm living off the youth in this line of work!

I want to find a girlfriend!

That's it!

My plan!

I want to get married at 25!

But it doesn't seem possible now!

That's it!

Just thinking about it makes me sad!

Why didn't I work hard!

I haven't thought about living a good life!

There are things!

I should understand now!

That's it!

I want to support a family!

I'll do the most for this job!

I'll do a contract!

My plan is this!

I want to get married and start a family!

This kind of salary won't do!

Continue!

This is difficult!

The creation!

En!

How should I put it!

Now it's mainly about the relationship!

How did I do it step by step!

To become a stream of consciousness!

I don't even know!

This is a kind of mentality!

People should be independent!

I just lack the spirit of independence!

That's it!

I'll sign the contract tomorrow!

I don't think it's meaningful to start a family!

I just want to find someone I love!

Of course!

It's even better if she loves me!

It's just a thought!

But I still need to cultivate my ability!

Actually, my problem is very serious!

I'll go to sleep later!

That's it!

I'll wash my clothes later!

I'll do a stream of consciousness!

I can slow down time!

Of course, this is just a feeling!

I'll wash my clothes later!

En, yes!

That's it!

En!

My ability is limited!

I'm still far from a lecturer!

I have a problem with my ability to express myself!

That's it!

My writing ability!

It's stronger than my ability to express myself!

I don't know if you guys have noticed!

I think!

This doesn't feel good!

Because you guys haven't heard me speak!

Actually, I'm very talkative!

Maybe right or wrong isn't that important!

That's it!

I should work hard!

Although I'm a mental patient!

But I also want to live!

I also want to eat!

That's it!

Uncomfortable!

I can only say!

I have no choice!

This is also the joy of life!

I'll get used to it!

I always feel that!

Someone is saying that I'm mentally ill!

I want to find a girlfriend!

If you like someone, you can contact me!

92 to 96 is fine!

I'm 22 this year!

I hope to find a figure!

A better one!

I think you have a girlfriend!

What can you write!

I don't know!

This is a problem!

Can I find one?

That's enough!

I can even find a girlfriend like this!

You're too far away!

That's enough!

I'll go!

I can't take it easy!

I have to walk my own path in the future!

Stumbling!

I have to walk on!

Continue!

You know!

I'm an ordinary person!

Hehe!

My mind is empty!

I was chatting with someone just now!

My entire mind is empty!

That's it!

Situation!

Continue!

I love you!

Li Meng!

Hehe!

I'll feel uncomfortable if I don't confess!

Confessing is a must!

Hehe!

One year!

Must!

Yes!

Got it!

But!

I don't have any advantage!

I have connections!

Continue!

Request!

That's good!

That's not good either!

She might be a newcomer!

It's hard to say in this society ~ I'll continue to be distracted!

Continue!

This is a difficult creation!

I want to be with you!

500 more words!

Talking will break my spirit!

It's getting dark!

That's it!

So uncomfortable!

Yes, continue!

This creation!

I was chatting with someone just now!

Uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

It can't be like this!

Continue this difficult life!

This creation!

It was time to continue!

It's getting dark!

I can't see anymore!

Keyboard!

I can't see clearly!

I'm a strict person!

That's it!

Feeling!

Yes, continue!

This life!

Uncomfortable feeling!

That's how uncomfortable it is!

Yes, plan!

Write more today!

Of course, not too much!

If there's overtime!

I don't know how long I can write!

This is a problem!

It seems like I'm working overtime every day!

I can't take it easy!

Very uncomfortable!

Continue!

This life!

My ability is limited!

I'll wash my clothes later!

I won't write too much!

More than 3000 words!

That's enough!

I'll sign the contract tomorrow!

That's it!

That's enough!

Someone will guide me!

No!

But I have to walk my own path in life!

That's it!

After so many years!

I have some!

Courage!

But that's not enough!

I have to survive!

Still lacking a little!

No!

It's a lot!

I feel very unfamiliar with this place!

Forgive!

My brain short-circuited!

I can't take it easy!

I still feel very good about myself!

That's my problem!

My ability is limited!

That's a problem!

That's it!

Yes, continue!

This creation!

Meals!

It's still satisfying!

I'm mainly lacking in training!

Alright!

Gradually!

Today's creation time!

It's over!

How should I put it!

I can't take it easy!

That's it!

Continue!

This creation!

This!

Creation!

That's enough!

Yes!

What will it be tomorrow!

What will it be like!

I don't know!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

Continue!

This!

Difficult creation!

Yes!

Look!

I'll write another 100 words!