I was rejected!

I couldn't take it!

They were all against me!

I was disgusted!

It was me!

They were too passionate!

Really?

This kind of thing!

I actually couldn't grasp it well!

Bullsh * t stream of consciousness!

It turned out that …

Girls!

It was so complicated!

I had better find an age!

Someone older than me!

That was better!

At least someone more mature than me!

However, it was useless!

Look!

I saw one!

However!

Hit on her!

A few times!

I didn't succeed!

That was enough!

Therefore, I should move forward bravely!

Be friends!

That was also good!

Limitless!

Emotional!

That was it!

No way!

How could it be like this!

Continue!

This life!

I was thinking of a!

Problem!

What problem!

Well!

Yes!

I was thinking!

I had a problem!

I was thinking!

Why was it like this!

If I didn't fight for it!

There was no hope!

I finally understood!

It turned out that!

I was still a young boy!

I wasn't mature enough!

That was it!

That was it!

Reality!

That was it!

Well!

Hai Hong!

I liked it!

It was just that!

I!

22 years old!

She!

Was only 16 years old!

I felt that it was impossible!

However!

I was still pursuing her!

That was enough!

I was already crying!

How could it be like this!

Perhaps in life!

I have to!

Have a relationship!

A relationship without a result!

It was wishful thinking!

Both parties were in love!

We were together!

Today!

It was ten thousand words!

Transform!

Grief was my strength!

Transform!

Desire!

Inspiration!

Therefore, I had to continue!

For!

My dream!

For!

The her in my heart!

Did I not love you that much?!

I only loved!

The you in my imagination!

That was me!

I was really!

Too wishful thinking!

However!

This was the beginning!

I could only say that!

Many people were like this!

We!

Love was!

The her in my heart!

Not her!

The real person!

That was it!

I fell in love with an illusion!

I didn't understand at all!

I looked at her!

She was pretty!

So I told her my thoughts!

I added it to her!

Then!

I fell in love with her!

She!

Actually!

The person I loved!

Did not exist!

She was just a person in my imagination!

Actually, this was!

The beginning of my love!

However!

That was how people were!

Of course, this was very irresponsible!

At least, that was how I felt!

My wishful thinking!

It also explained!

I wasn't mature enough!

My feelings!

I was lying to myself!

Yes!

So!

I couldn't do it!

This also explained!

I wasn't mature enough!

This also further explained!

There was a problem with my condition!

I had to write a lot today!

Yes!

The plan was ten thousand words!

Today!

Yes!

August 2nd!

We had a weekend break!

I was thinking!

Maybe my whole life!

I couldn't afford it!

A house in the city!

I had a hunch!

At this point!

I still knew myself!

At this point!

I could still do it!

Except for!

Love!

Comparison!

Blindness!

More wishful thinking!

Everything else was just not good enough!

Sigh!

Reality was too cruel!

What was the situation now!

I was thinking!

I was thinking!

Sigh!

Actually!

I didn't love her that much!

She!

I fell in love with an illusion!

Falling in love with a beautiful feeling!

Perhaps!

She wasn't what I thought!

Sigh!

That was why!

I was mentally handicapped!

This was it!

Wishful thinking!

Yes!

Sigh!

It also explained!

My love life!

It was a blank piece of paper!

I didn't have a girlfriend!

I remembered when I was in high school!

I heard from Ah Juan!

Her classmate!

Wrote a book!

Told!

The love story of college students!

It was very difficult!

In the end, they broke up!

But they still loved each other deeply!

I was thinking!

Such a story!

Can I write it!

I think it was most likely my own imagination!

I used to hallucinate myself!

I would definitely become a great writer!

But that was just an illusion!

It was just like that!

I didn't experience it!

You love me, I love you!

What was the feeling!

I just!

Fell in love with an illusion!

But it was an illusion!

I didn't fall in love with me!

Because this was reality!

Sigh!

Just talking about it made me want to cry!

Actually!

My story!

I could also talk about it!

I felt that it was the right time!

It was still possible!

But I didn't have enough ability!

That was the problem!

It was like this!

Well!

Write it!

9: 20!

Okay!

That was it!

Damn, I actually didn't have a story!

It was easy!

Life was like this!

It was very difficult!

Most of it!

People!

It wasn't easy!

At least!

The people around me were like this!

Well, continue!

I felt very empty!

That was why!

My literature!

It wasn't done well!

Okay!

Computer!

Almost out of battery!

Plug it in!

Continue writing!

I was thinking!

What was the problem like!

People like me!

That was enough!

Even I wanted to cry!

Yes!

The computer was making sounds!

Strange sounds!

Was it going to spoil!

I pressed it!

A little forceful!

Clatter!

Clatter!

This was a problem!

It couldn't be like this!

It felt as if the keyboard was going to fall off!

Uncomfortable!

How could it be like this!

I felt that I was far from it!

It couldn't be!

Damn!

I was 22!

I was still a blank piece of paper!

I also wanted to cry!

I had never been in love!

I didn't know at all!

Being in love!

What was the feeling!

This was also my regret!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

I could only say!

I wasn't mature enough!

The computer kept making sounds!

Strange sounds!

Just like!

Knives!

Cutting plates!

The feeling!

I wanted to cry!

Uncomfortable!

How could it be like this!

My imagination was affected!

It was preserved!

This also became!

My!

Writing!

Opportunity!

But!

My thoughts!

Were not enough!

Had imagination!

Now, I was mainly thinking about money!

I was thinking about women!

I was such a person!

I felt that I was!

Very ugly!

I didn't have any higher aspirations!

I thought that was enough!

I couldn't take it!

Today!

In the morning!

Wrote two chapters!

In the afternoon!

I didn't want to!

It was too tiring!

But there was nothing that wasn't tiring!

I should get used to this pace!

As a writer!

This little ability!

Nothing!

That was just a joke!

Now!

I have to work hard!

Myself!

I was lying to myself!

I thought that was enough!

How could it be like this!

I was thinking!

When could I find a girlfriend!

But there was nothing!

I was looking forward to it!

It was all a burden!

A heavy burden!

I could only say!

I didn't think about it comprehensively!

I didn't!

I took the mass route!

What!

Give birth!

It was a novel!

Thousands of benefits!

I read!

That was a living hell!

No!

This was already good enough!

I really liked to brainwash!

It was actually not worth it!

Take myself for example!

Parents!

Raised me!

For so many years!

Got it!

What happened!

Nothing at all!

More!

Pay!

Actually!

I only needed to think about myself!

Everything was easy to talk about!

I said before!

I won't get married!

I was more anxious than anyone else!

I could only say!

Life changes!

Very quickly!

My current hand speed!

Freeze!

In an hour!

3200 characters!

It was very difficult to improve!

It was usually like this!

I might have reached a bottleneck!

This speed!

It wasn't fast!

It was only one minute!

Hit!

80 characters!

I didn't have that ability!

I was free to enter!

After all!

I had to!

Use some!

Brain cells!

That was it!

It wasn't that easy to speed up!

Pick it up!

That kind!

Hit!

Old style!

Enter!

That was!

What enter!

What did it give!

What did you hit!

That wasn't my strong suit!

That kind of speed!

I was definitely a tortoise!

Even now!

I couldn't do it!

Free to enter!

My speed!

Most people didn't have it!

However!

For!

In this line of work!

For the people!

This bit of speed!

That was!

Trash!

My hand speed!

I didn't practice for long!

The most important thing was to keep up with my hand speed!

This!

Novel!

Front and back!

Novel!

Done!

For three months!

Still!

Very emotional!

I still have to write!

Twelve!

So much time!

Oh, yes!

Eleven!

Only then could I finish writing this novel!

I had said before!

Wait for this novel!

Novel!

I'll wait!

Four years!

That was right!

At that time!

I couldn't find a girlfriend!

My situation!

I was also frustrated!

I had the idea of writing novels for a living!

However, at that time!

I didn't have any conditions!

To write!

Because of myself!

I couldn't do it!

That was it!

I went crazy!

Actually!

I was also forced!

I was forced to live!

I was driven crazy!

Fortunately!

I didn't!

From then on!

I couldn't recover from the setback!

On the contrary!

I gave it!

I gave it a chance!

I did it!

Roughly high!

I did it!

Adult undergraduate degree!

With the cutoff score!

Twice the results!

I was accepted!

Actually, the cutoff score was!

170 + points!

I did it!

347 points!

Full marks ~ Yes!

600！

This point!

Damn the results!

Take it out too!

Scary!

Enough!

This was for me!

It was still considered ideal!

One had to know!

My language!

I only did it!

60 + points!

Just thinking about it made me want to cry!

My language!

Did!

60 + points!

Something!

It was definitely not a joke!

There was really such a thing!

Yes!

I was thinking!

A question!

Can I!

Be together!

I want to be in a relationship!

I can only say!

I have more ideas!

Wait!

Finish writing this chapter!

Sing a song!

I want to sing!

Dead!

I want love!

However!

I don't have love!

Unrequited love!

It's uncomfortable!

So!

There are plenty of fish in the sea!

Now I'm in love with a single flower!

This feeling!

It's uncomfortable!

Only those who have experienced it!

Will understand!

That kind of rascal!

Although!

It's not!

It's heart-wrenching!

But it can also be said that!

It's heart-wrenching!

It's just like that!

Yes!

It's just like that!

Damn!

And!

12 minutes!

This chapter!

It's over!

I never ask!

Others take a minute!

How many words can they type!

I only ask for an hour!

From what I know!

Among writers!

My typing speed!

It's also considered slow!

It's just like that!

Write!

Reach!

I really want to!

Be in a relationship!

It's just like that!

It's a pity!

No one wants to talk to me!

Just thinking about it makes me want to cry!

Can you give me a chance!

I've had enough!

It's uncomfortable!

How can it be like that!

It can't be!

Continue!

This life!

Mine!

Life!

I can't go back to my school days anymore!

It's out!

Then I know how to cherish it!

Sigh!

There won't be such good times anymore!

So I want to use mine!

Write it down with words!

It's good to take a look!

It's just like that!

Continue!

This life!

Yes!

I'm thinking!

Sigh!

Sunday's writing time!

It's very short!

Actually!

It's also very long!

At most!

Five hours!

Usually!

I have to go to work!

At most!

One and a half hours!

Alright, this chapter!

It's going to end soon!

I haven't thought about it!

What kind of story should I write!

So!

For now!

I'm still bragging!

Actually!

Bragging is also a story!