Continue!

I suddenly thought of it!

There were many things!

Melodramatic youth!

My life wasn't easy!

It was hard to bear!

That's how it was!

The water here was too deep!

I finally understood!

What happened back then!

Damn!

The reason why it was like this!

There was such a reason!

Sigh!

Inside!

It was all a trap!

That's how it was!

Uncomfortable!

Can I still do it!

Live a simple life!

I only understood a little now!

But I don't want to be that kind of person!

That's not good!

How can it be like this!

There were some things that couldn't be learned!

Only by oneself!

I was a top student back then!

How should I put it!

If I wasn't sick!

I wasn't sick!

Could I have worked so hard!

I also didn't know how to write novels!

I wasn't a vain person!

Maybe I didn't understand myself!

That's how it was!

I felt terrible!

That's how it was!

This chapter!

I have to write!

12 o 'clock!

I'm having a bit of fun!

Forgetting myself!

On!

Browsing the forum!

School!

I can only say that I know them!

There's not much left!

That's good too!

They should forget about me!

There's nothing wrong with that!

I'm a low-profile person!

Not existing is what I want!

That's how it was!

I was thinking of a problem!

Actually, my sense of existence!

It's not strong!

That's how it was!

There's such a feeling!

How should I put it!

It can't be like this!

Sigh!

It's good to be forgotten!

At least there's no worry!

That's how it felt!

Life is always!

Full of memories!

Actually!

How should I put it!

That feeling of glory!

It's not what I want!

I just want to be more relaxed!

Being famous is useless!

It's just that!

A few more people know about me!

That's how it was!

I feel that I'm very popular!

That's not the case!

That's how I felt!

That's how it felt!

That's enough!

If it was me!

No one would support me!

Who would support me!

That's how it was!

Uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

My ability is limited!

My education!

It's still passable!

Although it's an adult undergraduate course!

It's also possible!

That's how it was!

These days!

I haven't thought!

How should I put it!

Consciousness!

That's not enough!

That's how it was!

It doesn't feel good!

That's how it was!

In the afternoon!

I might not know how to write!

Tonight!

Write again!

Still ten thousand words!

That's how it was!

I'm thinking!

I'm destined to be forgotten!

Roughly high!

1,000 people per batch!

And I am!

1,000 people!

One of them!

Why I!

Can stand out!

Stand out!

That's how it was!

That's right!

I'm thinking!

Life!

I can't be old in the city!

I can only!

Always be myself!

That's how it was!

This sentence!

It's very right!

My creation!

And it lacks a burning feeling!

A kind of self!

The burning of the soul!

That's how it was!

That's how it was exciting!

Reading it!

That's how it was!

That's how it felt!

I'm always!

Feeling!

Very lost!

I'm a lost person!

I don't know myself!

Where should I go from here!

My future!

Where is it!

Who should I go on like!

I'm not mature enough!

And lazy!

But I write!

My attitude is still there!

I can only say!

My desire!

It's stronger!

Sometimes!

I'll forget myself!

I'm a writer!

A writer!

What exactly is a writer!

I'm getting more and more!

It's getting more and more blurred!

I'm no longer confident!

I'm still far from it!

That's how it was!

I think I'm also suffering enough!

Perhaps time is used for it!

It's a waste!

I've never squandered it!

How would I know!

What is cherishing!

I'm just like that!

Step by step!

Walking over!

In the past!

On my body!

Not even a yuan!

But now!

On my body!

All of it!

One or two thousand!

But I didn't use it!

And a yuan!

At that time!

There was no difference!

I'm very!

Stingy!

That kind of person!

What do you mean by giving money to your girlfriend!

That kind of thing!

That would never happen to me!

Love!

Or not!

I'm not that cheap!

Could it be!

I don't even have that kind of right!

I won't die if I don't get married!

However!

I have that kind of feeling!

How should I put it!

It's just that I'm not in a good state!

I haven't experienced enough!

My thoughts are too self-centered!

This is my fault!

I'm a self-centered person!

I don't know what others think!

I only know!

What I want!

This is me!

14 years!

Writing!

I still remember!

My memory!

It's still possible!

The things I've written!

I still have some influence!

This word!

I don't know!

Did I type it wrongly?!

This is a problem!

I feel terrible!

How can it be like this!

I'm still far from it!

Damn!

How can it be like this!

I'm still far from it!

I'm already crying!

I've had enough!

I don't have a backer!

My backer is myself!

I have concerns!

A lot!

This means!

My thoughts are just a formality!

Bullshit backer!

It's useless!

Damn!

I still have to write for an hour!

I've already written!

20 minutes!