The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 16
I started writing again. Today, my wrist hurts. I don't know what's going on!
In the days when I'm alone!
I think of you!
Although you don't look at me, I also secretly look at you!
This is you, a very charming you!
When the wind blows, will you think of me?
I'm like that. I always like to wander, looking for all kinds of sensory pleasure!
Although there's nothing wrong with that!
But in my mind, that's not right!
Today will be a busy day. Cooking is essential!
The electric scooter is still charging!
My wrist still hurts!
I endure the pain and think hard!
The feeling of whether it hurts or not is quite annoying!
Yesterday, I only wrote a little more than 4000. The goal of 10,000 is still not reached. I hope I can finish it today. I'm typing now!
Silence, mixed with the sound of the electric scooter charging, it's like listening to a song. We can't change the environment, so we have to adapt to it. And I'm an exception!
I'm a decadent person. I have no potential value!
I only know how to eat and sleep!
I love beauties!
In layman's terms, I'm a silly dog!
Maybe you don't understand the meaning of a silly dog!
I'll slowly teach you!
Some things are dispensable, and I'm just an empty shell!
Today is the sixth day since the novel was uploaded. En, it hasn't stopped!
It's also an excellent piece of news. Success isn't like playing chess. Everyone has their own way of doing things!
I won't follow the crowd. Actually, I don't expect to succeed. It's enough as long as I have food to eat!
Sleep and food to eat. That's my dream. I might not be able to write now. I can only write at night. I'm afraid I'll get a headache!
Last night, I didn't write.
Because I went to play again. I went to empty myself again!
He felt a great sense of guilt!
Tonight, I'll try to write some. My conditions aren't too bad. It's below average!
There's too much to write. I can't finish it in a day or two. I can't eat until I'm fat. I can only accumulate over time and go through a long process!
My novel can't be found on the Internet. I don't know what's going on. I'll continue to write.
I'll work hard. It seems like I have to update for a week. I'll ask later!
Is there a problem with my character?
My first novel stopped. I'm not happy!
Even if I'm unhappy, I have to be happy. Being unhappy can't solve the problem!
I can't be blamed. I'm limited!
I'm not in the mood to dance now!
I can't dance anymore. My wrist hurts. I can't dance anymore, but I can still sing!
I want to sing in the square!
Today was Wednesday, and it looked like it would be a cloudy day!
Anyway, the sun wasn't out yet!
Time waits for no man ~ I still have a long way to go to finish today's mission!
Now that the flowers are no longer blooming, I wonder what kind of beauty is left!
The leaves were fresh, the sky was blue, and the water was azure. This was the intersection of the sea and the sky!
It was also very beautiful!
It was already 8 o 'clock, and the number of words in the novel would never go up!
Only by doing so would he be able to concentrate!
But it was too painful. It was not a good feeling!
Do you know Tianzhu Temple?
It's in Tianhe Town, Longwan District, Wenzhou City, Zhejiang Province. I studied there for five years. There's water on the mountain of Tianzhu Temple. I don't know where it came from, so I've never gone up to take a look!
There's a water man over there!
There are a few five-year periods in life, and I spent them there!
I will write in the future!
He had stocked up on a lot of stuff and had a lot to write about!
If you can't write well now, you won't have much practice!
That won't do either!
I want to listen to songs, but I can't because I'm writing a novel!
I can listen to songs when I'm lonely, but I can't write novels when I listen to songs!
I'll have to ask why I can't find my book later!
I've had enough!
It's relatively more relaxed here. Although I don't get paid, I'm happy to be free!
It's great!
Mother's Day is coming, and I'm going to give my mom a call. I rarely called my mom when I was in school. Whenever I called, something would happen. If it wasn't a suspension of school, it would be a dropout. I've had enough. I remember I wanted to drop out of school on the first day of reporting, but I couldn't help it. I was too stressed and didn't want to study. If I dropped out of school, I wouldn't have the time to write novels!
Actually, I've successfully dropped out of school twice, once in Shagao, and once in the north of the city. If I didn't drop out of school, would my life be different? It's useless to talk about it. It's all in the past. I was too stressed back then, and I couldn't think straight. Now, even if you ask me to drop out of school, I won't drop out!
I'm studying at an adult university, an undergraduate.
When I graduate, I have to write a thesis. I'm afraid I won't be able to write it and pass. So many people have passed, so why can't I pass? I'll have to find the reason!
I'll have to wait until 2018 to graduate. I'll read my novel later!
I don't really want to read it!
I really don't understand it!
I'll read it when I have the chance. I want to write novels. I didn't give up on my studies for the sake of writing novels. I'm also persevering. I have my own understanding!
I have my own attitude. I might not have graduation photos to take. Those guys are all junior college graduates. They will graduate next year. There's no medicine for regret in life!
I finally understand it!
My tragic life!
9 minutes to 8: 30. I haven't written much!
It's an empty shell!
Boss Li has gone to buy groceries. I'll go and cook around 10.
I'll fry apricot abalone mushrooms for lunch today!
I'll take out a piece of meat to defrost!
I'll cook it for lunch today!
Damn, it's May 6th today. I want to upload three chapters!
I'll apply for a cover in a few days!
I don't need anything else. I'll leave it for future recommendations. I'll write more. It's not enough now!
I need at least 600,000 words!
I don't have a lot of plans for today!
I'll just keep writing like this. I'll keep writing. The electric scooter is covered in dust. Why isn't anyone wiping it?
I'm a tragedy. Of course, I don't think so. People who write novels all have strong self-confidence. I have that too. I'm no exception. I haven't played any fun games before, so I don't follow the trend of others!
It's just some trolls. It's good stuff. Is there a need to spray it everywhere?
Alright, there will naturally be people who will do it!
Forgive me. I'm just that straightforward. There are some things I don't want to say, but it doesn't mean I don't know. Some things have to be figured out by yourself. That's the best!
I'll be able to write more than 3,000 words in another hour. I've only written so much this morning. Two hours for a chapter. This speed is crazy!
There's a radio playing. It seems to be about farming!
I'm going to listen to a song. I want to change this bad habit of mine. What short skirt? I can't stand this kind of thing!
I can't take it!
I want to enter Feifei again!
There's a typo!
I pick up my earphones. I want to sing by myself.
It's better to calm down. Young people can't be too impetuous!
Let's go listen to a song!
That's enough.
I just had a chat with the Godfiend and asked him to read my novel!
I'll continue writing. My phone is out of battery. I can't listen to songs. I need to write on my computer. I can't listen to songs!
My computer isn't plugged in!
I need to do the final sprint for today's mission. I still have 2,000 words!
There's a lot. Only when there's difficulty will there be feelings!
You know that I have a problem. I like you for Monamo. My love for you is incurable!
I'm a mental patient. I've been taking medicine consistently. My head feels dizzy. It looks like I need a shot of adrenaline. I have to listen to songs!
Once I listen to songs, I'm abnormal. I'm abnormal to begin with!
I want to talk to myself. I want to be like you. Because I want to love you like I love myself!
That's impossible. Are you crazy? You only know now. I thought you knew!
How's the writing? Not good!
I don't think he's crazy!
How can I tell?
Am I copying the chat logs?
Every time there's wind, I'll think of you quietly!
Without you, I can't do it. I'll change so much for you that I can't even recognize myself. I want to throw myself away and be left with an empty shell!
I'll accompany you for life!
Maybe this is what I want to be together forever!
I like the feeling of being alone. Even if two people are in a team, there's a bonus. We can't do what one person can do!
That's not good either. After forming a team, we can't leave the team. Should we form a team ourselves?
I like listening to dynamic songs. It's best if it's sung by a girl!
Why did the idol drama stop airing tonight!
It's very classy. Twist it!
Only by dancing and writing at the same time can there be a sense of rhythm. If I'm not happy, how can I bring happiness to others!
I can only twist it. I can't use my hands!
My charm is great!
You can't do it!
I'm a writer, the kind that surpasses the ninth class. I like this feeling.
I like Zixi's evaluation of me. She's one of the people I loved deeply. But nothing happened between us!
We didn't even speak much!
I like her a lot!
She's the kind that's rich and beautiful!
Is that possible?
She's not the only one I loved. She's just a pure online friend!
Forgive me for being so shallow!
I can't be with you for life!
Zixi, Xi 'er, King, Water, Poison, Mengmeng. There's too many. I can't finish writing!
Forgive me for being so shallow. I can't be with you for life!
In the past, I was most afraid of others thinking that I was pitiful. Actually, I've always had a mental illness. I've had it since I was young. It's just that it didn't act up!
Wang Mengmeng, Wang Dan, Zhou Weiwei, Zhang Xuxue. That's a typo. That's all I remember. That's more than ten years of history. I didn't expect myself to have ten years of history. This year is my tenth anniversary of primary school graduation. Let's talk about my primary school classmates!
Junior high school classmates from 2005?
I only remember Xiao Hu, primary school classmates. Huang Xiaoli, Wu Dandan, Wu Liangying. Let's talk about girls!
The softer ones might have 15 years of history!
Believe in Brother Qiang and ruin your life!
Brother Qiang is my primary school classmate. Last year, we even bragged about it together!
We've known each other for at least 15 years!
He's working and studying at Xichang University!
In the past!
It was also very emotional. There were many female students whose names he could not name, but who had influenced him. Female teachers, kindergarten teachers, Teacher Zhou, primary school Teacher Xu, Teacher Lai, Teacher Huang, middle school Teacher Xu, Teacher Chen, Teacher Ye, Teacher Dai, high school Teacher Chen Xuekang, history teacher Liu, Liu Bing, politics teacher.
There's also Liu Wei, Brother Wei, mathematics teacher.
There's also Physics teacher Li Wen!
There's also Chemistry teacher Sha Gao, Three Musketeers, Xiao Zhang, and two guys.
There's also a physics teacher who claims to be a special grade teacher. I forgot your name. If I'm not hallucinating, that's enough. I'm not a psychopath!
There's also a Hubei female geography teacher!
There's also a beautiful biology teacher. I don't know if I'm hallucinating. It's been too long. It's been 5 years. I don't know why I didn't go online when I was in the top 10 of my grade. That's enough!
I can't even be proud of myself!
I can't forget Ah Juan, mathematics teacher, and a man who teaches chemistry!
There's also Physics teacher Brother Slippers!
He often wears shorts!
He comes to class!
I don't know if I'm hallucinating!
I don't know anyone from the north of the city. They're all Pipa teachers!
Let's talk about Zhi Gao. Yin Huihui, Tan Yao, Wang Jianping, Li Siying. I only remember these four beautiful teachers. Forgive me for being so shallow. I can't be with you forever. I left Zhi Gao for more than a year and only remember these few beautiful teachers. Of course, this is not enough. How can I write novels if there aren't enough people!
If I can gather 500 people, I can form a team!
Let's be serious. There's no need to talk about Brother Chun. He's famous!
There's no need to talk about Brother Jin!
It's really wave after wave of happiness. No wonder I don't like to memorize things. I'm already memorizing beauties!
The more I talk, the happier I get.
Unknowingly, this is not how I brag!
I'll sing a song to commemorate my lost youth. Youth is too beautiful, so it needs to be commemorated!
I'll comb my hair to look like an adult!
When I see you later, you'll definitely be more beautiful than I imagined!
All those years of missed rain, all those years of missed love, I really want to hug you!
I want to dance.
Blame me for not being wholehearted. Just for a moment of your youth!
Forgive me for being so shallow. I can't be with you forever!
And I'm only left with an empty shell!
I'm afraid I won't have enough time to remember. I'm afraid I'll forget. So I have to record our memories. I won't flaunt my wealth, I won't flaunt my beauty!
I don't have those things to show off!
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