The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 17

That's enough. I'm going to write an urban bricklayer's destructive life!

I'm going to mock these so-called bosses!

Urban bricklayer!

That's what I'm going to write. I'll definitely write it!

There's no use in comparing!

That's enough!

I'm still going to write my novel!

I don't like to compete with others. Even if it's a fair, rich, and beautiful woman, I won't compete.

It's useless. Those who compete with others are worse than me!

That's what I think!

Urban bricklayer can be considered as my father's autobiography. I'll write one for my mother too. I'll call it My Operator Mother!

It'll be combined with my novel about a single person's mental illness. I'll call it A Family of Three!

This novel will mainly be about me. It might take a long time to write. That's enough. I'll think about what to write for the second novel!

It's unlikely that I'll write it at the same time!

I might write the other two novels. A total of one million words!

I'll use about a year to complete it!

I'm writing a novel about a single person's mental illness now. I don't know how long it'll take.

I'll work hard!

It might be many years before I see the other two novels again!

I'll write them anyway!

I'm not popular. I don't expect to sign any contracts. I'm not interested in signing any contracts!

I'm afraid of the burden!

I don't need popularity for my novels!

What I'm writing isn't some popular web novel!

I'm only writing about what I've seen and heard!

That's not important. My wrist still hurts. I can't dance!

I want to be with you, even if the world ends!

It's a nice sound, just like this cooked fish. It's comfortable to eat too much of it, but the taste is heavy!

I like to eat Japanese saury!

It's really delicious!

It's about 10 yuan per pound!

I'm a bad guy. I'm mentally ill. This is a single person's mental illness!

What's this? My wrist hurts. It's already slow, but it's even slower!

I want to talk to myself. I want to be like you. I want to love you as much as I love myself!

What?

I don't like you anymore!

What's so good about you?

That's right. That's how it's split!

Those two novels might have to wait until my condition stabilizes before I write them!

I'll dance to my heart's content!

Manting's singing continued to sound good!

Forget it. I'll write one novel about two novels... A Different Family of Three!

It's scary with a lot of words!

I can't write one novel. I can't!

I've had enough. I have a short skirt. Do you have drugs?

Hehe, I reject pornography, gambling, and drugs!

Why was he so excited all the time?

Did he take the wrong medicine?

I have no money. I have no choice. I can't just sit here and wait for death. I'll die of poverty!

I don't have the money to take good medicine. The side effects of this medicine are huge!

The doctor suggested that I change the dressing. He asked me if I thought I was great!

I just feel that I'm amazing. Life is lowly, so why can't I be wishful thinking?

Life has always been lowly, so why can't I have my own wishful thinking?

He actually wants me to take medicine!

I'm not going to take any more medicine. I'll just take all the medicine. Forget it. I'll die from taking medicine. It's not that easy to die from it!

You're not that lucky!

You won't die from taking medicine!

Otherwise, people would often die in mental hospitals!

Look at all of them! They're all alive and kicking!

It was impossible for him to die by taking medicine. He could only be tortured to death. That was a possibility!

I've had enough!

Sigh, I'm unbearable because you're not here. I'm torturing myself to wait for you to appear!

Maybe I was born to be cheap, so unbearable and so lecherous. I have a short skirt, do you have drugs?

No!

I can accompany you to eat and sleep. Not for a day or two, nor for a year or two, but for a lifetime!

If I can, I can give you my entire world. I can give you the best love in the world. I can give you the sweetest happiness ~

I just want to be with you, even if you don't look me in the eye!

My love is lowly, my love is passionate, because I can't find someone as perfect as you!

My hand hurt the entire night, so I couldn't sleep well!

I really want to cry. The deepest love is all one-sided!

I'm constantly working hard on my path to becoming a writer!

My dream is to join the National Writers' Association. I don't have a short skirt, so there's no harm in joining!

Hehe!

Even someone like me can join the National Writers' Association. That's enough. Impossible!

Do you think the Writers' Association was set up by me?

I'm very interested in the Writers' Association. I really want to join it. My dream is to become the second Han Han!

Of course, I'm not Han Han!

I'm Er Wu, I'm just a web novelist!

Let everything go with the wind!

Where there's wind, I'll be there. When the wind blows!

Will you think of me?

Cherish the time I have to write every day!

I'm already very happy to be able to write. There's even a place to publish it, fulfilling my little dream of being a writer!

I suddenly can't write anymore. It's like I've already said everything that needs to be said!

Not bad. I'll save up the manuscript first. I'll have a big explosion on Mother's Day!

I can't write anymore. I can't write anymore even when I'm writing saliva. Is that possible?

I'll ask, do you want to ask!?

If I don't ask now, when will I!?

Where did my fair, rich, and beautiful girls go!?

That's right. I can't think straight!

Let's have high together!

I'm also very sad!

I'll go wash the dishes later!

I'll go later. This is my mission!

I really want to ask, do you want to ask?

I'm a pervert. My heart is very twisted!

I'm almost done with my 5000 words today. I always like to cry because my heart feels very uncomfortable!

My world and I are only missing you!

Well said!

Suddenly, I'm stuck. I don't know what to say. That's enough. I've watched television today. A generation of heroes. That's enough!

I don't understand your troubles. You don't understand my sadness either!

What's trouble? Trouble the brain!

It should be derived from this word. Thinking about something repeatedly in your heart, but you can't make up your mind. That's trouble!

Clink! Clink!

If you're making a fuss, it means you're not enough!

Hurry up and type. Hurry up!

That's enough.

I want to write something that's related to a story!

Just as a certain woman said, the so-called brainwashing is to lower you and him to the same level. Then, you use your experience to defeat him!

I used to love her very much, but what happened later?

I don't even want to talk about it!

I really want to smoke, but I don't know how to!

I'll let this sadness penetrate my heart!

What I want is this kind of sadness!

A novel without sadness can't succeed!

A work like mine needs a sad theme, but I keep teasing. I'm a sad person. I'm not that teasing. That's just on the surface!

I need a little sadness. I'm not there yet!

I'm still far from it!

I have a short skirt. Do you have medicine?

What kind of day is it today!?

I still lack a feeling of sadness!

How can I understand that I'm so silly that I need you to save me!?

Li Bai, yes, if I could start over, I'd still choose me!

Xiaotong's voice is as pleasant as ever!

She's also fair, rich, and beautiful enough. She's even in the same year as me. We're both 22 years old. The difference is too big. She's also written one song after another!

She's already famous all over the country!

And I'm still going around in circles!

I like this feeling of being a commoner, writing novels in peace!

That's enough. It'd be even better if there's some remuneration!

I can only rest when I reach 6,500.

Remuneration is just wishful thinking!

That's right!

That's enough. Her voice is too pleasant. I can't stand it!

I'm really miserable!

Work hard. I have to work hard to prove myself!

Do you think that with my stream of consciousness, I still need to prove myself?

That's right. I'm a stream-of-consciousness writer. How many writers aren't stream-of-consciousness writers? Nonsense every day!

Nonsense. That's enough!

I'm a stream-of-consciousness writer. This is a person's mental illness!

It's also very tiring to write. That's enough!

If I don't go crazy, I won't survive!

I'm a little exhausted. My brain can't hold on for much longer.

Seriously, it's time to improve. It's time to train my brain and body.

Change to another song!

Today is May 6th, Wednesday 17.01

There's still 20 minutes of writing time left. I have to wash the dishes!

Work hard. I have nothing to say. I've reached my limit!

I can't take it anymore!

I don't want to continue like this. Summon chicken blood!

Chicken blood is here. Without chicken blood, where would the chicken blood come from!

There's still 700 left. It's just a small essay!

I still have things to do later!

I'm so busy. I quicken my pace. Start writing. I miss you so much. I can't think anymore.

I've returned to normal. I have to write novels when I'm sick. I can't write anything that's too serious. I'll get better as I write. Who knows, I might even become famous!

I'm a mentally ill writer!

I'm Aowu.

This is a person's mental illness!

I'm getting a little restless!

That's enough!

It's different after being injected with chicken blood. Just like what I said when I ate the sunflower seeds, I can only rely on my hormones to write novels. If only I could make writing novels become an instinct!

There's still 10 minutes. I have to hit 500 in 10 minutes. I don't know if I can do it. If I don't try, how will I know? Come on, Aowu. Work hard. It's starting!

Are you ready?

I'm not ready!

That's enough.

Do I still need to prepare?

Novels can cultivate one's mind. I don't even have any desire!

I'm persisting in writing!

Come on. 60 words in a minute. F * * k, 35 words in two minutes!

I have to write a happy song to be able to move. I don't have any sense of time. So tiring!

I can't take it anymore. I want a short skirt!

Work hard!

Hehe!

It's time to mindlessly practice writing!

I can't practice. I can't practice. Whether I can succeed or not depends on now. Work hard and hit hard. There's still 300 left. Looks like I can't play anymore!

But hard work is a must. I'm not good enough yet. I can't write fantasy novels!

I don't really want to write fantasy novels either!

Let's stop here. I'm busy!

I'm starting to write again. My hand hurts. Some things need to be done by yourself. You need to prove yourself. It's not what others say about you!

Gossip is really a fearful thing!

My hand really hurts!

I'm from 1993!

It's going to be outdated soon!

The 90s are no longer young!

The youngest is 16 years old!

We are witnesses of an era!

We should have our own era!

I have to work hard to write. I have to work hard to become a god of writing!

I have to work hard!

I can't stop. I really want to continue writing like this!

I'm a mental patient. You know that!

Passerby!

I'm a mental patient. I'm writing a biography for myself!

Mosquitoes are crawling around on the computer!

I think this is good!

It's enough!

I'm both unfortunate and lucky.

I can only say this to myself. I've made up my mind!

You and I can fight the heavens. Why not!

If things get messy now, who knows how messy it will be. It might be a devastating blow. Just thinking about it is scary!

Maybe I'm destined to fight the heavens, but I can't abandon righteousness. It's hard to achieve anything alone!

I just want to work hard to survive!

As long as I can survive, I have no other requests. Maybe I'm just that naive!

I'm such a silly dog. Is begging useful?

Is crying useful?

Is shouting useful?

Reality tells me that it's useless!

I've been blinded by anger!

I feel uncomfortable all over without taking medicine. I actually want to kill someone!

I've had enough!

Go to hell!

I'm not going to bury you!

Today is May 7th, Thursday. It's already 9 o 'clock. Looks like I can't write much today. But I still have to work today. I have no choice.

I hate people who use violence to solve problems the most!

I won't treat my parents' illness. I don't have money. I'll just die!

Release!

The sooner I die, the sooner I'll be reincarnated. It's good to be a baby!

I want to go and beg. But I can't get it. I've had enough!

I'm bad enough!

Go to hell if you're sick!

I don't want to live anymore. I'm oppressed and can't fight back!

I've had enough!

There's no point in living!

Go to hell!

I hope time can pass faster!

I've had enough. I like the feeling of suppressing others. But I can't. Humans can be suppressed, but the heart can't!

I don't want to live anymore. Living is too painful!

I've had enough!

I'll have to fight alone in the future. I can't look at that old fart's face. It's too painful!

Go to hell if you're sick. Who's going to treat you!

I don't have money. I can't do anything!

I've had enough!

I don't want his so-called inheritance. I'll take it all. I don't feel comfortable using it!

Old fart, go to hell ~!

I'll write a little more. I'll have 4000.