The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 209

Continue!

I love you!

This kind of life!

Hehe!

Huang Jingjing!

Classmate!

You're willing to be with me!

Hand in hand!

Goodbye!

High school days!

Really?

Hehe!

I think this sentence is very classic!

Why didn't I think of it!

Damn!

This way!

Today's clothes!

I haven't washed them yet!

I'm sleeping!

So sad!

I really want to sleep!

I'm a little early, but I'm not busy!

I feel flustered at night!

I can't see!

This world!

What to do!

I'm scared!

When will I ever stop loving you?!

That's also a process!

At least I used to love you!

I really like this kind of feeling!

Continue!

My heart is aching!

Why!

Sigh!

It's all because of being single!

Why!

I'm just one!

An empty and lonely person!

Of course, it's not like this!

I can't write novels either!

This song is very nice!

My story has just begun!

Every person!

They all had their own sorrows!

And!

Every stream of consciousness!

Has an unforgettable past!

That's how it is!

I can't think of it!

Losing consciousness!

During that time!

Damn!

Actually!

I've always been like this!

It's just that I don't have enough experience!

I only believe in one thing!

Looking at it now!

I'm not quite right!

How should I put it!

Continue!

My memories!

I'll write them out!

It's just that!

Time!

Hasn't arrived!

My words!

I haven't finished!

How should I put it!

I'm temporarily!

And I'm under so much pressure!

Back then!

Watching others eat two meat buns!

I'm very envious!

Drinking a bottle of beverage!

I'm very happy!

It's like this!

It turns out that my happiness is very simple!

I only need!

A coin!

Now!

More than a dozen hundred dollar bills!

In my wallet!

And a few bank cards!

I carry them with me!

But I can't feel it!

Happiness!

It's useless!

It turns out to be happiness!

It's very simple!

I used to have a dream too!

My dream!

It's with myself!

The girl I like!

Standing on the stage!

Singing a song!

I think it's like this!

Continue!

Until now!

This dream of mine!

It hasn't come true!

How should I put it!

Continue!

I'm very sad!

There's nothing I can do about it!

Continue!

From the looks of it!

I have to write!

8 o 'clock!

The clothes are definitely!

I have to wash them!

Continue!

I don't know either!

As I write!

As I read!

How should I put it!

I've already got the rhythm of typing!

I don't know!

I'll change to another computer!

Can I!

After all, I'm not used to it!

It's a lot different!

My technique now!

I'm getting more and more familiar with it!

Yes!

Not knowing is a good thing!

It's a bad thing!

All the more I should do my best!

Express what I should express!

But like this!

It's a little stressful!

I remember!

This time last year!

I'm still in Ningbo!

I'm still working!

I'll be leaving in a few days!

I'll be quitting!

What to do!

This kind of life!

It's also frustrating!

What to do!

It's not enough!

I'm still far from it!

What to do!

This time two years ago!

I'm still preparing for the adult college entrance exam!

Three years ago!

I'm still here!

I'm about the same age!

Four years ago!

I'm having a relapse!

Five years ago!

I'm in my second year of high school!

Six years ago!

I'm in my first year of high school!

Sigh!

Time passed really quickly!

This is it!

Six years!

This is my life!

Damn!

So!

It's like this!

I remember!

Those times!

The memories that time brought to me!

Those things and those people!

I can't!

Forget!

I actually don't have any stories to tell!

How should I put it!

Time continues to go on!

I can't stop no matter what!

I ate too much for lunch today!

So!

I didn't eat tonight!

Yes, that's it!

Damn!

There's your air!

Maybe it's all the same!

It's fresh!

Of course it's like this!

This time ten years ago!

What am I doing!

It should be the first day!

I'm different from the average person!

I have two first days!

There are really times!

Failure!

It's also an opportunity!

I still remember!

That scene!

The homeroom teacher!

Pointing at the English words!

Telling me!

I don't know this!

I said I don't know!

Later, I repeated a year!

My two second years!

Actually!

How should I put it!

If I didn't have this!

I don't think I would have!

The current me!

Later!

I took the exam!

I was in the top twenty!

I even took a group photo!

But how should I put it!

This kind of life!

It's also not enough!

That's also my glorious history!

Continue!

If I remember correctly!

A group photo should be!

It's 2006!

Yes!

The second half of the year!

I was!

2009!

I graduated from junior high school!

Later!

I went!

Wenzhou!

Yes!

I graduated from primary school!

It's been ten years!

Thinking about it, it's too fast!

I went missing in that group photo!

I did take it!

Three group photos!

One was!

That time I won an award!

And one was!

I graduated from primary school and junior high school!

Aiya!

And the photos are gone!

This kind of life!

I feel terrible thinking about it!

This kind of life!

Continue!

Damn!

How can I be like this!

Not long later!

I'm!

What's the matter!

What's the matter!

The person I like!

It's still changing!

Damn!

I don't know what to say about myself!

I don't want to say it!

I feel it too!

I!

Am not a thing!

Sigh!

Damn!

Damn!

How should I put it!

So!

My life!

It's like this!

Actually, my life is very ordinary!

I've been through a lot!

Naturally, I've matured!

Of course, these are the two!

There's no necessary connection!

Just like!

Success and hard work!

Being able to read my work!

It's also good!

Taking a look!

It's also good!

Of course!

I feel the time!

It's been a long time!

Damn!

I almost forgot to upload it!

Sigh!

I have to upload it after I finish writing it!

Yes, it's like this!

I can't think of it!

What to do!

I miss you so much!

Continue!

This kind of life!

It's very sad!

What to do!

This kind of life!

I'll continue!

I feel terrible too!

What to do!

That book of mine!

Novel!

I don't know!

When?!

I'll start writing!

For my girlfriend!

The book I wrote!

I still don't know!

God knows when!

I really don't know!

I feel terrible thinking about it too!

No choice!

This kind of life!

Damn!

It's difficult!

I think!

It's also frustrating!

What to do!

I have no choice!

It's time for me to find a girlfriend!

It's time!

Damn!

I have my own responsibilities!

Bullshit!

What responsibilities do I have?!

Do I exist in this world?!

It's all the same!

Don't try to fool me!

If there's really one!

My responsibility!

It's towards my own life!

Responsibility!

To live well!

I like it very much!

She!

But!

She doesn't like me!

I feel terrible too!

Continue!

This kind of writing!

No choice!

I'm too far behind!

I can't do it either!

This kind of life!

I!

Continue!

Changed!

One song!

Song!

I think so!

It's like this!

It turns out!

How should I put it!

How should I get stimulants!

The more I write, the older I get!

Of course, there's nothing wrong with this!

Perhaps!

These people!

I like uncles!

Of course!

I'm already!

23 years old!

I'm doing well!

I have a house and a car!

I have savings!

Of course!

This is not the main point!

The main point is!

I already have a few girlfriends!

As for the rest!

It doesn't matter!

This is not what I'm pursuing!

I'm pursuing it through my consciousness!

These things!

I laugh at myself!

How should I put it!

Damn!

I feel terrible!

Of course, I have to keep a low profile!

We have to fall into the trap!

It's like this!

These words!

I don't often say it!

Of course, I feel very shameless!

I can think of it!

Others should be able to think of it!

It's just that!

So what!

There are many problems!

How should I put it!

I don't understand!

What's going on!

Actually, I'm also a thorough!

A bad person!

Throughout!

The whole situation!

I also realized it!

Alright!

I'll talk about my story!

I remember when I was in first year!

I worked very hard!

I attended classes!

I was also very serious!

But I couldn't learn well!

There was another person!

Similar to me!

But how should I put it!

Later!

The teacher praised me!

He!

Did not praise me!

In the end, I!

Did it!

Bad things!

What should I do!

Sigh!

Of course, the main thing is!

I've been discovered!

Damn!

I have such a history!

I didn't want to talk about it at first!

It's not all right if I don't!

I'm a bad person!

Of course!

So am I!

I don't want to find excuses!

It's useless!

To be a bad person!

I want to be a bad person with principles!

Yes!

That's it!

I don't want to compare myself!

Compared to who!

First of all!

I should reflect on myself!

Others are wrong!

Don't tell me I want to follow in their footsteps!

That's not it!

As!

One person!

It shouldn't be like this!

What can't be!

The pot calling the kettle black!

I can't do it!

Wrong!

I'm wrong!

Damn!

Terrible!

How can it be like this?

Continue!

I'm so bad!

I can't accept it!

Sigh!

In my heart!

I feel guilty!

I'll continue!

Sigh!

My life!

It's like this!

I'm also very angry!

What should I do!

Very terrible!

Continue!

No choice!

I'm just an ordinary person!

So I did it!

Bad things!

My whole life!

I'll remember it in my heart!

Damn!

Calm down!

Sigh!

It suddenly stopped!

My own footsteps!

Why!

I don't understand!

Why!

I really can't accept it!

I don't want to absolve myself.

Sigh!

This matter!

If I don't say it!

Perhaps no one else would know about it!

But I still have to say it!

This is the complete me!

I realized it!

I remembered it!

The me in the past!

I can't accept it!

Now it's already!

I'm just waiting to die!

This is my attitude!

Of course!

I have nothing to say!

I'm wrong!

Continue!

This kind of life!

Damn!

What to do!

I'm overwhelmed by my emotions!

Here!

I'm in!

As a!

Writer!

Press!

Hoodlum!

Speaking of!

It shouldn't be!

I have emotions!

Hoodlum!

It's enough!

This guy!

He's still far from it!

Like this!

I think I'm also frustrated!

No choice!

What to do!

Continue!

Damn!

Why care!

There's so much!

I'm not afraid!

There's nothing that belongs to me!

Why should I feel conflicted!

There's nothing to begin with!

Why should I stir up dust!

Continue!

This kind of life!

I feel terrible!

Now everyone knows!

I've done bad things!

I feel terrible!

What to do!

Continue!

I feel terrible!

Damn!

It's enough!

Like this!

Continue!

Wait!

I can't take it!

What to do!

I think I feel terrible too!

Continue!

Like this!

I think this is enough!

No choice!

Continue!

This kind of life!

Damn!

I'm also dying in the hands of my own desires!

Damn!

I suddenly have this kind of feeling!

I think it's enough too!

No choice!

What to do!

This kind of life!

Damn!

Continue!

So sad!

What to do!

Damn!

It's enough!

I can't bear to look back!

Haha!

I'm no longer innocent!