The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 210

Continue!

It's starting!

I love you!

Do you love me?

I'll be sad!

In a few more hours!

I can see her again!

I'm really happy!

How should I put it!

I can see her again!

I'm already very happy!

Why can't we be together!

Sometimes!

Distance makes the heart grow fonder!

I'm not very clear-headed!

I don't feel good about this!

Continue!

Damn!

I don't have time to start a new book!

Basically!

I don't have time!

Actually, I should know my own characteristics!

What should I do!

She doesn't like me!

We haven't even spoken much to each other!

It's always with one!

Guy!

Doing intimate actions!

I'm also having a headache!

Damn!

What should I do!

The solution is to be human!

Think of it!

That's right!

What's there to be depressed about!

It's like this!

Continue!

I suddenly have nothing to say!

I feel like I!

I seem to have reached a bottleneck!

I think so, that's it!

Haha!

Today!

Number 22!

Of course!

Every day is important!

Too little!

That day won't do!

Yes!

I feel like I'm at a loss for words!

Can we be together or not?!

I'll change my mindset!

To compose!

Composing also requires a state of mind!

Yes!

Definitely!

I feel like I'm powerless!

I have a lot of concerns!

But that's also redundant!

I really want to be with her!

Why can't I!

Damn!

What's holding me back!

I still can't figure it out!

Actually, it should be me!

I'm not firm enough!

My state today is not good!

I can't feel my own ability!

Yes, that's right!

Continue!

How should I put it!

I'm also free!

I can choose this!

Why can't I choose!

Human thinking!

It's always beautiful!

I'm no exception!

There are so many happy people!

Why can't I be one of them!

Actually, I'm happy!

It's so simple!

Why bother!

To force it!

The so-called love!

That might only appear in literary works!

Of course, I haven't experienced it!

But I understand the feeling of liking someone!

That feeling!

It's also very happy!

But it's also a dull ache!

Humans are always insatiable!

Actually!

To meet!

It's already the best ending!

Why must I be so persistent!

Actually, there's no need for this!

Life!

It's a sightseeing experience!

Why bother!

To destroy the scenery!

So that people in the future!

Go and take a look!

I'm just a sightseeing!

But from an economic point of view!

It's relative!

But that's also wrong!

I'll continue!

How can it be like this!

I miss you so much!

I want to be with you!

I'll always!

Be charmed!

I don't understand it either!

Maybe I just want to find someone to rely on!

Someone who can be with me!

Someone who can be happy with me!

Of course, this is a very hypocritical statement!

Actually, I just need it!

It's not that I can't!

Leave who!

Don't say you don't believe it!

I don't believe it myself!

I know what kind of person I am!

I know it myself!

Yes!

I understand a little!

Actually, I don't really understand myself!

I don't understand myself!

What do I really want?!

Life has to go on!

A life without dreams!

It's also very difficult!

What to do!

I don't know!

If!

If only I had a girlfriend!

We could talk about anything!

Yes!

I've never been in love!

I'm already!

23 years old!

I've never been with anyone!

The experience of holding someone's hand!

Speaking of which!

It's also very regrettable!

If it wasn't like this!

How good would that be!

I just like!

It's a feeling!

I don't understand it either!

Actually!

Liking someone!

Is blissful!

Just one thing!

I don't understand!

I always!

Have extravagant desires!

Too many!

That's why I feel so terrible!

My pursuit!

I miss you!

Can we be together?

This chapter!

Suddenly, I can't write anymore!

Lack of inspiration!

Life's!

Path!

Also has to go!

Of course!

I can choose!

Which path to take!

What to do!

Am I not so good?!

I like you!

I only know how to type!

I can't take back my state!

What to do!

This is going to!

Break the rhythm!

I don't know!

I believe that I can do it!

It turns out that I also have small emotions!

I've caught a cold these few days!

It's very serious!

My throat is hoarse!

State!

No!

Continue!

I have to adjust my state!

I can't stop writing just because I'm not in a good state!

I believe in my own feelings too much!

Actually!

I!

Can also deceive myself!

Yes!

I know that I'm such a person!

Why!

Yes, that's it!

Maybe today!

Write a little longer!

I don't know!

It's suddenly like this!

I'm also not used to it!

It's because my posture is wrong!

No wonder I think it's enough!

No wonder!

It's because I'm tired!

This is the rhythm of death!

I have to be careful!

The problem is very serious!

Today, I realized that I don't know how to write at all!

I'm so sad!

Why is it like this!

Of course, I might have hit a bottleneck!

What should I do!

I have to continue writing!

I have to muster up my courage!

I have to strengthen my beliefs!

Even if there's no inspiration!

I have to write well!

Maybe I'm too tired!

I don't know the reason!

I know!

Maybe I can handle it. It seems that I can only write stories!

I feel that I can't write!

Why is it like this!

I don't have any confidence!

This is the consequence!

I'm lost in the crowd!

Of course!

Maybe I'm under too much pressure!

I'm a little frivolous!

Irritable!

Why am I like this!

Because today is the signing of the contract!

There's a failure!

Sad!

So it's because of this!

I can't solve it!

The pressure is really great!

Continue!

It's a little strenuous to write!

Relax!

Mentality is very important!

It's useless to rush for success!

I'm too impetuous!

I can't control my desires!

What should I do!

I can't write a novel!

It's so uncomfortable!

Damn!

I don't know why!

Sure enough!

This writing!

It's affected!

Damn!

I can only start writing stories!

The things I've written before!

I can't write a second time!

Alright, I'll start writing my own stories!

In class!

A group of people were looking!

The children were not very energetic!

They were reading the text aloud!

The leader was the class monitor!

Damn!

Geeze!

Singing to the sky!

White hair floating?

Water!

Red palms pushing away light waves!

What do I want to write!

Reject individualism!

Suddenly, I feel much better!

It's all memories!

I remember reading aloud in the past!

The feeling!

Oh, I can't just write!

I have to keep recalling!

I can't write for the sake of writing!

I'm too depressed!

I didn't put myself in the right state!

I have to grasp it!

Of course, I can't grasp it!

I like you a lot!

I originally thought!

We'll be together forever!

In the end!

You don't exist!

I thought!

I will!

Actually, I won't!

I won't love you!

After walking this path!

Maybe I can see you again!

Continue!

Alright!

Like this!

I'm also very sad!

Today's writing time!

It might be extended!

Yes!

I'm not in the right state today!

The main thing is!

I failed to sign the contract!

It's affecting my mood!

I'm too impatient for success!

Literature!

This kind of thing!

I can't rush it!

This needs to be accumulated!

I need to take it slow!

Maybe it'll take forever!

I can't write well!

But that's not the main point!

Not everyone can succeed!

Failure isn't scary!

What's scary is the fear of failure!

Actually, I'm a person who's afraid of failure!

The state I was in just now!

It makes sense when I think about it!

What a headache!

This girl!

She sings so well!

She sounds!

Very good!

It's good to have such a girlfriend!

Of course!

This might be a delusion!

Damn!

Could it be!

Could it be!

It's illegal to even think about it!

I just like this voice!

It sounds very comfortable!

Damn!

She sings so well!

I like it!

This is what I want!

I'm looking forward to it!

Actually!

There's nothing wrong with thinking about it!

I'm just thinking about it!

In my cell phone!

Just those few songs!

Yes!

That's it!

I don't know either!

What's going on!

My cell phone just now!

I fell!

I don't know if it's there!

It's broken!

I feel terrible!

Continue!

Can we be together!

I have to think about some things!

Then I can write!

Actually!

What I want!

It's not what I wrote!

Damn!

You're like this!

That's enough!

Too insincere!

Right!

Her love!

I can only keep it in my heart!

Actually!

How should I put it!

No wonder I can't write well!

Just now!

It's mainly because I don't have faith!

I'm too persistent!

I'm thinking too much!

I can't write well!

I might as well let nature take its course!

Actually, there's no need!

It's similar to what others write!

I'm me!

A different version of me!

Of course!

I don't think I'm!

Different from others!

Actually!

When I'm writing a novel!

I have to be distracted!

I can't write whatever I want!

It's complicated!

I need to have good faith!

If I don't have good conduct!

I can't write well!

That's faith!

But I can't be too serious!

I made such a mistake just now!

How should I put it!

Writing isn't that easy!

When did I learn it!

From the first novel!

Mine!

How should I put it!

I've wanted to write for a long time!

It's just that I can't write it!

I've been confused before!

Three years!

I could barely write it last year!

I couldn't write it in the past!

This is a kind of!

Intoxicating but not intoxicating!

The feeling!

Of course!

I can't put it that way!

Actually, I don't really understand!

Actually!

There are many reasons why writing a novel is difficult!

I have to think more!

Beautiful things!

I want to express myself!

The work will naturally come out!

That's my conclusion!

I didn't understand it in the past!

Actually, everything is like this!

It's good to have hope!

Could it be that I can't even have hope?

The first novel!

I only wrote it!

About two months!

I kept it!

It's not finished yet!

I forgot!

I don't remember!

A new novel is out!

It's already!

A year later!

Originally!

I didn't intend to write it!

I don't know the reason!

I started writing again!

Continue!

It seems like!

It's back!

A year ago!

I'm still lacking a lot!

I even myself!

The creative writing method!

I've forgotten!

No wonder I can't write anything!

In my heart!

There's hope!

Only then can I write something!

Damn!

Of course!

I'm not necessarily right either!

I'm still far from it!

Wait for me!

After a few million words!

I'll brag about my writing method!

Actually!

Life is like that!

It's your own business how you look at it!

Actually!

I don't love you!

I don't know either!

How would I know!

I don't love you!

I don't understand!

It's baffling!

I want to look at you more!

Life!

How can it be like this!

What's more tragic is!

I'm immature!

I don't think this will work!

Continue!

I'm a little tired!

When I'm writing a novel!

In my mind!

It's filled with things!

It might not be a lot!

But it's enough!

I have to continue writing!

It might not be something!

For the country and the people!

Of course, this has to be done slowly!

This is us writers!

It's a function of our existence!

It's not just to express ourselves!

Of course, I feel it too!

I want to!

It's a little too much!

Continue!

Think about some memories!

I'll write directly!

It's very painful!

I can bear with it!

I can't bear that kind of pain!

That way!

I really can't write!

I can be considered as well!

Gradually!

I've mastered it!

The writing technique!

I feel it!

I don't have to think of what to write!

Perhaps I don't have to think of it!

In that case, I understand now!

It's no wonder I'm direct!

I can't write!

Actually, I don't understand the reason either!

Of course, I have to make do with it!

This is the only writing method I know how to use!

That's right!

I don't mean what I say!

Of course!

What to do!

I feel terrible!

What if I don't write well!

What to do!

No wonder I can't write it!

The difficulty of writing directly!

It's very difficult!

I definitely can't do it!

This difficulty!

That's true!

It's very difficult!

No wonder!

I can't write a biography!

I have to distract myself!

I can't let myself be in so much pain!

Otherwise, I really can't write!

But after all, I'm writing about myself!

If I really start!

It's still difficult!

However!

I've already written it!

At this time!

It seems like there's no turning back!

So!

Of course!

I'll write if I want to!

Forget it if I don't want to!

Why not!

Why not!

Therefore, I can consider not signing the contract!

It's very freeing!

Forget it if I don't want to write!

The pressure isn't that great!

I've been writing for so long!

I just understood one thing!

Of course!

This is also the most important point!

Actually!

Spirit!

Division!

It's very suitable for writing!

But I'm a little serious!

Serious!

This thing!

I can't use it to write directly!

Because it's too painful!

I'm not a real warrior!

I can't face my bleak life directly!

It turns out!

I'm just a coward!

I kind of understand now!

I've finally!

I've mastered it!

A writing skill!

I have to master this skill well!

Perhaps I'll become popular!

Actually!

I don't care what I say!

What!

Actually!

While I'm talking!

I'm already thinking of other things!

This kind of distraction!

Writing method!

It's very suitable!

Mental illness!

People like me!

No wonder!

Because!

I can write things!

It's because!

I'm delusional!

I don't even know!

How should I write novels!

I'm just lucky!

I just started!

Actually!

After my relapse!

I wanted to write novels!

I'm delusional!

I'm destined to be!

A very great writer!

Of course!

I feel that it's impossible!

This is not important!

This is just an adjective!

I've finally mastered a certain level of writing skills!

Distraction!

Because I'm too serious!

I can only use this method!

Yes!

Of course!

This requires a combination of fiction and reality!

I was wondering!

Why don't I write about others!

It's well written!

So that's how it is!

I also have an attitude!

I'm just short of the technique!

Life experience!

It's a lot less!

I was wondering!

Why can't I write!

So that's how it is!

I'm just writing stupidly!

Thinking back to myself!

Back then!

My first time!

Writing novels!

My first time!

Writing novels!

After my relapse!

Thinking back to that time!

I'm that person!

Using this method!