I'm a little restless!

So excited!

Of course, this is useless!

Continue!

What did I want to say!

But I couldn't think of it!

I like her!

A girl!

And she doesn't like me!

I need to calm down!

I can't expose my target too early!

The enemy is very cruel!

The firepower is very fierce!

I can't sleep!

I feel very excited!

I feel like I need to sort myself out!

There are still many things waiting for me!

Yes, that's it!

Let's talk about my work!

I feel like I can't write well!

I'm a little afraid of pain!

Actually, it's good to be more open-minded!

How I write is my own business!

Why should I!

I can't write like this!

This is my freedom!

Sigh!

I'm a little excited today!

I think I'm also upset!

I don't know what's wrong with me!

I don't know either!

I suddenly don't have anything to write!

Continue!

I like you!

Today!

I feel a little tired!

I've had enough of myself!

I'm in a good state!

I also need to talk about myself!

I'm just fooling around!

Of course, I need to quickly adjust myself!

I'm in a good state!

I'm thinking about what kind of work I should write!

I really don't know!

I'm not sure!

Who knows!

My future girlfriend!

What she's like!

I don't know!

I don't know anything!

However!

This is an unknown!

I felt like my blood was about to spurt out!

I'm actually very tired!

I feel like I'm having a terminal lucidity!

Why is this!

I'm stressed!

It's not small either!

Sigh!

Thinking about all these!

I have no reason to be like this!

I feel a little heavy!

Yes!

That's it!

I think I'm also feeling terrible!

I've had enough!

This feeling!

I want to say something!

Stories are always stories!

Life!

It's still life!

I remember someone saying!

The past life!

It's a story!

I used to be afraid of being beaten up!

They said they would find someone to beat me up!

Of course, there was also that time recently!

I think it's enough!

There's no need to be afraid!

Because it's useless!

Of course!

I have no choice!

If the whole world!

They wouldn't let me live!

What else do I have!

A reason to live!

It's enough just thinking about it!

Of course I'm alive!

It's for myself!

I don't even love for myself!

How can I love others!

I think!

That's impossible!

I like a girl!

I like her!

I can't talk to her!

Just think about it!

What's the point!

It's good enough to see!

What's the point of waiting!

I always want a lot!

And I usually get less!

Why!

I don't understand!

This is it!

Big eyes and small belly!

I can't eat it!

Of course, I do like her!

Of course!

About what I did in the past!

Confessing and the like!

I can probably ignore it!

That's me!

My secret love!

Just like the saying goes!

I'm sorry!

I don't have the same feelings for you as before!

It's all my fault!

Please forgive me!

Feelings are such!

No one can make decisions for them!

Saying these words!

Of course!

They're all animals!

Me too!

I've said it before!

I'm a dog!

Of course!

Damn!

I value it too much!

Feelings!

Writing and feelings!

Which is more important!

Life!

Feelings!

Writing is very important!

This is me!

The embellishment of life!

Every time I walk alone at night!

There's always a feeling of emptiness and loneliness!

Why!

I don't understand!

I always feel disappointed!

My heart!

It needs to be warmed!

Perhaps!

I don't understand!

What's the big deal!

I'm not calm enough!

What's the big deal!

I'm just kidding!

That's it!

I feel terrible thinking about it!

What to do!

I know!

We!

It's unlikely that we'll be together!

The more I say this!

The more I feel that!

It's possible!

Of course!

There are many questions!

Damn!

I don't know!

Why is it like this!

Of course!

It's no big deal!

It makes a lot of sense!

Actually!

It's also nothing!

It's just that I'm too young!

Actually, this is a feeling of lying to myself!

Maybe I'm lying to myself!

There's no such feeling!

How can I write well!

Novels!

It's impossible when I think about it!

Yes!

That's it!

I feel terrible!

I don't know either!

Am I lying to myself?!

Of course, that's really not in line with the laws of nature!

My heart is very turbulent!

My heart!

It's not calm anymore!

I just want to be quiet!

Writing!

That's enough!

I care too much about my state!

Yes!

I think that's it!

I know!

I don't know!

I like it!

Who!

I don't know!

About feelings!

Always!

It's very complicated!

How would I understand!

It's actually not that simple!

I've already!

23 years old!

I've never held hands!

I've never had a first love!

What to do!

This life!

I'm no longer in my youth!

Of course, this is nothing!

There's no need to be obsessed!

It's no big deal!

Actually!

How should I put it!

Mentality is very important!

Damn!

My heart!

I miss you!

Actually, I just want to find someone!

Someone I can talk to!

I'm not looking for a girlfriend!

I'm not that depressed!

You think that!

In the world!

There's a free lunch!

Damn!

I can only watch!

I'm jumping into the pit by myself!

I'm powerless!

It turns out that!

Feelings are here!

I can't stop it!

What to do!

Actually!

I have to keep my head clear!

It's useless to say all these!

I can't control it!

I can't control myself!

What should I do!

This kind of life!

I think it's sad too!

Damn!

It turns out that I'm powerless!

Feelings!

Like this!

How can I!

No choice!

I'm very sad!

Continue!

I can't take it!

What should I do!

I miss you!

I can't control my emotions anymore!

My head is full of!

It's all!

She!

Why!

I don't understand either!

Indeed!

This is love!

It's here!

I can't control it either!

What do you think!

Of course!

Maybe this is just!

An illusion!

What if!

I can't control it!

It's very possible!

I made a mistake!

I'm thinking!

Isn't it!

It's different this time!

The temptation this time!

It's even more!

It's too exaggerated!

I can't take it!

This is!

The distance seems very close!

But the distance in my heart!

But!

It's the most distant!

What should I do!

I can't take it!

This life!

I'm about to!

Burn to ashes!

If I don't write something!

I might!

I might really self-combust!

Of course!

This is a little exaggerated!

My head is full of!

These are all strange thoughts!

Actually, I also know!

I!

It's just that!

I want to find someone!

I want to try the feeling of loving someone!

Actually, I don't understand!

Loving someone!

There's a price to pay!

This problem is very simple!

I have to pay a lot!

For now!

I can't find someone!

A girlfriend!

But I really want to find someone!

I want to find a girlfriend!

My emotions!

They've infected me!

Like this!

I'll continue!

Of course!

This is for me!

It's a choice!

Of course!

I can only let nature take its course!

There's no need to struggle!

Struggle!

It's useless!

Who told you it's useless!

I can write more!

Works!

What's not good about it!

Actually, no matter how much I write!

Things!

It's not as good as myself!

Have a talk!

A heart-wrenching love!

Otherwise, I won't understand!

Practice is!

Examination!

Theory is the only standard!

Damn!

What to do!

I'm a little sleepy!

Like this!

I can't do it!

Fortunately, my condition is gradually returning to normal!

It's also gratifying!

I know!

No one will wait for me!

I just want to find someone!

For now!

There's no one!

Waiting for me!

What to do!

I can't take it!

Continue!

I also feel terrible!

What to do!

I suddenly feel very depressed!

What to do!

I'm uncultured!

No!

Tricking me!

Are you here to tease me?

Seriously!

I'm dizzy from the cold!

I feel like I'm punctuating!

Using it!

It's too much of a scumbag!

How can I continue!

I have no choice!

Who knows!

Continue!

I don't know either!

I want to fall in love!

I've never been in love!

How can I write!

Romance novel!

Damn!

I've tentatively decided that my development direction is to write!

Romance novel!

That's it!

How can I do this!

Romance novel!

I need a period of time!

Sincere love!

But I don't understand!

When I!

Saw!

Her!

With others!

When we held hands!

I understand what it means to feel terrible!

What it means to hate!

Why!

We can't be together!

Why is it him!

That heart-wrenching feeling!

I can't forget it even now!

I want to cry!

I can't cry!

I can't cry either!

I'm trying my best to hide my feelings!

Terrible!

The person I love doesn't love me back!

So this is the feeling!

I only understand now!

Actually!

Although the story is the same!

But the feelings!

Are!

Very sincere!

My wish!

Is!

To be with her!

Come on!

I know myself well enough!

Damn!

Enough!

This kind of life!

I don't want to expose myself!

Actually, I'm also incurable!

Love is a poison!

It's also incurable!

If!

It can really change!

Except for time!

I think there's more!

A substitute!

Of course!

I say so!

It's just a feeling!

A little!

A feeling of cerebral palsy!

Yes!

This way!

Remember to upload the novel after writing it!

My memory is bad!

I've forgotten myself!

What should I write!

What kind of work!

I haven't thought of it yet!

Actually, I've already chosen!

Actually!

I probably can't write it well!

I know!

To the end!

What should I write!

Of course, it's an autobiography!

It's a must!

It must have this!

My love life!

It's not an independent existence!

Damn!

Terrible!

What should I do!

Today's life!

Perhaps!

We can only look at the present!

I can't take it easy!

I suddenly feel!

It's very shameless!

What can I do to save my feelings!

I'm thinking of what to do!

I can listen to songs while I write!

And write the novel!

Of course!

This is enough!

This is support!

Writing a work!

I can't write like this!

I don't know how to write!

Myself!

I don't want to write my own story!

But I still have to write it!

I'm not ready yet!

I should be able to!

This is an autobiography!

I still have to write it!

Actually!

It's about the same!

In my imagination!

Actually, I'm no different from others!

It's just me!

Actually, I'm also an ordinary person!

Damn!

Continue!

I don't know!

How would I know!

I miss you!

I love you!

I can't control my strong emotions!

Damn!

Get over it!

Damn!

That mountain and that river!

That person!

I want to write it all!

I don't know!

How should I write!

Write a different feeling!

And use a different form!

Write it out!

I didn't!

Suffer from it!

Writing training!

Damn!

I don't know how to deal with it!

Actually, I think I should have my own way of dealing with it!

What kind of mentality should I use to write it!

I don't know!

I feel that!

Fragments of memories are good!

Connecting them!

It's complete!

However!

When I write it!

I feel terrible!

After all, it's about myself!

More or less!

It's a little frustrating!

It's hard to accept!

What should I do!

I don't know!

Continue!

I'm upset!

I can't take it easy!

There are too many temptations in reality!

I can't control myself!

After all, it's about myself!

It's also very difficult!

To challenge myself!

I can't criticize myself!

I feel terrible too!