The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 21
I went to the afternoon.
I wrote my novel while lying down. I'm already used to it!
I don't want to scold myself anymore. I'm tired of scolding myself. It's really uncomfortable!
Now that I've taken my medicine, I can't write my illness novel!
Is that true?
I think you can do it!
Sister is right, right!
Sister, I don't have a sister. Am I your sister?
I'm very pretty. I can accompany you!
Damn you, didn't you say you don't exist?
I'll come and see you after I change my clothes. I want to be pretty!
Is that possible?
Are you bullying me?!
That's right, let's go!
We want to have fun together!
Enough, my emotions aren't there yet!
Really?!
Sister wants to show you the real thing!
What real thing? I don't understand!
You definitely understand. What's the point of saying all that!
I'm not human. I'm such a failure even when I'm mentally ill!
After a nap, I'm back to my writing life!
Writing novels is more than just a little tiring!
I want to cry. If not, everyone can become a guru!
I still have to work hard. After shopping today, I'm filled with emotions!
Where should I go from here?!
This is a problem!
I'm afraid I can't do it!
I'll be distracted while writing novels. I can't take it!
It's all physical work. Work hard and get used to it. There's a price to pay for dreams!
I'm almost numb from writing!
Someone had to write a novel in peace!
It's strange that no one writes about literature. I'll start!
Anyway, I've been reading novels for seven years, but I've never read about literature. However, there are a lot of football novels!
There are too few inspirational novels. The main characters more or less have extraordinary abilities!
I'll start with myself!
Write my head!
I don't have any extraordinary abilities!
I'm even weaker!
This is the highlight!
And I'm full of problems!
I can't even find a glowing point!
And I feel that I'm awesome!
This is the contradiction. I think it will be interesting!
The story will revolve around the contradiction!
I still remember my illness in my second year of high school. I skipped school to go online. I didn't have any money!
After that, I didn't go online. Thinking about it, I've done all kinds of evil. Otherwise, I wouldn't have written a novel to repent!
I was still in the internet cafe.
There were people dancing in the video. I got high. There weren't many people in the internet cafe. I couldn't control myself. The dancer was too good. Whether it was her figure or her clothes....
She also had a charming face!
What's more, it was a skillful and dynamic dance!
How can I not be high?
Looks like I've really committed all kinds of evil, and it's really scary!
It's just that I haven't done it before, and this has become my regret!
There's nothing to be regretful about. Are you going to commit all kinds of evil again?
That's enough!
When I'm alone, there will always be times when I feel empty and lonely!
You didn't get high that day, you didn't feel empty or lonely!
He really committed all kinds of evil deeds!
I'm still a lousy writer. My novel is destined to never become a god!
That's not important. There are some things that we don't need to ask why. We just need to do it. We have to do it even if we have to do it with all our strength. This is a dream. Dreams can't be realized easily.
Only by constantly struggling would one's dream have meaning!
Of course, this was his personal opinion!
The sun was still hot!
It's already five o 'clock. You slept so well that you were high. You really committed all kinds of evil!
Lying on the table in a daze is an extravagant wish for me!
Don't blame anyone for not writing well.
If you have the ability, write it yourself. There's nothing great about being rich!
At most, I'll just have to live a few years less. I don't want to live that much!
It's enough just thinking about it!
I've heard of software for writing novels, but I feel that in the end, novels still need to be written by humans. It's impossible to rely on an artificial intelligence to replace humans!
You can't write about the sadness I feel!
That's just a legend. I've never come into contact with it!
I've never used it before, so who knows!
I stopped writing at around six o 'clock. I need to charge my computer!
I need to charge my phone too!
I miss you so much. Missing a woman is my main theme!
That's enough.
Where's the girl I want!
Work hard to write, earn money, and marry an editor!
This is an eternal slogan!
Before I end my single life!
You're the best. I'll sing a song for you, OK!
You support me so much. You're so beautiful. You're so charming!
Does it sound good?
It sounds good!
I realize that teasing myself, scolding myself, and criticizing myself are my three treasures!
That's not enough!
Let's not talk about tomorrow!
Let's not do today's things tomorrow!
I can do it too!
I won't talk nonsense!
I won't brag anymore!
This thing isn't solid enough!
Looking for excuses!
Be careful, I'll beat you up!
That's not enough!
I understand now. You're a silly dog. There's something wrong with your brain. You've been squeezed by others. You didn't eat and came out. You're seriously chuunibyou!
Mental illness isn't called mental illness. It's called schizophrenia!
That's not enough. It's not easy to earn money from writing novels. If I earn 100 yuan, I'll laugh. That's right. I'm too naive!
Still want to make a living? Is that possible?
That's what Er Wu said. It's purely for reference. Don't criticize!
This is a classic plot!
I'm Er Wu. I'm writing a biography for myself!
An autobiography!
Today is May 9th!
That's enough. Tomorrow will be the 10th day since the novel was uploaded. I'm afraid of not updating!
It doesn't matter if it's not updated!
No one will read it anyway!
I'm also afraid. Don't break it!
If it breaks, it can't be reconnected!
But I'll have to finish it sooner or later. I don't know when it will be. I don't know if I'll be popular after the novel is finished. Thinking about it, that's not enough!
I can only say that I don't understand life!
If I did, I would've been popular long ago!
Otherwise, no one would know I'm 22!
Let's dance!
I think we'll be very happy too!
Let's dance together. We'll love like crazy. If we want to love, let's love until dawn. If we want to love, let's sing together!
Hehe, are you listening to music again?
I don't know when I'll finish this novel. I intend to write until I graduate. Set a date!
May 1st, 2018!
That's it for now. Count how long it's been!
2015, 51,201651, 1 year, 201651,101, 751, 3 years. You know that I never keep my word. The plan is 3 years. It might be more than 3 years. I want to write more!
If there's pressure, I'll write!
As the saying goes, it's a waste not to write. If I write, it'll be a waste!
That's enough. That's enough. I don't feel good anymore!
I'm drunk. I want to drink. I like your little dimples. I'm sinking deeper and deeper into the path of evil!
It's also scary.
So twisted!
I can't stop thinking!
Just thinking about it isn't enough!
Is this good?
I love you. My heart is filled with you. My little love is so sweet!
If I'm bored, I'll sing. If I'm bored, I'll sing!
There are too many temptations in society. I'm always committing all kinds of evil. I'm deeply trapped!
I can't be saved. Let's go. It's 6 o 'clock!
Wake up!
Wake up early in the morning.
Wash my face!
Don't brush my teeth!
I'm boiling water today. I have to watch it at 16 minutes!
I can't do that!
Let's dance together!
Your voice is so nice!
Listening to it makes me drunk!
If you don't want to do it, why let others do it?!
Whether it's today's or tomorrow's, no one knows!
Today is a happy day. That's enough. I'm boiling water. 4 more minutes!
I'm not busy with anything at the moment!
I'm just here to buy some soy sauce!
You might not know about me. But when it comes to my work, no one knows about it!
Where there's wind, there's me!
People live for the impossible!
Damn, that's enough. This is my work!
I can write it however I want!
If I don't do it today, I might never do it!
I can't be a manager, much less a CEO!
Your voice is too nice!
I wonder when you can sing a song for me. It's all electronic music!
That's enough. This electronic music is enough. I'm a silly dog. Forget it!
Close the window. I just don't want to be with you. I really want to hear your voice. I really hope that you can sing this song for me!
This is the result of my years of hard work!
That's enough!
I really want someone to sing a song for me wholeheartedly!
I can't be a singer. I can barely be an author!
I still want to be an actor!
I'll direct my own show.
I miss you!
No, the title of this movie is a rare hit.
It's quite artistic!
At any time, after the rain!
There's a corner for you!
That's too much.
To write a novel, one needs to be as calm as still water!
I'm not quiet enough!
This is also too crooked!
Many people can go to college. College isn't worth it. Of course, it's not like you're saying it's for free!
It's just that there's a lot of competition. Even a teacher's college can produce Jack Ma. What Peking University or Tsinghua University? They only have a few leaders!
Of course, that's enough. The key still depends on the person!
I want to keep a low profile. That's how a person should be. When have you ever been high-profile!?
It's also quite a scam. This annoying cartoon!
That's enough. Do it when it's done!
Don't do it when it's done!
This is what I've learned after so many years!
Not receiving higher education is also a regret in life!
I haven't received any education. I'm an adult undergraduate student!
But I don't read books!
I don't want to. It's not much use even if I do. It's just some rules!
That's enough!
I want to be calm. As a person who has received medium quality education, my quality is also low. I feel that in the world, my character is the worst. I'm the most hypocritical. I'm the most evil. I'm writing a novel openly!
It's only me!
I feel that I'm especially high and mighty!
That's enough.
After so many years in school, I haven't learned anything!
I want to keep a low profile!
This society doesn't belong to any one person. It belongs to every peace-loving citizen!
I've learned a way of thinking, a way of thinking about life. Although I can't even get into high school and have to pay the school selection fee to get into high school!
Although I don't know how to make the world more beautiful and harmonious, I know that I personally feel that no one can do it. It's the same no matter who comes!
It's just, sigh!
University, although it's an adult university, I still managed to get into it!
If you can't even get into an adult university, don't even talk about getting into a regular high school!
You're just a lousy person!
I'm someone who can get half the marks in the first year of high school. It's close to 60%!
Of course, I'm talking too much. Who can get into an adult university in a regular high school? It's still a full-time college!
In layman's terms, the so-called full-time is to study and live in school every day!
I can only brag and feel discouraged!
Thinking about it, it's enough. I only know how to be a bystander and can't do anything. However, I should work harder. If a person who doesn't know anything can succeed, then it's too motivating!
Of course, I'm destined to be a person who can't succeed!
Why? You'll know if you pay attention to my works. Success is nothing. If a person succeeds, it's not really successful. It's useless, you know?
Working together is the absolute truth!
This is my point of view on success!
I don't have any value. Time will push everything forward. No one can change everything!
Of course, this is the so-called general direction. From a personal point of view, this is enough. There's still room for development!
We're still too young. The heavy responsibility of development can't be handed to us.
I'm considered useless!
I can't even take care of myself, how can I take care of others!
I'm someone who can't even protect myself!
I won't brag that I'm a lousy person!
I've always been realistic!
Although I don't mean what I say, I still have to grasp the most fundamental thing!
This is the conclusion I came up with when I was studying. It's used to prevent brainwashing!
No matter how awesome a leader is, he's still just a person!
I don't care if you're a manager or a CEO!
However, society isn't as good as it's written in books, especially teaching materials. Some things aren't easy to talk about. I won't talk about the older generation. The fact that I can live until now shows that this society is still okay!
It's not too bad!
However, society is big. There are all kinds of people. It's best to be careful!
Nothing is impossible!
A person like me is destined to be a commoner. I don't have a sense of service. I only know how to think for myself and ignore the big picture!
My brain isn't good, and I'm easily brainwashed!
I still have to explore this world. If you discover anything, you can leave me a message. I'm here!
A pair of glasses can't see the entire world!
Just like how a pen can never describe life!
I have nothing to say. I won't cause trouble, won't cause trouble, and I'm not afraid of trouble!
This is my life's principle!
You're not as strong as you think. Your strength is just to cover up your ugly appearance and weak heart!
You're much stronger than me!
Time will give me the answer!
It's no big deal!
That's not what I want to talk about!
To me, I'm most afraid of not having food to eat!
What if I starve to death!
I haven't finished writing my novel!
I don't want to starve to death!
So I have to work hard and not cause any reaction. I believe that most people are still good people!
How can I starve to death when I haven't finished writing my novel? It's scary just thinking about it. I don't want to die. I still want to write novels. I want to finish them one by one. This is the first official novel. There might be a second, third, or fourth one!
Maybe I'll just write endlessly like this. This is my hobby!
My interests are very broad!
I can't think about women anymore!
It's another major theme. I want to die, I want to live, and I want to think about women!
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