I can't think about women anymore, or I'll be haunted by female ghosts. My head is filled with female ghosts' voices!

If I think about it again, it'll give me a headache later!

Hehe, nonsense!

What do you think!

I'm alone here, and I'm alone no matter where I go!

Thinking about it, I can't do it!

I'm poor ~ I can't bring the feelings from the previous chapter to the next chapter. I have to have a different feeling each chapter!

I'm so happy. I want to dance!

Right here in the square!

Why don't we have some music and a few dancers? Everything will be complete!

I think it's enough. The cartoon is playing again. It's getting number one in the country. No, it wants to be number one in the world!

This kind of cartoon ruined my life. I don't want to watch it!

It's enough brainwashing. Where did the world's number one come from!

I'm the world's number one fool, number one naive!

I've gotten number one in the world twice!

I'm so happy!

Please give me a medal!

The plot has reversed again. Dreams are energy!

It's such a scam. What a magical cartoon. I'm so obsessed with it!

Are you hungry?

I want to eat!

Below you?

Only below!

There's no more rice!

I'll write another paragraph!

And it's for adults!

Just thinking about it is enough!

I can't do it!

I can still write for half an hour. After that, I'll have to cook. I might cook eggplants today!

Otherwise, it'll be garlic moss!

I also want to write something with a story!

But my writing style isn't good!

I'll write after I practice. It's a waste of material!

It wasn't easy to come up with a theme. I don't want to waste it like this!

Such sad days. I don't have money to write novels. If only I had money. 100 a month would be fine too!

I feel uncomfortable without money. I guess I'll never be able to sign a contract.

But it's not a burden!

It's normal for people to come and go!

There's not much pressure. I can write whatever I want. I'm happy to be free!

But what about the internet fees!

That's not a small expense!

Indeed, there's a price to pay for dreams!

Let's not talk about it. I want to dance. I'll dance here. I'll dance happily!

If only I could hold a book launch or something!

Just thinking about it makes me happy!

This is just wishful thinking. Has the right to wishful thinking been taken away from me!

Three years later, my new book will be wonderful. The plan is three years. I've already started preparing for this book. I've started to accumulate, but I haven't started writing. I want to write, but I don't!

It's very contradictory!

We'll see when the time comes!

You've already bragged for three years. If you can persist for another three months, I'll consider you amazing!

I have to work hard to save my manuscripts. I have to save enough manuscripts for a month. I really want to go to Ningbo again.

He was more familiar with the area, and there was broadband, so it was easier to find a job!

But if that's the case, I won't be able to develop, and my novels won't be exciting. I'm at the age where I need to work hard!

He couldn't always rely on his parents!

It's better for me to work hard on my own!

If he didn't fight now, when would he fight?

I've also accumulated a certain amount of social experience!

It was said to be a gamble.

He was still the same, writing novels!

Go to work!

You can't find a job that requires a lot of brainpower.

Is there any job that requires a lot of brain power?

I laughed too!

I haven't thought about what kind of job I'll be looking for. It'd be best if it's a stable job with only 8 hours of rest. Because I still need to write novels!

There's no way I'll be able to find such an easy job ~

Do your best!

Thinking about it, I'm scared. I'm timid.

Don't wake up!

Writing novels won't be able to sustain my livelihood!

I'm afraid of hardship, exhaustion, and suffering. I'm afraid of everything!

To be honest, I really want to go to Ningbo!

Ningbo was too far away.

I don't even have a monthly salary of 2,000 yuan!

It would be a waste of effort.

It's the same everywhere = then I'll work hard for my hometown!

It's not easy to find a job now, but I still have to work hard!

I need a change of environment!

It's better for my development this way!

I still have about 10,000 yuan of coffin capital!

I have to use it too, the results of last year's work!

My living expenses are still paid for by my dad. A person who lives off a woman can't write good novels!

Only a man with unyielding character can do that!

That's right, I'm such a dispensable person!

It's 10 o 'clock.

I'll write for another 40 minutes!

The conditions for going to Ningbo are still much better!

I don't even know where I should go!

I'll find a job near Deyang!

That's a good choice!

It's all the same to me. There's no need to talk about development. There's food to eat.

It's good enough that I don't starve to death!

How could I make a mistake? A choice became a choice!

But I've changed it!

There's still a month before the college entrance examination!

In another one and a half months, I'll go out to look for a job. Now, I have to empty myself and work hard to adjust my state!

I can't do it and I still have to rent a house. I'm alone again. That's enough. It's time to be independent. In the past, I always wanted to be alone and even asked my mom to rent a house for me!

But now!

I can't do it alone. That's why I said that I have to do it when I have to.

That's also the reason why I said that. It gave me a second life!

I thought that my life was completely over!

That was in 2011!

It's also been five years. Through these few years of hard work, I can't do it either. I've also created a beautiful dream for myself!

At least now, I can still look up at the starry sky and dream!

I'll be obsessed with whatever I do, no matter what I do. In the past, I was obsessed with games and studying. I'm a very easily distracted person!

No matter what, I'm already here. I don't plan to look for physical work. I can do physical work that I can't do. It's enough!

I really can't do it!

But I still have to work hard!

I might even do it that day!

Sigh, as you know, I'm uncultured, I don't have any connotation, I don't know how to pretend, and I'm a farmer!

I don't have money, much less power. I can only write nonsensical novels to publish!

It's enough just thinking about it!

I can only work hard!

I'm just afraid that my body won't be able to take it. I can't take it!

I haven't finished writing my novel. I can't be exhausted to death!

Novels have built a bridge for me to communicate with the world!

My world is no longer lonely. There's a slogan on the Internet, for

everyone

of

the

word

！

Connecting the world for everyone!

That's what it means. I made it up myself, okay!

But there really is such a slogan!

It's already 10: 30. Thinking about my future path, I'm also very afraid. I can't take it!

Come on, Er Wu. The name Er Wu has already become a part of my life!

Don't ask me who I am. I'm Er Wu!

That's right. It's that easy to be distracted!

Although I've used other pen names in the past!

That's enough!

How should I put it!

Why is love so deep? Why is fate so shallow?

I just lack a bit of fate with her!

I don't know when she will appear in my life!

If I read too many romance novels, I'll also become a sentimental person!

I think this is the reason why so many people are writing romance novels one after another!

I'm very deep in my emotions!

Hehe, I don't have enough fighting power!

That's enough!

Hehe!

I'm using other people's language to speak!

There's nothing of my own!

This is a process of constant learning!

What era is this? Playing with personal heroism again!

I'll write for another 10 minutes!

Let's see how much I have!

I originally had the chance to write. I had the chance last November. Why did I have to wait until now? It seems like the flowers have not bloomed yet!

Spring has not come yet. It's too cold to move!

I've only started writing now. It's been almost half a year. What a pity!

Life is always full of regrets ~ This is what makes it complete!

The computer doesn't have much battery left. It can only last for 20 minutes. I'll write a little and save a little. I'm afraid of running out of battery!

I'm afraid that the computer will break. I have to save TXT on my phone too!

Work hard.

It's a must!

Life is always full of temptations!

And I can't escape. Sometimes I'm in deep trouble, and sometimes I jump into another pit!

I've always liked women. I've been deceived by their avatars. Thinking about it, it's enough!

No way!

Who invented avatars!

I want to beat her up!

Confuse the masses of teenagers!

That's enough!

Whether I have many friends or not, it all depends on my avatars!

I think for a brainless person like me!

I like to find excuses so much!

My phone and computer are running out of battery!

I can still write a little more. Just a little more!

I can still be happy!

Maybe it's 2500. This chapter!

I've finished writing this chapter and saved it for 5 days!

Out of battery. I'm going offline!

I'm not writing for now!

If I don't die in silence, I'll become a pervert in silence!

What he said was absolutely correct!

I'm just like that!

Heartless!

When I need you the most, you're not by my side. Do you think I'll treat you well?

I'm already a pervert!

I'll take it one step at a time!

I don't like girls anymore. I swear, from now on, I'll write with a cold feeling!

This feeling won't be cold!

Just like a song!

It's not me who's wrong. It's the whole world!

Forget it. Why bother? Women are women after all!

I'm me after all!

I don't understand women!

After seeing too much * * * * *, even my heart becomes twisted!

This is the unpardonable me!

I hate myself the most. It's not that you don't like me. If I don't like you, would there be so many problems?

I hate myself. Why are people always in pairs?!

And I'm all alone!

I've had enough of this world, letting me endure loneliness alone!

I can't die yet. I haven't finished writing my novel!

How can I die!

For the sake of my novel!

I can't blame you for being too charming!

I can only blame myself for being too sentimental!

I remember that I loved you before!

I'll upload today's chapter immediately so that I won't forget!

It's already uploaded. The title is Ox Blood!

I've had enough. I feel like there's a worm in my body!

It hurts!

Hehe. I've had enough!

Keep writing!

Writing is destined to be lonely!

Suddenly, there's nothing much to write. Let's talk about feelings!

I've never been in love before. No one has agreed to be my girlfriend!

I'm the biggest failure of a student in history!

I'm so white!

I've never even held a girl's hand. This is the so-called problem of ability!

I'm destined to be unable to love!

What's so good about marriage? I want to be in love forever!

It's a tragedy after marriage. A family is waiting to live with you. You know, I'm afraid of hardship, tiredness, and suffering!

I've had enough. I only know how to be happy. I've never thought of being sad!

I've also been brainwashed by the Internet!

Especially romance literature. I hate it to the core!

It's such a scam!

I'm so miserable. That's why I've decided to destroy my own image.

I've created this one-man mental illness to remind future generations!

I've been completely captivated by love. I've tried my best to break free, but I can't. My love is too deep. I can't extricate myself from it!

And reality will eventually make me cry. My heart doesn't feel good!

But, so what if that's the case!

Happiness doesn't come that easily!

That's why we know how to cherish it!

Don't be poisoned by girls anymore.

I can't stand this feeling. I still want to write novels. I still want. What do you want? Life is so hard!

Look at you!

You're so strenuous!

You even want this and that. There's nothing in this world that belongs to me!

This has nothing to do with me!

I'm thinking like a peasant!

Everything has to be looked at from the core. That way, I won't be easily brainwashed. That's what my ears say!

It's enough just thinking about it!

I've broken the precepts. I can't let it go!

This is too painful. I don't feel good at all. Forgive me for being so pretentious!

My heart feels terrible!

My mental fortitude isn't good. Otherwise, what do you think!

I want to dance happily. I feel like I'm going to have a relapse!

My existence is for the sake of fighting. Because I have nothing!

When I have a relapse, it's the best time to write.

I might be able to write a good work at this time!

I want to play with myself. I have to be popular. I can't watch it get popular!

I'll think about it after I finish this chapter!

It's probably more than 3000 now. A chapter is more than 3000. It's like this. Keep your emotions in check. There's more excitement in the next chapter!

I think.

Why do my feet hurt? They're sore!

My hands don't hurt anymore. My feet hurt!

You're so troublesome!