Alright!

Continue!

True enough!

The two of them are together!

I'm so sad!

Yesterday!

There weren't two chapters!

Yes!

I thought that I couldn't!

I didn't expect!

How could I!

Perhaps feelings are just a feeling!

Actually!

I don't understand her!

Such a life!

I can't change anything!

Some things can't be changed!

That's how it is!

I'm too naive!

Too silly!

Yesterday!

Damn!

Read!

A lot!

How should I put it!

It's hard to say!

I can't choose!

I can't change the world!

I can only change myself!

That's how it is!

However!

The world!

With or without me!

It's all the same!

What to do!

Continue!

Such a life!

Damn!

There's always an illusion!

Actually, my destiny!

It's always been in my hands!

Survival!

Or!

Destruction!

I can choose!

My heart hurts!

Why!

We can't be together!

My heart hurts!

Like this!

I can't think straight!

But!

I can't trust myself too much!

Actually!

I'm a writer!

I'm not just lying!

I'm lying to myself!

I don't know myself!

How did I do it!

I was unknowingly deceived by myself!

I don't know!

Should I write?!

Story!

Monologue!

That's my strong suit!

Yes!

Maybe!

That's the only way!

This is my specialty!

Emotional drama!

I'm not a heavy topic!

I can do it anytime!

Anything is possible!

Starve to death on the streets!

Anytime!

Go bankrupt!

Possible!

Actually, myself!

I'm really useless!

This is the reality!

I can't live in this city!

I don't have the capital!

I suddenly realized that I!

Can't!

Can't adapt to this society!

Now!

The housing prices!

Are also very expensive!

I just want to find a place!

I can sleep!

I can eat!

A place!

Just a little!

Just a little better!

It doesn't have to be a neighborhood!

This isn't good!

Why!

It's such a simple request!

I can't even satisfy myself!

I'm too useless!

I don't want to say anything!

Actually!

Although!

Now!

I have a house!

But!

For!

Eat a mouthful of rice!

The price I have to pay!

Is it too little?

Sometimes!

I can only lie to myself!

Sigh!

Life is very shameless!

I have no choice!

Being human!

For!

Eating and sleeping!

This is the most basic!

Now!

I can't even deal with these problems!

I can't handle them well!

What to do!

I!

Am already!

I'm not young anymore!

I have nothing!

But!

I can't have anything either!

The so-called!

Greater ability!

Greater responsibility!

I might as well be a useless person!

Living on the streets!

Actually!

It's also a blessing!

I'm living on the streets!

What's the difference!

You won't understand!

Perhaps my world!

Is different from yours!

Careful!

Observant!

There are always people living on the streets!

These people!

There's no choice!

Myself!

Not doing well!

Not lying to myself!

Will also!

End up like this!

Of course!

If the brain!

It doesn't work!

It can also work!

Actually!

When I'm crazy!

It's also conscious!

Who says!

Mental illness!

Brain!

It doesn't work!

How is that possible!

It's just that the thinking is wrong!

This point!

I have personal experience!

How should I put it!

This way!

It's not what you think!

Damn!

My main point is!

I can't adapt!

That's why I'm mentally ill!

This is not!

Money!

The problem!

Money!

It's a solution!

It won't be a problem!

You should know!

At that time!

I just wanted to!

Find a girlfriend!

That was!

In 2011!

Therefore!

I started to make a living!

The idea of writing a novel!

Writing an autobiography!

That's it!

Later!

I became mentally ill!

After I went crazy!

I recovered faster!

In my heart!

I had a strange thought!

Actually, it was a relapse!

I thought that I!

Can become a writer!

Actually!

How should I put it!

This is not important!

At that time!

I thought!

Writer!

That's right!

Picking up girls!

Nothing!

Smoking!

Drinking coffee!

Looking at it now!

It's not that good!

I can only say!

This is just me!

Teasing myself!

Sigh!

My current life!

It's also suffering!

Actually!

Feelings are something!

Particular!

It's a feeling!

But!

I don't have any experience in relationships!

You want me to say it!

Therefore!

I'm sure!

I can't say it!

I just!

Have someone I like!

Actually!

I just like her in my heart!

I don't!

I really like her!

Alone!

Damn!

What do you want!

I can't even protect myself now!

Relationship problems!

Need!

For now!

Put it aside!

Right now!

Anytime!

I have everything!

Sleeping on the streets!

Possibility!

It's that tragic!

I only realized it now!

I indeed!

Have limited abilities!

Continue!

Sigh!

My life!

I can't do it!

I don't have a stable life!

Yes!

I'm in danger!

Consciousness!

It's more serious!

Well, suddenly!

I don't know!

What should I say!

Five months!

It's about to pass!

If!

It doesn't count!

Upload time!

Long ago!

It's been five months!

I am!

I'll write before uploading!

Like this!

It's easier to remember!

Alright!

I've forgotten myself!

When?!

Start writing!

Upload time!

I still remember!

Yes!

I am!

Considered an amateur!

Writer!

Damn!

I'm hesitating!

No choice!

I only write things!

It's not realistic!

What do I eat!

Damn!

For!

Writing things!

I have to give!

Some things!

It seems that!

Girlfriend!

Don't look for her for now!

Do!

Writer!

I don't have to give anything!

That's impossible!

No way!

It's such a good thing!

But!

I still!

I can't help it!

I can't control myself!

See!

This!

Life problems!

It's a problem!

Me too!

I'm considered an adult!

There are a lot of problems!

There are a lot of things to deal with!

My life is worse now!

Actually!

I can live on my own as well!

How should I put it!

I have a!

Girlfriend!

Very troublesome!

Tiantian!

I have to contact her!

What!

I don't have much time!

In my heart!

I can't hold so many things!

Actually!

I can't really blame myself!

Again!

Making up stories!

Actually!

Every day!

Also!

Play!

At least!

Half an hour!

Go online!

What!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

Continue!

Of course!

Every day!

What I do!

I don't even want to talk about it!

I've had enough!

I feel!

My character!

Very bad!

I don't understand!

Novels!

In the end!

With a girlfriend!

Which is more important!

The problem is!

I don't have a girlfriend!

Sigh!

What to do!

I don't know!

Actually!

The problem is indeed!

I have to deal with it!

That's it!

I don't have a choice!

No choice!

Time will pass!

Pass!

During this period!

It's also troublesome!

Find!

The responsibility of a girlfriend is too great!

Take up a family!

A responsibility!

From the looks of it!

I don't have that ability!

However!

It's still possible to find a girlfriend!

But I feel that!

I'm too much of a scumbag!

I'm a person!

I have my own principles!

Damn!

Of course!

Yes!

Like this!

Continue!

Annoyance!

This life!

It also makes people!

No choice!

Very sad!

This life!

Feet!

Numb!

Yesterday!

Alone!

Ate!

Forty yuan!

A cold dish!

One!

Potato!

Fat intestine!

Thinking back!

Taste!

Not bad!

But it's too expensive!

I can't eat it often!

No choice!

I'm a person!

I can't not eat it!

I'm full!

It's also very sad!

Eat!

Eat a lot!

I feel that I!

Can eat a lot!

Yes!

Alright!

Continue!

I don't have a choice!

So sad!

Life isn't easy!

Damn!

Continue!

Suddenly, I feel that my mind is empty!

How should I continue!

I don't know!

Maybe I've encountered it!

There's a problem!

I'm having an emotional cold!

I'm thinking about my life!

Can I change it?

Can I feel better?!

How long can I write novels?!

Can I finish this novel?!

Can I find a girlfriend?!

This is my problem now!

I don't have a choice!

Continue!

I'm very sad!

What to do!

I don't have a choice!

Damn, I'm a little numb now!

I'll go out for a walk later!

Yes!

Just like this!

My perception!

There's a problem with my ability!

My ability to express my emotions!

I can't do it!

Sigh!

So sad!

I don't know!

She!

And him!

Be together!

I'm just thinking about it!

Sigh!

Sad!

Like this!

Continue!

I don't have a choice!

Sigh!

I can't understand!

This feeling!

So sad!

No choice!

In my heart!

It hurts a little!

Just think about it!

When I!

See!

Her!

When I!

I can't think about it!

I know myself very well!

I might die in this!

In my own hands!

Damn!

What to do!

I might!

Be!

So!

Annoyed!

I have a premonition!

I'm too focused!

Feelings!

Especially!

Yes!

Between a man and a woman!

I can't let it go!

If I let it go!

It doesn't feel good!

If I let it go!

I can't write anything!

I've said it before!

Of course!

I can have it!

It's fine if I let it go!

Sooner or later!

Perhaps!

They're really together!

I can't give her happiness!

Why can't I let others!

Give!

Her!

Where!

Sigh!

Be with me!

Only bad luck!

I'm not very good at life!

My ability!

It's limited!

Actually!

If I were a girl!

I wouldn't choose!

Someone like me!

Writing this kind of novel!

There's no way out!

Damn!

I'm!

Doubting myself!

Actually!

How should I put it!

Damn!

Of course!

I am!

Creative needs!

Of course!

This is also my inner thoughts!

Actually!

Be with me!

Only suffer!

Why!

I can't give up!

I can't give it!

Others are happy!

Actually!

I'm a little negative!

This kind of problem!

I can't handle it well!

I hope!

I can!

But!

Actually!

I can't!

What should I do!

Let it go!

Let nature take its course!

I know!

No girl likes me!

Yes!

That's right!

I have no choice!

What they like about me!

Something!

Can only!

Teach!

Girls!

Can't!

Teach!

Guys!

I'm like this!

It's enough!

I'm too clear about what I want!

I just want to find someone to rely on!

Someone can do it!

Someone to live with!

I have such a goal!

It's too clear!

It's not too good either!

I can't!

Expose my goal!

Although!

It's possible!

There will be girls!

Like me!

But!

Actually!

How should I put it!

There's no one!

I also know!

I can choose everywhere!

Why can't others!

Damn!

I've really changed!

I've written a novel!

I've become numb!

Sometimes!

I can't only think about myself!

But!

Tell me!

Tell me to find someone!

Ordinary!

More difficult!

To sacrifice myself!

Just this point!

I definitely can't do it!

I don't have that kind of ability!

This will only!

Make my life worse!

Make it worse!

Damn!

I'm already having a hard time!

If!

If this continues!

I can't do it!

I don't know what it feels like to be liked!

I know!

There's no girl!

Likes me!

I know!

Actually!

I can only do this!

Sigh!

My heart hurts!

Why did it turn out like this!

National Day!

It's coming!

There are so many problems!

Stop writing!

Or what!

I don't know!

Of course!

I won't stop updating!

Yes!

Continue!

I don't think I know either!

I feel terrible!

Continue!

No choice!

Damn!

What to do!

No choice!

I don't know!

National Day!

I don't know!

When?!

Can I go back?!

Maybe!

102！

Yes!

Maybe!

How would I know!

Maybe!

It's only for one night!

Yes!

That's it!

What's wrong!

I feel terrible!

I'll continue!

I can't take it!

I'm under pressure!

It's too big!

I can't take it!

I don't want to stop!

I want to write more!

If I can't even live!

I don't love it anymore!

Take what!

Write a novel!

Sigh!

Yesterday!

I used it!

40 yuan!

Eat!

That's right!

It's too expensive!

Damn!

I'm like this!

A day's salary!

Of course!

This isn't a matter of money!

Yes!

I have to pay attention!

I feel terrible!

This!

I can't do it!

Damn!

I realize that I'm!

Really capable!

Nonsense!

I'm a little impressed with myself!

Now!

It's only October!

Now!

August!

16！

Lunar calendar!

New Year!

Have to wait!

Three months!

Half a month!

Yes!

That's it!

Damn!

I feel like the days!

It's hard to endure!

Damn!

No choice!

Damn!

Let's not talk about it anymore!

I've said too much!

It's all tears!

Actually!

I'm alone!

I can do it!

Sigh!

What to do!

Now!

I don't know!

What to do!

Yes!

Alright!

Ten o 'clock!

Goodbye!

Of course!

When I see it!

I don't know!

When?!

At least!

It's also a month!

Look at the time!

I'm!

There's also a problem with my writing!

No choice!

I have a stockpile of manuscripts!

I don't have time!

I'm writing now!

Of course!

It's the same!

Ordinary!

I have to write every day!

If I don't have a stockpile of manuscripts!

I feel very stressed!

Yes!

Now!

I don't have a stockpile!

I'm not used to it!

At least I don't have to rush!

Yes!

Today is!

Number 28!

I'll wash my clothes later!

I'm also a writer!

A burden!

My own life!

It's also very bad!

Sigh!

I can't even take care of myself!

This time!

I've caught a cold!

It's been a long time!