Today is National Day!

A lot of people are getting married!

Cars after cars!

Following!

This is a nouveau riche!

I think I'm getting married!

I shouldn't be like this!

I've thought a lot!

Being together with a girl!

What is it for!

What!

What can I do!

What can I give her!

What others can give!

I can't give!

I just!

Thinking about it now!

It's normal that I can't find a girlfriend!

But!

See!

After the bride!

I am!

Hur hur!

Got it!

Well done!

Luckily, I don't have to do it!

Fill in the hole!

It's really!

A blessing in disguise!

Of course!

If!

She's married!

I feel like I'm writing this!

It's meaningless!

I feel like I'm on a tree again!

I feel like I'm hanging!

Of course!

This is referring to my next book!

Yes!

Everyone is in pairs!

I feel terrible!

Isn't this good?

One must keep a low profile!

For!

World peace!

We!

Are single!

There's a reason!

For!

More people can get it!

Happiness!

So I sacrificed myself!

Of course!

There's someone else!

It's about me!

Yes!

I don't think so!

From a macro perspective!

There are many single people!

Societal problems!

Will arise!

Not poor!

But!

There are always problems!

It's hard to solve!

What should I do!

There are more men than women!

This is!

Trend!

Of course!

Sometimes!

I don't have a choice!

I was almost brainwashed by others!

They want to change my world!

Ideology!

It's not that easy!

Because I can't change it myself!

Continue!

Perhaps!

Sacrifice the individual!

Fulfill the greater self!

It's not entirely a bad thing!

Of course!

This is for some people!

In their eyes!

This is!

Comparing fools!

Even more foolish behavior!

Of course!

How should I put it!

Cursing won't solve the problem!

I just want to say!

I can survive alone!

People like you are very pitiful!

You can't survive alone!

But!

If you say it like this!

Just a little!

Too much!

I'm not that kind of person!

But also!

The novel has been uploaded!

I don't know!

Tomorrow's arrangement!

Actually!

How should I put it!

It's about finding a girlfriend!

I feel sad!

I feel that!

The opponent is very strong!

Of course!

I won't compete with others!

Am I still me?!

Do you think I'm!

A writer!

Is it a bluff?!

It's still a little!

I'm really talented!

I'm really good!

How should I put it!

At a critical moment!

It's necessary!

I have to make a sacrifice!

I'm like this!

I don't feel good!

If I can't even do this!

How can I save the world!

I have to think differently!

Now!

I'm starting to hate myself!

I'm always!

Concerned!

That girl is prettier!

More classy!

That girl!

Has a good figure!

Damn!

I have that kind of feeling!

The feeling of complacency!

I'm a writer!

I'm very good!

That's enough!

I hate this face of mine!

However!

This is!

How should I put it!

Yes!

I'm willing!

But!

Some!

Unwilling!

Why!

I don't understand!

In my heart!

I feel terrible!

Sometimes!

Let's not talk about myself!

It's a little divisive!

The so-called divisive!

It's given to me!

I'm a taller mountain!

To climb!

If!

To climb up!

Perhaps!

The scenery will be different!

If not!

Then!

I'm in trouble!

My life!

I have no choice!

I can become a writer!

It's the role of the people!

Thank everyone!

Work hard!

People who contribute to society!

Without you!

There's no me!

Just like that sentence!

Sung the same!

Once!

How many times!

Lost direction!

Felt lost countless times!

Life!

Tell me a very realistic question!

There are many things!

Need!

Let's do it!

Maybe we can't change the world!

But we!

Have to give it a try!

The world!

How should I put it!

Although!

It's not my problem!

But I'm just!

Thousands and thousands of people!

Miniature!

Many mental patients!

And also annoyed!

I've been there!

I know about the hospital!

The mental patients there!

Really annoyed!

This is a real existence!

How should I put it!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

They!

Looked up to!

Led better lives!

Just!

Slept and slept!

Just!

Of course!

As a mental patient!

I know!

This is simply!

Impossible!

Why!

It's like this!

In my heart!

It's very painful!

I was once!

Without knowing!

Where should I go!

Because I can't experience love!

Sigh!

Just like this!

When I!

Saw the girl I liked!

Then slowly!

I had love!

So!

All living things!

Are!

From low level!

To high level!

To change!

Could it be that!

Emotions!

Feelings are the same!

Of course!

Humans!

It's always different!

That was a complicated story!

To be honest!

Alive!

Just like this!

It's also very tiring!

Life!

Perhaps!

It's very tiring!

I want too much!

What I can get is too little!

Actually!

I don't want much!

But this is the price I have to pay!

It's not small!

In this society!

I have to find myself!

Someone I like!

Spend it together!

It's not easy to think about it!

Although I like many people!

But I want to!

The number of people I like to be with is very little!

Yes!

I can't judge!

I always make mistakes!

Just like this!

Or like that!

Sigh!

I don't know!

Who will my girlfriend be!

Now it seems that!

Life won't be easy!

True love!

Where is it!

I don't know!

What is love?

So I don't believe in love anymore!

I just want to find someone I like!

I don't want to lose her!

Let her!

Live together with me!

Just like this!

Sometimes!

I can't bear to!

Sometimes I miss!

Sometimes I'm happy!

I can only say!

I'm really a creative person!

I've never been in love with anyone!

I don't know!

What is this situation?!

But in my opinion!

I think!

I understand!

So!

I pretend to understand!

I'm a good-for-nothing!

So!

I also admit that!

I'm a good-for-nothing!

I know her!

It's been so long!

She!

Looked at me!

Got food!

Her expression!

I remember all of it now!

I'm not a glutton!

I am!

How should I put it!

I have the desire to live on!

In the past!

I also wanted to live on!

The only one!

The one who took action was!

Put!

A big box!

Medicine that nourished the brain!

I ate it!

I thought!

I would die!

Sigh!

At that time!

My mental illness acted up!

But how should I put it!

This is not good!

The pressure at that time was too great!

I can't take it anymore!

I remember!

At that time!

I remember!

It's me!

I just dropped out!

Those days!

Yes!

I can't!

I can't remember clearly!

This is it!

The pressure is too great!

Now!

You want me to die!

I don't want to die!

Perhaps even the whole world!

You want me to die!

I've said!

I'm stupid!

I'll even laugh!

I won't die!

It's really enough!

Sometimes!

I have the mindset!

I hate it deeply!

I've suffered like this!

I've discovered myself!

I've also been!

I've gotten myself into it!

Sigh!

This is the main problem I'm thinking about now!

Yes!

Should I!

Write!

Something else!

If I don't write!

I won't have the chance!

I don't want to miss out on such a good girl!

Sigh!

I'm still young!

I don't know how to cherish!

I just!

I like it very much!

I like it very much!

She!

I don't know!

I know!

Except for me!

No one will like her!

It's not like that!

I know!

She has!

Her life!

Be with me!

I'll only!

Drag her down!

We're not compatible!

I only want to ask myself!

Who's compatible with me!

I've had enough!

Say something!

Find excuses!

Sigh!

Think about it!

Actually!

I feel that!

Who am I with!

It's all!

I've dragged her down!

Sigh!

I can't do it!

I don't want to be in this world!

Someone hates me!

Of course!

Actually, I hate myself!

Yes!

Sigh!

I like her very much!

I don't understand!

This kind of thing!

It's no longer!

It's the first time!

I've also started!

I hate myself!

I know I'm such a person!

I can't help it!

Perhaps!

This is the so-called law of nature!

I write novels!

My greatest opponent is myself!

I don't want to compete with anyone!

It's useless!

Compete!

So what if I win!

Treat me as if I don't exist!

I can't write well!

Actually, it's nothing!

I just have to put my heart into it!

In me!

It seems that!

Everything!

Works!

I've said it before!

The so-called art is!

Expressing feelings!

Bringing it to people!

Happiness and joy!

It's that simple!

I used to say it all the time!

But!

Reality!

There are still problems!

My theory!

It's passable!

Sigh!

Stomach ache!

Those few days!

Diarrhea!

Very angry!

I thought I was going to!

He's dead!

As a mental patient!

I really don't know!

When will I die!

I feel very regretful!

My work!

And I still have to complete it!

Yes!

I still have a lot of things to do!

I still have responsibilities!

I can't die!

Every time I think about it!

My inspiration!

It's bursting!

That day when I was lying!

On the bed!

I felt very cold!

I thought I was!

Almost dying!

That feeling of death!

Although it wasn't!

That was the first time I experienced it!

But it was also!

Vivid in my mind!

I won't talk about it again!

I'll talk about it slowly!

I don't want to talk about it for now!

But!

Back to the topic!

What's the point of living!

I don't know either!

Maybe it's to find a reason to continue living!

I don't want to live for the sake of living!

Damn!

If!

I can't write anymore!

I think!

I will!

Go crazy!

Of course!

Myself!

Deceiving myself!

My ability!

It's amazing!

I don't even know!

Live well!

I have a lot of responsibilities!

And a family!

I need to carry it!

Although!

With me!

Together!

Absolutely!

I'm suffering!

I can't even eat!

I can't solve it!

So!

I want to put up a small advertisement here!

Is there anyone who can't think straight!

You can look for me!

Think about life!

Only for single ladies!

Age!

Eighteen!

20！

Damn!

Now you know!

Why am I single!

Requirement!

A little bit!

I know!

In real life!

I'm looking for a partner!

There's no more hope!

I know!

I'm from a working family!

Can anyone fancy me!

Definitely not!

My ancestors!

Farming!

A good big family!

Gone just like that!

All kinds of changes!

Compared to television!

Acting is much better!

Hehe!

Damn!

I can't say!

The Internet is such a way!

I don't want to either!

I still have hope!

I'm always lying to myself!

I thought!

There will be!

Girls!

Admire me!

Although I!

Don't know how to earn money!

Can do things!

Very little!

But at least!

I don't have it!

A true heart!

I am!

A good-for-nothing!

And a playboy!

All of this!

Let me!

Zhan Qi!

I can only say!

Wait for death!

There was only one!

One person can pass!

Look at small!

Videos!

Just think about it!

Love!

Maybe it's not that beautiful!

The so-called love has to be responsible!

Of course!

I like this sentence!

Using my own words!

Say!

I've made it a definition!

First, it's an illusion!

Then!

That's right!

I can't explain it!

Most importantly!

There's something for me to eat!

There's something for me to eat!

Damn!

What is love!

I don't know about love!

I just!

Watched too many movies!

Looking at it now!

Some!

Love in movies and TV!

Not love!

I'm also very confused!

Of course!

It's fine as long as I believe in it!

Perhaps!

This is just!

A feeling!

I think so!

But it's okay!

Others say that I!

Don't know about love!

I feel a little uncomfortable!

Of course!

I really don't know!

You can!

Scold me!

Silly dog!

But!

You can't scold me!

Don't know about love!

Of course!

I really don't know!

I'm a good-for-nothing!

Of course!

I just!

How should I put it!

I feel like crying!