The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 220
I was here!
But you were there!
When I saw you laughing and joking with other boys!
My heart!
Has already!
Lost all feelings!
Thought in my heart!
What is it!
Now I feel!
I am really a rascal!
My heart is also empty!
Why!
Love and be loved!
It is not proportional!
I can't understand it either!
This kind of thing!
Who can say for sure!
Tomorrow is National Day!
Many people are on holiday!
But whether it is a holiday or not!
For me!
It doesn't seem to be very important!
On the contrary!
There are a lot more things to do!
I still don't know!
How should I arrange it!
I don't know how many days it will be!
See!
I think!
This book!
I still have to continue writing!
But I have to do what I have to do!
I have to do it too!
Change the environment!
Write something!
I can't think of it!
Maybe!
This feeling!
I am a little conservative!
The feeling of not being convinced!
Actually!
I hate self-righteous girls!
Boasting all kinds of things!
I don't think this is very good!
Even if it is true!
Can you be more low-key!
Some things!
Are also like this!
Some people are always self-centered!
They can do anything for their own desires!
How did they nurture such people!
I definitely don't know!
Actually!
To a certain extent!
I am also such a person!
But!
I am not a good person!
But I will never be a bad person!
Of course!
I won't be a good person!
That is a bad person!
The so-called numbness!
That's exactly what I'm like!
I think!
I have to say!
In my heart!
I don't feel good!
Seeing!
Those!
After the news!
I can only say!
I am still not enough!
Of course, my heart is not moved!
It doesn't hurt!
There was no need to be so calculative!
Sometimes!
If you are serious, you lose!
Society is like this!
No matter how you look at it!
It is your own business!
Others just!
Have an impact!
No matter how you look at it, it is you!
Someone said before!
One person, one mouth!
Three toads, one leg!
The so-called!
Of!
There are different opinions!
It is also similar to this!
Continue!
Sometimes I think!
Why am I doing this!
I just want to have a meal!
Why do you treat me like this!
Someone else's mistake!
Why do I have to bear it!
I don't understand!
Sometimes!
I also feel that I am!
Worthless!
I am just a!
The so-called sacrifice!
I have lost!
The whole world!
I am the weakest person!
Sometimes!
I have to think this way!
Perhaps society!
It has always been like this!
I also can't take things easy!
Am I born!
Must!
Be stepped on by others!
I think in my heart!
How can I be balanced!
Sometimes!
This way of thinking is also wrong!
The so-called not crazy!
Not living!
Life!
What is going on!
I still don't understand!
Sometimes!
I feel that I am!
Sinful!
It is all my fault!
I shouldn't be like this!
However!
Even if I am!
Dying a thousand times!
Ten thousand times!
It is useless!
Why do I say so!
The whole world!
People are dying every day!
Look at society!
It has changed!
I only want to say!
Only by living can I solve the problem!
But!
Sometimes!
Living!
Itself!
Is a sin!
I am not that bad!
To that extent!
Of course, this is my personal opinion!
This is the human face!
Just like how to say!
Sometimes I do!
It is also very difficult to weigh!
Such a problem!
There is no result!
I can only say!
Such a problem!
No one can solve it!
Sometimes!
I can only think about it!
I think!
This kind of life!
It is also not okay!
I don't understand!
What exactly am I doing!
What am I living for!
I don't understand!
Not for!
Living!
But living!
My whole life!
Perhaps I should live!
I have to understand this!
How should I say this!
I also want to be open and honest!
Be a human!
Sigh!
This is a problem!
My current life!
Is it okay!
In me!
It seems that!
It is not okay!
Technology!
It brings happiness to people!
Not to people!
Every day!
I do it day and night!
Go to work!
I only want to say!
This is not a good feeling!
Everything I do is!
For a better life!
This is the simplest explanation!
I don't think so!
What is so good about individualism!
I have nothing to say!
I know that it is all my fault!
I shouldn't have said this!
I should face the wall and reflect!
Perhaps!
Wait for me!
I will die many years later!
I will also be free!
I finally don't have to!
It is so tiring to live!
Some people have said!
People like me!
I might as well die!
Actually!
I am here to enjoy the scenery!
No one!
They have the right to not let me live!
Now!
This kind of atmosphere!
It does not feel good!
Of course!
Sometimes!
I have to say!
This is really shameless!
There is no other way!
Sigh!
What to do!
Me too!
I have been indoctrinated!
Some wrong ideas!
Money is not important!
Now!
That is true!
I really can't take it!
Sigh!
What to do!
This feeling!
It is also unacceptable!
Only now do I truly understand!
It is the same logic!
The benefits belong to others!
We can only!
Eat, eat, eat!
Sigh!
Thinking this way!
It is really tiring!
Sometimes!
I have to say!
This is not a good feeling!
I feel that I!
Am not!
It is very friendly!
How should I put it!
It is like this!
Sigh!
For!
To live!
To live!
For myself!
The so-called face!
For my own peace of mind!
What have I done!
It is all my fault!
If only I could bear it alone!
But so what!
It is also impossible!
I don't know if there is a problem with my ideas!
Sometimes!
I can't recognize myself!
This is also a sin!
Myself!
It seems that!
In what I have learned!
That bit of theory!
I don't value it!
There are some things!
I just feel that this is not a good feeling!
It is good to be more open-minded!
Even a self!
I can't recognize someone!
How can I!
Become a writer!
That is also a joke!
From all aspects!
From all angles!
I have to explain it in detail!
I have to analyze!
The motives of others!
This!
Old ideas!
It has harmed so many people!
This is a mistake!
I have such ideas!
I hate it deeply!
Whose fault is this!
Of course!
It is all mine!
In the future!
Scolding others!
Scolding me!
Me!
To take the blame!
Of course!
Now!
I have ideas!
It is also not right!
Ideas!
It is a process of continuous improvement!
It is best if there is no such thing!
It is only better!
Sometimes!
Me too!
I am influenced by my own ideas!
I have to say this!
I look up!
I am very different from others!
Actually!
It is the same!
It is just that!
I have the ability to perceive!
To recognize my mistakes!
Why not!
Sometimes!
I am also a rascal!
I am not brave enough!
What is there to say!
What do you think!
There are people!
Can they change me?
I think this is probably!
It is a problem of ideas!
There are things!
There is no way to change!
There is nothing I can do!
How should I put it!
I am also taking things too hard!
Actually!
I am also a bad person!
It is just that!
I think more!
If you can do this to others!
Could it be that!
Others can't do this to you!
Yes!
It is possible!
Sometimes!
The world is beautiful!
It is good!
It is absolutely good!
The world is!
It is wonderful!
Can you not be wonderful?
Sometimes!
You realize that this is just an extravagant hope!
Of course, this is a relative balance!
Sometimes!
My own ideas!
There are also misunderstandings!
To the end!
How should I decide!
I don't understand!
I have to say!
I am not mature enough!
If!
Even I!
I am mature!
I don't dare to think about it!
There is nothing to write about!
Don't you think so?
In my opinion!
Societal problems!
All of them!
Personal problems!
Of course!
I have long had this!
Judgment!
In front!
Therefore!
I have to pay attention!
I have to say!
I am still not enough!
I am guilty!
Even if!
Let me die!
It will not solve the problem!
I am alive!
I feel that I can't see!
There is hope!
It is useless to die!
I am alive!
There is no hope!
It is enough to think about it!
This is the problem!
So many people are alive!
The world has not become better!
What can I change!
It is not that I can't!
Change!
Most of the people!
I don't want to change!
These people!
It is enough!
Of course!
If!
I am a!
A rich second generation!
What!
This work of mine!
It will definitely cease to exist!
I don't know!
What is going on!
Sometimes I have to say!
I am too naive!
I am still too stupid!
Sometimes!
What are people like!
Really!
Do you think I don't know?
I am always lying to myself!
In fact!
It is very easy!
I will!
Discover!
This is just a joke!
Damn!
I have to say!
I have to repeat!
I am saying that!
People are people!
Don't think of yourself as God!
God!
What is a God!
Thinking for the people!
Working for the welfare of the people!
This is God!
Some people say that they are God!
I am also very indignant!
Of course!
Perhaps!
Others are in another world!
The power of God!
It is actually secondary!
The reason why God is God!
They are respected by the people!
It is not because!
The power of God!
More importantly!
It is human!
A kind of spirit!
If!
Who says it again!
I am God!
I will pretend that I did not see it!
I will ignore it!
After a few decades!
I will complain again!
Yes!
It is like this!
I feel that I am!
Too bad!
No!
This way!
Indeed!
I am not only!
A pervert!
Now it seems that!
I do not have the ability!
It is also a blessing!
At least!
I can't harm people!
Wait!
Wait for another!
About ten years!
I can complain!
Because!
After all, I have not experienced enough!
Yes!
But I feel that I am!
This way!
It is immoral!
There is no need!
To let such people!
Appear in my book!
These people!
Will disappear sooner or later!
In the river of history!
Such people!
I will not!
Write!
Now it seems that!
It is like this!
First of all, I have to think that labor is honorable!
These people!
Many of them are unknown!
I can't write about each and every one of them!
But such a spirit is worth promoting!
I am not everyone!
I understand them!
I don't even understand myself!
Shout our slogans!
Serve the people!
We are!
Volunteers!
Of course!
We have to start from ourselves!
Shout slogans!
Who doesn't!
We have to!
Do it!
Actually!
Society is good!
For myself!
There is no harm!
Everyone lives and works in peace!
I am still!
Worried about nothing!
Therefore!
In my opinion!
Sometimes!
I have to have!
The big picture!
In!
When necessary!
I have to sacrifice my own interests!
Of course!
I definitely can't do this!
I want to!
To have such awareness!
It is also impossible!
Of course!
This is only!
How should I put it!
Everyone can do it!
A fool!
Something that can be done!
A mentally ill person!
A problem that can be thought of!
Why can't I think of it!
I don't know!
Who is the fool!
Who is the mentally ill person!
I really don't understand!
Sigh!
Therefore!
In the future!
Don't talk about yourself!
Very smart!
Smart!
That's all there is to it!
You can't even think of this!
You can't even compare to a fool like me!
To get rid of your emotions!
A little agitated!
Yes!
This is not very good!
Perhaps!
I have said before!
This is not the main point!
I am not such a person!
A fool!
And a fool!
There is no difference!
So what if I win!
That's all there is to it!
Now!
It is not!
This problem!
But!
How to deal with personal problems!
Don't be fooled by my words!
This is the problem!
This is not important!
A fool!
There is nothing bad about it!
Although I am a fool!
But I know!
I can't be a person who will let myself down!
I am an annoying person!
Yes!
For a long time!
It is not like this!
I have complained!
I have already!
I have waited for a long time!
In front!
A few months!
I feel that I am!
Very confused!
Of course!
Tiantian!
Complaining!
It is not very good!
I have complained too much!
That is not right!
Not only!
Face slapping!
More!
Candy!
Sigh!
What to do!
I will continue!
Life!
What is it!
Damn!
Why did I complain today!
I don't even know!
Originally!
It was a plan!
To write about myself!
To write about a girl that I like!
Now it seems that!
I can't write anymore!
Of course!
I still know how to write!
It seems that I can't reflect on myself!
My creative process!
Give me!
Everything!
Bring it in!
Say again!
I really want to write a book!
The content!
First of all!
I am very outstanding!
I want to find a girlfriend!
And then there was!
I hope that I can look at it properly!
People like us!
Are mentally ill!
Yes!
Of course!
I am still a little selfish!
After all, this is an autobiography!
I still have expectations!
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