Physical condition!

Not good enough!

There was no time for treatment!

And money!

Yes!

There was a faint pain in his heart!

This was the first time in his life!

My body!

It was a little unbearable!

It was getting weaker!

I realized that!

Body!

This was the capital of a revolution!

It was like this!

I don't know what to do!

This situation was a little serious!

I don't know!

What should I do!

It was really painful!

Sometimes!

I also had no choice!

I just wanted to eat a bowl of rice!

Why did it have to be me!

I had to pay such a huge price!

However!

I actually didn't have the right to choose!

This kind of life!

It wasn't easy either!

This was a bottomless pit!

Continue!

Wake up today!

It was a little late!

It was mainly the cell phone!

It was out of battery!

Alarm clock!

There was no sound!

Today's writing!

Speed!

I should speed up!

Otherwise, I would write!

The computer was out of battery!

I will continue!

I know!

I like you!

Although I only like young and pretty girls!

But!

I can't forgive myself for this!

I have a chance!

I will always stare at you!

No choice!

I can see you!

I'm very happy!

The best is to be able to talk to you!

Of course, I'm not satisfied!

I want to be with you!

I want!

I can't do it!

I know myself!

I'm a fickle person!

I like the new and hate the old!

Just thinking about it made me sad!

What to do!

My temper!

I don't even know!

I don't understand myself!

Actually, for myself!

I also felt it!

Some fear!

Yes!

That's hard to say!

Life is like this!

I have no choice!

Of course!

I don't have any illness!

I can't do anything!

Why is it like this!

This is a very painful thing!

I have this!

Personally!

I will experience it!

Sometimes, I have to think about myself!

It's really not easy!

Parents!

It's also not easy!

I remember that time!

2011!

I had a relapse not long ago!

Damn!

Continue!

At that time!

I was like a child!

I needed someone to take care of me!

I remember it clearly!

I don't want to talk about it!

At that time!

I didn't know!

How much did it cost!

The me at that time!

I was also very shameless!

I ate it every day!

Stir-fried potatoes!

On me!

I had no money!

At that time!

It was really frustrating!

Sigh!

Let's not talk about it!

I'm a bad person!

At that time!

I was still obsessed with the Internet!

At that time!

I will!

Think of a way!

Find!

Two yuan!

Go online!

Actually!

At that time!

I was addicted to games!

I was also obsessed!

Now I'm playing!

I don't play!

Sigh!

I'm really too young!

Continue!

But that's my life!

It's more comfortable!

Those days!

A little!

Isolated from the world!

That feeling!

I wasn't hospitalized!

I don't know what happened!

Maybe it's because my attitude was better!

I don't know either!

Maybe it's also because!

Doctor!

Conscience!

I don't know!

Why wasn't I hospitalized!

Damn!

That's true!

How should I put it!

Some people need to be hospitalized!

How should I put it!

I was luckier!

Maybe!

At that time!

My family's conditions were limited!

I couldn't afford to stay there!

I don't know what happened!

Of course!

I don't think so!

I'm one in a million!

Of course!

I'm the only one in this state!

I can give it to myself!

No one else can!

The me at that time!

Indeed!

I was very young!

But I was!

I wasn't hospitalized!

I was hospitalized!

I couldn't do anything!

That's to say!

I took medicine!

At that time!

Life was tough!

Yes!

It was also unforgettable!

I don't know!

What's so good about it!

It's just that!

I had more experiences!

Sigh!

Sometimes I realize that I'm!

Really childish!

Right now!

I've already!

I won't go back!

Why?!

I no longer have a chance!

I!

23 years old!

I have a lot of things to do!

There's no need to waste time!

It's all wasted!

On the Internet!

Of course!

I'm writing novels now!

I feel that I still need to use the Internet!

Of course!

The Internet!

It's a platform!

Right!

Sigh!

The body!

It's uncomfortable!

The feeling!

I finally understand!

The girl I like!

She doesn't like me!

Just thinking about it makes me feel terrible!

I can't stand it!

She hates me!

Of course, it's realistic!

No!

Writing!

Not so much!

The matter!

According to!

The development of the plot!

We should!

Be together!

But the reality!

It's not like that!

I don't know!

I can!

Be with her!

Be together for a long time!

Sometimes!

I miss it!

I won't do it again!

I want to confess to her!

I realized!

It's useless!

It'll only make us worse!

Relationship!

Worse!

There are always regrets in life!

Perhaps!

She doesn't know!

I like her!

Thinking about it!

It's also a pity!

So!

I'm doing it again!

I'm writing a novel!

Just thinking about it makes me sad!

Of course!

She won't know!

I'm writing about her!

Not ever!

It's very simple!

I didn't!

Reveal any details!

Even if!

She!

Saw it!

She won't know!

Who am I!

Who am I!

This is it!

It's exquisite!

Actually, this is very easy to handle!

The girl I like!

Always!

I change frequently!

Myself!

I can't figure it out!

I don't know!

Is this good!

I know!

She!

Impossible!

Is with me!

I didn't give it to her!

The ability to be happy!

I feel that I'm very cruel!

I feel that I haven't done my best!

Of course!

My body today!

Feels uncomfortable!

Covered with a blanket!

It's very cold!

I feel that I'm!

Almost!

Leaving this world!

Sigh!

When will I!

I don't even know!

So!

I can't!

From all aspects!

I am!

I can't give others happiness!

I remember!

And regret!

I can't change anything!

Because!

It's not up to me!

I don't feel that I'm being shameless!

I just!

Feel!

I can't adapt!

Is this good?!

Continue!

Computer!

Battery!

There's not much left!

Speed!

I have to speed up!

I have to at least persist!

20 minutes!

This is an optimistic estimate!

Of course!

At least!

It's less!

10 minutes!

Damn!

My life!

It's also very tragic!

I can't!

Write two chapters a day!

I have a job!

Impossible!

My body!

I can't take it!

There's no other way!

Yes!

I continue!

In my heart!

Some!

Sadness!

Life!

Makes people!

Feel uneasy!

Damn!

Life!

How can this be!

Actually!

I just want to!

Have a meal!

What's wrong with me!

Sigh!

In my heart!

It hurts!

Perhaps!

Damn!

You're in my heart!

I don't know how long this will last!

At least that's!

Once!

A girl!

Or!

Leave some!

It can't be like this!

I feel very bad!

I can't do it!

Like this!

Continue!

Damn!

I'm a little tired!

I don't know what to do!

But I still have to continue!

I have no choice!

Of course!

I'm still!

Fooling myself!

Sometimes I have to think!

This is also considered my hobby!

Yes!

What do you mean!

I don't have any hobby!

Actually!

I don't have anything!

Hobby!

I like girls!

That's not a hobby!

Writing!

Listening to songs!

Doesn't count!

I feel a little annoyed!

This is like!

The feeling of being a couple!

Sometimes!

I can't wait!

To slap myself in the face!

This metaphor is not appropriate!

This is just!

Saying!

I still want to do it!

This is!

The so-called persistence!

Of course!

There's also another saying!

This is!

A kind!

An act of being an idiot!

Of course!

People have to have some pursuits!

This way, it won't seem!

Empty!

Actually, I don't have any pursuits!

That's what I hate the most!

Trolls!

And some!

Comedians!

I'm a little disgusted!

That kind!

The kind that acts as an agent!

More disgusted!

Most annoying!

The kind that acts!

No one will look at you!

Of course!

Actually, I myself!

I also fit the definition of a troll!

I also have the feeling of a comedians!

I don't even know that I'm acting!

Who am I acting for!

Damn!

You're not!

Good figure!

Thoughtful!

The kind that is beautiful!

What am I doing!

Acting!

It's completely unnecessary!

Indeed!

There's another one!

Good to me!

So!

My criteria for finding a partner is!

Good figure!

Beautiful person!

Thoughtful!

Good to me!

I feel that my expectations are a little high!

I'm very confused!

This kind of thing!

How should I put it!

There will be countless people!

To criticize me!

I know that!

Hehe!

Who doesn't want to!

Beautiful things!

Everyone wants to!

Yearn for beautiful things!

I know!

It's like this!

That's what I hope for!

Some thoughts and feelings!

Can't resist temptation!

Always do some!

Inexplicable things!

I can't really criticize myself!

Sometimes!

Myself!

Is really bad!

Of course!

Most of them are perverts!

I feel that!

I'm not just that!

It's as simple as being a pervert!

And a little twisted!

This sentence!

It's a little useful!

Yes!

I often think about it!

Why am I like this!

I can't stand it!

Temptation!

Sometimes!

I'm also in a difficult position!

The temptation of girls!

It's really huge!

I didn't understand in the past!

I only know now!

One or two!

Yes!

Indeed!

Reality!

It's not that beautiful!

Yes!

It's just like this!

I don't understand!

Maybe that's!

The world of demons!

Specialized!

Absorbing people's souls!

I don't understand!

I feel very uncomfortable!

There's a problem here!

It's a little too much!

Actually, it's easy to understand!

But I still can't stand it!

Peach Blossom!

Indeed!

I want it!

I'm crippled by my own desires!

I have no choice!

I have to continue!

Sigh!

I don't know!

I'm still too serious!

I can't let go of my feelings!

In my heart!

There's an indescribable feeling!

I know!

I won't deal with it!

Sooner or later!

I'll make a mistake!

Yes!

Uncomfortable!

Continue!

In my heart!

It's a little uncomfortable!

Of course!

I'm even myself!

That kind of person who deceives!

Like this!

The price to pay!

It's too big!

Yes!

I didn't know it was like this!

Continue!

Sometimes!

I'll also be deceived by my own eyes!

This is just a technique!

I can take a look!

In reality!

Is there!

Such a beautiful girl!

I haven't seen it before!

Could it be!

The world of demons!

Actually!

It's already been dealt with!

You saw it!

It's not a very beautiful thing!

Behind the body!

It's just!

A withered soul!

People will age!

Wait another ten years!

Twenty years!

What will happen!

Think about it!

Think about it from a long-term perspective!

Actually!

In!

The beautiful and young back!

What exactly is it!

It's just!

A kind of!

A gift!

It won't last long!

People will return to normal one day!

Of course!

Although I've said so!

I still can't resist the temptation!

I can only say!

I'm really not just!

It's as simple as being twisted!

There's also a little!

A feeling of self-destruction!

Sometimes!

I have to say!

I'm also a bad person!

I thought I was so good!

So noble!

Actually!

I'm not good in all aspects!

I!

Even a girl's hand!

I've never held it before!

Thinking about it!

It's also a pity!

I'm just educating myself!

I'm warning myself!

Sometimes!

I have to!

Think more!

This is not a long-term plan!

I just want to find someone!

Someone I can rely on!

Finish it together!

Someone for the second half of my life!

Someone who can support me!

Someone who can write!

But!

I still!

I can't escape!

The longing of the secular world for me!