Continue!

Such a creation!

It's very stressful!

I can't do it either!

Today's news!

It's a little scary!

Damn!

I still don't want to talk about it!

I've said it!

It's very tiring!

Getting a girlfriend!

On this matter!

I've said it!

Not really!

My dad!

He ordered me!

He said wait for me!

After graduation!

Only then can I get a girlfriend!

Although!

I'm a very unprincipled person!

But!

I still know myself!

What I should do!

What I shouldn't do!

I know!

I keep having very strange dreams!

Why is it like this!

It's so uncomfortable!

This kind of life!

It turns out that!

This is an illusion!

You think!

It's you!

Want!

To get a girlfriend!

That's enough!

On this matter!

Go!

I don't want to say much!

I'd better let nature take its course!

It's better!

Yes!

Otherwise, how can it be!

I don't think this will work!

Continue!

I'm a little sad!

This!

It doesn't feel good!

Yes!

I'll continue!

I don't know!

I'm thinking of a problem!

My feelings for her!

They've faded a lot!

As for the problem above!

It's not something I should be thinking about!

It's too complicated to talk about!

I also need to have the spirit of self-sacrifice!

For!

More people!

To be able to lead a good life!

What does this little sacrifice of mine count for?

Sometimes!

I have to say!

I'm very good at telling stories!

Yes!

But to be specific!

I can still think about it!

But feelings!

I don't understand it either!

But it's good that no one likes me!

There's no pressure!

I know!

No one has ever liked me!

I'm such a person!

I know!

Of course, this is not important!

One less girl who likes me!

One more girl who likes someone else!

I'm not going to hell!

Who's going to hell!

From the looks of it!

I'm very dedicated!

I've said it before!

I'll give in to myself in everything!

I've got all of them!

What about others!

I can't be too selfish!

Damn!

Damn, I'm so stupid!

I can't be outstanding!

I can't be like this!

How can others stand it!

Yes!

Such a problem!

Obviously there is!

I'll go eat a bowl of noodles later!

Sigh!

I've had enough!

I'm going bankrupt from eating!

Yes!

Regarding the problem of girlfriends!

I don't know!

Where should I start?!

I don't know!

This is a problem!

It's just a matter of time!

But I don't know!

How should I deal with it!

Sometimes!

When it's necessary!

Sacrificing myself!

It's also necessary!

But I can't do it!

I'm just saying!

Sigh!

I really want to slap myself!

Pretend!

Become like this!

But!

Towards her!

Good!

It's necessary!

This can be done!

No matter who it is!

No matter!

Whether it's my favorite or not!

What!

People!

Are willing to follow you!

This means that they believe in you!

Just based on this point!

I can't let them down!

Actually, I've already!

I can get married!

A few years ago!

Someone introduced me to someone!

At that time!

I was still in school!

Yes!

In the end!

There's no then!

Now!

I'm free!

I'll go after Chinese New Year!

Blind dates!

I have to be calm!

I have to live like this!

I can't do it in any way!

I have to wait for at least a few years!

My personality is not right!

But!

How should I put it!

We can't avoid the problem!

But feelings!

It's definitely not a matter of one person!

I've never been with anyone!

I've been in a relationship before!

I usually don't talk!

But when I talk!

There's no end to it!

I have to pretend occasionally!

Deep!

I don't know!

I don't know the situation!

Can it be done or not!

Find a girlfriend!

This is a problem!

Can I go on blind dates during Chinese New Year!

This is also a problem!

I don't know!

What should I do!

Yes!

Continue!

I still exist!

I'm delusional!

Actually, there's still more!

I should deal with it!

But!

How should I put it!

Appropriate is also good!

But I'm afraid I can't take it!

Can I go on blind dates during Chinese New Year!

This is indeed!

This is a problem!

I don't know!

Sigh!

So annoying!

What should I do!

Damn!

Continue!

I don't know!

Calm!

Continue!

I can't take it!

Like this!

I've read too many novels!

Maybe it's a worldview!

It's different from others!

The way I deal with problems!

Maybe it's different!

This is a normal situation!

After all!

I'm just!

Reading books occasionally!

It's impossible for me not to read!

But I don't like that kind!

It's all the same!

The smell!

I see it!

I feel like vomiting!

Actually, I'm the same!

It's all the same smell!

Damn!

I'm feeling it more and more!

I'm not any different!

I'm a very ordinary person!

As for whether I can go on blind dates during the New Year!

I don't think I know either!

There are only a few days off during the New Year!

If there's no accident!

I can't go on blind dates!

Damn!

I feel a little!

I don't feel like going home!

There's nothing to return to!

It's only a few days!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

What should I do!

I don't know!

I'll have a few days off!

This is not the main point!

The main point is!

Can I go on blind dates!

Damn!

It's finally the main point!

Damn!

What should I do!

I can't take it!

Continue!

Yes!

Sigh!

This blind date problem!

It's indeed a problem!

I don't know!

There's no such thing!

Yes!

I don't know!

Damn!

How can I not go!

Continue!

Let's go!

This kind of life!

I think I have to continue too!

No choice!

This kind of life!

Yes!

I don't really understand it!

This kind of life!

What's wrong!

Damn!

I feel a heavy burden!

I don't want to look for it!

For now!

Take a break!

It's still early for the New Year!

Yes!

That's it!

I can feel it!

The seriousness of the problem!

Damn!

I really can't take it!

After all, I'm!

I'm also a writer!

I don't have that much time!

Due to various reasons!

The matter of a girlfriend!

Exists!

There's a certain level of difficulty!

Yes!

Continue!

I can't take it!

What should I do!

Actually!

Okay!

I don't want to understand some things either!

Actually, I'm just!

More empty!

I'll get used to it!

It's not empty!

How can I write a novel!

Damn!

You think!

Writing a novel!

Can an average person write one?

Yes!

Continue!

This kind of life!

I don't think I have a choice!

I don't know!

Continue!

This kind of life!

I don't know!

This problem!

How should I deal with it!

I don't know!

Continue!

What should I do!

This way!

I can't take it!

There's no choice!

This way!

I feel terrible thinking about it!

What should I do!

I miss you!

Continue!

I can't take it!

What should I do!

Continue!

I feel that I'm getting closer and closer!

I'm crossing the line!

Yes!

This problem!

I should know!

Yes!

I don't know!

My girlfriend!

What will it be like!

I'm still looking forward to it!

This is more than me!

It seems like!

What kind of award is this!

I have to be happier!

However, it's impossible for me to win an award!

Yes!

But!

This is a metaphor!

This is much more practical than any award!

If I can choose!

I want a girlfriend!

I don't want success or recognition!

I don't want a godly writer!

What's the use!

For people like me!

Anytime!

Anything is possible!

For people who are crazy!

It's useless!

Continue!

I'd rather!

Have a girlfriend!

A girlfriend is more practical!

Just support me!

This matter!

I don't have a choice!

This matter!

There's no conflict!

But there are still interactions!

I don't know!

If I do this!

Is it good!

I don't know!

This way!

In the end!

Is it suitable!

Actually!

When I choose!

When I write a novel!

I'm already prepared!

When I step on this path!

I've already started walking!

Yes!

I don't know!

A girl!

Can she be with me!

I don't know!

This problem!

I don't have it!

I can't think!

I can only do what I can do!

Something!

I can't control it!

Mental illness!

It's very frustrating!

Right now!

There are some mental illnesses!

Symptoms!

Recovery is not good!

Yes!

I'll continue!

This way!

What to do!

Continue!

Uncomfortable!

I can't think!

Alright!

What should I say!

I've been killing fish for a few days!

Killing black fish!

I actually!

Feel fear!

Damn!

It's delicious!

Roasted cabbage!

Yes!

I made it on the 2nd!

It tastes very good!

Yes!

I'll go!

I'll prepare!

I can't prepare anything!

I'll go back the next time!

I don't know when that will be!

I'm too upset!

I don't know!

Continue!

Damn!

What to do!

This way!

I don't think there's anything I can do!

Continue!

I'm upset!

I can't think straight!

How can it be like this!

Damn!

No choice!

This way!

I don't know!

Holidays!

It's getting lesser and lesser!

I'd better not go back!

Alright!

I'll prepare!

I'll write quietly!

Of course!

I have to go to work!

Otherwise, I'll eat!

What!

I don't know either!

Sometimes!

It's very shameless!

This is also a choice!

I watched it yesterday!

It's a movie!

It's America!

A movie!

It's very deep!

That screenwriter!

One look and I can tell that he's mentally ill!

Because!

I've thought of that too!

Maybe I'm that type!

Works!

I've watched too many!

But it's very good!

It's a train story!

It's very classic!

However!

I understand now!

A lot!

Train!

It's just a symbol!

This is the screenwriter's character!

It's very similar to me!

Damn!

Even the language!

It's similar!

Yes!

Damn!

It seems like!

I also have my own kind!

I don't know who the screenwriter is!

I'm also feeling emotional!

In this world!

I'm not alone!

There are many people like me!

I've read a book!

The inner monologue of a mental patient!

And!

A genius to the left!

A lunatic to the right!

Such a work!

There are also some whose names I've forgotten!

My book!

I don't know!

Can it be done!

There's another guy!

That's right!

18 years old!

He's mentally ill!

Yes!

Continue!

It's like this!

I can't think straight!

What to do!

I'm still far from it!

Continue!

I don't know!

What's so good about this!

There are many mental patients!

Works!

I've read a few!

I don't like normal people!

Liking is also temporary!

I'll spend a lot of time reading it!

It seems like!

Once or twice!

I don't want to read it anymore!

Maybe this is my problem!

I know!

I don't know!

This is a problem!

I should make it clear!

Yes, continue!

I don't know!

What to do!

I remember!

Back then!

When I was uncomfortable!

It was very frustrating!

Yes!

I've been through this too!

Mental illness!

It's really hard!

I know!

Continue!

I didn't expect!

This kind of life!

I don't know!

What the hell!

How to deal with it!

My life!

It's actually not that scary!

But!

Reality!

How is it!

I don't know either!

I'll go!

Xiangxue!

Everyone!

Do you still remember!

There's no more news!

Continue!

I still remember!

Some people!

Zhang Xuxue!

I still remember!

Of course!

Also!

Wang Lin!

Wang Dan!

Wait!

Too many!

I've known them for a long time!

At least!

Eight years!

I've known them for more than ten years!

Too few!

Although there are!

But the only ones I remember clearly are a few girls!

I don't know!

Yes!

What lamp!

Forgot!

Remember!

Her!

I like her a lot!

That's!

2005！

In the blink of an eye, ten years have passed!

It's over!

I still remember!

Of course!

There's one person!

I remember!

Even longer!

That's!

She!

I don't want to talk about it for now!

Actually, I've already said it before!

Possible!

It's also about ten years!

Even if it's ten years!

Continue!

I don't know if this is good or not!

I don't know!

Continue!

I can't take it!

What to do!

I don't know!

Continue!

I really want to!

One question!

Why me!

Memory!

So good!

I'm actually considered average!

I know!

When I was young!

My father!

Always encouraging me!

What I just don't know how to use it!

Actually, I don't know!

Alright!

I'll see later!

I'll continue!

Yes!

I can't take it!

What to do!

Of course!

I'll go!

This has all become mine!

The subtext!

Yes!

What to do!

I don't know!

Continue!

Alas!

Now I need to be more frugal!

Yes!

This life!

It's too much for the eyes to take in!

Yes!

I don't know!

What to do!

I'll go!

There's no other way!

I'll go!

Continue!

I'm thinking!

What!

This chapter!

Feeling!

Especially full!

Everything is said!

Yes!

I don't know!

What do you think!

I know!

This isn't good!

I know!

I'll go!

Continue!

There's a lot of problems in life!

Yes!

I don't know!

What to do!

Alas!

Memories!

I'll go!

My perception ability!

Limited!

Yes!

Alas!

I'll go!

Continue!

What to do!

I don't know!

This kind of life is good!

Continue!

This kind of life!

What to do!

I'll go!

Mm!

Finish the noodles!

Come again when I'm free!

Come again tomorrow!

Yes!

Continue!

I don't know!

What to do!