I just!

Came!

Did something!

Suddenly, I felt very depressed!

I did it again!

It was a very strange dream!

I just came to find you!

To be with you!

Just like that!

Life!

It's endless!

It's just that the form of existence is different!

And in my body!

It might exist!

It's something that isn't accepted by the world!

It's something that can be accepted!

That is!

I can't explain it clearly!

It's not as simple as a mental illness!

I suddenly realized!

I know!

Of course!

I actually!

I'm just saying!

I just want to!

Slowly go through life!

Yes!

I continue!

I don't know!

I sleep!

I sleep!

Two hours!

My mouth is dry!

Yes!

It's like!

I'm about to die!

I don't know how long I can persist!

It's not just!

It's a matter of perseverance!

I dreamt that I became a!

A beggar!

Picking up food from the garbage!

I remember!

The feeling is very clear!

I know!

No one knows!

I can't take it!

I feel that my ending is very tragic!

I can't accept it!

This tells me!

I should work hard!

Yes!

A lot of people might laugh at me!

Of course, I'm someone who went crazy once!

Why would I care!

How should I put it!

I don't know!

Can I be with!

Be with her!

This is a problem!

I still don't understand!

Follow me!

Eat and sleep!

These are all problems!

Sigh!

My life!

Most people don't understand!

Yes!

I feel that I'm living a very depressed life!

Calm down!

If I've become like this!

I'm here to bring positive energy to others!

I've changed!

That's not good!

I should be advancing dauntlessly!

Yes!

Maybe I'm like this!

Damn!

I don't know!

Clear my head!

Next step!

Most importantly!

What am I doing!

Continue!

Let me think!

I'm typing too fast!

I don't have time to think!

I don't know if there's a tomorrow!

But I'll cherish every second!

To think about you!

This is not enough!

Sigh!

I don't know!

Looking at it now!

My mind is in a mess!

Yes!

Sometimes I have to say!

I don't have much!

The capital to live on!

My goal is actually very simple!

Just to live on!

And then to create!

My goal is very clear!

Yes!

I'm thinking too much!

It's useless!

I thought so!

Continue!

When I was young!

I'm a hypocrite!

Fortunately!

I went crazy once!

I finally understand!

I remember when I was young!

Once!

I bought exam papers!

I was clearly in the first volume!

I wanted to buy the second volume!

I thought it was enough!

I don't even know which grade I was in!

I thought so too!

That day I was!

Discrediting!

I walked back!

Yes!

At that time!

I ran everywhere to buy exam papers!

Yes!

Continue!

This is what I had a deep impact on!

Now!

Sigh!

Time can really change a person!

It's over!

Around eleven years!

I became!

This horrible state!

Sigh!

I can't accept it!

Love is very sad!

I can't think of it!

No choice!

Continue!

How can I!

I continue!

I can't take it!

How can I be like this!

When I was young!

Me too!

From!

The older generation took care of me!

Yes!

Later!

I went to Wenzhou on the first day of the New Year!

Yes!

Continue!

I can't take it!

I was on the train!

After the New Year!

Looking at it now!

Actually, I've been a lunatic for a long time!

How should I put it!

I searched on the Internet!

Once!

Mental illness!

It appeared in!

After the Industrial Revolution!

I don't think so!

How can it be!

Mental illness!

It's possible!

It existed a long time ago!

Yes!

Think!

It's useless!

Mental illness!

It can't be cured!

It's cured!

It's useless!

It's a!

Survival disease!

It's a sense of crisis!

It's like an earthquake!

That feeling!

Perhaps it's a warning!

Most people can't sense it!

Perhaps!

It's about to!

Face a crisis!

This was an unprecedented crisis!

Maybe we!

These mental illnesses!

Are!

We can predict!

All of these people!

It seems!

We can change everything!

I don't know!

This is just a conjecture!

You can say that I!

Read too many superhero comics!

Yes!

I don't understand mental illnesses!

Actually, most of them are mentally ill!

They're not that bad!

Look at the reports about taking drugs!

Is it possible?

Mental illness!

Taking drugs with money!

You're laughing at me!

Do you see me taking drugs?

I don't have the money to take drugs!

I don't even have the money for a pack of cigarettes!

I've seen a report before!

What!

I don't want to talk about it anymore!

It'll only bring shame to us!

I'm not!

I want to!

Be mentally ill!

Be singled out!

Sing praises!

Once!

Actually!

Live!

It's a kind of greatness in itself!

But it's also a kind!

It's a cruel choice!

You seem!

You've never heard of this!

I'm the one who said this!

In fact!

I don't have a choice!

I continue!

We're mentally ill!

How should I put it!

Some beat people up!

Yes!

I'm the same!

I've just had a relapse!

I can't take it!

I want to die!

Yes!

But in the end!

I don't want to die!

Because!

I know!

It's useless to die!

It can't solve the problem!

There will be more victims!

There will be!

There must be!

More people will come forward!

To change everything!

Sometimes!

One person's strength is insignificant!

Yes!

I think there's something!

There's no need for it to exist!

I think so!

Of course, there's nothing wrong with this!

I just want to say!

Me too!

It's a cruel choice!

I can't say it too clearly!

Otherwise, everyone will do it!

Write novels!

Do something different!

Focus is indeed!

It should be dispersed!

Yes!

I don't think so!

There's nothing wrong with this!

A person like me is worthless to begin with!

If that's the case!

I can only wait for death!

Yes!

My ability!

I'm worse than others in all aspects!

If that's the case!

It was just that the difference was too ridiculous!

Perhaps this is a trap!

Remember what I said!

Being alive is!

A kind of greatness!

But it's also a kind!

It's a cruel choice!

Continue!

There might be people!

They said something similar to me!

Yes!

This is not important!

Damn!

I don't know!

I shouldn't have said it too clearly!

Actually, I've already said it!

It's just like this!

I still don't want to be specific!

This is not good for me at all!

I should understand!

I will eventually understand!

It's just a matter of time!

I just need to say something!

If I can change the world!

I've already said it!

I've already said it!

It's useless!

Why should I waste my energy!

I still want to write!

Perhaps the root of the problem!

It's not here!

There's a deeper problem!

I'm just!

Treating the symptoms but not the root cause!

I'm still human!

I don't understand!

Fortunately!

I don't have much time left!

This is the only!

Happy!

I can't wait much longer!

Again!

Alzheimer's!

This is good!

This is good!

Save it!

No!

The mission to change the world!

To entrust it to one person!

That's useless!

This won't solve the problem!

I'm not a god!

I don't have that ability!

I'm just a novelist!

This isn't a problem of any one person!

This is everyone's problem!

Reflect on yourself!

That's good!

I can't do it!

Sigh! I have to say!

Society!

Is this good!

I don't understand!

There are actually things!

We don't know!

I don't understand!

Actually, it's also like this!

Originally!

This is unfair!

This is life!

Fairness doesn't exist!

Yes!

I want to live on!

I can't change the world!

There are so many!

Writers are advancing dauntlessly!

They can't!

Change the world!

You can't count on yourself!

Hope is good!

Damn!

Your theory!

Can only be a bystander!

It's not practical!

Development is for!

What!

It's for!

To lead a better life!

Not for!

What!

Bullshit!

gdp！

I think!

This is not practical!

I don't want to say anything!

I might be!

Labeled!

Labeled as a reactionary!

I know!

This isn't good!

I don't care about this!

My salary is rising!

The people around me haven't seen it!

Of course!

This isn't a matter of money!

Damn!

It's not that simple!

Sigh!

I can only say!

This isn't good!

Damn!

It doesn't feel good!

Continue!

This isn't right!

I don't know!

I should wake up! Yes!

The world is very big!

I'm very insignificant!

I can't change the world!

I know that!

I understand!

I don't know!

What exactly do I do!

I've been blinded by some things!

Blinded!

Eyes!

I'm still just a!

A writer with no ability!

I don't have it!

An even more powerful perception!

I have this kind of perception!

I can't adapt to it!

My position!

I want to change the world!

Of course!

Small things!

There's nothing wrong with that!

Our goal is to!

Make society better!

Yes!

Damn!

If it's too big!

It's meaningless!

The so-called country!

That's right!

It's made up of many families!

Wasn't there an official?

We're called!

Chinese!

We're all Chinese!

Yes!

No matter what, it's like this!

I know!

This isn't good!

Forget about me!

I'm not human!

I'm!

Silly dog!

Continue!

I don't want to say anything!

Damn!

What should I say!

I'm thinking!

This is a problem!

What kind of problem is this!

How would I know!

You didn't even tell me!

The problem now is what!

From a personal point of view!

It's a problem with life!

It's not handled well!

And a problem with relationships!

From society!

From a personal point of view!

It's like this!

Sigh!

It's difficult!

Fortunately!

Just thinking about it makes me happy!

These things!

I don't need to care about them!

Of course, I can't do anything about it!

That's not!

It's annoying me to death!

But!

This isn't good!

I don't have that ability!

If I had the ability!

If I had the ability!

That wouldn't do!

It's impossible for me!

I'm mentally ill!

Destined!

I'm not fated to be promoted and rich!

Yes!

I know!

Hehe!

I'm very happy!

I'm not happy!

I'm not a good person!

Right now!

I'm just!

Sigh!

If I could!

I really can't stand myself being like this!

I'm the worst person!

Damn!

I'm a bad person!

I can't stand people like myself!

It's good that you can't stand it!

I like honest people!

But there's a problem!

I've said it before!

This isn't something that can be solved by just one person!

I need more people!

Just one person!

You'll!

Eat!

You can't be immortal either!

Haha!

I'll continue!

It's a little jumpy!

This is a problem!

Journey to the West!

You've already told us!

It's just that!

At that time!

My thinking hasn't developed to that point!

Now it's like this!

There's a lot of problems!

I definitely can't handle it well!

Don't think that!

Those people are incompetent!

They're competing with my language skills!

They're all strong!

Sigh!

I can only say!

Damn!

I'm just a!

A soy sauce player!

But don't be discouraged!

How should I put it!

Everyone is doing well!

Where did the social problems come from!

Yesterday!

Back at the factory!

I even saw it!

A traffic police officer!

Sitting there playing with his cell phone!

Damn!

It's really enough!

I can tell with one look!

It's work!

Cell phone!

I don't want to say anything more!

This is all my fault!

I shouldn't have said it!

If I didn't say it, you wouldn't know!

Sigh!

I only want to say!

Some aspects!

Some people!

Are indeed very strong!

Really!

Should be strong!

Not strong!

The so-called now!

The world is peaceful!

Is!

Training soldiers!

Fighting!

Auxerre!

Damn!

Damn!

I'm not a monster!

You're playing like this!

I'm very suspicious!

This motive!

Of course!

This matter!

I don't need to care!

Damn!

I'm speaking from the perspective of a weakling!

Damn!

When I was in school!

I was always bullied!

These people!

That's enough!

They're definitely not good people!

I hate them a little!

Of course!

By me!

I hate them!

They're not worthy!

I hate myself!

Damn!

I know!

This is all my fault!

Actually!

It's the same with or without me!

The world can't change anything!

I'm only writing it for myself!

This is really shameless!

Damn!

What should I do!

I'll continue!

Yes!

Look!

The number of words is enough!

I suddenly feel very depressed and want to go out for a walk!

So!

I'm so weak!

I still don't understand!

Yes!

I do know!

Continue!

I'm crying!

I still need to think more!

Damn!

What should I do!

I'll continue!

I have no choice!

Now in the dormitory!

There's no hot water!

Damn!

I don't know how to shower!

Damn!

This is difficult!

Maybe!

There will only be tomorrow!

Actually!

Shower!

I feel!

I don't need to say anything!

I can go a long time without showering!

Continue!

Damn!

Why am I mysophobic!

This isn't very good!

How can this be!

This is mental illness!

The rhythm of an outbreak!

How can I understand!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

Continue!

Finished writing!

Go and do something!

However, I don't have any friends!

Damn!

A lonely person!

Damn!

Damn!

Let's talk about other things!

I'm thinking!

My next work!

Yes!

This problem!

I'm still thinking!

Constantly!

Shelved!

Damn!

But now!

It's definitely impossible!

There's no time at all!

I have to go to work now!

Earn money for my meals!

I don't want to!

Write novels full time!

Do you think!

I'll write like this!

Will anyone spend money to read it?

He wouldn't either!

I know that!

But how should I put it!

It's always good to have hope!

Actually!

I should understand!

Yes!

I should understand!

I'll continue!

I'll continue later!

Goodbye!

I will!

Blessings!

Of course!

This world!

Can't leave!

Everyone's hard work!

Although it doesn't have to be you!

But!

Someone once said!

The world is more exciting with you!

But!

Yes!

Want!

To have a few more girlfriends!

My words!

Are not meant for these people!

It's too bad!

Damn!