Spent!

Twenty yuan!

Bought it!

An earpiece!

This music!

Very pleasant to listen to!

I feel like I can't write a novel anymore!

I want to hear it!

The sound of typing on the keyboard!

Yes!

This will affect my speed!

This will give me confidence!

Sure enough, good earpieces may not be a good thing!

I didn't think so in the past!

Uncomfortable!

Like this!

Twenty yuan!

That's a lot too!

Hai!

Damn!

What should I do!

Go and get my money!

Of course!

There's nothing much to say!

Alright!

I'm ready!

No!

I'm not ready!

Damn!

I haven't started!

I know!

I think it'll be very difficult for me to start!

Damn!

What should I do!

I really don't know!

One!

Braised chicken drumstick!

Possible!

At least!

Five yuan!

Can only be bought!

Raw!

I don't know!

I don't like it!

It doesn't have any taste!

I like spicy food!

Yes!

I like it!

Braised food!

It's not what I like to eat!

That's right!

I'll continue!

I don't know!

What are the consequences of doing this!

But I have time!

I should use some money!

Yes!

It'll be a waste not to use it!

I'll go back next time!

I don't know when it'll be!

Buy more!

Eat together!

Maybe during the Double Ninth Festival!

There will be a holiday!

I don't know!

I'll think about it then!

If I can go back!

I'll buy some delicious food!

I like meat the most!

Grandma's cooking!

It's indeed better than mine!

Hehe!

It's really well done!

Although it's not too spicy!

I still like to eat it!

Yes!

I made it very spicy!

I eat fish!

I don't like to eat it!

I mainly like spicy food!

This fish will take a long time!

I killed myself and did this to myself!

This is!

This is the first time!

I used to!

Only kill, not cook!

Kill!

I'm scared out of my wits!

Although the technique!

It's very skillful!

Damn!

There's no other way!

After all, I've done it before!

But it makes me feel guilty!

My heart is filled with fear!

When I was catching fish!

Yes!

I didn't expect this!

How can it be like this!

Continue!

I can't think straight!

What should I do!

I'm really scared!

Alright?!

Damn!

Damn!

Although the fish is delicious!

But it's eaten too quickly!

I can't taste it!

I finished it in a few bites!

Hehe!

Damn!

I even ate it!

A few bites!

Yes!

I can't taste it yet!

I'm already full!

Damn!

It's the same!

I didn't expect this!

I'll eat fish next time!

I don't know when!

Damn!

What should I do!

I can't do anything!

Damn!

It's not easy!

Damn!

How can this be!

Damn!

Uncomfortable!

I'm still far from it!

Damn!

Continue!

There's no other way!

This kind of life!

There's no other way!

Now!

Today's topic!

It's always been a topic!

Where's my girlfriend!

Where's the promised Ms. Perfect!

Damn!

I don't think this is good!

My girlfriend!

She still has her own characteristics!

Damn!

I can't do anything about it!

Regarding my girlfriend!

I'm not very sure about it myself!

I know!

Isn't this good!

I can't do anything about it!

Looks!

She still had to have some beauty!

Character!

Well!

She has to be easy-going!

I know now!

There are fewer and fewer girls like her!

Of course!

I can't say anything!

There's no limit to her looks!

That's also impossible!

It's also unreal!

I'm a guy!

No!

What!

That kind of miraculous existence!

I can't do it!

I know!

I want to do it myself!

Isn't this a bad idea?

I've said it a long time ago!

This is not right!

But!

How do others treat me!

Sigh!

I don't want to talk about it!

I can only say!

These girls!

It's not worth it!

I like them!

Of course!

This is also my fault!

I shouldn't talk about it!

Maybe you guys!

Won't find out!

Who am I!

I'm not afraid!

I know!

Saliva!

Can drown me!

Yes!

Continue!

I can't do anything about it!

Take things too hard!

Continue!

Damn!

But by doing this!

I'm also giving up on myself!

Why can't I be more tolerant!

Treat her well!

Feelings!

Treat my feelings well!

On this point!

I can't control myself!

I'm a rascal!

Sigh!

I can only say!

I really deserve to die!

I can't even do this!

Everything is just empty talk!

I know!

This is how it is!

I deserve this!

Sigh!

I have to break through this!

This is only the first problem!

There are all kinds of problems!

I need to face them!

For example!

Family problems!

Character problems!

These are all problems!

Yes!

The so-called family problems!

That's right!

To put it simply!

That's all!

The way I treat people!

Yes!

This is how it is!

I continue!

There's no other way!

I can't take it easy!

Really!

I can't control myself!

That's why!

It's not easy to get a relationship!

I know that!

This is how it is!

I should still pay attention!

Some problems!

I have many problems!

My family!

There are all kinds of problems!

Damn!

Now!

I can't be the head of the family!

Some things are very rascal!

I can't control them!

My personal problems!

It's very serious!

Most importantly!

My thoughts are unhealthy!

I'm too negative!

I don't have the ability!

I don't know how to earn money!

Yes!

I know that!

I can't do anything about it!

And there was another thing!

My goal is too clear!

I can recognize myself too clearly!

Yes!

I know that!

Forget it if I know myself!

I don't know myself!

What kind of dog am I!

If I know!

How should I deal with it!

How should I deal with it!

Yes!

This is how it is!

Damn!

I don't know!

What should I do!

Right now!

It's not easy!

I haven't dealt with some problems!

Fortunately!

When it came to finding a girlfriend!

My dad!

And also for!

I'm good!

He's afraid of affecting me!

Distracting me!

Do you know!

I'm a very principled person!

I can only say that!

I value my love life too much!

Yes!

I can't do anything about it!

Continue!

Sigh!

It's very strange!

That novel!

The one that was written for her!

I've said it before!

I have to give my girlfriend one!

But she's not!

Damn!

I can't stand myself anymore!

Sigh!

You did this!

Does your future girlfriend know?!

She knows!

What will happen!

I don't know!

This is a matter for the future!

Damn!

I feel!

Towards this book!

I have great expectations!

This book!

It's still in preparation!

It's still not ready!

I'm still far from it!

Looks like I'll need a long time to prepare!

I don't know!

Will I keep writing like this?!

I know!

There's nothing bad about this!

But I don't have anything to eat!

Damn!

What should I do!

I'm not lacking!

Failure isn't scary!

What's scary is fear!

Failure!

For me!

What I'm afraid of is!

I'm just like this!

I'm not writing anymore!

I'll write some more!

There's nothing bad about it!

Continue!

I know!

I don't want to eat anything now!

Next time!

Go and buy some!

Good food!

That's it!

I don't know!

When!

I can go back!

I don't know!

This kind of life!

Damn!

What to do!

Actually, what to buy!

It's not important!

What's important is the thought!

Yes!

I'll continue!

I'm still far from it!

No choice!

Damn!

What to do!

What to do!

Continue!

I can't think of it!

This chapter!

Actually, all along!

It's all these problems!

I want to find a girlfriend!

Yes!

But!

I'm like this!

I definitely won't be able to find one!

I've already exposed too many of my problems!

I'm a womanizer!

Take this book for example!

I've already!

She confessed!

Many times!

Damn!

Damn!

I know it's like this!

I won't be able to find a girlfriend!

Have one!

Someone who can change me!

I know!

This person doesn't exist!

They all said!

My girlfriend!

On earth!

No!

Damn!

Continue!

I know!

What to do!

Damn!

I can't take it easy!

What to do!

Damn!

Continue!

I'm still far from it!

Damn!

It's hard to say!

Damn!

What to do!

Damn!

I can't do it either!

I'm still far from it!

I'm a little off topic!

This is about finding a girlfriend!

And!

Writing a book!

I'm not sure if I should write it or not!

I'll write it a few years later!

I already have a child!

Of course!

I'm not the only one!

Thinking about it!

It's also a pity!

Damn!

What to do!

Damn!

No choice!

What to do!

I'm still far from it!

Alright, continue!

I'm still far from it!

No choice!

I want to find a girlfriend!

Actually!

I'm writing my first book!

There are many reasons!

Mainly because it's a confession!

It's 50/50!

Actually!

I can't calculate the ratio!

It's my first time!

I want to write some books!

It's these emotions!

Mixed with!

I don't know!

I also want to succeed!

Yes!

I want to find a girlfriend!

I want to find one!

One!

Can!

Understand me!

Girlfriend!

But I can't do it either!

I feel like on earth!

I can't find true love!

Actually, I didn't write anything!

I just wrote it!

My relationship problems!

My life!

And my view of the world!

It's that simple!

My first book!

Us!

Let's not talk about it!

Actually!

This is the same as the first book!

In essence!

There's no difference!

It's the same style!

What you don't know is!

The beginning of these two books!

They're not the same!

But!

That's hard to say!

It's my first time writing something!

It's for!

To find a girlfriend!

To write seriously!

For the first time!

To write on paper!

I've only written a little and this thing!

Tore!

I feel like!

This shouldn't be!

I should show it to my dad!

Actually!

It's still alright at that time!

That's me!

My first time!

Trying to write a novel!

A novel in the truest sense!

2011!

Yes!

Continue!

I know!

Word count!

It's still alright in all aspects!

I wrote it by hand!

I don't feel like writing it by hand now!

Well!

Damn!

About that!

Works!

I feel like!

Writing!

For me!

It's alright!

I feel like I can't even write it now!

After all, I'm mentally ill!

The world!

No one can understand!

Especially the description of the setting!

I'm writing it through the familiar setting!

The idea is out!

But now!

I can't write that kind of tiring feeling!

I can't feel that kind of oppression!

Feeling!

I'm determined!

To become a writer!

It's all because of an illusion!

At that time!

I thought I could become a writer!

I just!

Tried to write about something!

I didn't grasp it!

Writing method!

Actually, sometimes!

Writing about something!

And the feelings that I wrote about!

It's not the same!

Damn!

Fortunately!

Later!

I grasped it!

This method!

Of course!

This is nothing!

It's equivalent to!

Wanting to write!

Happy things!

That's!

I said it!

Recall, recall, and recall!

Conceptualize, conceptualize, and conceptualize!

Actually, it's about the same!

It's just that I haven't done it yet!

It's too good to use!

My first novel creation!

It's where I started!

Later!

I couldn't write it!

When I wrote it!

It's already!

Three years later!

It's done!

This is my first work!

Of course, it's not this book!

This is!

The second book!

Four years later!

Yes!

It's about the same!

Continue!

Damn!

A person without hope!

A person without dreams!

Can't write a novel!

That's right!

At that time!

How should I put it!

Damn!

I can't think of it!

What should I do!

My consciousness!

Not yet!

Come out!

Come out!

So what!

It's only for myself!

Just adding!

Pain!

Sigh!

Discomfort!

This way!

Continue!

I can't think of it!

No choice!

I'll continue!

I can't take it!

What to do!

I'll continue!

I can't take it!

This life!

Continue!

Alright!

It's been a long time!

Aunt!

I called her!

Did!

I almost did!

She forgot!

She only remembered now!

Damn!

That's right!

I'll call her later!

Alright, that's it!

Look!

Enough!

At night!

If I'm not tired!

I'll do it again!

Add a little more!

Although!

I don't have money!

But!

Although money is my pursuit!

But it's not my only pursuit!

Yes!

I definitely won't say it!

I don't want money!

That's not realistic either!

Yes, continue!

Wait!

I still want to eat!

I don't know about my future job!

Where will it be!

My age!

It's getting older!

I feel that it's not easy to find a job!

Yes!

Do I have any skills!

Yes!

I should be self-aware!

Work hard to learn something!

But!

I don't know anything!

My brain isn't very good!

I'm just!

How should I put it!

I'm still far from it!

Sometimes!

I'm also a rascal!

I don't know!

What should I do!

Don't be stupid!

Treat it as an excuse to slack off!

Yes!

I'm a rascal!

Continue!

I want to continue!

Damn!

Sooner or later!

I have to be the head of the family!

My parents are old!

This family!

I still have to rely on them!

I'll take care of it!

I have a lot of responsibilities!

Damn!

There are still many people who need my care!

I can't fall!

I don't have the right to say I'm giving up!

I have to!

Set an example!

In my generation!

I'm the oldest!

Qualified!

The oldest!

Damn!

I have to!

Set an example!

Yes!

I'll continue!

The difference is too great!

No choice!

Damn!