Continue!

Now!

9 points!

10 points!

Yes!

I'll go!

En, I don't know!

What should I do!

Yes!

I'll continue!

I don't know!

What should I do!

Sigh!

My condition is still the same!

I don't know!

I don't have time!

I have to deal with these matters!

Sigh!

I feel very sad!

Sigh!

Just now!

Dad!

He gave me a call!

Yes!

He didn't say anything!

Sigh!

Continue!

I don't know!

What am I like!

Thinking!

I like her a lot!

But I know!

Me and her!

We're not compatible!

Fundamentally!

We're from two different worlds!

Sigh!

It's not good!

Sad!

What should I do!

I'll continue!

In my heart!

A little sad!

Continue!

This life!

Sigh, I don't know!

What should I do!

My heart hurts!

What's the pain!

My heart feels like it's being cut by a knife!

Sigh!

Yes!

I'm a!

Weirdo!

When I saw!

Him and her!

When they were very intimate together!

That feeling was really uncomfortable!

Sigh!

Speaking of this!

I want to say that I'm looking for a girlfriend!

I don't want to hold a wedding!

I just want to get a marriage certificate!

I'm more willing!

Accept!

A naked wedding!

Yes!

I won't explain the details!

Damn!

With someone!

It's useless to explain!

Yes!

Actually!

How should I put it!

This is my personal choice!

Why!

Others want to do it!

I want to do it too!

Sigh!

I have to pay a price for this!

A huge price to pay!

Yes!

I don't know!

What should I do!

Yes!

But!

It's not dispensable!

Things!

It's not very important!

If!

I'm going to point it out!

I can't figure it out!

I might as well!

I might as well move bricks!

I might as well write a book!

This is very unnecessary!

It's completely extravagant and wasteful!

I've decided!

I'll get married in the future!

I won't hold a wedding!

I have this point!

I have the right to choose!

I don't have it!

It's enough!

I might as well!

Be a bachelor!

Damn!

This needs to be explained!

Sigh!

Wedding!

It's just a formality!

This reflects society's problems!

Some things!

It's superfluous!

Sigh!

I feel that!

Wedding!

It's not very romantic!

I'll do this in the future!

I have to deal with it properly!

If I were to hold a wedding!

It can make me!

Mad!

What's the use!

It's a waste!

A few years of hard-earned money!

Yes!

Just thinking about it makes me unhappy!

Holding a wedding!

It's just a formality!

I've decided not to hold one!

These are easy to deal with!

But in my opinion!

These things!

They're very difficult to deal with!

Yes!

Sigh!

Ordinary people!

It's unacceptable!

Wedding!

It's just a formality!

Perhaps!

I've found an excuse for myself!

I owe you for a moment!

To give you a lifetime of happiness!

Happiness!

It's not like that!

There's no need for this!

Sigh!

People!

It's really too complicated!

I don't understand!

I can only say that!

I'm still too young!

I'll beat myself to death!

I won't hold a wedding!

I won't get married!

It's no big deal!

Yes!

I know!

It's just like that!

However!

I can't control myself!

Especially!

When I meet the person I like!

Sigh!

At that time!

I make mistakes easily!

Me too!

In front of others!

I fall behind others!

Perhaps!

I'll do whatever it takes!

The price!

I also want!

To hold a wedding!

Who knows!

I still don't know!

Actually!

This is just a formality!

The main point is!

I won't hold a wedding!

Take care of!

Her!

Mutual!

Reliance!

It's also necessary!

Yes!

I still don't quite understand!

There's no one!

Who can make me sacrifice so much!

I still don't understand!

True enough!

I lack high-level emotions!

But!

These things!

It's irreparable!

Some emotions!

I don't have any!

Yes!

My emotions!

Exist!

Flaws!

I know myself too well!

My goal!

Actually!

This might be a test!

Goal!

Also for!

A better life!

I don't even understand this!

I've been living in vain!

The world is so big!

Who knows!

I'll get married!

Without holding a wedding!

Give!

Hold a wedding!

Money!

Give it!

Use it in the future!

Now!

Money!

It's not easy to earn!

I don't know!

I don't know!

I don't know if I can find true love!

It turns out that!

Love!

It's so difficult!

Damn!

I don't know!

Am I lucky enough?!

Actually sometimes!

I don't have a choice!

With the people now!

We don't have anything in common!

Also!

Female writers!

Suitable for me!

Sigh!

But it's too little!

Same profession!

For me!

I know too well!

Not good!

Sigh!

I don't have a choice!

Happiness!

I have to fight for it!

Now!

Female!

It's too little to begin with!

The good ones are even less!

I don't have a choice!

This isn't writing a novel!

Here!

Jump!

Jump! Jump!

Is it possible?!

Reality!

Problem!

It's right there!

In front of me!

I'm an only child!

Don't mess with me!

Hehe!

Yes!

I want to find someone I like!

Actually, it's not just that!

Don't do it!

Wedding!

It's that simple!

This problem!

It's very serious!

I'm!

Find someone with me!

Someone I can live with!

No!

Be a slave!

Damn!

I still have a choice!

If I can't find someone suitable!

I'll just write a novel!

But recently!

I don't intend to find someone!

New Year!

Go for a blind date!

Also no!

Shadow's matter!

I just!

I thought!

My mom!

Will give it to me!

Arrange!

Things aren't like that!

Sigh!

Sometimes!

Still!

I have to rely on my own hard work!

There are many problems!

I haven't figured it out yet!

I'm not clear-headed enough!

What if!

I made a mistake!

Pain is!

A lifetime's matter!

This is not!

Writing a novel!

I can accept it!

This thing!

I can't accept it!

Damn!

I'm also a mental patient!

This illness!

It's hereditary!

Sigh!

I don't want to think about it anymore!

Mental illness!

That's right!

It's similar to!

A psychological state!

It's not that scary!

Actually!

How should I put it!

I don't want to explain anything!

I exist!

Perhaps!

It's all for!

Mental illness!

To rectify!

Of course!

Mental illness!

No!

That way!

We are a group!

I know!

I didn't understand it in the past!

Otherwise!

I won't go crazy!

It's so tragic!

Yes!

Right!

On this point!

I feel deeply about it!

We live because of it!

And greatness!

Because!

Of labor and glory!

This world!

It's everyone's!

I hate it!

That kind of individualism!

What's the use!

It's completely useless!

Sigh!

I don't think this is good!

Reality!

There are many problems!

It's rare for me to be muddle-headed!

I know!

I'm not that great!

For people with high knowledge!

Say!

I'm also a scumbag!

But!

These guys ~ have problems with their character!

They have the ability!

To change the world!

But!

Don't change!

It's all my fault!

Obviously!

It's!

My IQ!

It's not enough!

Alright!

I won't say anything more!

There are things!

I can't think of them!

I can think of them!

Not many!

The main thing is!

Still!

Hope!

Everyone!

Every single one of them!

They would all be able to live a better life!

That's what I think!

I don't know!

Is there any effective way!

First of all!

Thinking!

Solving it!

Physically!

It's a problem!

Population!

More and more!

More and more!

I'm very worried!

These problems!

Of course!

These are superfluous!

Others will make mistakes!

What else can I do!

In others!

In their eyes!

I am!

A fool!

A lunatic!

Yes!

Sigh!

I can't even be myself!

What right do I have!

Actually!

Everyone can do well!

Then what's the problem?!

It's that simple!

I can't handle it well!

These things!

It's not just me!

It can be solved!

Even if I am!

What!

Greatness!

Character!

Reincarnation!

It doesn't help!

Of course!

That's impossible!

This is just a metaphor!

I can't do anything!

Wrong!

Perhaps!

I'll give in!

This!

Wrong!

Continue!

Sigh!

My days!

Are limited!

How long can I live!

Sigh!

I'm really selfish!

Damn!

You just found out!

Speak!

I don't dare to speak too harshly!

Directly!

I'll be!

Blocked!

Such an ability!

I still have it!

I'm not bragging!

Hehe!

Of course!

I want to see it too!

The good side!

But there's also a problem!

That's right!

There can't be no problem!

Problems!

At any time!

There are problems!

It's just that!

It's handled!

The way!

It's different!

But!

It has to be taken into consideration!

To reach more people!

But!

I can't do anything about it!

I'm just a!

Soy sauce!

I can only write books!

Grumbling!

It's my own problem!

I didn't handle it well!

I'm just in the eyes of others!

I'm just a clown!

I think so too!

I'm a rascal!

However!

A clown!

It's just an adjective!

I don't care so much!

I know what I want!

What others say!

It's not about me!

It doesn't matter!

At most!

That's right!

I'll be at the mercy of others!

I'll get used to it!

But!

Impossible!

Again!

Mercy!

My next generation!

I'm not getting married!

Damn!

This is the rhythm of a mental attack!

Sigh!

I can only say!

I want to end it quickly!

Such a life!

I don't want to live anymore!

This state of mine!

Eating shit!

It's so tiring!

Yes!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

I actually!

Went again!

Applied!

Signed!

Succeeded or not!

It doesn't seem too important!

That bit of money!

It can't solve my life problems!

Perhaps!

This isn't a matter of money!

But!

It's a matter of survival!

Actually, I'm very happy!

I can still write novels!

No!

Anyone can write!

But!

I'm not talking about myself!

It's so amazing!

I only want to say one thing!

Please don't!

Be!

Preconceived notions!

Defeated!

Someone said!

Fixed thinking!

That there's no hope!

I'm like that!

I'm so crazy!

Actually!

I'm crazy!

It's nothing!

I'm crazy!

Not completely!

When I'm crazy!

All!

My worldview!

There will be none!

Therefore!

There's faith!

It's very important!

Recovery!

Faith!

It still needs time!

I've used it too!

Quite a lot of time!

I have the ability!

To create!

It's just that!

My own!

Faith!

Changed!

In the past!

I just want to live on!

Now!

I'm lying to myself!

Writing novels every day!

I can!

Earn a lot of money every day!

Can't others do it?!

Just think about it!

Even so!

My illness!

It won't get better!

My illness is!

It can't be cured!

The world!

No, it's better!

How can I get better!

I saw it!

I feel terrible!

What do you think!

Those!

Mental illnesses can be cured!

Of them!

They're definitely lies!

If it can be cured!

It's impossible!

Mental illness!

It's a way of survival!

There are things!

It's hard to change!

But!

There's no need to be afraid!

It can be!

To bear with it!

Some people say!

Mental illness!

I can't write novels!

I want to write!

Hehe!

I'm not!

I'm angry with others!

I'm not!

I want to prove myself!

But it's useless!

I've passed!

More than ten years!

Who still remembers!

I'm a mental illness!

Actually!

I'm just!

Entertaining myself!

Just!

But the pressure!

It's still very big!

If I can sign a contract!

Succeed!

I'll write one day!

Two chapters!

I won't succeed!

That's two chapters a day!

Yes!

Damn!

You're!

Courting death!

You feel that you!

Are a lunatic!

Damn!

I can't accept it!

But!

Who told you!

No money!

You can't write!

Be prepared!

For yourself!

A buffer!

Plan!

Yes!

November!

Number one!

Pressure!

It's too big!

I can't take it!

Really!

Agree!

That sentence!

It's good to be young!

I can go crazy if I want to!

I'm one!

I'm so willful!

Perhaps!

I'm the only one who can stop me!

I!

I can't stand it!

I'm a coward!

There are so many problems!

I have to deal with them!

Write two chapters!

I have to write quality!

That's right!

I'm one!

Such high standards!

Strict requirements!

Actually!

Like me!

Such a person!

There are still some!

However!

I'm a little!

Too!

Crazy!

Therefore!

So!

Crazy!

It's me!

Feeling!

Very passionate!

Sigh!

Damn!

I'm still!

Still!

Hesitating!

Should I sign a contract?!

This is a problem!

This is a kind of survival!

The choice of condition!

My current speed!

It's still okay!

However!

There are still problems!

I don't know!

How long can I persist!

It's good to be young!

Sigh!

I feel that I'm!

Suddenly young!

Many years old!

Crazy!

True enough!

It's very scary!

I feel that I'm pitiful!

However!

Crazy!

I don't need a reason!

I didn't do anything!

Write a book!

Can't I do that?!

Damn!