Others!

We can't live in them!

In other people's mouths!

Our own survival is the most important thing!

Sigh!

I still can't get over it!

I can't!

I can't convince myself!

I'm afraid that others will laugh at me!

Pity me!

Despise me!

Think that I'm a lunatic!

Look at this guy!

No one is looking at him!

Also here!

He's so stubborn!

Shamelessly writing novels!

So pitiful!

It's really for!

Fame!

What's the matter?!

They can do it!

Some people!

Actually!

They're not human!

Damn!

Others make mistakes!

Could it be that!

You have to follow suit!

Others make mistakes!

That's impossible!

Distinguish right from wrong!

That's a must!

I know!

I'm very pitiful!

I'm still a lunatic!

A lunatic!

I just want to write!

Yes!

Perhaps!

I still have hope!

But!

Perhaps!

It's just despair!

There's no other way!

This is!

The last gamble!

No matter what!

I can't!

Easily accept my fate!

I know!

Many people will laugh at me!

They!

Ostracize me!

Target me!

Don't let me live!

I let these people!

Feel threatened!

Yes!

I know!

Hehehe!

Death isn't scary!

Death is!

Sooner or later!

I'm not afraid!

Death!

It's nothing!

Pain is just!

All of a sudden!

But I'm still alive!

I still want to live!

I am!

I can't die!

I'm already dead!

It's also nothing!

Dead!

Just dead!

Damn!

I'm still afraid of death!

Don't think!

I'm not afraid of death!

I just feel very regretful!

My work!

I haven't finished writing it!

This kind of writing!

I'm dead!

In my heart!

It's inevitable!

I'm a little disappointed!

Damn!

I know!

It's!

A knot in my heart!

Just say it out!

I'm scared!

Someone looks down on me!

Someone searches me out!

What!

I know!

I've seen it before!

Short videos!

Secretly!

Someone masturbating!

Sigh!

I'm wrong!

Please forgive me!

Yes!

I know!

I've offended!

I can't!

Forgive!

I suddenly feel very stressed!

I think!

My illness has acted up!

Continue!

I still want to continue!

Yes!

This is my punishment!

Perhaps!

Sigh!

I know!

I!

Have bad intentions!

I'm guilty!

Yes!

I've died a thousand times!

Ten thousand times won't be enough!

But!

I'm alive!

That's right!

I'm here to atone for my sins!

My sins!

Sinful!

Yes!

I'm indeed a lunatic!

It's all my own fault!

If I knew!

I wouldn't go!

Go to school!

Learn!

After all those things!

There's no more!

Happiness!

Actually!

For!

Let more people come!

On the face!

With smiles!

I'm a lunatic!

It's also worth it!

I'm not!

For!

Dogs!

Work!

I'm doing it for!

The people!

The people of the world!

Don't think!

I'm!

A joke!

I'll forgive you!

Ignorant!

Don't understand!

Don't!

Make random comments!

This!

How should I put it!

Forgive me for being like this!

I'm charging at my readers!

Getting angry!

Feeling that I'm!

Not very good!

Of course!

That's not the point!

You'll understand!

Yes!

Continue!

Don't!

Use your ignorance!

Come!

Explain me!

Stupid!

I don't understand!

What are you doing!

Where did your courage come from!

Damn!

Continue!

You know!

That's right!

Actually!

I don't know anything either!

My obsession is very deep!

That's all!

That's all!

What about the story!

Sigh!

Too much pressure!

I still talk about it!

Two chapters a day!

This thing!

It's not easy to write in the first place!

If I'm real!

I'm very good at writing!

I wouldn't go!

It's time for work!

Sigh!

But I can't say that!

I don't think I'm!

Really!

Bad!

A novel!

In essence!

It's all the same!

Why do I say that!

It's all about!

The yearning for a better life!

This point!

It can be said that!

All works!

The characteristics!

As for!

That kind!

That's anti-human!

It's also the same!

I don't want to!

What's there to say!

I don't know how to read!

Forget it!

I don't have the time!

There's so much to explain!

Damn!

Drawing hatred!

That's enough!

I'm roaring!

I have a lot of dissatisfaction!

Yes!

Bullshit!

How do you know!

I'm!

Saying!

My own beliefs!

Actually!

Many people!

Perhaps!

Can't accept it!

But the reality!

Perhaps that's how it is!

Of course!

You have your own rights!

This point!

I can't say anything!

Respect yourself!

It's a good choice!

Yes!

Sigh!

Feel!

Very rogue!

What's wrong!

I don't know!

Sigh!

Novel!

It's about to explode!

I don't know myself!

I can persevere!

How long!

Probably!

Prepare!

Enough!

A month!

Save up the manuscript!

Feel!

It's not enough!

I'm afraid of accidents!

Sigh!

Don't be afraid!

Let nature take its course!

I still!

Hope that my own work!

Can!

Be successful!

Continue writing!

Actually!

Read or not!

It's your choice!

I have times!

My temper is indeed!

Not good!

It can make me!

Get angry!

Also repressed!

After a long time!

Now!

There are many people who are pretending!

The social atmosphere!

Just like that!

I've been unhappy for a long time!

Write a book!

A very big reason!

It's because!

Dissatisfaction!

Others' views!

And!

Some!

Media's!

Methods!

I won't stand out!

Say a few words!

It's really uncomfortable!

Sigh!

That's enough!

You think I'm!

A fool!

Damn!

Of course!

I'm indeed a fool!

Isn't being foolish scary!

But I!

Am not bad!

Don't think!

Don't do it for!

Others say that I'm a fool!

And I'm sad!

You have to think this way!

But I'm not bad!

I'm bad!

Enough!

Why!

This is the problem!

I won't!

I won't stand out!

You think!

I've eaten too much!

Lie down!

On the bed!

Sleep!

Look!

Short videos!

Think!

Beautiful women!

This is nothing!

Not good!

The main thing is!

This way!

But!

There are various reasons!

Yes!

I know!

Sometimes!

We!

Are!

Are!

Deceived!

Yes!

This way!

It's not very good!

I like her!

Yes!

I just like her!

I know!

We're not compatible!

It's just writing a novel!

There should be such feelings!

Otherwise, how can it be exciting!

There must be!

Despair that is worse than death!

Yes!

Otherwise!

How can there be emotions!

Confidence!

Get up!

Can!

The earth quaked!

This is the effect that I want!

Your happiness!

Want me!

What a huge price to pay!

This is not very good!

Yes!

Yes!

Damn!

I'm free!

If!

I can't talk about it!

I don't have to look for it!

Why am I talking about others!

I've said too much!

Others!

Can't get married!

Are all like me!

Write novels when you have nothing to do!

Grumble!

Fantasy!

My own love!

Where did it come from!

So much!

Damn!

No one is reading it!

This is also a good thing!

Yes!

I'll continue!

Damn!

What to do!

I don't know!

This way!

Alright?!

But!

How should I put it!

This is really a problem!

Sigh!

This is hard to say!

I know!

This is not very good!

Damn!

I'm thinking of this!

Alright?!

I'm too lousy!

Should!

Not suitable!

Write!

Business novels!

Of course!

I want to!

For!

Business!

I'm not going to do it!

I've eaten too much!

I still want to!

For!

To find a girlfriend!

For!

To be famous!

I want to be!

A literary writer!

Actually!

It's impossible!

As long as there is hope!

I know!

It's not like this!

Damn!

Not good!

Sigh!

Hard to say!

This writing standard of mine!

I've written!

So many words!

I'm worse than others!

I've written a few hundred words!

I can feel it!

The gap!

Yes!

Me too!

The gap is too big!

I'm not afraid!

I know!

The so-called literature!

Is!

Used to express!

Emotions!

Too pretentious!

Is!

Pretentious!

Yes!

That's just!

The form is different!

I don't understand!

Why!

Compared to other people's writing!

So good!

Sigh!

My heart hurts!

Opponents!

Too powerful!

Basically!

No!

Weight!

Level!

Compared!

Below!

In all aspects!

I've lost!

But that kind of!

Damn!

The feeling of not being alive!

There was only one!

Someone like me!

Can write!

Mosquito!

Flying everywhere!

Annoying!

Sigh!

I've already!

Understood my own advantage!

My advantage is even more!

I can clearly understand myself!

What am I doing!

What do I want!

Just this point!

Must continue!

Flourish!

But!

How can I!

Sometimes!

Indeed!

Can't do it!

Someone like me!

Is not suitable!

Writing novels!

Suitable!

Picking up rubbish!

Sleeping on the streets!

That's still possible!

Don't think!

That's impossible!

Everyone will have a day!

Someone like me!

Destined!

Must!

Pick up rubbish!

Sleep on the streets!

Eat!

From the rubbish!

Pick up food from the rubbish!

Sigh!

Cold and hungry!

Damn!

I've realized!

I'm very good at it!

Writing these!

Stuff!

Should write more!

However!

I care about this!

You won't live long!

Who knows!

How long can I live!

If!

There's really a day!

I hope!

Oh my god!

I can open my eyes!

Let me!

Live more!

Decades!

Let me!

Write books!

Finish writing!

Not finish writing!

I'll be a ghost!

I won't let you off!

But!

I know!

Write or not!

It's up to me!

Decide!

But!

Livelihood!

Problems!

I can't decide!

Only livelihood!

Problems!

Can be solved!

It's easy for me!

But!

These problems!

Can be solved!

I can!

Writing ability!

Not anymore!

This is a way of survival!

Choice of method!

Yes!

Writing ability!

It's not that easy to have!

No pressure!

Can't write a novel!

Sometimes!

No matter what!

Must be done by oneself!

Like this!

Yes!

Damn!

Of course!

Feel that oneself!

Is not human!

Won't even let oneself off!

Sigh!

Hard to say!

Is not cruel!

Can't be done!

Yes!

Otherwise, how can I write a novel!

Think about my age!

Think about my income!

I!

Spit!

Also want!

Spit!

One chapter!

Yes!

My own situation!

Is not optimistic!

I'm still very proud!

Now!

My condition is good!

Want or not!

Again!

One chapter!

Who are you!

Why!

Want me!

Write a chapter!

Yes!

I am you!

You are me!

Hehe!

Sigh!

Now!

My condition is very good!

Can be beaten to death!

The feeling of a tiger!

Damn!

This!

Feeling!

Wants to die!

Can't die!

Want to live!

Can't live!

That's true!

Not many people can write like this!

This is my specialty!

I'm afraid!

I don't know my future works!

How should I write!

I'm afraid of disappointing others!

Yes!

I'm even more afraid of being disappointed!

This is the main point!

It's a little uncomfortable!

Who cares about me!

Just write whatever!

No one cares about you!

I'm not breaking the law!

I'm!

Serious!

Write!

Something!

Yes!

Sigh!

Continue!

Yes!

Today!

Like this!

Can't!

Continue!

I still!

Continue!

Blow!

Be awesome!

If this is the case!

Can't do it!

Continue!

I'm distracted!

Yes, damn!

I don't know!

What should I do!

Maybe!

It's like this!

There should be!

Continue!

I don't know!

I haven't tried it!

Maybe it's a lie!

Feeling!

Not very likely!

Damn!

Like this!

Alright!

Add some time!

Because I'm distracted!

Damn!

I feel that I can't play happily!

This is also for my own good!

Yes!

Damn!

Tomorrow!

Go to work as usual!

Live a dark and gloomy life!

I don't want to say anything!

About this!

I have nothing to say!

Damn!

I!

Can't say anything!

But!

Give it to me!

I have a lot of inspiration!

Doze off!

Also very annoyed!

For!

Eat!

The pressure is too great!

Work hard!

Perhaps!

Change needs!

Start from myself!

Yes!

Get married!

I don't want to hold a wedding!

Yes!

However!

My girlfriend!

I don't know!

Where is she!

Damn!

I'm thinking too much!

I feel terrible!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

There's no other way!

Like this!

Continue!

What should I do!

Endure!

I'll get used to it very quickly!

Such a creative rhythm!

However!

I am!

I have to change shifts!

Variables!

There are still some!

Should!

Pay attention!

Yes!

Now!

Day shift!

It's already considered!

I've gotten used to it!

Just watch!

Night shift!

Yes!

Continue!

This is creative!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

There's no other way!

Pay stub!

I haven't received it yet!

I'm afraid I'll starve to death!

I know!

I might!

But this is the outcome!

Yes!

I don't know!

What will happen!

Yes!

I can't change anything!

I can only speak my mind!

Sigh!

This feeling!

I think!

I'm the only person like this!