Sometimes, he also felt powerless for his own powerlessness!

I feel!

I can't accept it!

Why?!

I don't understand!

Sigh!

I can't think of this!

I can only say that!

I still need to train!

My life!

Maybe my whole life!

I'm an employee!

But!

This is nothing!

As long as I can create!

Sigh!

But now!

People can change!

Yes!

I'm well aware of this!

Sigh!

I have no choice!

I want to live!

I want to eat!

If!

There's no such thing!

I'm alive!

There's still meaning!

That's impossible!

The so-called!

Life!

Perhaps that's how it is!

I always thought that!

I am!

What!

A proud son of heaven!

Actually!

I'm not!

This is just an illusion!

A lie to myself!

A reason!

I am!

I need my feelings too much!

Actually, it's nothing much!

I'm the same now!

It seems that!

A human's weakness!

It's really hard to correct!

Sigh!

I'm not worthy!

I only realized it now!

I!

I've long been numb!

Sigh!

I'm like this!

It's simply!

It's not enough!

I'm just!

I'm writing novels dispiritedly!

But!

There's a problem with my thinking!

Indeed!

It's a big problem!

Sign the contract!

Review!

It hasn't come down yet!

There's no hurry!

I want!

I still!

I have to believe in myself!

Could it be that!

I haven't signed the contract!

I don't want to live anymore!

Actually!

It's also very good to live!

It's painful!

I like the feeling of pain!

If my heart doesn't hurt anymore!

How can I jump!

Sigh!

It's just like that!

Because!

It hurts!

That's why I jump!

Today's events!

How should I write!

Sigh!

I don't know!

I still!

It's not very rational!

I can't wait!

One minute!

I have to write about myself!

I have to write about all aspects of myself!

It's still not very good!

Sigh!

I'm so tired!

Continue!

It's tiring!

It's also not good!

I have no choice!

I'll continue!

I know!

I'm not a good person!

I'm just a bystander!

But I will!

Some people!

Will never be able to learn!

Yes!

I'm bragging a little!

This is not!

It's not a matter of academic qualifications!

This is!

A matter of being human!

I can write novels!

And this point!

It's still related!

Otherwise!

I don't have it!

This kind of ability!

It's precisely because of this!

I think so too!

I don't want to waste my ability!

Although!

I'm nothing!

Then!

What are you!

A lot of people!

Like to flaunt themselves!

Is there any use!

There's no need!

For many years!

In the future!

Who knows who!

Sigh!

I can only say that!

Now!

Brainwashed!

There are still some!

What!

Brother!

What!

Brother!

It's too far apart!

But I'm also afraid!

This way!

Will society be chaotic!

The country!

Everyone is responsible for its rise and fall!

Yes!

I'm a fool!

But!

I can still hope for the country!

It can be better!

The people's lives can be better!

There are some things!

I still don't want it to happen!

I love my motherland!

Although!

There are problems!

There are some!

But!

This is love!

Because of love!

That's why I have opinions!

Otherwise!

I will!

I won't care about these things!

Sigh!

I can only say that!

This is not good!

There are too many competitors!

Actually, there are no opponents!

We're just!

And time!

It was a race!

Finding an answer!

Giving myself one!

A reason to live!

I want to live!

I'm a writer!

I don't!

Where have I been!

ktv！

I can be anywhere!

When I speak!

I can sing!

There's no need to go!

This shows that I'm too naive!

I!

I'm not singing!

I'm singing about loneliness!

I'll go!

I'll go!

Cinema!

Yes!

For many years!

I've been there!

At least!

For ten years!

Or!

In town!

Sigh!

I don't know!

How are things now!

Actually!

I prefer to watch movies alone!

I want to!

Film a movie!

But!

You know!

I don't have anything!

How should I put it!

This is just a formality!

Sigh!

I've never been there!

There are many!

After experiencing some things!

I realize that it's very ordinary!

There's nothing bad about it!

This way!

It won't be too sad!

Yes!

It's just like that!

Actually, I don't understand!

I only see the surface!

I feel that!

They!

They're a good match!

Really!

I feel a little uncomfortable!

It's a relationship problem!

It's not up to me!

Sigh!

Damn!

Get over it!

Sigh!

I'm myself!

I'm a big liar!

I'm someone who would even lie to myself!

What do I have to say!

I feel that!

I'm going to act up again!

I actually!

I can make use of myself!

Indeed!

I'm really a despicable person!

A person who would even make use of myself!

I'm really bad!

Fortunately!

I don't have any abilities!

Otherwise!

I've really become a sinner!

Sigh!

Damn!

I realize!

How should I put it!

Everything is!

Vivid in my mind!

Tell me slowly!

Now!

I feel that it hasn't even started!

Yes!

This is just the beginning!

Perhaps!

It hasn't started yet!

About mental illness!

I have a lot to say!

Some doctors!

Indeed!

Their attitude isn't very good!

Damn!

I can't say anything!

I just feel that!

This isn't very good!

Sigh!

I have nothing to say!

This is someone else's freedom!

What do I have!

Good!

Interference!

Really!

Sigh!

I'm going to pee!

Damn!

And very strong!

No wonder!

I'm so good at writing!

But my writing really isn't that good!

I don't have a choice!

I'm human!

It's already like this!

What else can I do!

Don't be like this!

Nothing!

It's like this!

Damn!

Uncomfortable!

I don't know what to do!

Damn!

Suddenly!

My hand speed!

It's going up!

Yes!

But I'm typing!

It's a requirement!

It's reflected!

Yes!

How should I put it!

Need!

It's tactile!

And!

Sound!

Otherwise!

I can't type!

So fast!

Yes!

This keyboard!

The sound of typing!

It helps me!

Faster!

But!

Can I!

Don't be like this!

Damn!

Under normal circumstances!

Typing on the keyboard!

There's always sound!

Yes!

Sigh!

There's still half an hour!

Damn!

Tomorrow!

It's as usual!

Going to work!

Yes!

There's nothing to say!

I still have to work tomorrow!

Suddenly!

Rest!

Two hours!

I'm not used to it!

Sigh!

I still have to do laundry!

Yes!

Sigh!

Although there's not much to do!

But!

It's still a little difficult to deal with!

I know!

I have the ability!

The difference is too big!

Character!

It's also not enough!

So I have to work hard!

So I should!

Work hard!

Sometimes!

I'm too far behind!

What to do!

Continue!

Damn!

I can't think of it!

This way!

I still!

I have dreams!

However!

It's useless!

Yes!

I know!

How should I put it!

This is a problem!

It's like this!

This is the beginning!

It's hard to say!

Perhaps!

Sigh!

What to do!

I don't know!

This life!

It's also impossible to continue!

Sigh!

Suddenly!

Thoughts!

Thousands of!

Memories!

Surged into my mind!

It's from my bones!

It's a!

Soft!

Actually!

Soft!

Also strong!

Perhaps!

I don't know!

I really don't know!

It changed very quickly!

Perhaps!

I still remember!

These!

Changes!

Very quickly!

How should I put it!

Memories!

It's coming!

Yes!

I can't stop it!

I can't stop it!

Sigh!

I still remember!

When I was in primary school!

I went to town!

About the exams!

However!

That school!

I also forgot!

How should I go!

I don't remember!

The school!

More or less!

I still remember it!

Yes!

Let me think!

Perhaps!

I remembered it wrongly!

Sigh!

I don't remember!

These are all!

Sigh, it's hard to say!

It's already like this!

In me!

It seems like!

What transmigration!

Absolutely impossible!

It's very simple!

Give me an example!

It rained today!

It didn't rain yesterday!

How can I go back!

Yesterday!

It rained!

Can I go back!

Everything!

Can go back!

Yesterday!

It's also impossible!

It's good that there's hope!

I still have some regrets!

Otherwise!

I'll die here!

What's the point of writing a novel!

I might as well sleep!

Sigh!

Everything back then!

I still remember!

However!

I have consciousness!

Later!

I want consciousness!

The price to pay!

It's too big!

I'm going crazy!

After that!

I can have!

Stream of consciousness!

It's very difficult to do!

Sigh!

I'm a timid person!

Yes!

I used to be like that!

But not everyone!

Can become a stream of consciousness!

Of course!

This is just a joke!

It seems like!

Perhaps!

I'm a fool!

That's all!

It's not important anymore!

I just like to create!

Accelerate!

I'm thinking!

Today!

Do I want to!

Break through ten thousand!

The more I do it!

The less I treat myself as a human!

Just started!

Every day!

One update!

Now!

One day!

Two updates!

Two updates!

It's very difficult!

There are more breakthroughs!

Unless!

Hand speed!

Accelerate!

Yes!

One hour!

Can!

Write!

Five thousand words!

How can it be so fast!

If only I had that ability!

Suddenly!

I can't start writing!

Sigh!

Sometimes!

The pressure is really great!

Actually, there are things!

It's also very simple!

It's just that I don't understand!

I'm just!

A fool!

There are things!

It's very simple to begin with!

It's just like this!

Yes!

I continue!

Basically!

There's no other way!

To do so many things!

Actually!

That's not it either!

It's too difficult!

Right now!

Confidence!

Bursting!

Damn!

I don't know!

Continue!

Damn!

This way!

Will it!

The computer!

Break it!

My actions!

It's a little scary!

Will it!

The computer!

Give it!

Break!

Break!

What to do!

I don't know!

Yes!

Damn!

The computer!

It's very expensive!

I can't be too willful!

I'll be like this for life!

It seems like!

I won't be willful!

I'll let myself down!

But!

I feel like!

I'm too disappointed in myself!

How can I be such a person!

Doing this!

Okay!

I can't do this!

I have my own mission!

Damn!

No!

Only!

As an official!

Can I be concerned about some things!

I have such an obligation!

I also have such rights!

I just!

I don't have the right to enforce the law!

Just!

Yes!

What to do!

I still!

Learned!

Some of the laws!

Yes!

But!

My ability!

It's still limited!

It's still far from enough!

What to do!

I don't know!

The computer!

Fast!

I can't hold on!

It's almost out of battery again!

Actually!

There's no Internet!

It's a thing!

It's a very good thing!

If there's an Internet!

How can I concentrate on writing!

Towards myself!

My character!

I'm skeptical!

This is not!

There's no basis!

I watch it every day!

Short videos!

Yes!

All kinds!

Now!

There's no Internet!

On the contrary!

I can concentrate on writing!

Sigh!

It's really!

A blessing!

A loss!

Who knows if it's a blessing!

Yes!

I'll continue!

Sigh!

And!

Fifteen minutes!

Right now!

It's still alright!

It's still alright!

It just came out!

In the end!

It's about to!

It's the deadline!

It looks like this!

Not too good!

Maybe!

Sigh!

Maybe I'll upload it!

It's not coherent!

But!

Overall!

It still looks the same!

Today's chapter!

It still needs to be uploaded!

Sigh!

I don't know!

What should I do!

There's a problem!

I don't know!

What should I do!

Continue!

Damn!

Wait!

Give it to me!

Mom!

Make a call!

Damn!

How should I put it!

I'm still too young!

There's a problem!

I still can't handle it well!

Sigh!

Continue!

Damn!

What should I do!

I'm still far from it!

How should I put it!

I can't do it!

I'm like this!

Actually!

Elders!

You should understand my character!

Yes!

Damn!

It's hard to say!

I'm like this!

Sometimes!

Clear-Headed!

Sometimes confused!

Damn!

I don't know!

How should I describe myself!

Sigh!

Continue!

I'm still far from it!

What should I do!

Damn!

I can't do it!

Damn!

I can't!

Damn!

I don't know!

Damn!

No!

I haven't thought it through!

What should I do!

Damn!

Continue!

I know!

I'm still far from it!

What should I do!

Damn!

I can't do it either!

Damn!

There's no other way!

Now!

My problem!

There's still a lot!

Parents!

Age!

They're all old!

And me!

Not yet!

I've learned!

To be tolerant!

So!

I'm so weak!

Suddenly!

I realized!

I can't even be tolerant!

I can't do it!

I'm incomplete!

Damn!

It's hard to say!

Sigh!

I'll continue!

I'm still far from it!

Damn!

How should I put it!

This is better than anything else!

Damn!

I can only say!

I'm!

I only see!

Half!

I'm still!

I'm still far from it!

I've learned to be tolerant!

I've learned to understand!

That's enough!

I've been fooled by myself!

Fortunately!

This is wrong!

It's not!

It's irreparable!

Sigh!

I'm still far from it!

Sigh!

I'm still!

Selfishness!

This is in itself!

It's a contradiction!

A mistake!

That's right!

A rascal choice!

Sigh!

I only want to say!

Perhaps!

It's just like this!

Damn!

Sigh!

I don't know!

What should I do!

I'll continue!

I'm still far from it!

What should I do!

Time!

It's hard to say!

I'm still far from it!

What should I do!

I have no choice!

How can this be!

I'll continue!

I'm still far from it!

Damn!

It's hard to say!

Damn!

My problem!

There's still a lot!

I can't care so much!

I can only wish you well!

Sigh!

Continue!

I'm preparing to submit the manuscript!

This chapter!

Upload!

I don't know!

When is it!

Maybe!

Maybe!

Sigh!

Maybe!

November!

Around the middle of the month!

Sigh!

Do the math!

Maybe upload!

Over a million words!

Want!

Pass!

New Year's Day!

I don't know!

It's Christmas!

And it's still New Year's Day!

This is a problem!

I don't know!

I can't figure it out!

Damn!

Damn!

Continue!

My brain!

It's also crippled!

I know!

I'm too selfish!

Follow me!

I won't be happy!