Sigh!

Continue with this composition!

Yes!

My hand hurts a little. I can't feel anything!

I did the laundry today!

Typing this!

Feeling is very important!

Maybe!

These are all excuses!

I want to do it under any circumstances!

I can type it out!

This feeling!

It doesn't feel good either!

What to do!

No choice!

I like her!

Yes!

Alright!

This is not the main point!

There is something!

I don't believe it!

How can I let others believe it!

Yes!

I'm a fool!

I have to admit it first!

In front of many people!

I'm like this in their eyes!

Because!

Some people can't stand it!

Yes!

Because!

Me and these guys!

It's different!

But it's useless!

This is a survival attitude!

How should I put it!

This problem!

It's hard to say!

It's really hard to say!

What to do!

Continue!

Damn!

I like it very much!

A girl!

Actually!

It's a feeling!

I always!

Deceive myself!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

Like!

Her!

It's been a long time!

I realized!

I'm a person!

Very unprincipled!

Really!

Damn it!

I want to find a girlfriend!

Maybe just!

Can!

Be considerate!

It seems!

Very difficult!

This requirement!

Seems to be very high!

Damn!

I only want to!

Find a mature one!

Someone who's slightly older!

Yes!

Experience!

I've seen some!

Girls later realize!

Being considerate!

That's already very good!

Sigh!

Girls these days!

Like me!

Look at those around me!

They're all!

Flaunting their wealth!

Showing off their beauty!

That's all!

Maybe!

Can make me!

Confuse for a period of time!

Actually, this is also true!

It won't last long!

Except for!

Her!

That!

Body!

There's nothing that I like!

It's not worth it!

Sigh!

Fortunately!

I understand!

Come over!

Otherwise, I'm dead!

Fortunately!

Emotional!

So!

I'm like this!

Today's speed!

It's a little slow!

How should I put it!

I can't feel my hands!

Just now!

I washed my clothes!

It seems that!

I can't be too useless!

If my hands!

I can't feel them!

Then I'll really!

Be crippled!

There's no other way!

I have to write a novel!

I have to overcome this!

If my hands are gone!

Feeling!

Then what am I going to do!

This life!

How can I continue to write novels!

Maybe!

This is just!

A thought!

A hope!

I'm me!

I'm mentally ill!

Why can't I face myself!

I have to let go of what needs to be let go!

I have too many burdens!

It's too tiring!

Damn!

I just want to say!

The basic principle!

I have to have it!

Of course!

Yes!

This problem!

It's like this!

Yes!

How should I put it!

In my opinion!

Mentally ill!

That's all!

I've waited!

Four years!

I've finally let go!

I'm mentally ill!

That's right!

But no one can deprive me!

The right to live!

Of course!

This is not important!

This problem!

Damn!

Continue!

Of course!

This is a little exaggerated!

Humans are for!

To live!

This is the most basic!

Yes!

Obstacles!

There must be!

Now!

Matter!

Limited!

Therefore!

I have to be careful!

I'm preparing!

To break through myself!

If I can break through!

It's naturally a pity!

Actually!

Ability!

It's secondary!

Mentality!

It's important!

Mentality!

Determines everything!

Even if!

Technology!

No matter how it develops!

It's just like that!

My thoughts can't keep up!

Otherwise!

I won't either!

Jump out!

I'm writing novels!

I think there's a problem first!

However!

This is also the realization of my self-worth!

However!

As for time!

I'm nothing!

A few years later!

There's still me!

Enlightenment!

Sigh!

This problem!

I have to think it through!

I have to do this!

What are the consequences!

I have to think about it!

Damn!

There are problems!

I can't deal with it!

Yes!

I can only say that!

There are social problems!

They exist all the time!

I need someone to deal with them!

Yes!

Damn!

What to do!

I still!

I'm just a formality!

I still have to pursue it!

Those!

Ridiculous things!

It's useless!

Damn!

I still!

I'll just write my own novel!

Sigh!

Whatever!

Work!

It's just work!

Yes!

Damn!

Of course!

That's hard to say!

These problems!

I can't deal with them!

I have to think about it!

If I get married!

Damn!

Forget it!

I don't intend to get married!

I can't bear this responsibility!

Perhaps!

I'm looking for a girlfriend!

In this era!

No!

It's really sad!

That's all!

There's no reason for me to like her!

You don't understand!

Hypocrisy!

It's the scariest!

Sigh! I can only say!

I still!

I have to find someone who's realistic!

Really!

Yes!

Damn!

Why is it like this!

Because!

What do I have!

Actually, to put it this way!

It's a little lame!

Hatred!

At least!

That's what I think!

Beautiful!

It's useless!

Still!

Look!

Quality!

Yes!

Damn!

Looking at it now!

I want a girlfriend!

I can't just look at her appearance!

She has a good heart!

Can understand others!

Not hypocritical!

Simple!

Honest!

Better than anything else!

This society!

Is there such a girl?!

Such a guy!

I'm one!

A girl!

She might be in kindergarten!

I can't even find one!

Damn!

It's also frustrating!

Finding a partner!

It's so difficult!

It looks like!

A girl from Earth!

She's no longer suitable for me!

Sigh!

This problem!

I'll deal with it myself!

I know!

I'll make a mistake sooner or later!

No matter what I do!

I'm just a person!

This point!

It's also the same!

Actually!

Count me!

Hypocrisy!

Troublesome!

That's all!

I'm a bad person!

You're all good people!

Sigh!

Alright!

I'm a sinner!

It's all my fault!

How should I put it!

This problem!

I can't deal with it well!

If I had a solution!

I'm not like this!

I can't deal with it well!

This problem!

I've thought about it for a long time!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

No one can deal with it!

Yes!

It's impossible!

It's just like this!

Actually, the logic is very simple!

Just think about what I've done!

Sigh!

I'll continue!

My heart hurts!

Sigh!

My hand speed!

Finger!

Pain!

Left hand!

Middle finger!

I can't take it anymore!

It hurts a little!

Damn!

Of course!

Just like!

That feeling!

It hurts a little!

Yes!

Damn!

I'm fine with it!

Baijiu!

This thing!

I've never drunk it!

I'm also a weirdo!

I remember now!

I've said before!

Marriage!

I won't hold a wedding!

Damn!

Why should I!

It's the same for others!

I won't hold a wedding!

It's not against the law!

Bite me!

Damn!

That's enough!

So!

Damn!

So!

The law!

It's really not bad!

It's very humane!

I feel that!

Someone is scolding me!

I'll get married!

Or not!

Wedding!

It's none of your business!

Damn!

That's enough!

You're a talent!

Damn!

Of course!

Who am I!

This kind of!

It's dispensable!

That's all!

You think that!

Holding a wedding!

Can make love!

Even better!

You're just lying to yourself!

What a waste of expression!

Yes!

There are so many divorces!

There's that!

Never held one!

Wedding!

I can't say anything!

I've said too much!

I've offended people!

Now!

I've said something!

It doesn't count!

No one listened to me!

You think that!

Anyone can be like me!

This way!

Few!

Maybe!

It won't exceed!

100,000!

People like me!

That's true!

10,000 miles!

Pick one!

Us!

Guys!

Can't change anything!

So-called!

Success is due to writers!

Failure is due to writers!

How should I put it!

These!

All of them!

These!

Who started it!

If I can really transmigrate!

I want to!

Organize the wedding!

Kill them!

Damn!

It's really worrisome!

Damn!

This problem!

Damn!

It's just a feeling!

There will be people!

In me!

Gossiping behind my back!

I'll!

Get married in the future!

I won't hold a wedding!

I'll!

Listen!

It's uncomfortable!

Grandson!

Of course!

Damn!

There's a deeper meaning to this!

Meaning!

You think!

Because!

Others have been cheated!

Why!

You won't!

Be cheated!

Because!

Others will feel unbalanced!

Even if it means death!

I'll!

Get married!

I won't hold a wedding!

This!

Unhealthy trend!

Extravagant!

Wasteful trend!

It's really annoying!

You think!

Get married!

Wedding!

The whole world knows!

Damn!

You make me pee my pants!

You'll be very happy!

That's all!

Damn!

As expected!

It's a little different!

How should I put it!

This problem!

I don't want to scare people!

I don't understand!

You think!

Get married!

Wedding!

You'll have a lot of face!

Damn!

Forget it!

What!

Bullshit!

You still don't understand!

I don't understand!

I can only say!

Someone like me!

Brains!

Too useful!

Too calculative!

That's all I'm like!

I don't calculate what I should!

Sigh!

This is not!

A wedding problem!

But!

A social problem!

A kind of!

Corruption!

A concept!

Damn!

I want!

That's what I want to break!

I'll!

I won't hold a wedding!

I'm unhappy!

It's been a long time!

Hehe!

What a joke!

But pressure!

There must be!

I don't know!

Can I!

Convince my girlfriend!

The problem is that I haven't!

It's the future!

My persuasive ability!

I can even convince myself!

Collapse!

I think it's enough!

Alright!

I'm like this!

Not very good!

Feeling!

Too heartless!

Damn!

It's too far apart!

But talk!

Talk about art!

Be direct!

Definitely not!

Be!

Her!

After understanding me!

Yes!

I'll let her!

Come and read my book!

Actually!

I don't want to change this!

I want to!

Change a kind of mindset!

Damn!

Sometimes!

I'm also trapped!

Among them!

Can't extricate myself!

Sigh!

Damn!

Don't hold a wedding!

Sigh!

How should I put it!

Money!

Still have to come out!

Someone else's parents!

Also have to live!

Although!

When the time comes!

I can't give it!

How much money!

But!

At least!

It's also the thought!

I'm not that!

Inconsiderate!

Damn!

You think!

I!

That's how it is!

This is a matter of survival!

Of course!

She!

Her parents!

Indeed!

Needs me to take care of her!

Yes!

This point!

I still agree!

First of all!

This is a must!

This point!

Tradition is still good!

Alright!

Be a!

Promise!

If!

I get married!

Try my best!

Don't hold a wedding!

Yes!

That's how it is!

Give it to the girl!

At home!

Some money!

This is not a purchase!

Girlfriend!

You don't understand!

You don't understand!

Alright!

I'll prepare!

Twenty thousand!

Limited ability!

I'm!

So useless!

This is a thought!

It's a matter of survival attitude!

Right now!

I have ten thousand!

Yes!

Continue!

I don't know!

What else can there be!

Changes!

After all, right now!

I can't make the decision!

Parents!

Suppress!

Damn!

All kinds!

Suppress!

Damn!

Damn!

Being a commoner!

Also so angry!

Of course!

On this point!

I'm not afraid!

Damn!

How should I put it!

I said I won't hold a wedding!

No one can change my mind!

Damn!

If!

I'm looking for a girlfriend!

I still have to tell her!

My body!

Situation!

When!

Died!

I don't know!

Damn!

Continue!

It's not that exaggerated!

But in fact!

It's more or less the same!

My own pressure!

It's too big!

You can't imagine!

Yes!

I'd better not say it!

Become a stream of consciousness!

It's just one path!

A path of no return!

Yes!

I'll continue!

Sigh!

What to do!

This kind of life!

I don't understand either!

I'll continue!

What to do!

This kind of life!