Actually!

How should I put it!

I was once like this!

I looked down on my parents!

After I started working!

I finally understood!

It wasn't easy for my parents!

I couldn't do that!

Yes!

I couldn't be like my parents!

I was!

Their!

Hope!

Yes!

Them!

To me!

Their expectations!

Very high!

Yes!

In the past, I always felt that!

This was a kind of pressure!

I couldn't accept it!

I couldn't think straight in the past!

In addition!

All kinds of factors!

I was!

Crazy!

Yes!

Sigh!

It's all in the past!

I can't change anything!

I can only change my current self!

Yes!

I'll continue!

Find a partner!

I don't look forward to it anymore!

It's just like that!

I'm not satisfied!

Forget it!

Looks!

What!

I think I'll just forget it!

Looks!

It's not very important!

The main thing is!

Judging the person!

Psychological state!

But I think it's all about the same!

I think it's good!

My mom!

Although it's good!

I only feel that!

It's not good enough!

She!

Has her problems!

She!

How should I put it!

I should think!

I shouldn't think!

I shouldn't think!

I think about it every day!

Damn!

This problem!

Damn!

How should I put it!

There's a problem!

But!

My mom!

In some aspects!

It's still good!

Yes!

She knows what kind of person I am!

Yes!

Continue!

She!

She understands me better!

Actually!

My grandma!

She understands me better!

It's just that the current me!

I don't even understand myself!

This is growth!

Yes!

Sigh!

Tiantian!

Like this!

Talk!

About family!

What happened to the story!

Damn!

I can only be like this!

I!

Mom!

Give it to me!

Buy it!

A football!

Yes!

Sigh!

How should I put it!

It's still me!

Using all my strength!

Talking!

The first time!

Bragging!

It's that time!

Life!

The first time!

Bragging!

Damn!

Of course!

How should I put it!

This problem!

How should I put it!

It's hard to say!

It's like this!

Continue!

It's like this!

This is me!

The first time!

Using!

Learning!

As an excuse!

Yes!

Sigh!

In the end!

It's like this!

However!

In the end!

I still!

Got into university!

Although it's an undergraduate degree!

But it's still!

An adult!

A ragtag team!

Damn!

Of course!

I can't put it that way!

Yes!

This problem!

I'll continue!

Still!

I'll stop bragging!

Damn!

Today!

I'm in a bad state!

I have no choice!

Sigh!

My life in the future!

It's also a problem!

I'm so angry!

Sigh!

The person I love!

In the end!

Where is she!

Actually!

It's very simple!

Damn!

This problem!

I still don't know!

It's unsolvable!

Yes!

How should I put it!

This doesn't look good!

Promises!

Definitely!

Must be fulfilled!

Although!

I can speak!

Usually, I don't keep my promises!

My ability is limited!

Perhaps!

Those who can fancy me!

There are very few girls!

Yes!

I'm a poor man!

I want to find!

That way!

Sigh!

Didn't you say!

You're going crazy!

Damn!

Looking for a girlfriend!

Damn!

It's not that easy to go crazy!

This problem!

I'm going crazy!

It's also impossible!

We can't fall so easily!

Perhaps!

Sigh!

Persevere!

It's very important!

Yes!

Sigh!

Holidays!

I still don't know!

When is it!

See!

I'll continue!

This problem!

I don't know!

When the time comes!

Again!

Arrange!

Yes!

I can only continue!

It's hard to say!

This way!

Damn!

Frustrated!

I don't know!

Sigh!

Say something!

It's easy!

Actually, I don't have much to say!

It's just that I've finally let it go!

This is still okay!

There are some things!

I still can't let it go!

Perhaps!

I just!

Shifted!

Focused!

Sigh!

Continue!

This problem!

Wait for me!

Write it!

A few years later!

Write it again!

Yes!

I like it very much!

Some!

Writers!

Although!

And me!

Same!

Although!

Never!

Never made a name for himself!

But!

How should I put it!

This problem!

It's also the same!

It's very simple!

Yes!

Anyway, I have to write it!

Why!

Want to!

Be like this!

Could it be that!

I'm not writing!

Novels!

I'll just!

I can't live anymore!

That's also impossible!

This bit of ability!

I don't have it!

Even if!

This way!

So what!

Damn!

See!

This life!

I don't know!

Sigh!

Now!

At work!

There might be changes!

It's just that!

Yes!

I'd better continue!

There's nothing to say!

This problem!

If I can't do it well!

I'll have to!

She left!

Perhaps!

I'll stop updating!

But!

I believe that I don't have the ability!

But!

I think!

It's impossible!

The scenery outside the window!

It's always beautiful!

Once!

On the train!

I've seen it!

It's a very beautiful scenery!

It moved me!

Yes!

That!

Film!

Water!

It's really beautiful!

No wonder!

So many people!

I like it!

Go and have fun!

Yes!

But!

How should I put it!

This problem!

I just want to say!

It's like this!

Damn!

What I want even more is!

The beauty of the soul!

This is better than anything else!

Sigh!

It's like this!

Where have I been!

It's not important!

What's important is!

Heart!

When I'm there!

Where!

Where!

Sigh!

It's hard for me to say!

Sigh!

Damn!

Hand!

There's still!

A feeling of discomfort!

I'm a writer like this!

Typing!

It's also necessary!

It feels good!

What do you think!

I need some!

Conditioned reflex!

Sigh!

If there's no sound!

There's no tactile feeling!

I won't be able to type at this speed!

Yes!

Sigh!

I have to protect my hand!

Otherwise!

In this life!

I can't write novels anymore!

Why!

It's a lifetime!

Sigh!

I suddenly feel sad!

Perhaps!

In this life!

I won't be able to be with her!

Thinking like this!

I've really lost it!

It's too much!

I want to cry!

I want to confess!

Sigh!

This isn't writing novels!

I can!

Be with her!

By her side!

Why!

I don't understand!

So!

It's like this!

There are things!

I won't do it!

Maybe in this life!

I can't do it!

I'll do it!

Yes!

Sigh!

It's like this!

Actually!

I should have understood long ago!

Sigh!

There are things!

I can't learn!

In this life!

I can't learn!

Yes!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

Sigh!

I'll continue!

In my heart!

It's very heavy!

Why!

I don't understand!

For you!

Blessings!

It's a must!

I wish the world!

Is better!

Although!

You don't like me!

You don't want to be with me!

But I also wish you well!

Yes!

I hope you can be happy!

Maybe it's you guys!

Yes!

I guess so!

One has to know!

The person I like!

Never!

Not just that!

One!

Sigh!

I'll continue!

In my heart!

It hurts a little!

What to do!

Like this!

Damn!

This problem!

What to do!

Damn!

It's hard to say!

Damn!

It's far from enough!

Damn!

This problem!

What to do!

I don't know!

Sigh!

Continue!

Sigh!

Damn!

Look!

Look again!

I still!

Have to deal with!

Some!

Things!

Yes!

I think so!

It's like this!

Sigh!

I'm still not enough!

And!

20 minutes!

I'll go to sleep!

Sigh!

So sad!

I've just written!

Status!

Have to!

Stop!

Sigh!

Writing time!

Not enough!

Now!

One day of writing time!

About 120 minutes!

Yes!

Sigh!

At least!

How should I put it!

This is a matter of a lifetime!

I haven't thought about it properly!

I've never thought about it!

Could it be!

I can do it for a lifetime!

Are they all like this?!

I don't know!

This is not important!

This is just a formality!

I just like it more!

Not updating!

It's just a matter of time!

Yes!

I have to do it well!

In my heart!

Prepare!

But I still!

I can't accept it!

Sigh!

In this way!

I don't understand!

Damn!

What to do!

Damn!

It's enough!

It's hard to say!

I'll continue!

What should I do!

I have no choice!

Damn!

It's hard to say!

I've seen wrongly!

And!

25 minutes!

I'm so hungry!

Sigh!

I'm unbearably hungry!

Sigh!

Damn!

I have no choice!

Damn!

It's very unbearable!

In this way!

It's also true!

Damn!

Continue!

In this way!

Changed!

One song!

Could it be!

It's just that!

Changed!

It's just one song!

Damn!

I don't understand!

Damn!

What should I do!

I don't know!

When the time comes!

Besides!

I'll go!

I have no choice!

How can it be like this!

Damn!

It's far from enough!

Damn!

I've had enough!

Accelerate!

Alright!

Sprint!

Now!

Hit!

More than 3,000 words!

Yes!

It's enough!

However!

It's time to adapt!

It's a little long!

Yes!

Damn!

It's all dependent!

Feel!

Yes!

Feel!

Conditions!

Reflect!

It's very important!

Yes!

I think so!

Damn!

I have no choice!

Sigh!

Hungry!

Really!

I can't take it!

Sigh!

I feel more sleepy than sleepy!

And uncomfortable!

Sigh!

Sleepy!

It's training for myself!

But!

Hungry!

But!

It's torture for myself!

Maybe!

I think that's the case!

I'm still!

Busier!

For the time being!

I don't want to go back!

But I really want to eat meat!

Damn!

Now!

How should I put it!

National Day!

I just ate!

Yes!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

What should I do!

I have no choice!

I really want to eat meat!

Damn!

I don't know!

This life!

Sigh!

I have time!

I'll go back!

Yes!

Damn!

I don't know!

This problem!

Sigh!

It's still far from enough!

In this way!

Alright!

Continue!

Persevere!

Finish writing!

This might be!

It's a form of training!

Damn!

Hungry!

Stomach!

Writing novels!

Write!

Sleepy!

And uncomfortable!

Hungry!

I don't want to sleep anymore!

Sigh!

That's true!

I have no choice!

Continue!

I feel uncomfortable!

I've had enough!

Perhaps this is how it is!

What to do!

Damn!

I don't know!

Damn!

I'm like this!

Alright!

Actually!

Word count!

Perhaps it's already enough!

But!

It might not be enough!

Is that possible!

Damn!

The person who loves you the most is me!